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when ur watching a movie about a comet hitting earth and it remidns you so much of the current stauts the world is in and you start cryong and sobbing while watching it bc it feels like the world is enidng and ur dad comes in and just fucking says “homework” and u beg him to leave because ur crying and u start sobbing and he says something abt ur tlaptop, probally that hes gnna take it away, and mimicked ur crying and sobbing.  and the only thing u could say was “leave me alone” and “go away” and now hes gone and ur still crying  and not only that u cant vent to ur best friend bc she probally hates u, just me? ok

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i am so sorry you felt this way. you deserved so much better.

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hey guys its me again ( i just had a breakdown indiced by me becuase i need to cry so bad but nothings fucking working not even litsneing to the sad music video its just makking it pile u more but i cnat reallyy cryoutside of a few tears thers something severely wrong with me i miss tehm so bad i need to change i need help anyways im normal :3c

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DEAR LORD THE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS CAME RUNNINGGG BACK

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hi guysssss its me ur fav mentally ill person im so fucking not okay right now

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the abuse has gotten way less bad in some areas every since my dad died. he was the most physically abusive and usually if me and my mom got into a already abuse filled fight he'd just make it More abuse filled. my mom hasnt hit me in a while i think. she did bite me though because during an arguement she was threatening to hit me but knew she couldnt bc she knew id call someone on her. so instead she bit me . ive just been staying in my room so. most of the arguements have come from drives home from school, or right ebfore school or right after school. or whenever im rarely out. but it just means i have way less evidence and way lessstuff to use against her in arguements w her abt her abusing me because she hasnt done a lot of these behaviours ina while . its just made worse by my brother constantly victim blaming me and saying its not abuse .etc . calling me delusional for saying it is abuse . like seriousy

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hi . yea hes not my friend anymore. two years of friendship . gone . its okay though, glad it went out this way

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why did i lie im Not happyit went out this way . youd think if youknew soeone for over fucking two yrars ud just tell them not wait for it to fucking fizzle out

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im not okay im not

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i feel like shit

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hi . yea hes not my friend anymore. two years of friendship . gone . its okay though, glad it went out this way

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i know they all hate i me i know it they are just pretending that they dont hate me but they really do, they hate me so much

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why did he have to fuckin . do that . i dont understand i thought he was my friend why did he fucking lie i dont understand i cared about him i thought he loved me too i just fucking wanted friends and he had to isolate me i just . i didnt mean to do anything wrong. i didnt know im sorry im so sorry

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btw i have psych osis n am a character named t ommyyyy from dssmmppp and i have delusional memories of stuff from being on the esssss emmm peeaaa so i might vent abt those seomtime ill proballly tag it with something ??

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im so stupid . im so fuckign stupid . i can never do One fucking thing right.

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wooo!!! watching friend slowly but surely drift away #relatable

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yeaa he ended up posting abt how he had no friends and also unfollowing my main

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no this is genuninallyfucking bull if ur friends with someone for two years an ur close youd atleast think ud have the decency to soft block them if u wanna stop being friends jesus fucking christ

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damn ifur gonna be someone i consider a best friend for two years and then unfollow me at least ahve the fuckin decency to soft block me

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wooo!!! watching friend slowly but surely drift away #relatable