[fairycosmos]

every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog

[borderline-culture-is]

comorbid bpd & avpd is Hell. Actual Hell. Hellfire. Torture. Suffering. Agony. Anguish. Despair. Eternal Torment

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[valtsv]

nothing in the world makes me more evil than just being kind of annoyed

[valtsv]

me when i'm in genuine agonising distress: i'm so sorry if i'm bothering you with my childish histrionics :/

me when i'm just in a bit of a bad mood: i hope hydrogen bombs fall on every living thing in the universe

[avoidantblob]

reaching peak avoidant by avoiding the account i made to vent about my avoidant personality disorder because i think other avoidant people looking in the avoidant personality disorder tag will think that i’m weird. this is great. i’m going to get a good grade in avpd, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve

[bunnighost]

[bunnihearted]

everyday i mourn the person i could've been if i didn't have avpd

[cluster-c-pds-culture-is]

avpd culture is uploading something online and then getting so anxious it will be received poorly you feel physically ill

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[avoidantblob]

hanging out with other autistic people after being told that you only feel isolated and overwhelmed in social situations because you’re solely socialising with allistics and then coming to the soul crushing realisation that even around other neurodivergent people, you still don’t fit in and you’re still just the weird little girl in the corner of the room that doesn’t speak to anyone and nobody really likes

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i’m not wanted, i’m just tolerated (barely)

[honeypleasejustkillme]

"people pleaser" my ass all i do is disappoint

[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster b culture is sending asks to you and always looking at the tags to see if you wrote "MOOD" so i can get a good grade at cluster b, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i need some fucking pills to knock my ass out cold for the rest of my life

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I’m screaming I’m begging I’m crying for this to stop I’ll do anything for this to stop I’ll do anything just make it stop

[just-sad-vibes]

everytime anything goes wrong i get the overwhelming urge to just end it all and i dont understand why

[mentally-spiraling]

The constant struggle of wanting to be included until someone includes me in something and then I want to be left alone

[bullet-ant]

life is unfair to avoidants the entire way

[just-sad-vibes]

sometimes i think my life cant get any fucking worse and then it does