Random Ramblings of Pain

30/Transman/Asatru/ NW USA- Diagnosis: my lower back is completely fucked, Chronic pain syndrome, insomnia, nerve pain, fibromyalgia. If you need someone to talk too or just to have someone listen, send a message anytime.

[whatshouldwecallchronicillness]

When I walk VERY carefully to not awaken the pain beast...

[little-miss-rasputin-pageant]

“this is ableism” i mutter to myself as i bend over to get the food i left on the bottom shelf of the fridge the night before

[autisticfibromyass]

Me: I can’t exercise much because I’m disabled.

Them: oh. Get a personal trainer, they’ll cater it to you.

Me, not wanting to be rude: I can’t afford a personal trainer.

Them: okay. Well you should still find a way to exercise, it’s good for you.

Me: I know my limits.

Them: you should try it.

I WANT TO YELL

[whatshouldwecallchronicillness]

As soon as I get back home...

[right-meow-please-deactivated20]

[shadow-bender]

If I'm gonna live in agony for the rest of my life I atleast deserve fangs

[whatshouldwecallchronicillness]

When the issue was my own body attacking itself...

[styna]

Weather: *exists*

My bones: ✨no✨

[little-miss-rasputin-pageant]

waking up to a new day of pain each morning

[boimgfrog]

Feelin like Frankenstein's monster rn folks

[whatshouldwecallchronicillness]

Listening to hospital phone menus...

[positiveautistic-deactivated202]

respect your limits

[stephanleyhes]

My left leg really said "how about some nervepains to spice up things today"

[blurbedysnurb]

[catmat]

Me trying to be productive with a chronic illness:

[arthritis-exe]

Pain pain go away

Come again another day

I can’t deal if you stay

So please, go away

[livethebestlifepossiblecom]

We can all be too hard on ourselves sometimes, especially when sad and alone.