Dear diary; somehow I feel peace
Is it moving forward if I delete our pictures?
I still can’t bring myself to do it; moving forward doesn’t mean you stop loving.
I know our time was limited from the start
Somehow it still hurt when the clock stoped ticking.
I held my falling tears back always ignored
Don’t forget that I played with ashes that were once my own.
Insisting that I was still burning fire
But you continued to pour rain
And still I stood my ground against the stormy sea you had created
So why won’t you let me swim to shore
Instead you let me sink underwater.
Summer left and it took you with it.
I never thought someone could feel lovesick
But I physically threw up when I saw you with her.
All the fingerprints left on my body are nothing but a ghost lingering around now.
Last night the tears wouldn’t stop
But I let them run knowing I was letting you go
Regardless of the story we lived
We’ll be happy with the words left behind.













