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A small blog about dearest Doctor ^^ 18 y.o˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚💗💜💙

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Original Zandik × Immortal Reader HCs

• You and Zandik were inseparable since Akademiya. When you were kids, you constantly clung to his sleeve to get his attention. He would pretend to get mad but deep inside he never wanted you to leave.

• It was only the matter of time when two of you started dating. He wasn't the most sweetest or the most attentive boyfriend. He was annoying, sometimes rude and snarky but everytime you needed a hug he was willing to give you one. Even if he was going to complain about it for the rest of the day.

• After his expulsion, you followed Zandik. He didn't understand why. He didn't understand why would you waste your life on someone like him. Not that he had any troubles with his self-esteem, he just knew he already was far before gone.

• He joined the Fatui later and you were still there. You watched Zandik's path full of different obstacles and couldn't help but feel proud and slightly sad. You'd get married in rainy day of November. Zandik was going to be pissed beyond measure because he spent hours trying to predict the weather with meteorology to make sure this day was perfect. You didn't care. Both of you got wet in the rain and you held him close to feel his warmth as local priest of Snezhnaya was reading prayers.

• You started to realize how much Zandik had aged and how much you did not. He noticed it too. Both of you were confused but came to the conclusion that, apparently, you were immortal and was destined to stay eternal youth.

• Firstly, Zandik was jealous of you. Then this jealousy turned into grief. When he dies, he was going to leave you alone. You, who constantly followed him around. You, who managed to keep his sanity. You, who didn't let him forget he was still a human. It was such a strange feeling to care about someone that wasn't him.

• Instead of focusing on the elixir, Zandik focused on you. He started to take your blood samples, saliva samples. Firstly you thought, maybe he was going to use you for reaching immortality. But instead, he wanted to study your immortality to be sure it's not a curse. He didn't want you to suffer without him.

•He'd never dissect you. You were probably the only good thing that ever happened to him. His sacred exception.

• Zandik grew softer with age. He became more affectionate though he would never admit it. His joints buckled, his hips hurt with deep, boring pain, his head was dizzy almost half of the time. But he still made your favourite coffee every morning, waited for you to wake up at breakfast then complain the entire breakfast about your "inefficience". Until his hands simply couldn't even hold a cup without trembling like crazy.

• You took care of him. You always made sure he didn't overwork, stayed warm and comfortable. When he got lost in time at work, you would come into his lab to cover him with a blanket and bring him a cup of his favorite warm tea. Zandik had mixed feelings about it. He knew you would have to move on eventually after he dies. But he couldn't bear the thought of you ever choosing another and forgetting about him.

• You would still love to cuddle him. He didn't mind it too. He was always cold at day yet sweated through his sheets at 3 AM which frustrated him deeply. You always just laughed it off and called him "your old hag". He still didn't came up with a cool comeback at that.

• He'd joke about his decay too, expecting you to stay. "When I'm gone, you'll have to tell my Segments I always hated their stupid haircuts. Especially 35's." You absolutely hated that and always scolded him for it, told him not to jinx it. Zandik would find dark humor in being one that leaves for once.

• He'd ask you to promise you will never fall for another version of him. Seeing his younger Segments even just talking to you while he was already old and wrinkly was... disheartening. He even thought about getting rid of them but then let it go. "I should've spent less time creating copies, and more time just... being with you."

• Before bed you still shared, he could whisper things like: "Promise you'll forget me slowly. Not at once." Or he could rest his trembling hand on your shoulder and say: "You'll watch the sun rise without me. How cruel. How... beautiful."

•He hated his wrinkles, his stupid withered body that felt like a cage. You made sure he was as loved as when he was in his 20s. Intimacy was long beyond forgotten since his spine couldn't take it. That was something he was particularly sore about, feeling less of a man. Especially Zandik felt incredibly down when he noticed you staring at Segment 8 with with quiet longing. He clutched the handle of his cane until his hands turned white.

• He'd never create a Segment of you. Because your immortality is your soul, not your body. A copy would be an insult.

• After Zandik died, he left you all his legacy, his name, his research. You didn't care about all of it. You wanted your "old hag" back. Eventually, you would have to leave Zapolyarny palace because it became a cage that reminded you of your dead significant other you could never bring back.

• Other Segments would try to use you. They didn't love you like your Zandik did. They couldn't. They would study you as the source of immortality, of Original's research.

• You'd have to live with the memory of your only friend, your best friend, your husband for the rest of eternity.

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Dottore broke the 4th wall for you~

Yandere Dottore × Reader HCs

TW: elements of dark romance, yandere staff

Highly recommended to read my Dottore broke the 4th wall kinda theory/HC link down below! ⬇️

• Yandere Dottore is not your typical obsessive yandere boy with red eyes and a knife in his hands. He is a scientist who has found an amazing object for research and will never let you go.

• For him, you're the only anomaly in the system. When he found out he's nothing but a few lines in a code, you became his anchor that kept his brilliant mind going for a simple reason: break the barrier that kept you apart and observe you in person.

•Of course, Dottore believes that his feelings are mutual and that real you is thrilled about being his. It's just your useless bland avatar who's resisting his gestures of affection.

• If he's a brilliant scholar, it's only fair that his beloved should match his status. When you as a Traveler make dumb decisions in the game Dottore gets disappointed. When you're standingbyour ground, he's fascinated. He's going to test you, to see if you're truly as remarkable as he thinks, if you're truly worthy of his attention.

• Dottore doesn't hate the Traveler. He hates the barrier between you. So he's going to help you and deal with your boring game himself because he's jealous because he doesn't want you to waste time on mindless useless NPCs. By deleting quests altogether.

• "I don't like "whitewashing". Let me rewrite it for you."

• Dottore is going to hack the event system for you to stay with him forever, not to waste your time with "time-linited unscientific garbage".

•If you refuse his help, he will simply delete your character. He's not doing that to spite you. He's doing it to make sure you stay with him. You're his only way to feel "real" in the fiction world. He believes he's doing you a favor by deleting your avatar and freeing you from the script.

• "Every click you're doing is your voice. Click more. I want to hear your voice only."

•He knows Genshin is not the only game you're playing. He doesn't show it but he's extremely jealous he's extremely annoyed at your inefficience. He will try to find a way to block you from ever going to Steam or any other game because he doesn't want you to put your energy in any other being besides him.

• He doesn't say "I love you". He says, "You're the greatest variable I've ever encountered my brilliant mind could never read."

• He won't let you delete the game or switch accounts. In fact, you won't be able to close the game at all. He thinks he's completely entitled to all your free time because you belong to him as the only one who understands him.

• "And here you thought I was just a part of this game. A grand mistake. But you're part of mine. I do not share my precious test subjects."

(psst psst here's my theory/hc about dottore breaking the 4th wall... okay??)

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🕷|Drow Dottore Headcanons|🕸️

TW: mentions of violence, torture and sexism towards men(Drow society at its finest), reasonable OOC

[18+ recommended]

•Zandik was born in the family of the priestess of the Spider Queen. He did not remember his early childhood, but the scars on his body spoke for themselves: since birth, he didn't have a single moment of happiness and peace.

•He was the second son. "Lucky guy," many said. "If he had been born later, he would have been Lolth's food." But in a "family" full of hungry snakes, it was a pure blessing to become spider food at an early age. Zandik realized that when his biological father was abused to death for disobedience. For trying to protect him, for daring to show little Zandik a sparkle of warmth.

•From a young age, Zandik was interested in alchemy. The very concept of a power between life and death fascinated him. Sometimes his sister allowed him to experiment in the basement. She even brought him the bodies of slaves that needed to be permanently disposed of. Not out of sisterly love, but for a fee. He was silent about how many throats of slaves this crazy woman cut in a day and she let him study. Nothing personal.

•And like many other male Drow from wealthy families, he attended the prestigious Academy in Menzoberranzan. But instead of learning alchemy properly, Zandik was trained more to become a cannon fodder for his House. He lived in fear every day, fearing to get a stab in the back. He didn't have any friends. Drow didn't have any real ones.

•Eventually, other Drow found out about his experiments. Priestesses were horrified. A man who dared to look up was a disaster. A threat to the reign of the Spider Queen. Zandik's own family disowned him. He was a nobody. A heretic. An apostate. A traitor. And what the Drow do to traitors of their kind... was a nightmare for all races.

•They grabbed him and carried him to the altar of Lloth. The resistance did not stop them in any way - on the contrary, it only provoked his tormentors. By an absolute miracle, Zandik was able to escape, but the scars remained for life. Especially the scar on his chest, right where they planned to rip out his heart. That scar hurt at night for a long time.

•Zandik didn't have any choice but to run like a coward. He didn't even have time to take his research papers. Of course, the research was attributed to his sister and mother. No one thought about the crazy second son anymore, except for the father, who had long since rotted in some ditch and was replaced by another.

•On the Surface, Zandik lived in constant tension. He was hated by the Drow because he was a man. He was hated by other races because he was a Drow. There was no place for him anywhere. To survive, he hid in corners and thickets, hiding his face behind a hood.

•Eventually, he managed to open an alchemist's shop, offering people the services of a healer. Sometimes the services of a necromancer. Anything to feed himself.

•He continued his research. All his research, left down below in the Underdark, could not be restored. But some he memorized. And at night, surrounded by scrolls and books, he created a new future.

//english is not my first language so I apologize for any mistakes

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HC Dottore broke the 4th wall

I have a hc that our dearest Doctor realized that he's in the game and that's why he's doing what he's doing. I don't call it a "theory" since I doubt it's even going to be an option, so treat this as funny HC. When Dottore took over the powers of the Three Moons he realized that he's, in fact, nothing more than a game character. A few lines in the script.

Many people commented that in 6.3 version Dottore seemed to perfectly understand OUR thoughts. As the player, WE got tired of mindlessly helping random NPCs for a bunch of primos, WE are going through absolutely unnecessary drama when we firstly joined the game to find and understand our sibling. Dottore seemed to perfectly understand our frustrations with the current plot. He also notes that we've worked with other Harbingers in the past, and he's trying to convince us that he's no worse than them. The entire conversation even seemed like mockery of dev's bad decisions. And when we're refusing his "help" he's disappointed because he realizes that we as "player" don't have any control over our "avatar" which is the Traveler.

Why exactly it happened when he reached Trilune Authority? Because usually, in order to realize that the world is not real, some kind of push must happen to the character. I believe that Dottore might suspect that the world is fake being the bright scholar he is, but authority made him open his eyes.

I even have a small copium for my HC in game!!

For example, notice how during his fight with Pulonia he deliberately poses in front of the camera as if he was showing off his new skills for US as players. You may think that this is simply for the sake of the fanservice. And you may be right, but that's not the only detail.

In the beginning of the fight, Dottore cuts the fake sky. His finger deliberately slides across the middle of our device's screen. For what reason would he do that if that only helped our gang to defeat him? Wouldn't he have known better than to open access to the moon while Columbina was on the moon? What if he did this for US, as players, ON PURPOSE to get our attention?

And I have even more copium for my HC!

You see, in 6.6 cutscene while talking with Pantalone Omega lies. In fact, he lies pretty much about everything to the point that even Pantalone has to "correct" him and say that he never said that. Why would he do that? Was it his twisted view of the world? Or he simply tried to gain OUR sympathy to be a "playable" character after his inevitable return? Could he understand that only characters with "whitewashed" backstories be playable lol

He puts his story on "pause" and looks RIGHT into the camera. You may think that this is because of the camera angle. And maybe you're right, but look at thisss

So, why would he break the 4th wall? As much as I would love to make it into Dottore/Reader(which I will later in different post💙💙💙) I think it's because he simply wanted to test the boundaries of the world. As a scholar, he seems to like doing that. And also maybe because he wanted to be "free". He knows it's not possible to be "free" while he's like that so he allowed himself to "die" to be reborn as a different person with the help of the memories and all that(I'm just pretty sure you all heard about that theory so I won't dwell into details so I wouldn't waste your time).

As a finale, I want to remind you about Alice and Nicole who broke the 4th wall before that. It means it's possible to do that in Genshin world(well, technically it's possible in any fictional world but you know what I mean).

In PEAKttore we TRUST💙