Sweet solitude...

evolved from peak reblog chaos (the-absolute-best-postsreblogged) to mountain nonsense (sufficientalps) to full-blown extraterrestrial disappointment (badaliens)

[fullofbugs84uy894ujui9]

reminder that this blog, while not politically focused, supports BLM. bootlickers and racists aren’t welcome here, and never will be.

[badaliens]

i am not a fake person.

but sometimes i feel like one.

like i’m three drafts of a personality stacked on top of each other in a trench coat, hoping nobody notices the seams. like if someone looks too closely they’ll see the patchwork. the borrowed phrases. the recycled opinions. the way i rehearse reactions half a second before they happen.

i don’t lie about who i am. i just… edit. constantly.

different versions for different rooms. softer here. sharper there. funnier when it’s safe. quieter when it’s not.

and then i go home and wonder which one was actually me.

the truth is, i don’t think being adaptable makes you fake. it makes you observant. it means you learned how to survive. but survival mode has a way of sticking around long after the danger’s gone, and suddenly you’re performing in places you don’t have to perform anymore.

sometimes i worry that if i stopped adjusting, if i just existed at full volume, I’d lose people. that the “real me” would be too much or not enough or just inconvenient.

but here’s the thing i keep circling back to:

i am not a fake person.

i am a person in progress.

i am allowed to outgrow old versions of myself.

i am allowed to contradict things i said at 17.

i am allowed to try on identities like jackets and keep the ones that fit.

that’s not fraud. that’s development.

so if you also feel like you’re made of drafts and disclaimers and half-finished sentences, hi. same. we’re not counterfeit. we’re just unfinished. and unfinished doesn’t mean unreal.

it just means we’re still becoming.

[badaliens]

Just realized that ‘queue’ and ‘Q’ are basically the same letter. Is the alphabet just playing mind games with us?

[hypersensationalism]

kink isnt sexual and dude isnt gendered and aces can desire sex and cishet men are queer and lesbians can sleep with men and twinks can be fat and communists can own for-profit businesses and punks don’t have to listen to punk music and vegans can eat meat and white people are poc and humans can breathe underwater

[billy9011]

it is time for swim

[billy9011]

i am a real person

[billy9011]

Sometimes I don't feel like I real human beings.

[billy9011]

i am not a fake person

[billy9011]

fight for me

[billy9011]

love u all

[heedra]

fuck "girl lunch" fuck "girl math" a woman is a hairy animal who sweats and grunts and excretes and hungers and gets wrinkly and dies eventually. you have to love that.

[heedra]

ppl are tagging this post with things like 'ooh i want to meet a woman like this' or with specific characters which kind of misses the point i was trying to make. ALL WOMEN ARE LIKE THIS. IT STANDS IN CONTRAST TO NOTHING. WRAP YOUR ARMS AROUND IT.

[chaystar]

[ruinedchildhood]

My nigga Andy went from owning toys to owning bitches.

[kianlawley]

why is a coca-cola teaching the classroom ?

[gonehometoyavin4withpoe-blog]

Because it wants to teach the world to sing…

[badaliens]

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[thisnerdjason]

Imma just post this and see if it gets a mature tag:

Fat people are not morally bad because they're fat.

Overeating isn't inherently evil.

Fat liberation needs to happen.

Fat people deserve full bodily autonomy and shouldn't be shamed for what they do with it.

Fat people should be allowed to make decisions on their own body without shame, yes, even if they want to overeat

Fat isn't inherently bad

Being fat isn't inherently bad

Fatphobia is real and needs to be stopped

FAT ≠ BAD

---from a fat person for fat liberation

[autisticat23]