dissociation nation

hi my name is mj and this is my personal mental illness blog see my about page for details please!

[kiwi]

[hillergoodspeed]

[reprssed]

[kalopsiea]

i hate having a body, hate having this body, hate having this thing to grab on to as if it’s an object that belongs to the world. it doesn’t even belong to me.

[goryscribbles]

It hits my head and I feel numb

[bananaang]

I’ve got a friend and they mean a lot to me.

[valenshawke]

For anyone that has and is fighting depression and that feels alone. Remember: You have everyone that has fought and is fighting depression on your side, even if you don’t hear them.

[yogimathias]

Love you.

[traumatizedbunny]

ok to rb.

[bekflskgkslhllr-deactivated2022]

// not safe //

[unfortunately-awake]

[ptsdandflowers]

Me: I’m having such a good time

Brain: sure would suck if you get hit with a low mood, and go nonverbal, and come off as rude and uninterested in your friends

Me:

[neurodivergentaf]

*gets an old trauma memory back* sweet. bonus backstory unlocked 

[etherqueen-deactivated20160417]

when your mental illness starts acting up again

[outofcontextachewood]

[heykeeksarchived]

[ghostmage-remade-deactivated202]

not to be an Sjw™ but uh…. trigger jokes are essentially jokes about actual ptsd and the real, terrifying, and often humiliating symptoms that come with it. maybe it’s because im not hip w/ the kids, but i don’t really understand the humor in making fun of literal trauma. idk just stay away from me with all that

[g-l-i-t-t-e-r]

We use the term in group therapy and I hate knowing that I can’t use it outside of that room to articulate my needs because it will be a joke to everyone else. Like thanks to all the assholes that slashed my fucking coping vocabulary.

[indieuh]

[debthaver-deactivated20170812]