ally @bananariver - Tumblr Blog

Whenever I have something copied to my clipboard I can feel it. I feel the weight of it on my mouse

hey um im rly sorry but i saved ur boyfriend in the wrong format and now his save file is corrupted. so he’s evil and weird now. sorry

huffylemon

fallen-angel-nightshade

If you had shown me this site in 2005 I would have asked you if had checked your virus software lately, because this looks like a bad one. I would have clicked away so fast it would give you whiplash. Looking at these sites now, I have to convince myself that they aren't virus laden sites and fight against the pavlovian urge to just navigate away.

eclecticmasterpiece

I navigate away anyways because fuck them, there's usually a better site (though they are dwindling quickly). I still can't get over how the internet "as intended" today looks like a malware ridden fever dream from 20 years ago. This is every story I've ever read about an empire that used to be great and has now fallen into turmoil.

picturesque-about-it

Beloveds, there is a wonderful website that gets rid of all that crap<3

deehellcat

OOOOH.

honeylavendermilktea

the fact that we need 8 hours of sleep is ridiculous we should only need 4 and the other 4 should be used to be cozy in your bed and rub your legs together like a cricket and listen to music and think about your little scenarios

justcatposts

A very rare Andean cat stretching out in front of wildlife cam

(via)

gallusrostromegalus

Extremely Rare Forbidden Tum-Tum

mrspider-deactivated20221213

imposter syndrome in autism is so….. im rotating it in my mind

mrspider-deactivated20221213

part of the reason people go years without knowing theyre autistic because they dont “act” autistic in front of other people is because theyve been so conditioned to repress their symptoms that they become unobservable, sometimes even to themselves. this is masking. its not a light switch that can be turned on and off again. its the gradual repression and punishment for acting anything but neurotypical and the construction of a new, more socially acceptable identity.

as time goes on and your most ‘offensive’ symptoms are ‘under control’ the only things that remain are the ones that only hurt you and the exhaustion. you cant even unwind fully in private because of the fear of being ‘wrong’. the reason so many autistic people struggle with identity is because we’ve literally been forced to abandon who we are at a core level and make one to appease the world. forced to act completely against our nature in order to… act more ‘natural’.

mrspider-deactivated20221213

the worst part of this is that theres no winning. you either show your symptoms/get diagnosed and face belittlement, infantilization, restrictions of freedom, or you mask, you hide away, and receive no support because no one believes you. no one understands how, when externally you SEEM so ‘competant’, you could be suffering so constantly. you either set yourself ablaze for the world to observe or spend the rest of your life tending burns no one else can see.

glowpart2

ask polly

semislutera-deactivated20230303

marinebluekaze

I love you ocean i love you waves i love you sea breeze i love you fishes i love you boats i love you sky as reflected by the sea i love you endless empty horizon

one-time-i-dreamt

Minecraft added a new mob called a “wumbus”, which was a ginormous stone cow that guarded a stone bridge. If you tried to cross its bridge, it would get really mad and chase you extremely fast to kill you.