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BTS Texts Imagines: Where BTS members are cheaters.
A/n: I have been missing for quite sometime and i am back! I have found this lying around in my draft from when i left. Here you go: my work from few years back.
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Fan fictions
Group (BTS/Bangtan)
Mafia/Gang Au Trilogy
Character profile: NJ/SJ/YG/HS/JM/TH/JK
Pt.1 Save me: Prologue/1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10/11/12/13/14/15/16/17/18/19/20/21
Character Profile: NJ/SJ/YG/JM/TH/HS/JK
Pt.2 House of Cards:
Prologue/1/2/3/4/5/6/7
BTS Kim Namjoon; Rapmonster
Lies (One-shot)
BTS Kim Seokjin; Jin
Lies (One-shot)
BTS Min Yoongi; Suga
Lies (One-shot)
BTS Jung Hoseok; J-Hope
Lies (One-shot)
BTS Park Jimin; Chimchim
Butterfly (One-shot)
Forgotten past (Drabble)
BTS Kim Taehyung; V
Lies(One-shot)
Stigma (Playboy Au): Prologue
BTS Jeon Jungkook; Kookie
Lies (One-shot)
Fake texts/Imagines
BTS gang au fake texts: NJ/SJ/YG/HS/JM/TH/JK
Theories
Blood Sweat Tears
Begin/Lies/Stigma/Reflection/MAMA
1234Theory/ Mv Theory
BST Japanese Ver Mv Theory/ Extended
You never walk alone
Concept photos/ Spring day trailer/ not today trailer
Spring day Mv theory/ Not today Mv theory
Love Yourself
Poster theory /Highlight Reel “起”/ “ Highlight Reel “承” /
in bts stigma what did the puppy mean please ask me
Sorryy! I don’t get your questionDo you want me to explain it or do you want me to ask you ?
If so,
What does the puppy mean in BTS Stigma ? 🤗My explanation is in the comments section if you are looking for it 😘
BTS: Stigma (Playboy Au)
Prologue
Chapter ½
Chapter 3 “Curiosity”
Here you are waiting for Taehyung in your button-up blouse and a maroon colored jeans at the cafe he wanted to meet. You came earlier than the set timing. It’s not that you are desperate or anything. You are just a punctual person. You decided it would be rude to order without him but your stomach didn’t wish to listen to your rational thinking. You ordered a coffee macchiato for both yourself and him. It’s the best seller here. So it can’t go wrong can it ?
You opened up your mathematics lecture notes and start reading it. Hardworking you say. But there are people always better out there. Sipping onto the freshly brewed coffee, you waited patiently until a tap on your shoulders shook you out from the complex math formula you are trying to decipher.
There he was, literally glowing under the sunlight that peek through the window. He stood there in a black pullover with a blue jacket draped over and ripped jeans, in his hands, a gucci brown leather clutch. That man was the definition of charm. You almost got a shock and regret walking out your house with minimal make-up and casual clothes.
Did you forget it was a date ?!
“Sorry. Did you wait long babe ?” Taehyung placed his hand over yours. And you immediately blushed. Hard.
“Nope. I just got here. And i ordered a drink for you, i don’t know if you like it though.” You shrugged.
“Anything from you is fine.” He beamed, before whipping out his wallet.
“How much?”
“Oh it’s okay. My treat.”
“As a man, its the least i can do so allow me.” He winks.
Taehyung was really a gentleman, save for his flirtatious character, is this man even real ? You questioned. You feel self-conscious now. Does he even like me ? Or is he just being nice ? You don’t know.
“Hey. This recent movie "Chasing the dragon” is really good. Want to watch ?“ Taehyung asked, half-munching on his nacho.
"Oh. That! Sure. I always wanted to watch it since it was out.” You agreed immediately, without even thinking.
“Great! I tot you girls wouldn’t like such action movies. I am impressed.” He smirked.
“That stereotype of yours need to change. I always love such action and thriller movies. Even horror.” You straighten your back, proud of it.
“You indeed are different. How about romance?” He questioned.
“As long as the plot is good. I am fine.” You answered.
“Alright then. Our next date lets watch romance!” He flash his box smile. Meanwhile, all you could focus on Was him. Only him.
Then it hit you. He just ask you out again. And you are just glad he wanted to go out with you again.
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Halfway through the movie, you were freezing to your bones. Well. You rarely felt cold and the pounding rain outside was not helping. Thanks to your ego that stubbornly believe you are never cold, you never had a jacket and you are regretting all your life choices now.
You shakily reach for the popcorn when your chilled hands brush against Taehyung’s warm and big ones.
You didn’t think too much about it but wouldn’t it be nice to hold his hands ? You brush the thought out of your mind when a shadow flittered across you and you immediately felt warmer.
Taehyung had got rid of his jacket and draped it across you. He had noticed your freezing self And sacrifice his jacket. You look towards him and he acted like he didn’t do anything. You focus on his sharp jaw line, his facial features. He just seems perfect.
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Thinking about your date before, you were smiling while on the way to school. You never knew why people in love can be so happy. And now you understand. Wait. Did you just say love ? Did you fall in love with him already? It will be fine isn’t it. Because who wouldn’t?
You were shook out from your thoughts when you heard muffled noises coming from around the corner. Curiosity kills the cat. You were reminded. Unable to contain yourself, you decided to just have a peek.
Taehyung was making out with a girl, his distinct figure was easily make out. His warm hands around the girls thighs, lips attached to hers.
Did you felt pain ?
Curiosity kills the cat. Literally.
A/n: Here you go. Hopefully i don’t make this series last too long. Anyway! BTS REACTIONS requests are open! Welcome to request. Andand, feed backs are welcomeee! (:
Oh yes. request for the next member of this series too.
Side rant: i am paired with a trashy person for a trip, should i still go ? *stress*
-J.L
(How taehyung met you in the cafe)
*GIF credit to the original post
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For the one and only: Park Jimin angel.
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BTS: Stigma (Playboy Au)
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2 “Priorities”
Day 2 of school haven’t ended and you are already mentally dead. It’s not your fault really, it’s been near 12 hours of school, anyone would be drained by now. Just one more hour (Y/n). You mentally encouraged yourself. With no close friends you felt quite alone and school was even more boring. Yet, you were what people call a “lonewolf”, because of your stoic face, nobody really dared to bully you. And with that advantage comes the disadvantage that nobody dared to make friends with you. Just Great.
You decide to visit the washroom before going to your next class. It was dark and empty inside, like how are you feeling save for the fact that your feelings don’t stink. How on earth did people manage to get a toilet so dirty? You tried flicking on the light but was still face with darkness. Guessing your luck ran out, and cursing your bladder you decided to use it in darkness. After relieving yourself, you tried to unlock the door, but to no avail.
“What the heck?!” you cursed.
“That’s it. I must have used up a whole 10 year of unluckiness.” You decided to scream.
“Anyone out there ? I need some help thank you!”
5 minutes gone by, and all your shouting was in vain.
My teacher would realised i am not in class and come searching for me won’t they? You prayed to whatever divine power that was there to help you. You wanted to call someone for help but you didn’t know anyone in school and calling your parents who live miles away isn’t really an option. When you gasped.
“Taehyung!”
You scrambled for his number and paused before you dialed it. What is the most stupid thing you can say to a person you never even knew for more than 48 hours ? A good-looking man at that.
“i am stuck in the toilet can you help me?" You contemplate if you should remain stuck in the toilet or embarrass yourself. Going for the latter, because it seems wiser, you pressed the dial button.
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Taehyung was making out with one of the girls when he felt his phone vibrate. Irritated, he reach for his phone in his breast pocket before pulling away from the girl. Unknown number displayed on his screen, wanting to ignore the call and continue with what he was doing, yet something move him to actually pick up his phone. He didn’t know what is was. He just felt like he needed to.
"Hello?” His husky, deep voice called out.
“Hello. Is this Taehyung-ssi ?” You meekly replied.
“Who’s this? If you want to get back together is a no alrights ? I am hanging up.”
“Wait! Taehyung, it’s me (Y/n).”
“ Oh! (Y/n). Sorry for earlier. What’s up?”
“I am in a little bit of trouble and i need help.”
“Are you okay?! Where are you ? ”
“Erm. Taehyung. Promise me you won’t laugh okay?”
“Sure.”
“I am kind of stuck in the girls toilet at the 4th floor. Do you mind getting someone to help me?” You immediately heard giggles through the phone.
“Hey! you promise not to laugh!” you hushed him
“ Sor-ry. It’s just. I am coming to get you.” He reassured you before hanging up the call.
He re-adjusted his shirt before grabbing his bag.
“Tae! Where are you going ?”
“I have something on. Let’s continue next time.” He winks before rushing off to the 4th floor.
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“(Y/n)?”
“OMG TAEHYUNG IS THAT YOU ?”
“Who would it be ?”
He unlocked the cubicle you were in with a snicker.
“Thank you Taehyung! I thought i was gonna sleep here tonight. I own you one!”
“Well. You should have known the 4th floor toilet have issues and you shouldn’t use them. ya know?” He smirks at you .
“Well i know now! Stop laughing!” you playfully nudge him.
“No smiling too!”
“Hey, you said you own me one right?”
“Yup.” you replied without hesitation.
“ I can ask for anything ?”
“If it’s within my means. Yes.”
“Okay then. Let’s go on a date.” He eyed you, with a boxy smile.
Maybe getting stuck in the toilet is not so bad after all.
A/n: Now i am regretting not making this into a one-shot for all members.
Should i make a series for each members instead? (Save me)
And yes, my pt.3 gang au is gonna be up soon so do check that up too!
And BTS reactions requests are open! Feel free to send in any request, like i mention it is my form of apology!
-J.L
(How Taehyung walk to save you, just imagine okay.)
*GIF belong to original owners as mention in the gif
BTS: Stigma (Playboy Au)
Prologue
Chapter 1 “Unknown Territory”
Squeezing your pathetic self through the crowd, you wish you were thinner. You manage to catch a glimpse of what people call "BTS." There were five extremely flamboyant looking men leaning against the railing outside of your lecture theatre. Including the man that helped you before and his silver coloured hair friend. As they started to walk away, the crowd disperse. You have to give it to them really. If beauty was a word, it would be those boys.
Knowing it was your break time currently, you decided to have your meal at the most famous canteen in the campus. Well, people said you have to try it if you are in HIT. No harm trying right? But how wrong were you. When you entered the canteen, it was brimming with humans. Apparently both good and bad students come here to dine. You can assume that there is no seat for a loner like you. But food is not something you would give up on. Not in another hundred years. You queue for the korean food stall and get a take-out.
Good thing was that it is cheap. At least.
Bringing your lunch and your homemade chocolate malt drink, you settled yourself on the rooftop of your school block. Finally. Alone but with food. The moment you opened your flask to have a sip of your chocolatey goodness, a rough voice interrupted you.
"Hey. You are in the wrong place." The man plopped himself down right beside you.
"Sorry what?"
He pointed to you and then himself, "That is my seat and this area is taken."
"It's either you really don't know, or you are trying to get BTS attention. I hate women like you. Is fame really that important for you girls?" he scoffed.
This man have a foul mouth and attitude. Who comes flaming a person they just met ? You recognised the mint hair, he was one of the five boys earlier. Whatever. Damn his good looking face but you are not taking it lying down.
"Firstly, i apologise for sitting in your "area," it isn't yours to begin with. But it's a unspoken rule since you sit there from the start so that's fine. I am new here so pardon me."
"Next, who do you think you are? Not all girls would come throwing themselves at you. Just because you think you guys have a nice face. So you need to get that in your complacent head." You didn't let him speak as you pack up your lunch and head right pass him to the other end of the roof. Suga stood still.
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The BTS members were chatting heartily with one another when they see Suga talking to a girl. It is not an everyday occurrence that Suga interacts with women even though many tried to get him to budge. So BTS being the cheerful bunch decided to watch the unique scene in front of them.
"Damn. That girl got guts, flaming Suga-hyung like that." J-hope laughed, amused by the fact someone scolded the great, grumpy and cold Suga.
"Oh ?" Taehyung blurted out once he recognised the familiar silhouette in which the BTS members glance at him.
"I know that girl." he answered their questioning glances.
"Is that your new target ?" Jimin nudged his shoulders.
"Maybe. You can say that." Taehyung winked at them.
Taehyung decided to step forward and cut in before you can move.
"Hey. (Y/n)! It's you again." Taehyung cheered before entering your vision.
"Oh hey. I will get going now." You smiled lightly before continuing your way.
"Waitwaitwait. Are you alone ? Do you want to join us ?" He gestured towards the group of boys behind him. When you made eye contact with the man you quarrelled before you decided joining them wasn't a good idea. Furthermore, who can guess what would happen to you if you were caught sitting around the girls' beloved BTS. As far as you are tired with your hectic life, you value it.
"It's fine really. Thank you. You are very kind." you nodded your head.
"Then see you around! Here you go!" He pulled out a sleek black namecard and handed it to you.
"Just call me if you need anything." He winked and joined his friends.
"Thank you." your words went unheard as he wandered off. A good-looking yet gentlemanly guy.
But just how wrong were you ?
A/n: I am finally back. Here is the long awaited chapter, my tumblr had some issues which do not allow me to post and can only reblog.
So, i have decided to make this into a series. Feed backs are welcomee.
I will be opening up BTS reactions too as an apology for my sudden hiatus so you are welcome to send in any requests! (:
-J.L
happy birthday to our sweet namjoon! thank you for being our galaxy ♡
Pure angel.
LOVE YOURSELF 承 ‘Her’ Concept photos | L & O
Flower concept is back!
Hyyh era continuation confirmed! 😍
Me:
You:
🐰 Happy Birthday Jeon Jeongguk 🐰 #970901 #HappyJkDay ↳ Even though you were considered an adult before, you’re finally a full on adult™ starting today! Seeing you grow since you were a small 16 year old & now I get to see you officially out of your teen years! May your 20s bring you nothing but health & happiness! Much love ♡
Highlight Reel “承” Sub Theories.
Take out with full credits. Feel free to share your thoughts with me! 2 test tmr and i am writing theories. Good luck to me.😓🤒
-J.L
So. I was right all along. *sips tea*
update: 起, 承, 轉, 合 Cause - Not being able to move on. Process - Escapes reality for a brief moment to find happiness Turning point - With happiness comes misfortune Ending (Solution: Love yourself ) - Embrace both good and bad in ourselves
Short theory for 轉 because i had it predicted / explain in my previous theories.
Feel free to ask me questions! and yes i haven't studied for my test tmr. 😂 -J.L
Highlight Reel "承" Sub Theories. Take out with full credits. Feel free to share your thoughts with me! 2 test tmr and i am writing theories. Good luck to me.😓🤒 -J.L
BTS Highlight Reel Theory
I am piled with homework and taunted with lack of sleep. So this is gonna be a short and sweet theory (I will update this once i have more time & sleep)
Here we go: The girls act as parallel/foil/triggers to the BTS members and their fate.
Jin The girl drops the diary. Seems familiar? Remember the HYYH note Jin wrote ? Jin writes a diary and this triggers him to think of his past.
The bar states: I will not let you get trapped.
Some moments (The most beautiful moment in life) become more vivid with passage of time. Yesterday’s many encounters and goodbye exist for this moment. Every alley and crossroad i walked through (troubles and issue in i need you and run and temptation in bst) were all meant to lead me to this very place.(Death) That kind of moment is what i mean.
He reminisces his past due to the diary and finally the bar lifted, he is willing to put down his memories and head for the nether worlds peacefully.
> Jin is therefore trying to find back the moment he had with his friends but just keeps the memories in his heart;
I wish to go back to the summer sea.
Suga The girl takes away his lighter. This signifys that Suga should stop “smoking” his way through life. He should not be living aimlessly. Y.K = Yoon Ki Min ( start anew/afresh with different but similar name) She then lifts a lollipop. Familiar ? Jungkook lollipop in BST.
Suga can stop living aimlessly but he is still running away from reality, he merely replaces getting addicted to cigarette to candy.
He has always been like this. 1. Getting Jimin to run away from reality by blindfolding him.
2. Giving jungkook lollipop to run away from reality. > If you can’t face reality, he cannot love himself, he is guilty towards his friends and thus explains his dull and looking down poster; Don’t get close, you will be unhappy.
J-hope (My heart hurts okay ) The girl reminds him of his mother. Appearance wise- she wishes him birthday but she is being a hypocrite. 1. She beckons Jimin to come > She left hoseok for Jimin, like how his mother left him
2. She wishes him birthday but left him there, at first happy and now sorrow
3. Chocolate bar is related to demian > they left him something he didn’t want But if she can shine, it’s okay.
Even your mother don’t love you. Will you be able to love yourself ?
Namjoon The girl triggers him at similar place where he was with taehyung in run. Same like her, taehyung run/walk away from him. ( Reflection theory : liar & hyyh note: he held tae for Jin to punch him) So he only watches taehyung from behind, he knew everything that’s going on. But with the lollipop symbol, he too is guilty of running away from harsh reality.
Jimin He was always in a “Lie” He believes his never good enough. He masked himself in the shadow of J-hope explains the unit poster; J-hope shines because Jimin is the darkness. You cannot shine without darkness.
Jimin don’t love himself.
Taehyung The girl is the mirror of him. Supermarket context (Bts for you) Rebellious; Social Stigma He helps her because he didn’t want her to commit a crime, because he knew the stigma that comes with being a criminal. If he love himself, he would not be worried of the social stigma but he couldn’t therefore, he regrets. If i haven’t make that decision. Would Namjoon not have left him alone?
Jungkook The girl was his support. or rather substitute for Yoongi.
He was agitated, frustrated of his legs but the girl taught him to stop, accept himself.
His unit photo with Yoongi he was upset, yet in his solo poster he was cheerful as it was that day he followed his heart, he accepts reality and himself.
Summary: It’s about getting over their past, go on with their separate ways, learn to accept their flaws.
“Every path we take lead to us standing where we are.”
Just one day they would reunite together; till death do they part; from death do they reunite.
A/n: I wanted to write a short one but look what happen. i am pathetic. *cries with my theories*
Just want to ask, if i do my theories by video (It’s more time efficient for me i believe and clearer too) would yall prefer it? or nah?
Feel free to share your thoughts for seek clarification.
Do not bash me because this is just my interpretation.
TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDIT.
-J.L
BTS’ Love Yourself Poster Theories
Version 1 theory:
JK: “The day i want to go to that place, where my heart leads me to.”
Suga: “Don’t come closer, you will become unhappy”
Jimin: “I lied because i thought there was no way you would love someone like me.”
V: “Would you not have left me ? If i had made a different choice.”
Jin: “If i could turn back time, i want to be the best man in the world.”
RM: "It’s not the right time now, i am going to watch you only from behind.“
J-hope: “If you can shine. I am okay.”
If i made it into a short story:
That was the day i want to go to that place, where my heart leads me to. Yet, i hope you don’t come closer, don’t come with me because you will be unhappy. So, I lied to you to keep you away, because i thought there was no way you would love someone like me. I was glad you stayed away but I sometimes wonder, would you not have left me ? If i had made a different choice. If i could turn back time, i want to be the best man in the world for you. However, it is too late, is not the right time now, so i am just going to watch you only from behind. As long as you can shine, i will be okay.
Moral of the story:
BTS were torn between their choices.
If i relate it back to BST MV (Final Jin Scene)
“Man muss noch Chaos in sich haben, um einen tanzenden Stern gebären zu können” :You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.
The chaos is the inability to make a choice/decision. (Read my BST theory)
Version 2 theory
Love yourself is the continuation of BTS I Need you & Run era! (My fav eras!)
I need you & run & spring day MV + lyrics + analysis
“Why do i fall in love and say goodbye alone? Why do I need you again although I know that i am gonna be hurt?” (I need you lyrics are BOLD)
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“ Curse me, this foolish destiny! You make me cry cry, Love is a lie lie, Don’t tell me bye bye” (Run lyrics are italicized)
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“I Miss you.” (Spring day lyrics have normal font)
Suga: “Don’t come closer, you will become unhappy”
I will stop, I don’t want you anymore
Please get out of here.
Just burn me out, yes.
Keep pushing me away.
Yes, i hate you. You who left me.
I will erase you because it hurt less then resenting you.
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Suga is sitting in a tunnel and with dressing very similar with i need you era. This emphasises on the fact tha it is really a continuation of I need you! So remember this quote: “ There’s light at the end of every tunnel” which matched BTS theme of “Love youself”. Suga is still stuck in his past and unable to move on, if he finally gets himself up, he would be able to love himself.
Question is: Would he be able to do it?
I am waiting for the MV
V: “Would you not have left me ? If i had made a different choice.” I’m sorry (I hate u) I love you (I hate u) Forgive me
Memories are crumbling like dried flower leaves
How much more do I have to wait? How many more nights do I have to stay up? Until I can see you? Until I can meet you?
You know it all, you are my best friend
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V is definitely related to the run era because look at the puddles around him and river behind him. Remember his drowning scene in Run and prologue?
His reflection is seen in the water and his buddy all along was namjoon and namjoon solo song was titled “reflection” coincidence? i think not.
RM: "It’s not the right time now, i am going to watch you only from behind.“
It goes round & round, why do I keep coming back Whatever I do, I can’t help it It’s definitely my heart, my feelings but why don’t they listen to me please, I’ll treat you well
It’s too late, too late, I can’t live without you
Seeing each other for once is now so hard between us.
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Namjoon is definitely related to spring day. (Spring day train scene)
Remember V’s starting scene is spring day?
The train that namjoon was on left (RM poster) and V took in the last memories of him by leaning against the railway. If V had made a different choice, would namjoon have stayed?
Namjoon had to go, so he promised he would watch V only from behind.
Jin: “If i could turn back time, i want to be the best man in the world.” Girl please rather say me goodbye
I don’t have the courage
Let me not go back ever
Please stay there a little longer
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Jin is alone like usual, his background is a garden. Remember in run era he was the only one wearing shoes in the grass and in wings era he was the only one not wearing shoes. He is dead, and if he could turn back time he would be the best man in the world for his friends (He was the cause of the separation of BTS members) > Read my theory on Spring Day.
Usually, their concept photos would be at the same area but for love yourself, they were all separated. > Read my theory on Spring day concept photos.
Jimin: “I lied because i thought there was no way you would love someone like me.”
I can’t help it.
This is all i can do anyway
All i know is how to love you
But i can’t really let you go yet.
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Jimin is related to his short flim : lies > Read my theory so i don’t have to explain again.
He was associated with rain, water throughout the eras. He now have an umbrella to block these away suggesting that he is finally able to love himself? No longer trapped in the expectations of others > (Read my theory on lies to understand)
“There’s a rainbow after every storm.”
JK: “The day i want to go to that place, where my heart leads me to.”
Let’s run run run again! It’s okay to fall Let’s run run run again! It’s okay to get hurt
I am chasing butterflies, so lost in dreams
Show me the way, please stop me.
I’ll be there to see you
I’ll come for you
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Jungkook is obviously in i need you era, i am guessing you all know about his accident scene so i won’t explain it.
J-hope: “If you can shine. I am okay.”
It’s alright even if i can’t have you (J-hope didn’t sing this part but this lyrics was shown on his scene.)
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J-hope is related to young forever, with the plane and fence.
I am guessing J-hope is able to love himself after trying to protect the members thus, his carefree self.
Extra:
“I’ll see you.”
“I’ll get back to you.”
“I don’t want you to leave me alone”
Somebody coined this from the poster so my interpretation is that the boys are gonna be reunited after separating.
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Summary
The boys are trying to love themselves, some have done so, yet some are still trying. J-hope, Jimin and Jungkook look up because they have found a reason to do so, found a reason to love themselves after all the ordeals they faces in the previous era. Taehyung, Suga, Jin look down because they are still trying to find a reason to love themselves.
Namjoon on the other hand, looks just right in front of him, neither up or down.This is because he knew what loving himself meant, but he also know that just loving yourself is not enough, there will be times we would hate ourselves and there are people who hate us: “I wish i could love myself.”
He knew he can love himself, but what happens after that?
The bliss of loving oneself is merely temporary.
*To really understand my theories, please read my previous theories or you might not get it!
A/n: This is purely based on my own opinion so do not bash me about it.
Feel free to share your ideas and thoughts with me! Or ask me questions about my theories!
Lastly, take out with full credits.
-J.L
BTS: Stigma (Playboy Au)
Prologue “Mark of disgrace”
H.I.T High school.
This school was infamous for having students which are polar opposite. It’s either you are the best or the worst. There are even separate blocks to differentiate between the what society thought to be “good” students and “bad” students. That’s just the way it goes, your grades define you, whether you like it or not. To those who believe it doesn’t, then good luck to you.
You were transferred here in your second year much to your displeased. You came from one of the top 5 high school in Seoul with straight As but after failing one-third of your subjects in your first year, you decided that the elitist culture in your school didn’t suit you which is what landed you here.
You were definitely worried. Transferred student never really got the best treatment in high school and you definitely plan on being as low-key as possible in your new school. You sighed. New school means, new environment, new teacher, new people. Eww.
Well, you can only blame yourself for being less than intelligent. Holiday was over and you are now shuffling to your first class of the year. You adjusted your brick-brown buckled backpack on your shoulders and strolled through the school compounds, taking in the new environment. You look at your timetable and the first lesson was a lecture for Economics at lecture hall 24.
“Where in the world is lecture 24?!” you grumbled underneath your breath.
A tap on your shoulder shook you right out of your reverie. A tall man around your age or slightly older beamed brightly at you.
“Are you new here ? or did the holiday wiped your memory of school out of you?” He laughed. To say he was handsome was an understatement. He was just like model or even better. When you didn’t reply he decided to continue.
“Well. I am on my way to lecture 24. If you don’t mind you can join me.” He winked, this guy sure have a way to win girls heart.
“Yes. Thank you so much.” you blurt out, before quickening your pace to catch up to him.
“What’s your name ? I am-” he reached his hand out to shake hands with you. You shook his hand, unable to hear his name properly due to the unrelenting winds. What was it? but you decided it wasn’t important.
“Nice to meet you. The name’s (Y/n)”
“So we are lecture mates now i guess ?” he laughed. If his laugh can get any cuter you internally blush if it was possible.
“Hm. Yes.”
“So. (Y/n). you want to join me and my friends ?”
“Err. It’s okay actually. I don’t want to interrupt. But really. Thank you for the offer.”
“Then alrights! I will see you around sweetheart.” he beamed as the both of you entered the lecture hall, waving his large hands at you, before opting for one of the last row in the lecture hall, plopping himself next to a silvered coloured hair man that if you would say is as equally charming as him.
It seems as though your start was not too bad, having a handsome man help you on your first day. You wished your day would carry on as beautiful as it started off. You picked the seat in the middle, far end of centre column of various seats as you watched students strolling in without a care in the world as the lecturer stands on the stage arms crossed yet unable to do anything. Oh and did i forget to mention? You are not in the smartest blocks. The direct opposite to be exact.
3 girls took the seat beside you, they were extremely pretty, is this school full of attractive people? Feeling a little self-conscious. You were trying to focus on the lesson when the girls beside you couldn’t stop talking for a minute. You were more than irritated per se. They were talking about guys and their boyfriends. Oh lord save you. About changing boyfriends and who they plan to date with. It would be nice if they can keep that information to themselves. You make a mental note to never seat in this seat again. As if god cannot do you any dirty. They decided to speak to you.
“Hi. Never seen you before. Are you new ?” The right to your left asked.
“But then again, i never notice the not popular so.” The girls snickered.
You were surprise at your self control and plastered on a smile.
“Yeah. Just continue treating me like how you all use to.” You cannot imagine if you told them you were new. All the thoughts of being bullied rushed across your mind.
“Don’t mind me.” you smiled lightly then return to listen to the lecture. Well sh*t. You were distracted by the girls and ended up not knowing where the lecture is at. What a fine day. The first day of school and you have much to catch up on. You cursed mentally at yourself.
The girls also ignored you and continued their non-stop chatter. You wondered when would they actually keep their mouth shut for once. Internally rolling your eyes, you prayed the lesson would end sooner.
- After what seems like 15mins, the bell rang and the rustling of students books and bags filled the lecture hall. You quickly pack your bags and head towards the exit when the exit was filled with people.
“Goddamn it. These people walk that slowly to cause a Jam ?” You cursed as you tried shuffling in the sea of people. The girl beside you scoffed.
“What do you know ? Are you new here? It’s BTS!”
“BTS? I don’t care what is that but i need to get out of here. fast.”
“They are the flower boys of HIT! some of them are in our lecture. I bet the others are waiting for them.” Another girl replied you.
It was a familiar name. The boy that help you before? Well, you got to give it to him, he was helpful and attractive no wonder the amount of girls fangirling over him and his friends.
You would wish you know more about the guys, before getting too deep.
But was it a blessing or a curse ?
A/n: Hey i am back with a new series after “closing down” my House of cards.
I am wondering if i should make this into a series? ( A continuous story with (y/n) and a few BTS members; something like Save me and House of cards)
OR
a one-shot for all members? (Something like lies)
Do drop me your opinions!
Feedbacks are welcome too.
-J.L
BTS: House of Cards (Pt.2 Gang AU)
Character profiles
Prologue
Chapter 1 /2 /3 /4/5/6/7
Chapter 8 “Insecure”
You were dead tired when your alarm rang for the hundredth time. Today was your day off. Never had you thought that those who work in the shadows would have a break. Well. We do. However. Even during time off, one should be careful of their lurking enemies because you never knew when karma decided to hit you back.
Your off day was however quite different from other mafia members. For as long as you lived, your off days were what you would consider a blessing which other normal humans would never appreciate. It’s until you lose it that people will start appreciating what they had. You took a shower and throw on a oversize stripe long sleeve shirt and a black ripped jeans with your Nike sports shoes. You let your long, raven wavy hair cascade down your shoulders. You monitor yourself in the mirror before grabbing your handheld brick-brown leather bag in your right hand and grabbing your keys off the table, heading out.
Your drive was peaceful and quiet as you put on random music from various radio station. Once you arrived at your destination, you hopped out of your car and head towards the warehouse where Bighit kept all the women. The gatekeeper who recognised you called out.
“Looking good (Y/n)-ah. I see. Here for your sister again.” He smirked before unlocking the door to your sister’s room.
Thank you was all you say before giving your sister a big hug. She sat on the bed, smiling weakly at you. Your heart would break every time you see her in this state, how you hope you could get used to it. No matter how hard you tried, you still failed.
“(Y/n)-ah. I missed you.” She spoke, trying to get herself out of the bed. You ran to her side to help her up.
“Sis. I miss you too. A lot." You replied, bittersweet smile hanging at your lips.
-
Since young, you and Jimin has known each other through Bighit. It wasn’t the best place to get a friend yet you both work hard and trained together, just aiming to get out of this hellhole. You and Jimin quickly became the most outstanding children being put through much more than the others just so you guys could be a valuable assets to the mafia. Jimin was known for his ability to trick others and obviously his excellent skills in fighting. You on the other hand were what you would call, jack-of-all trades and master in planning. You don’t know how yet you are able to see through human intentions and emotions which your agree was scary at times and able to spot any single loopholes. The ability to mitigate such problems also came in handy in this world. You sometimes wonder if it was a blessing or a curse from heaven.
Jimin and you were took out of the team and trained elsewhere from the others, making you not able to see or talk to your sister. Your sister however, was not born for this kind of lifestyle and became test for drugs which land her in a sickly state over the years. You swore that you would get her and yourself out of this mess one day. You thought over your conversation with Namjoon earlier, finally that day is near, at least that’s what you hope.
Sorry for not fulfilling this promise earlier.
-
Your day spent with your sister quickly came to the end as the sun fades away. You always like darkness but not now. You had to send her back to the warehouse.
It’s okay right ?
She would be fine soon.
"I’ll get you out of there real soon okay! Just wait for me.” whispered to her, passing to her the shopping bags from earlier with her favourite snacks and a few clothings for her to change into.
“I am waiting!” She smile faintly. You stayed in her room for a little longer until the clock strike 12 and you have to go.
The door opened exactly when it reach 12. You were so close to cursing the person out.
“(Y/n)-ssi. You have to leave.” The guard man spoke.
“I got it so stop repeating this every week.” You glared at him, packed your stuff and gave your sister a tight hug before leaving the room. All the time sending death glare towards the guard.
-
An unknown caller id was displayed on your screen. you contemplate if you should pick up this phone call. Not being able to tolerate the ringing, you decided to pick it up.
“Hello?”
“Hey. (Y/n). It’s me.” your eyes widen at his voice.
“Jimin. What do you want and how in the world did you get my number?”
“I have my ways. But that aside.”
“I want to talk with you. Nothing to do with Bighit or BTS it’s just personal stuff.”
“I don’t have any personal stuff to speak of, Jimin. My life revolve around the mafia and nothing else. You should know that well enough. Personal issues would only hinder ourselves.” You replied, slightly cold.
“If you still have a bit of regard for our friendship then I’ll see you at the usual place.” Jimin paused, before he added.
“If not, I know your answer.”
A/n: I would be pausing this ff due to lack of readership for this story (I may continue this in the future.)
A really big thank you to those who have supported this ff. I really appreciate it.
But, don’t worry and do check out my other upcoming ffs!
Many Loves,
-J.L
BTS: House of Cards (Pt.2 Gang Au)
Character profile
Prologue
Chapter 1/2/3/4/5/6
Chapter 7 “Us”
"Your sister."
You stopped walking and whipped your head towards Namjoon. You eyed him suspiciously. What the hell was he implying. He got your attention now.
"What if i help her and you help me? Sounds like a good deal now isn't it?" he continued, gauging your reaction.
"What do you exactly know?" You asked.
"Nothing that you don't know. With a bit of money, you will be surprise what others can do." Namjoon answered.
He was right. Money indeed makes the world go round. But this was confidential information that only the top brass in Bighit knew. Just who is helping Namjoon ? Scratch that. You have more important things to do now. This was a once in a lifetime chance. For you to save your sister. It's too difficult a task for yourself alone but with BTS, is it possible. No. It is definitely possible. But everything comes with a risk.
"It's a deal."
One should take the current when it serves or lose it's ventures. It's set in stone and you are planning to go all in. Nothing more or less.
-
I stood there thinking, what the hell was Namjoon talking about with (Y/n). Did he find out information and left me out of it ? I almost forgot she had a brother and a sister. She seldom spoke of them even when we were little. All i knew was her brother was sold off when she was young. Only thing is that she and her sister were sold to bighit but her brother was sold to another organisation. What does her sister got to do with this ? I scan her for any reaction. To provide clue to what was happening but to no avail. My question could only be save for later.
-
Awhile later, while i was spacing out. (Y/n) left. I watched her back slowly fade into the darkness before asking Namjoon.
"What was that about ?"
"Hmm. I will tell you boys all together. Come let's get back first." Namjoon signal to his car.
-
J-Hope and Taehyung were playing Xbox 360 with Yoongi lying on the leather L-shaped couch next to them. The moment Namjoon opened the door to their house their attention directly falls on their leader and Jimin.
"Hey. What did she have to say ?" Yoongi groaned, sitting himself up.
"Is Namjae fine?" Taehyung asked.
"For now yes. We'll have a meeting in 10 and i will tell you all about it." Namjoon informed before disappearing into his in-house office.
The boys turned to Jimin in which the poor boy shrugged his shoulders, expressing the fact that he knew nothing too.
The boys were all ready by 5 mins and were sitting in their respective seats. Namjoon strutted into the room holding piles of various coloured files. He placed them down on the table and begin the meeting. The boys adjusted themselves on their seats, listening intently to what Namjoom got to say.
"We are going to take down Bighit." The boys widen their eyes. Bighit had been their rival since day 1.
"And get Namjae out of the god forsaken place."
"And (Y/n) will be helping us along the way." Jimin shifted his gaze to look at Namjoon.
"But in return, we will help her." The room was silent after Namjoon declaration before Suga decided to speak up.
"How?"
"We are going to get Namjae and (Y/n)'s sister out of the hands of Bighit." Namjoon looked over each of the boys.
"Are we all on the same page ? Is there any objections ?" He questioned further, after all BTS was a democratic organisation.
"Okay. We are all set the-" Namjoon paused when Jimin raise his hands.
"What did you exactly say to (Y/n )?" Jimin questioned.
"Your feelings are affecting your actions Jimin." Namjoon sighed.
"It's not that. I told you i own her one." Jimin retorted.
"Jimin. It's a good idea. Really." Jin cut into the conversation.
"There's no better way to take down Bighit." Jungkook added, grabbing Jimin arms.
"Jimin-ah. Isn't it always your goal to bring Bighit down ?" Taehyung pushed Jimin shoulders directing back to sit down.
"It's just-"
"Jimin. She's not gonna be hurt. That much i can promise." Namjoon finally spoke.
"I myself have taken a liking towards her and i believe that she would be a valuable asset to BTS."
"You would agree. Isn't it Jimin ?"
Jimin remained silent
“You are always a reasonable man.”
A/n: A little short and a little too much dialogue. I am getting tired of my horrible writing skills so feedbacks are welcome!
-J.L
Here’s Jimin for you.
