Istvan's Bollock Dagger

(reblog place) I must be loyle to my Franco. Fujoshi enthusiastic about biology and art. Call me Barb. My drawings are at barbru.tumblr.com

[barbrububble]

I am not at my peak istvan obsession atm (the blog name STAYS tho) but i also dont want to change my profile pic bc it makes all my posts look like this to me:

[necrocto]

no, get out

[boygirlwizard]

[sesterion]

Escape plans comic. Part 1/?

[barbrububble]

oh my god i am making aus now

..wolfgang amadeus mozart can't be my newest blorbo...

[barbrububble]

amadeus 1984 has it all the toxic yaoi the old mean gay divas. the alphaomega hetgem (stanzie is alpha). the daddy kink of it all??? the gorgeous sets and costumes

[barbrububble]

the toxic yaoi btw is not just mozart x salieri!! make no mistake!! the main toxic yaoi is saileri x god (w mozart as proxi for god's love/hate most of the time). that's why it's called amadeus!!

also salieri impersonating mozart's dad x mozart (and u know what that means) and mozart x joseph II a lil bit

[flipchild]

[flipchild]

[powerburial]

picking the torture option and the next day the first thing he does right off the bat is make me eat a really big live spider

[hylasregilla]

Very cool sound design detail! I saw an interview where James Ortiz talked about trying to give Rocky an emotional character arc, something that was absent in the book and script. He talked about telling the story of trauma recovery physically through Rocky's body language. How he wanted the audience to feel Rocky's journey from shell-shocked to feeling comfortable in his own body again.

And, while I have no idea if James communicated that intent to the sound designers, it seems like it's reflected in the sound design with Rocky's echolocation noise.

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He makes this sound when he's trying to "look" closely at something, usually objects. The cool thing is, he also does it when he feels insecure. Whenever he gets vulnerable and uncomfortable he pings this noise at Grace. It's like looking really closely at someone because you're anxious to know what they're thinking.

He goes from doing it before and after every sentence, to less and less as they get familiar with each other. He's suddenly doing it non-stop again for the whole one-way trip conversation, when Grace is actively hiding his emotions from him. It doesn't show up again after that until the end when he hesitates before calling Grace "brave".

Really good detail.

[mwagneto]

taking a break from my mental health to focus on watching a tv show

[mwagneto]

nobody UNDERSTANDS this post!! this is NOT about feeling BAD and watching your COMFORT show!!! this is about feeling FINE but then CHOOSING to watch a show that makes you want to KILL YOUR SELF

[curufiin]

Reblog if you too love fetishizing evil and turning something good into softcore pornography

[chromaticrainarts]

Rocky is discussing human porn with a very mortified Grace when he suddenly asks "Rocky see videos of mating ritual involving teachers, Grace teacher on earth participate in mating ritual question?" and Grace stands confused for a second until he realizes Rocky has been watching videos of teacher kinks.

Cue roleplay of Grace "teaching" Rocky some human manners and maybe spanking his ventral seam with a ruler until Rocky is shaking bc of the vibrations

[luna-azzurra]

What helped me write trauma better is remembering that the nervous system learns predictions. If danger used to come after quiet, calm can feel threatening. If kindness used to come with a price, kindness can feel suspicious. So healing is not just “they know they’re safe now.” Healing is the slow, annoying, deeply unfair process of teaching the body that the old prediction is not always the present truth.

[autumngracy]

Saw this twitter post and instantly started looking for pictures of Stratt to use it with

[barbrububble]

No hate to op and honestly this twitter acc might be not doing it on purpose too I'm not sure, but "pattern recognition" or "noticing" are widely used as an antisemitic dogwhistle, so please be wary of adding it to your lexicon. Screenshots of the ppl using it as I said in tweet's comments:

[pumpkan]

Me: waiting for any form of public transport

Rain: starts

Some deep dark part of my brain that never forgot the first night vale episode: 👀🕐🚌🌧🌧🕐🕐🚌🌧

[sandmandaddy69]

[synthyk]

i do like the idea of the claw hand being a sign of reaching sexual maturity, but i do wonder the impacts that would have on eridian sexuality. like. would it make some kinda.... hands/fine dexterity kink developmentally common? would "freshly moulted claw" be a eridian porn trope/category? is there a scenario where grace rolls a coin across his fingers and rocky has to take a moment to breathe about it

I think dexterity would be a kink even removed from molting. Deft little fingers doing a good job is very appealing to everyone! Everyone will be listening to Grace's soft nimble lithe fingers with much interest when he arrives...

I think a good bit of the interest in freshly molted shell for Eridians might be the danger. Not only are the shells of the freshly molted soft and easily damaged, they are more exposed to the pathogens in Erid's air. They are so easy to potentially harm, so soft and vulnerable and exposed... like prey, or like a baby. Many kinks start from things like this. So easy to damage, the potential for harm or restraining yourself so you don't cause harm... The power this gives you, or that it gives the molted over the unmolted is really interesting.

And then of course the softness itself is hot. You can hear into it so easily! when you touch it, it gives way! Does this leave a permanent impression? Can you mark your partners this way? Harming yourself while soft might be the only time you can feel this specific kind of pain. That might be its own kink!

I really love the idea of Rocky getting completely unexpectedly taken out by little things grace does. Biting a finger or a pen, or rolling a coin through the gaps of his fingers, or even something like typing if he was fast and efficient at it. powerful soft little fingers... so enticing... tap them on my carapace, Grace...

[cloudabserk]

the demonization of fujoshis is crazy to me. hey you guys i think it’s actually fine if women write homosexual fanfiction

[howling-wizard]

reminds me of what I saw the other day under a post about fandom misogyny (= ppl not shipping some !fictional characters! as much as other !!!i repeat fictional characters!!!) 🙃