Beauty Or A Beast @beast-belle - Tumblr Blog

Morphing by Belle

i lie

i lie behind a face

a mask

i do not recognise me

a constant lie

who am i?

one person

one day

a different one the next

scared to be disliked

i morph into their version

can they see?

the lie

‘fake it, until you make it’

what if i am only living

a lie

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beast-belle

I wrote this when I was 16 and still relevant when I am now 25

the crack in the glass, has let the smoke in

i slowly breathe in

out

in

out

i move my hand and it slides along the glass

sharp

pain

hurt

a feeling replaces the numb

a feeling so aggressive that it consumes me

overwhelming my mind

until

light headed

faint

no family to check that i am okay

Alone

the fire closing

the smoke consuming

i suffocate

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beast-belle

This year I’ll learn how to love myself more than I ever loved you

Letting go (via beast-belle)

You say you are always there for me but always tell me to leave you alone whenever I’m sad

To the person I thought I could trust

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Seeing you smile is like the stars reflecting off of the water

Beautiful, mesmerising but so mysterious

The same reason why we fall in love, is usually the same reason why we fall out of love….

Mine is having an answer to everything

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You haven't called me today when you said you would

Do you not care...

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If it was anyone else they would of left you

But I guess I'm dumb like you always say

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Heat

'Heat' The fans turning, Tick, tick, tick The heat gets too much. A continuos heat, Burning, Leaving scars all over my body. I put my arms up to shield my face, But they are the ones to be battered. People say just turn it off, It's one thing to listen And another... The bashing happening rhythmically, Causing a scent of something burning. The sound of the motor, Has a loud hum, My head starts pounding. Looking for a way out, Through a tunnel of heat, The light is at the end, Which only the fittest can win. I'll just lay here, Give up, I'll just let the blades burn me...