𝙟𝙚𝙨𝙨

22. she/her. virgo. enfp. mexican. what else?

[beautifulghostofyou]

omg she's so crazy i love heeer (she's me, and i'm mentally ill)

[pumucklll]

[beautifulghostofyou]

this household destroys my motivation in every way, im just waiting the minimum chance to get out of here

[kiricumber]

[kissmebeforecourt]

[angela-lovesu]

like just leave me alone

[onlygirlleftonearth]

[insideininsideout]

[riacain]

[kissedfawns]

[beautifulghostofyou]

is this how olivia felt when she wrote this song?

god bless her

[beautifulghostofyou]

should i go to therapy and see if i finally get diagnosed chat?

[beautifulghostofyou]

don't feel thaaaaat bad cause i know someone out there feeling like me (probably here in tumblr or subtwt BUT there's someone) (fuck)

[beautifulghostofyou]

chat, is it weird i get kinda jealous or like an... uneasy feeling in my stomach when i see someone having more friends than me? is it like... trauma response chat??? CHAT??!?

[beautifulghostofyou]

and all because i don't feel pretty, i'm not skinny, i always feel like i could do better, i've dropped out of university a lot of times, and i don't seem to be moving forward. i'm not improving. i'm a burnt-out gifted child who turned into a procrastinating and self-sabotaging adult. am i really worth it? am i worth fighting for? am i not a disappointment like my parents and classmates once said? am I worth it?

[beautifulghostofyou]

amazing, here it comes the self sabotage again

[beautifulghostofyou]

oh the cure, the girl blogger anthem you are

[beautifulghostofyou]

my mind just went through a slide show of all the times my heart has been broken and reminded me why i choose to be single (at the same time im starting to feel something for someone)