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@beautifully-tragic22
Everyone’s moving on with life and growing and I’m just here.
Don’t get me wrong I’m happy as hell for them, I just wish there was room for me in their growth.
I’m here only when it’s good for them and I’m lost and alone when it’s not.
I get it, just sucks.
No one messages me back unless they need something and I feel so utterly alone
Depression is winning and I don’t know what to do anymore
I miss feeling happy in my own skin. Like knowing who I am and confidently being able to be me. I wish to be like that but how do I find out who I truly am? I am struggling with finding myself; I’ve hidden the real me so far below in hopes of never having to be her again. But I miss her and the life she could’ve had. I’m ready to go through everything that’s through that door to find her.
Sometimes I think if I were to just disappear no one would care anymore. No one would miss me. Or cry for me. Or look for me. I’d just turn into a person everyone knew but never knew what happened too. And they wouldn’t remember me fully only parts about me that they believed. I’m not anyones person and no one checks up on me so I think if I stopped hitting up all these people first I’d be completely alone.
I feel irrelevant
and I don’t know how long I can make it anymore
I could feel myself slowly slipping away and it resulted in my relapse. I’m super disappointed in myself but I just keep telling myself I can only go up from here. Rock bottom sucks, and makes you feel completely and entirely alone; but sometimes after your episode is over you realize sometimes you need to break to get better. One day I will look back on these moments and instead of SH hopefully I’ll have a healthy coping mechanism.
No one gives a fuck till you’re 6 feet deep
You don’t even realize I exist
TW: Relapse/ Self Harm
I relapsed today… been almost 2 years. I’ve fought so hard and I am so fucking disappointed and sick of myself
Everyday the thought of “no one actually loves you just kill yourself already” n then I see my nephew and how pure his love is for me and it melts my heart and makes it harder to quit this terrible life
Realizing you’re nobodies favorite person really sucks. You think what’s the point of living if you don’t have a forever person