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Angels & other heavenly creatures ✵ [1/15] ✵ Anna Milton
I was stationed on Earth 2,000 years… just… watching. Silent… invisible… out on the road… sick for home…waiting on orders from an unknowable father I can’t begin to understand.
I went into the world seeking knowleg. I regret that know. https://uproxx.com/hitfix/supernatural-creator-eric-kripke-reveals-why-he-keeps-killing-jessicas/
top 25 supernatural dynamics (as voted by my followers) #14. bobby and rufus “he always used to pull the old “can’t work on the sabbath” card whenever we had to bury a body. you know, i was just a job. i was joe mechanic. then my wife got possessed […] next thing i knew, this guy comes busting in, soaks her with holy water, and sends that demon straight to hell so fast. i’d have gone away for killing her. but… rufus cleaned up everything. taught me a thing or two about…what’s really out there. pretty soon, we were riding together. worked like that for years, kind of like you two knuckleheads.”
i cant find the post but that post that said take two female characters who never met and ship them. and my ship would be amara/billie. other femslash spn ships that rule since i’m thinking about it, in mostly chronological order:
jo/meg the OG hunter/demon femslash ship
bela/meg because duh
RUBY/LILITH i nearly forgot
ruby/anna because DUUHHHH classic pair-ups
sam/ruby but sam’s a lesbian and ruby’s a good guy. i have mixed feelings about sam and gender which i cant get into tonight. maybe tomorrow. maybe never bc no one cares and i dont want to be a buzzkill. but i’m into this concept specifically
meg/charlie, cannot BELIEVE we were hatecrimed out of this. it’d be a little weird bc even though meg is charlie’s type charlie isn’t meg’s type necessarily but it would totally happen as a fling
is hester/anna incest? well whatever
abaddon/bela would be fun and sexy
abaddon/meg would be more fun and more sexy bc i like meg better. sorry bela
obviously dorothy/charlie should have been canon
meg/rowena because i like shipping meg with everyone
amara/rowena bc amara is canonically gay bc i said so
amara/billie AS I SAID even though they never, tragically, spoke in canon. billie would take exactly 0 of amara’s navel-gazing
billie/tessa even tho it’s unprofessional and ur not supposed to sleep w/ ur boss
billie/mary because death loves a winchester
jody/mary because those are deans moms and i have mixed feelings abt donna
jody/donna, even despite my mixed feelings, bc theyre basically canon
claire/kaia even though i have mixed feelings about canon claire
billie/rowena because HELLOOOO did we all watch 13.19
rowena/charlie which is canon as far as steve yockey is concerned which is good enough for me
ruby/anael for the sheer novelty of it
that’s 21 pairings so i think this concludes my list. thank you
1.09 | 6.20
the simplest way to fix spn is conceptualizing how the seasons would play out if the major recurring characters had not been killed for shock value. for example: leviathan season becomes infinitely better if henriksen had been involved during the winchester manhunt, and ash had been the one helping them cover their tracks (instead of creating and disposing of an entire new character)
good morning, i am still thinking about how the shifter in skin appeared as dean to deliver a tragic monologue about how he was born different, but learned to become someone else in order to fulfill his deepest desire of being loved. and then dean killed him. the first "monster" we see with a personality, the first "monster" we see bleed and die like a human. and he looks like dean. and dean kills him.
So what, this is some sort of halfway house for wayward girls?
i wont be mad…………………….i am Passing Away
not to be insane on main but s1 dean is like. he’s like “kids are vulnerable to things adults say. i know this because i was a kid once, so i will treat every child i meet carefully and paternally, i will give them the kind of care i never got” while at the same time being like “yes no kid deserves the shit i went through except me who absolutely deserved it this is a normal way of thinking i don’t need therapy” :/
one of the things i do wish the show had looked at more is just how weird sam and dean are in comparison to other hunters. like “celebrating the life of asa fox” was so interesting because jody, who’s been hunting for much less time than them has hunter friends and knows a lot of hunters really well. meanwhile sam and dean come in and everyone is fascinated because these guys stopped the apocalypse and one of them got possessed by lucifer, what the fuck. like……how much do you think mary learned about her own kids just because of what other people said about them? also jody, who knows sam and dean as these weird dudes with so many issues, and then the people she meets are just like omg theyre soooo cool and interesting.
and this does go back, as all things do, to john! because john also knew people like this! he knew ellen! he knew about the roadhouse and spent some amount of time there. he knew gordon and who knows how many other hunters. but sam and dean only really knew bobby. john kept them isolated from the rest of the hunting community and it was explained as being for their own good because hunters are usually kind of fucked up people, so better that they don’t interact with them too much. but there’s just so many hunters that we see are just people! and sam and dean never got the opportunity to create any sort of community which was detrimental to both of them, sam because he constantly felt alone in his own family and had no one else to look to and dean because he built his entire identity about keeping his family together and safe at the expense of himself.
ruby knew how to fix the colt and either created the knife or knew enough about magic weapons to find it. magic weaponsmith ruby??
supernatural reminds me of my performance in high school biology. I alternated between failing and acing every other test and teacher wrote in my report card that i was “utterly baffling,” yet showed surprising moments of “insight and clarity”
dean equating usefulness with his father’s love and later saying he needs cas. instead of he loves cas. because they’re the same thing to him. but cas takes it the wrong way and is like oh if i’m not useful to dean i’m going to kill everyone and myself. because he thinks that’s the only way dean will love him but i reality dean just doesn’t know enough words. i gtg
dean’s 17th birthday present was his first solo hunt and it involved the ghosts of two gay nuns who killed themselves
for those who want to see more of John Winchester’s Journal by Alex Irvine (this excerpt is from page 130/“126”) here’s the link to read it online:
https://archive.org/details/pdfy-vz6y2MADPrlS7pRu/page/n129/mode/
also, that birthday entry ends with this:
Dean took care of the nuns just like I thought he would, but I don’t think I’m going to be sending him on any more solos soon. That one was a little tense.
..make of that what you will.
assigned gay by castiel supernatural
cas upon seeing dean in hell:
spn recasts | lili reinhart as sam winchester (courtesy of @donnasweett)
feat. sarah desjardins as ruby & dylan everett as dean