I write Sins not tragedies

BelierDigitalis/33/fanfic writer/old men enthusiast/masochist

[belierdigitalis]

Hello!

I’m Belier –

I’ve had a few tumblr blogs in my day (until the gods abandoned us in 2018) but I was never part of any fandom.

I started playing BG3 in december 2023 when my boyfriend refused to romance Gale during his stream and I was forced to buy the game for myself, then laid eyes on the devil and forgot all about the wizard, the real world, my own name and where I was.

I don’t need a contract, Raphael, take whatever you want.

Oh, I also like Gortash. And Nere. A normal amount.

Just give me a pathetic evil man, basically. They can’t help it and neither can I.

And Halsin. Don't forget about the Bear.

I started writing in april 2024 and then got a very expensive tablet in the summer because god forbid I’d be separated from my fics for a day, which led me to start drawing. So you might encounter my attempts at art here as well – be warned.

I have cptsd and ocd, and the mandatory 4 cats that come with such a diagnosis.

I occasionally disappear from the internet when I’m *going through it* or I might ramble about it here.

This blog is 18+

My writing on ao3:

Mielikki Willing : Halsin x oc (Part 1 of series)

Favored by the Gods : Halsin x oc (Part 2 of series)

Babygurl doesn’t have time to kiss : Durge x Gortash (yes! The kiss meme)

A Hero’s Regret : Raphael x Tav (under 1000 words)

You promised we would dine together : Raphael x Tav (under 1000 words)

Genesis : Durge OC x Gortash (Part 1 of series)

The Lash of Bhaal : Durge OC x Gortash (Part 2 of series)

Revelations : Durge OC x Gortash (Part 3 of series - ongoing)

[guiltfactory]

sometimes the most romantic ending is murder-suicide

[gayvampyr]

it really pisses me off when adults sit there and drill it into kids’ heads that their youth is fleeting and tell them things like “enjoy your childhood while it lasts because this is the best it’s gonna get”. why are you telling children that adulthood is the worst thing they can experience? seriously what the fuck is wrong with you, why are you trying to make them feel like growing up is a fate worse than death? trying to convince them their life is over before it even begins? i’m tired of that shit. because tell my why my 12 year old cousin told me when she turns 30 she’ll be so depressed she’s just gonna cry all the time. what the fuck. kids don’t need to hear that their already stressful and overwhelming lives are never going to get better, that the abuse and lack of autonomy they face is apparently the highlight of their lives. they need to hear about adults who are happy to be alive and happy to have made it to their age. they need to know that growing up rules, it’s a gift and life does not have to suck for them, that they have a future that’s worth sticking around for. this rhetoric is so damaging mentally and i’m about to start hitting the adults who parrot it. i’m sorry you hate your life but you don’t get to dump your issues on these kids. don’t piss me off and leave these babies alone!

[arastir]

GTA Minthara 🕸 I had A LOT of requests to draw Minthara and I gladly obeyed. I love this woman so much. It was a very fun trend to draw and I hope I'm not too late with the second piece (I'm so slow artist, sorry)

[sophie-poetry]

I think that's the cruelest part. Not that you're gone. But that my life never stopped including you. You're still the first person I look for in every story. The first laugh I want to hear. The first voice I imagine when the room gets to quiet. You have no idea how often you still exist in my days. Even though you haven't been part of them for a long time.

Mine.

[2colde]

it's thousand yard stare summer

[johnlarian]

[writingdose]

genuine writers getting wrongly accused of using ai because of witch hunt and proper grammar/structure in their works must be what being a woman in the 1600s who is wrongly accused of being a witch because she can read and is intelligent feels like

[dragonsandgayppl]

thinking about blackwall leaving the inquisitor's ass naked in a barn to go get himself hanged. most insane post nut clarity ive ever seen

[ddworks]

So this is what Solas decided to avoid in Crestwood

[woundedsoul12]

@sorcerousadventurer

I CACKLED

[belierdigitalis]

Me, browsing ao3 for a fic to read: aaaah nothing too long cause I don't really want to get too invested in a fantasy, just a quick little something, ideally around 6 to 10k words, a little bedtime story. Something to distract me from the horrors of everyday life.

Me, writing a fic: 30k words for the first part already? Im not even close to getting to the scene that started this idea. And I'm thinking it actually needs a prequel as well, to explain my oc's behavior. And by the time I get to the other plot point.. that will have to be another fic then. A trilogy it is.

[wander-the-dark]

In case anyone is confused about the dash differences.

[goth-queen]

[theemptyislost]

[princessoftheufo]

[medrastica]

Poor quality memes of Raphael, from Baldur's Gate 3: Living the Delusion

[nifrequerne]

I often wonder what happened to authors of unfinished fanfictions.

[everyoneinspaceisgay]

I hope they’re having a nice life

[ts-virgil-angst]

we absolutely are not and that unfinished fic haunts us to this day

[sensiblereblogifposts]

Reblog if that unfinished fic haunts you to this day

[berlynn-wohl]

plot 150 words bed-sharing 200 words smut 800 words projecting my fears, insecurities, and anxieties onto a fictional character 9,356 words fluff 150 words someone who is good at fan fiction please help me budget my WIP, my family is dying

[sunken-standard]

150 words of plot seems excessive.

[berlynn-wohl]

thank you for the reasonable advice