Benji

*double peace signs*

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I won’t be posting fanfiction for a while because I am working on a personal project as well as going back to school! This also means I will not take requests for a bit. My return is TBD :)

AO3

Note: If I warm up with writing a fanfic I may post it! But that doesn’t mean I’m returning.

[yebyyhfushi]

Chuuhill has appeared again✨

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This hobby is really embarrassing.

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Blade HSR NSFW Headcanons

Posting this with my new fanfic!

— I HC him as a bisexual trans man

General

Preference for men

Normally bottoms but easy to make give in

Not particularly kinky but open to a lot

Likes choking and marks (hickies, rope marks, bites, etc.)

Will have sex anywhere, like, anywhere. Tell him to strip during a meeting and he will.

Condoms turn him off, he’d rather be came inside of and deal with the repercussions later than not be able to feel his partner finish

Present bottom growth, but no bottom surgery (if I write him more I might give him a dick on occasion)

No top surgery, binds with bandages (he shouldn’t!)

Stays composed unless he’s pushed very far

With Kafka

Submissive bottom (happy wife happy life)

He always ends up tied up or bound by something

She’s more loving/doting than he’s used to

Turns into a serious biter with her

Always around two rounds

With Jing Yuan

Bottoms almost always, not into sub/dom

Jing Yuan always tries to pull out but can never bring himself to (does not bother Blade)

Blade loves riding him

Jing Yuan loves sucking him, body worship on his side too

Normally they stop after one orgasm

With Dan Heng

Dominant switch

They argue about who bottoms every time they get frisky

Possessive sex on Blade’s side, Dan Heng is very non-personal

Choking/breathplay enjoyers

Could both go for a while but cap it around three rounds

With the Trailblazers

Dominant top

They rarely go beyond mouth stuff

One or two rounds is enough

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Are Wattpad comments funny or do they just make fun of young writers?

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Scrapped SSKK Fic

written 2023.05.18

This is unfinished and not proofread. Also quite old. I haven’t been very pleased with what I’ve been writing lately but I don’t want to leave my social medias blank so here you go!

⚠︎ suggestive warning ⚠︎

Since letting Atsushi stay with him, Akutagawa had been noticing some strange behaviors from his boyfriend in his sleep. He was never a still sleeper but, calling his name and harshly grabbing the pillows as they slept wasn’t normal. Akutagawa hardly got any sleep because of it, not that he slept much usually but it was inconvenient to say the least. The weirdest new behavior was what Atsushi was doing right then, while his lover was sitting on the bed, dressed for work and simply observing. Atsushi had his arms between his thighs and seemed to be pressing and rubbing himself on them. Akutagawa gently placed a hand on his shoulder.

“Weretiger.”

The white haired man slowly awoke and looked around, almost seeming disappointed until his eyes adjusted on his boyfriend. A harsh blush bled into his face.

“Akutagawa…”

“Must you always call me my last name?”

Atsushi grumbled and sat up sleepily, stretching as he listened to his black haired counterpart speak.

“But more importantly, you seem to be stressed recently.”

“W-what do you mean.”

“You’ve been doing strange things in your sleep, I can only assume you’re acting out your dreams.”

“Acting… them out?”

Atsushi’s voice peaked and he went completely red, making Akutagawa lean closer and gently feel his face.

“Maybe you should go to a doctor?”

“N-no! No, I’m fine really…”

Atsushi quickly pushed Akutagawa off the bed and walked him to the front door.

“You’ll be late for work, I love you, bye!”

He closed the door quickly, heavily breathing and flushed from what just happened. Has he seriously been acting out the dreams he was having? All he’d been dreaming about since moving in was having sex with Akutagawa. Nothing else just touching Akutagawa, always. Touching him, being touched by him, having his fingers inside of him, teasing him relentlessly. He had to slap his hands on his face to keep him from imagining it all over again.

Atsushi walked back to the bedroom, fixing up the bed and pulling out his clothes for the day. When he changed his underwear they were drenched because of his fantasy Akutagawa, when he pulled up his pants he thought of Akutagawa tossing them onto the floor, he buttoned his shirt while thinking of Akutagawa feeling him up through it. Just Akutagawa, Akutagawa, Akutagawa the entire morning, infesting his brain. He tried his best to ignore it all, ignore the heartbeat he could hear pounding in his head every time the same thought that had been tormenting him for a month came back. He sat down where his boyfriend had been sitting on the bed earlier and leaned against his pillow. He could smell him so vividly, he could tell exactly the time it had been since he left, what he used in the shower and to an extent what he had been feeling. There wasn’t a hint of sexual desire, unlike his own scent. Did he seriously have no interest in having sex with Atsushi? Just the scent of his boyfriend had Atsushi turned on so it was extremely disappointing if that was the case.

Just when he gave into his fantasies and reached for his belt buckle he heard the front door open and immediately sprang up from his spot, scrambling to occupy himself on his phone. Akutagawa walked back into his room - now belonging to him and Atsushi - like it was purly to restrict Atsushi from touching himself.

“Aku! Why are you back so soon?”

He tried sounding nice but it came out very choppy and a little annoyed.

“You pushed me out of the door without my coat.”

“Ohh… did I?”

He just nodded and grabbed from the chair it was sprawled out on and observed Atsushi once again as he put it on.

“Are you sure you’re alright?”

“Yes, I’m fine. Swear.”

“Hm… Alright.”

He headed back out and once again left Atsushi alone with his thoughts.

The weretiger breathed in so deep it started to burn and slowly exhaled.

I’ll just pretend that none of that happened… He doesn’t even hug me, I don’t know why I’d expect him to do anything else. I wish he would though…

He let that sink in until he was too embarrassed to handle it and threw himself out of bed and stomped to the door, putting his shoes on and muttering about how he’d definitely bring it up with Akutagawa the next time they were home together.

The next time they’re home together:

Akutagawa came home late as usual, pulling off his coat and tossing it over the back of the couch before he sat down.

“Welcome home.”

Atsushi’s words were nice but came out anxiously, like he was holding something back. Akutagawa leaned in his direction curiously as Atsushi put his feet up on the couch and looked at his lover.

“Tell me honestly, are you attracted to me?”

“Yes… I am, would I be dating you if I wasn’t?”

Atsushi sighed in relief before continuing.

“So, having… sex…”

Akutagawa tilted his head.

“I want to sleep with you okay! But you hardly ever touch me and I want to know why!”

“That’s… If you’ve wanted this so bad then why didn’t you initiate something?”

“Well, I dunno… I thought you weren’t interested.”

“The reason I haven’t done much is that my body isn’t very capable of keeping up with physical excursion, so with my job mixed in, that kind of intamacy can be dangerous.”

Atsushi’s eyes widened and he blushed harshly, extremely embarrassed.

“I- I’m so sorry! I didn’t know it was something like that, if I did I wouldn’t have made a big deal about it…”

Akutagawa pulled himself on the couch and started unbuttoning his shirt, quickly slipping it off and causing Atsushi to blush even more and hide his face in his hands as if he was seeing something he shouldn’t be.

“A-akutagawa… what are you…?”

Tossing his shirt on the coffee table Akutagawa approached closer, blushing the smallest bit, too small for anyone unfamiliar with him to notice.

“Well, I didn’t do much today, a little movement won’t cause much harm.”

“Ah…?”

Atsushi couldn’t believe his eyes, he had only prepared for the absolute worst and had no clue what to do if this outcome ended up happening, he just slid down flat on his back and let the other man continue as he pleased.

Akutagawa slid his hands up Atsushi’s shirt and lightly kissed him once.

“And your concent?”

He made it seem more like an obligation than he should’ve but Atsushi was far from complaining.

“Akutagawa, let’s… have sex.”

Akutagawa nodded and kissed his lover deeply, making sure to feel around his mouth to summon moans as he fondled the skin under Atsushi’s shirt.

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Making a multi-chapter story sounds very fun but I seriously lack the commitment…

[lee-apolla]

No "boyfriend" or "husband", bramcraft call each other "the significant other" considering that it means "someone who means something to them, someone special" without thinking about what it means more than it really does.

Only Bram calls Lovecraft lightly "love of my" with tenderness and ordinariness in his voice.

Lovecraft, in turn, calls Bram something-something "𝔣𝔪'𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔤𝔥𝔫𝔞𝔫𝔞𝔥 𝔤𝔫'𝔟𝔱𝔥𝔫𝔨𝔫𝔶𝔱𝔥" Bram doesn't understand his language, but he feels that Lovecraft says this for a reason, expressing what he cannot express in human language.

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Is it too late to reformat a posted fic?

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| New Fic!!

Happy Birthday, Ranpo!

(Link at the bottom)

18+ // smut (w/ plot), handjobs, cum as lube

WC 1800+

— Summary

Fukuzawa, Ranpo’s father, and the ADA throw a surprise party for Ranpo. Poe stepped up to assist but to no avail because, of course, the greatest detective in the world could crack the case of a simple surprise party before it had even started.

Still, the agency enjoy themselves until the party’s over and Ranpo and Poe slip into the detective’s room the second they’re left alone.

— Snippet (very beginning)

“Ranpo wasn’t an easy person to fool, obviously, but Fukuzawa still wanted to make an attempt. Ranpo came out of his room and down the hall wearing a pair of sweatpants and a shirt much too large for him, his hair was messy and his fingers were running through it in the back, halting occasionally when they ran into knots.

He caught sight of a black hardcover book just laying in the center of the living room. He sighed to himself, wondering if this was really the best his friends could pull off. Still, there was a bit of endearment for them on his breath.”

→ Link

Thank you!

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Oh yeah, before the day ends, happy birthday, Ango… I didn’t write anything for him but he’s pretty…

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Oh my goodness, I finished a fic for the first time in months *shakes you by the shoulders* do you know how big of a deal this is?!

My beta just has to read it and then it’ll be finished in time for Ranpo’s birthday! He deserves it.

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I can’t think of a gift that Poe would get Ranpo…

Ranpo likes being spoiled but other than sweets I literally cannot think of something he’d enjoy…

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Odasaku & Ranpo Fanfic Prompt

Disclaimer: I can’t write Oda* and also can’t be bothered to find out if this scenario fits into the canon timeline but I had a vision.

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• On Ranpo’s 20th** birthday, Fukuzawa decides to celebrate by taking Ranpo to a bar he had once visited with the company of Mori Ougai in the past***

• Ranpo sits down on the stool next to Fukuzawa, he won’t admit it but he’s just a bit nervous about the new scene and experience, but he smiles it off. Still, it’s enough of a distraction for him to not notice the group a seat away from him and his companion. Next to him is two men, around Ranpo’s age, siting on either side of a teenaged boy with a constant lost look on his face. This group isn’t very weary of Ranpo’s presence either.

• Fukuzawa asks Ranpo about his current knowledge of alcohol, to which Ranpo waves his hand in the direction of the bartender and asks for whatever’s sweetest.

• One of the men in the seat near Ranpo’s suddenly turns to study him slowly, his eyes grow surprised just slightly as he hears Fukuzawa speak. Ranpo looks over at the mysterious redhead to meet his gaze just as his glass taps the table.

• “Heyy, I know you!” Ranpo starts but hushes as Fukuzawa slowly shakes his head. Still, Oda stands to move to the stool next to Ranpo, making the other man and the bandaged teenager he’s with watch him disapprovingly.

• Oda begins to bring up the moment in the office they met at, easing into the conversation and avoiding all of the less savory details from that moment. Ranpo chuckles as Fukuzawa gently listens to the others’ conversation.

• Eventually Ranpo’s glass is empty and he and Oda are happily chatting about completely unrelated topics, not related to being a detective or mafioso or assassin, just casual talk about the things they like. A lot of their conversation revolves around their clash in flavor preferences.

• As the night comes to a close, the bandaged teen Oda was with grabs Oda’s attention and causes him to hurry a goodbye to Ranpo and Fukuzawa before leaving with his friends.

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I’m almost certain that this doesn’t line up with the timeline but it’s just for fun. Also, if you for some reason want to fully write this or want to write something based on it please do, but also let me know because I’d love to read it.

Notes

*My only perception of Oda is from BEAST (manga), Untold Origins and how I’ve seen people talk about him and write him, so not anything from Dark Era. In fact, I know almost nothing about BSD Dark Era…

**Legal drinking age in Japan

***Again, I don’t know if this is supported by the canon timeline (I don’t know the exact moment of the Mori-Fukuzawa fallout)

[benji-the-crabb]

Okay, so… I’m going to work on a Ranpo & Fukuzawa centric fanfic but it’ll be kind of long so in the meantime I might end up writing…. Mushimizo because I love them and want to upload once a month-ish

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So uhm I’m scrapping the Mushimizo (I might rewrite it) Instead I’m just going to work on the Ranpo one and deal with however long it takes

I’ve discovered that I sincerely just can’t follow schedules

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Okay, so… I’m going to work on a Ranpo & Fukuzawa centric fanfic but it’ll be kind of long so in the meantime I might end up writing…. Mushimizo because I love them and want to upload once a month-ish

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I have a BSD oc but have no clue how to implement them into a story, especially since they’re with the decay and… I’ve never tried but I’m willing to bet that the decay is hard to write