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mournfulroses

Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

landsccape

$fracturedporcelaindoll blog's avatar$

fracturedporcelaindoll

Beautiful~

oldnetreasures

jasminejhobi

hush. they're having a little date

bonus : Will being pretty

wellnotwisely

This Hannibal pixel flambe gif by Joseph Manalaysay is pretty great.

trr3rr

NICE

hellotailor

HOLY SHITTTT.

puppydoggraham

(source for poem: two-bees-poetry)

glowcowboy

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

its-your-mind

the reblog map is all of us holding hands btw

beautifulterriblequeen

We are each other's night sky. No one is alone here.

irrevocablecondition

💙 USA 💙

national suicide prevention

national domestic violence hotline

national sexual abuse hotline

trans lifeline and resources

💙INTERNATIONAL💙

list of suicide hotlines by country

domestic violence hotlines and resources by country

sexual (+ domestic) abuse agencies by country

international trans resources

dandelionsresilience

Just in case Trump wins:

right after Trump was elected in 2016, suicidality skyrocketed. If you’re considering suicide in the wake of the election this year, at least wait until after it’s absolutely certain that he’s won - after every vote has been counted, every state certified, and maybe even after he’s been sworn in (IF he wins), just to make sure he doesn’t go to prison instead. Watch the results come in live here, but don’t obsess or let them sway your vote. (To be clear, I don’t want a single person to commit suicide over the election results, no matter what. But I know from experience that “don’t do it” is thoroughly unhelpful, so instead I’m saying at least wait.)

if you’re considering suicide because you fear worsening material conditions, you might think a hotline can’t help with that. and it’s true that they can’t change legislation or promise you’ll be safe. but it’s worth double checking whether what you’re actually hurting from is in fact unfixable. right now, just getting through the emotions can help you regain a more objective view of the situation, and then you can work on surviving it. plus, when something bad happens, we tend to vastly overestimate how bad it will seem in the future, no matter how bad it actually is.

In my experience, it might take a few tries before you find a hotline that picks up, either because they’re so busy, or they’re closed at that time, or they simply don’t serve your location or demographic, so under the thingy I’ve listed more than just the same handful that tend to show up on other websites. Even if you’re not actively suicidal, you can talk to them about your hard feelings, ask for material resources, or just vent to a compassionate listener.

betweenthehaze

I finally finished my first full attempt at a digital drawing!! Ravenstag Will & his hearty dinner <3 (I cannot for the life of me figure out how to upload this to socials without the colours/lighting changing and looking faded tho, if anyone has any tips they will be greatly welcomed!! <3 :c)

betweenthehaze

Holy shit guys, you have all been so so sweet about this; thank you so much!! The Fannibal Family is seriously the best Found Family in the whole world<33 I’m so relieved that it seems to have come out okay, especially since the lighting/colours got a lil warped when i uploaded it. I’ve since found out that when I drew this, I drew it in the wrong colour profile setting, but at least I know for next time now, haha. I’m really glad I pushed through with this. I have a terrible habit of starting art projects and completely dropping them when I hit hard spots, and there was an entire week where I was trying to learn how to use the blending tool in CSP, and I was so close to rage quitting my drawing. Heres a lil bonus pic of the state of my drawing from during the week that I was at war with the blending brush: