Jul 12
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#i always use this account to vent I'm so sorry. I don't have the intentions to attempt again but the thought stays in the back of my mind#rn more than anything i want to not exist anymore#i want to be nothing. or maybe I'll just isolate snd stay in bed definitely. today i don't feel like i could get up or go out of the room#again. it's just so weird how when i was a kid no one really loved me but i had all love to give. rn people love me i think but i just hurt#them. wjy does this matter so much to me. if i asked for mj fsmilys advice they'd just ask me that or cqll me a whore or some sjit
