please read this even if you're not indian. especially if you're not indian.
you've seen the jokes. india is "dirty", indians are "everywhere", why don't they fix their own country. ok. let me tell you why, and what's happening right now while nobody's watching.
first, the history you skipped: britain ruled india for two centuries and drained it. economist utsa patnaik's research estimates around $45 trillion in today's money was taken. the india that got independence in 1947 was one of the poorest countries on earth. every "why is india like this" question starts there. you don't get to profit off a robbery and then mock the crime scene.
now, what's happening RIGHT NOW:
in may the question paper for NEET leaked. that's the national medical entrance exam. over 2.2 million students took it. cancelled. years of studying, families' savings poured into coaching, gone overnight because someone sold the paper. students died by suicide after. these were kids who wanted to be doctors.
and out of that came a protest movement. a gen z group called the cockroach janta party, started by a 30 year old named abhijeet dipke, got 22 million instagram followers within DAYS. they've been doing a sit-in at jantar mantar in delhi demanding education minister dharmendra pradhan resign.
and then there's sonam wangchuk. if you've watched 3 idiots, he's the real engineer the character was based on. built solar schools in ladakh. invented ice stupas so himalayan villages have water. spent his whole life on education. he's 59 and he's been on hunger strike for 17+ days now. reporters went to see him this week and he was too weak to talk. and the troll armies are calling him "anti national" and "foreign funded". a man starving himself for other people's children. that's the thing here, anyone who asks a question is suddenly a traitor.
it's not one incident, it's everywhere you look:
• infrastructure worth thousands of crores failing within months of the ribbon cutting. tunnels collapsing in regions where heavy rain is a guarantee, not a surprise.
• youth unemployment near 10% for ages 15 to 29, 13.6% in cities. in a country of 1.42 billion where more than half the population is young.
• only about the top 3% of indians earn above 10 lakh a year. meanwhile billionaire wealth keeps ballooning and the headlines celebrate it.
• manipur burned for over two years. an ethnic conflict, tens of thousands displaced, and the prime minister barely said the word manipur while it happened.
• journalists raided. critics' houses bulldozed. activists sitting in jail for years without trial under laws like UAPA. our press freedom ranking has cratered.
• even the petrol is a fight now, ethanol blending pushed through while drivers complain about their engines and get no straight answers.
and through all of it, the PM, who came to power on religious polarisation (americans, sound familiar?), travels abroad for photo ops and has not held one single open press conference in over a decade. not one.
what i'm asking:
if you're not indian: share this. our media mostly won't cover any of it because the big outlets are owned by the same billionaires the government serves. the only reason wangchuk's fast is getting any coverage is people refusing to look away.
if you ARE indian: speak up even if you're comfortable. especially if you're comfortable. join the protests. add to this, correct me, translate it. staying quiet is a choice when nothing in this post touches your life.
india is not "dirty". india was robbed, and it's being robbed again, from the inside this time. but it's also the country where a 59 year old will starve for strangers' kids and 22 million young people will rally behind a party literally named after cockroaches, because cockroaches survive everything.
delhi police lathi-charged the protesters with batons and tear gas. five metro stations were shut down to stop people from even reaching the site. mobile internet was cut in parts of central delhi. the stage at jantar mantar was dismantled. sonam wangchuk's wife, gitanjali angmo, was pushed around in the crowd. people on the ground are reporting that doctors who had set up first aid on site were beaten. eyewitnesses say children, minors, were caught in the violence. people are also reporting that stone-filled trucks appeared near the protest site in the middle of the night, before cameras arrived — the kind of "evidence" that gets used to reframe a peaceful protest as a riot. the government is calling it provocation. the protesters are calling it a setup.
the congress president mallikarjun kharge said in parliament: "students have been beaten. the government is attempting to stifle dissent." samajwadi party mp dimple yadav said "today will be remembered as a black day for democracy." even some of the police who carried out the orders apparently looked ashamed. that's how wrong this was.
and through all of it the prime minister has not held a single open press conference in over a decade in power. not one.
what you can do right now:
if you are not going to the protests — and most of us can't — please send an email. right now. it takes two minutes.
demand the resignation of education minister dharmendra pradhan. you don't have to write anything long. "i am writing to demand the resignation of dharmendra pradhan over the NEET paper leak and the violence against peaceful protesters on july 20, 2026" is enough.
if you want to support the people on the ground: volunteers at the protest site need supplies. you can send things through blinkit to the jantar mantar / kerala house area, or get in contact with someone there and coordinate directly. the local gurudwara has been housing and feeding many of the protesters — donations there go directly to people who need it. you can also donate to
sachkhandfoundation4073@icici
who are feeding the students and helping them directly at the protest.
Please please please read this if you have the time or would like to know the current situation here 🙏
The protest started in Delhi but now it's reaching to other places in India, somehow even in London I think!
Major media outlets won't cover it, and even if they do they twist the narrative. We are living in a time where social media is more trustable than news outlets.
If you feel like my blog is too political, then I can't do anything about it. It's just who I am. And it's what I stand for. You have every right to unfollow me dw.
It's just the least I can do as someone who can't participate in the protests.
And for those who have been here for a long time would know I've always been talking about politics.
For now I'll focus on my exam for next year, but I don't want the guilt of not being able to help to eat me up. Id rather be selfish than ignorant.
The more we spread awareness, the less the government can keep ignoring it.
"You look so much like me now but tiny" Ni-ki chuckles while he watches the hairdresser cutting your hair, you smile at him through the mirror infront of you the sound of scissors gliding through your soft hair
Carbon copy of her brother is what you were called, always stuck by the hip to her one and only brother
Smiling at your reflection
Your hair shorter than before turning around to meet her brother's eye, twinkling with excitement as she approached him with big smile as she communicates with the help of hands
"Can you thank the staff for me?"
"Sure"
Ni-ki signs back he turns towards the staff after paying "my sister wants to say thank you" while gesturing towards you the hairdresser who attended you hands a chocolate bar to you while smiling
You were mute since birth
It never felt like a hurdle for you
Being born in family which has so much love to give
They never felt hard to love
They were Infact
Familiar
They were easy to love
Especially your older brother Ni-ki from taking care of you to hugging you first when he felt happy
Even the first word you ever said was his
He was everything you could ask for
Your older brother
Your personal communicator
Your partner in crime
So when you first heard that you were going to an actual school after getting home schooled your life
you were
Happy because you could finally make friends
Excited because you could roam outside away from the same walls of your room you wake up to
Nervous because you were going to a boys school
Yeah boys school
But atleast your brother would be there
Right?
Samyondong's prestigious high school
St.Joseph's high school
To some family's it was an opportunity but to some it was a challenge getting in that school itself was a hustle but you were pretty privileged because of your father
Mr.Nishimura
One of the biggest business tycoon so one simple request from Mr.Nishimura was hard to decline for anyone
By the end of summer you were enrolled to the school
With the whole new look it was nearly impossible to suspect your identity.
This all happened with you begging Ni-ki for weeks to ask your parents so that they can enroll you to an actual school but then Ni-ki puts a deal
"If you get high grades next test then I'll consider it" he signs grumpily
A week passes by your head deep inside the bundle of books
You proudly wave your perfect scored answer sheet infront of Ni-ki.
Next day you peeked at your father's office with Ni-ki talking with him but then you let out an offending sound by hearing the news that you a girl who can't speak freely without your hands is going to an prestigious all boys school with bunch of rich freaks but according to your brother it was safety protocol where he can check on you from safe distance.
Which leads to present
New haircut [done]
Now comes the uniform part
First one became too big literally swallowing your whole frame
Second one became too tight around your neck
After few more attempt you get the perfect size not too big not too short looking at your brother for approval which he answers with an thumbs up
Next stop goes blurs
By the time you reached home the sky was filled with bright stars you sitting on a blanket which placed on your open balcony watching stars
A tired sigh leaves from you
"Overthinking again?"
You turn around to see none other than Ni-ki
You nod your head hesitatingly
"Looks like someone needs a big hug" Ni-ki wraps his arms around you slapping your back to which you slap him back laughing
[Yn is referred as him because of the plot please bear with it]
"This is Nishimura yn the new student and please take good care of him" gesturing you through hand sign towards the seat near the window
You bow your head at the home room teacher while moving towards the seat everyone staring holes at you with some having interest and some having suspicion
Which was for valid reason
1. You were first special student in this campus
2. Your enrollment was pretty late so there assumption was either you were crazy rich or you got in with special treatment
You went to cafeteria with your earphones on so that no one bothers to have conversation with standing at the entrance, letting your eyes roam around until it finally caught to a familiar body frame making you way straight to him
"Oh yn long time no see" says james standing up to giving you a quick dab the only person except your brother who knew you since childhood.
Mid bite of your fruit salad 4 guys walk up to your table james greeting them with small wave as he turns towards you introducing them one by one
"This is juhoon and Martin 2nd year"
"And this duo is seonghyeon and keonho 1st year like you"
You smile brightly at them bowing your head with a small hand wave.
You were walking back to class along keonho and Seonghyeon because apparently you had chemistry and literature class with them, it end up being keonho chatting (yapping) about how he finds sign language so cool and maybe you should teach him something while Seonghyeon nods along said few sentences when the conversation needed.
"So like you can hear but can't talk? Would you like to teach me your way of talking pretty please!" With the biggest pout you had ever seen he even defeated your brother in pouting competition to which you answer by giving him an thumbs up.
Nobody noticed but Seonghyeon did the way you looked almost too identical with Ni-ki but softer version
The way you moved your hands to communicate
The way you smiled at everyone so politely
The way your uniform looked bigger than you (he wasn't complaining about it tho)
The way you beamed at your brother
It made him somehow uneasy?
You started hanging out with him and keonho more often it was convenient for him to study you like an maths equation hard to solve, he talked less but helped you when situations came
Like that one time you were trying to get twix bar from the vending machine and it got stuck in there staring at the bad defeatedly without warning Seonghyeon stepped in to help you after few pressing buttons you twix bar was now in your palm you signing a "thank you" and to your surprise he signs back
"YOU KNOW SIGN LANGUAGE?!!" Excitement shown through hands
"Little bit" a nervous laugh bubbles out of his as he looks away
As if he wasn't awake till midnight a small book on his desk pages filled with hand sign, nobody needed to know it's a secret for a reason.
Without realizing
He was starting to get attach like really bad
That one Thursday it raining too hard you letting out the 5 disappointing head drop while looking at window, Ni-ki had fever that day so you had to go home alone, heck you even forgot your umbrella on couch that thursday then came the departure bell.
Standing at the school entrance looking at the angry dark clouds, you could've called any one at home to pick you up but it would only take just 15 minutes to get home when usually you walk around the way back home which take around half an hour,
"Are you waiting for someone?" Startled you looked over your shoulder only to find [Seonghyeon?] You shake your head
"Wanna share?" Pointing at the big umbrella he was holding.
The walk was silent but not awkward his left arm brushing with yours "Do you always walk back home?"
Head shaking up and down softly.
"You see, we can- if you don't mind maybe go home togethe- every day from now on bu-t only If you want to?" Tone full with nervousness but sincere almost hopeful
You looked at him for a hot minute chin tilted index finger tapping on chin then signing him
"I might have to ask about it to my brother is that fine with you?"
"YEAH! Ahem i mean yeah.." almost too fast
Seonghyeon's room was still lit past 3 a.m with him writing his diary?
Dear dairy,
Yn smiled at me again while having conversation with keonho i shared my umbrella with him today and I'm feeling very weird these past few days?
Am I ok gang?
Do I need to see my psychiatrist?
Sean:)))
Until next time!
On Sunday nights 5 of them would hang out at juhoon's to watch movies every thing was normal until it wasn't, it started with martin complaining about their history teacher with juhoon nodded his head in approval also added up with keonho making jokes in between the whole topic james listening giving the best reactions.
Keonho noticing first goes,
"Look at him zoning out, he's not my friend anymore I can't keep up with his ass!!"
"Nahhh lets kick him out bruh...." (Martin)
"Did you get your periods?" (Juhoon)
"Hey Ntm on my daughter guys, maybe he's not feeling it today" james says observing him carefully.
[Lowkey this going on here]
That next day was going in it's own pace slow like very very slow student yawning at the bleachers taking in their surrounding sun sipping through fingers, that one lazy kind of day where neither teachers like to teach and student wanting nothing but a good long nap amidst of everything going on Seonghyeon lazily puts his chin on his palm his eyes roaming over every student one by one then it got lost towards the window soft sunlight coming through like those main characters of movies.
But somehow you always end up in his peripheral vision always on your own little bubble studying on even boring days like this one, he imagines himself making jokes which could make you smile till your cheeks hurt, there were so many that he couldn't even count, like pinching your cheeks, hold you hand in hand, may be a little ki-
By the time he realises the whole thing that was going on with himself his eyes shot up towards keonho looking at him like he knows something he doesn't or maybe he did, keonho looking back at him weirdly.
"What!" Keonho whisper out
"Fuck you"
"What the!! What did I do????"
"Want to share something to the class Seonghyeon and keonho?" Says mrs. Choi ,both dropping their head in shame.
Whole class holding laugh with their shoulder shaking as if it could help them which was pretty evident that it didn't help, his eyes started looking for you even before entering the room he started feeling anxious to this new found feelings.
[SOMEWHERE AT 12:45 p.m]
His hand clutch his phone for his dear life scrolling through chats clicking rather aggressively at keonho's contact
*Seonghyeon
Uhm....hey?
*Keonho
Now what da heck does yo crusty ass wants from me?
Why do I end with strays gang? 🥹
*Seonghyeon
Twin have I ever told you that you mog everyone these days like you da best you the fine shiyt man...🤤
HOLD THE WAIT A TINY FUCKING MOMENT UP WHAT YO ASS MEAN BY *HIM* WHO??!! HELLO EXPLAIN?!!!
LET'S ADDRESS THIS BIG ASS ELEPHANT IN THIS ROOM SHALL WE?!
WAIT NOW THAT I REALISE IT I KNEW IT!!! I COULD SMELL THE FUCKING SPIRIT FROM UR GAY ASS!
*Keonho
I THINK YOU ARE JUST CONFUSED TWIN MAYBE ITS BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR TOO LONG THAT YO MIND IS FINDING THE HOMIES FINE AS HWAT MAYBE THIS IS DELUSION 😭
*Seonghyeon
Its....yn🥹
*Keonho
OH!
oh....
Acceptable🥰
You should've started with dat boy😌
*Seonghyeon
NAW² LETS REWIND TS FUCKING HOLD THE FUCK UP LIKE
WHAT DAT MEAN BY A C C E P T A B L E
YOU SNEAKY LITTLE BITCH😡
I HOPE YOUR PILLOW STAYS WARM BOTH SIDES HOE
OH I KNEW YO ASS WAS AN HOMEWREKER
COUNT YOUR DAY 😒
IMMA KICK YOUR CRANKY LOOKIN FACE TOMORROW AT SCHOOL!!!
*Keonho
You LIKE like him?😏
*Seonghyeon
I can see that smirk through screen bitch 🤫Good night you Latina bonita
The next day was hell for Seonghyeon he could feel eyes on him and he knew what is gonna happen to him, oh it's gonna start with mentally getting prepared and physically getting tortured before he could think ways to run when the bell sound hits his ears he was already captured by his left forearm
"So yn huh? good choice if i was you i would do the same lets celebrate on you coming out" keonho says with the shit eating grin face which only made Seonghyeon groans in his right palm his cheeks as red as monkey's ass
After buying literally every snacks from 2 big aisle, literally getting bombastic eyes from Martin and Juhoon with an concerned yet confused James.
"Did we missed out on something which only you both have input of?" Says Juhoon while eyeing both of them suspiciously
Seonghyeon let's out an nervous laugh saying "I am having transparent periods like blood but the moodiness"
[That same day at 4 a.m]
Dear dairy,
Its happening again I'm smiling at random moments for no reason uh-uh i gotta see that psychiatrist fr maybe that therapy ward will still be available. oh gosh everytime he approach me i go mia like are we fr We need all the help we can get brab so dear dairy im sorry for writing bullshit every time I open you instead of getting a decent sleep, i think I'm literally showing signs of mental illness but like are we surprised? No are we prepared mentally? No ofc not buuuut are we physically ready? Maybe, so lord sitting above us please have mercy on me I'm just one your sinners who might have gay feelings for his handsome fine ass homie.
Sean:))
But Seonghyeon being the dumbass he is or let's just say he's being coward towards his feelings
He started avoiding you
Yeah that's how he was going to handle this
Absolutely utterly making fool out of himself
Like if you were in the room with other mutual friends that he had just entered he would make very obvious excuses and disappear, it was so visible that even Martin and Juhoon glanced nervously at eachother keonho being only one who knew just sighed disappointingly dragging his palms over his face, having enough of this, James and keonho pulled you and Seonghyeon aside separately asking same questions.
Did you both fight? [No]
Then why are being so weird next to each other? [Are we?]
And the questions were left unanswered
You started to feel low during school even tired which was surprising for people who knew you.
Whole week went by with zero communication. Then next week you become restless.
Day one
Still no response
Day two
Your chest felt heavy even Ni-ki noticed and asked multiple times but only got half ass response
On day four
You went to his home, the whole 20 minute walk to his home continued with you over-thinking maybe he found you to silent maybe he found you annoying, you took a deep breath before knocking on the big door the door clicked open with his little sister peeking out at you, she turned over her shoulder screaming at Seonghyeon
"hey idiot your friend is here!!"
"Let him in! little idiot!"
Your fingers trembled before clutching the metal of his doors handle turning it open with soft click, he was wearing an oversized black hoodie with gray sweatpants eating snacks scrolling through his phone. When he glanced at you staring at him, he looked at himself then back at you suddenly he was well aware of his looks he ran[sorry I mean bolted] for his wellbeing towards his bathroom all while screaming incorrect gibberish, half an hour later he comes back to room all dressed up his hair a bit damp nervous for some reason fingers playing with the fabric of his black t-shirt.
You pulled over his t-shirts hem tugging until he sat next to you.
Your hands moved rather cautiously.
"Are we ok? Did i do something which made you uncomfortable?"
[You paused hands hanging in air before you continued]
"Im sorry if I did anything? I will never do it again"
Silence sat their suffocatingly around you both Seonghyeon pulled you in rib crushing hug slipping out apologies you hands hanging awkwardly before patting on his back softly
"Im sorry for making you feel that way you never made me feel uncomfortable or that you did something ok"
Everything went back to normal or it that felt like
Then happened the starting of disaster the accidental smooch Seonghyeon asked you for your annual hangout every Saturday him shooting basketball at the hoop you sitting at bleachers munching on chocolate homerun balls it was peaceful for you to stay focused on your own thing no talking just two teenagers hanging out with no conversation at one point the basketball went straight towards your head the impact wasn't strong just a small bop on the side of your head, but enough to make Seonghyeon horrified.
So here we were him holding your head panic written all over his face blowing over non existing bump over your head, while you looked at your lap not knowing what to do so you did what a sane person would do you grabbed his hand which was holding your face reassuring him as if realising something crucial, like suddenly he was very aware of the proximity between you and him.
Being unluckiest guy he was
He slipped on damp bleacher seat
Lips colliding
Only for a fraction of time
Time stopped
His hand went flying over his mouth
utterly shameful
utterly disgraceful
utterly mortified
So he ran again straight to his sweet home leaving you all alone without letting an explain
His bed calling out for him all his embarrassment came as soon as his face dived on the pillow screaming his lungs out, His mother came few minutes later to check on him only to get dismissed.
The next day he went to school with a beanie covering most part of his face only to find you missing he sat on his chair emotionless, so when keonho hits his head almost too ready to run for his life only to realise his twin just sitting their.
"Okay so now what the heck is wrong with you? Periods again?"
"....."
"So no jokes taken mb gang for being so funny"
"Its yn right?"
His eyes flickered
"Gottcha! So wanna share?"
"I fucked up....I'm a shame to my gay society...I'm a sinner...my mom is never gonna accept me" literal tears forming in his eyes
Keonho hugs him
Just when Seonghyeon thought that maybe his bestie isn't always evil he felt it
Keonho's shoulder shaking
He pulled out of the hug looking at keonho eyebrows furrowed tears dried over his cheeks
At cafeteria Ni-ki was also acting weird like moody as hell talking to James
"She literally shut me out she even locked her door up an all like what am I suppose to do atp?"
Seonghyeon gulps nervously when he made eye contact with keonho who was as scared as cat when it comes in contact with water
[At 1 a.m dear dairy opened again]
Dear dairy,
He was absent today his seat was empty all of it because of me firstly I want say sorry to yn for being an asshole secondly to the gay lord of heaven for disappointing him and lastly to my gay roots like am I going to hell after this? He is making it hard for me to behave🛐
Yeah guys I know I'm funny 😀....I don't even know what disclaimer should I put? But even if it makes you laugh for a tiny winy bit then every thing is fine.
Wonhee asks looking at you with hopefulness tone face full of excitement.
*Maybe or maybe not.....it depends on...
*Depends on what? You're being very suspicious rn!
*Well yk if the greatkimjuhoon is coming perhaps?
Oh
Ohhhh
WAIT
HOLD THE FUCK ON
WHAT
YOU LIKE THAT KI-KIM JU-JUHOON!?!??
She gasp at you with her eye ogling out like an owl as she pase around the apartment.
*Yeah now you're definitely going with me cuz he's Martin's hb girl!!!
As soon as you and wonhee enter the whole room was buzzing with excitement, adrenaline rush can be felt through bone, the anticipation and all but your eyes were moving rapidly only to find him near the stairs alone.
You excused to wonhee about using bathroom which was an obvious lie.
You approached juhoon at weird pace you were just right next to wonhee and suddenly you pop out of nowhere right infront of juhoon. Startled looking juhoon put his hand over his chest.
*Oh hi yn fancy seeing u here?
Chuckles to himself
*lets save introduction for later i really wanna tell you this before I'm too late uhhh i don't know how to spell it out but-
(long pause)
I really like your mom oh fuk no i mean your dad!
Painful silence and the embarrassment surgs through you, your face became as red as the strawberries.
*I think my mom and dad are happy together so idk if you stand a chance but u can shoot your shot on me instead idon't mind yk
A teasing grin makes it's way on his face
*WHAT?
*HUH?
*UH UH
*LAWD
*THIS IS NAWT
*HOW IT SUPPOSED TO GO BRUH
*YO- YOU GOTTA REJECT ME !!!
Now comes the most highkey embarrassing moment,, just as juhoon opened his mouth to reassure you .
Yk what you did? You turned around your back facing him you fucking bolted out of the party house trying to call an Uber while running. You looked behind over your shoulder only to see juhoon also running towards you laughing which made you more nervous.
But yk guys are fast so it takes him zero literally zero effort to catch you both of you tripped on random lawn his hands wrapped around you laughing like he's having the best time of his life.
*yk you have a very peculiar way of proposing someone but fortunately for you i like it
*can you not im physically making myself believe im having a fever dream
Keonho ma twin ily and all but for love god can you like move booty out of my way?
As soon as those words left hyeons mouth keonho turns dramatically giving him the most stanky look ever ignoring hyeon and flipping his non existing long hair while walking away.
Hyeon sigh deeply
Martin laughing so hard that his cherry flavored lollipop fell out from his mouth now it was hyeons turn to laugh at him mockingly
James and juhoon were busy looking around when something at corner catches James so off guard causing him to bump abruptly right onto juhoon's back
*Juhoon
Aow hyung! Are you daydreaming?
Oh
Says James as he starts following towards the thing which perked curiosity while others followed him confused at his weird behavior but non the less still following him until they stop
Few step ahead stands a tent not too big but also not too small and written on the sign board was typical tarot card reading.
They enters the tent hesitation written all over their faces as they make themselves comfortable on the chairs in front of the desk at the centre they looked around the place when suddenly a coughing sound rang through the air making them move their head at 360 degree
*James
Um wow I've never been to this type of place dude im ovulating bruh
*hyeon chokes on his own saliva
You're what!!!
*cough*
A shiver ran over everyone's body when they heard someone cough behind them
*Silence*
*Keonho awkwardly laughs as he
Yo i ain't turning around dude this is how the side characters die in those horror movies i call dibs on Martin should check while we wait outside..
*Martin
Bruh what makes you believe i would do that willingly??!!!
*hyeon
Why don't we tur-
*unkown
Are you guys done I've been sitting here for quite a while now and it's icking the fuk out of me
Every one turns around to find a girl sitting on the other side of table looking at them she let out an disappointing sigh her fingers moved to grab the tarot cards she starts shuffling it between her hands
The girl:- So which one of you, volunteer to go firs-
Juhoon:- Say Wallahi
Martin:- i wanna go first cuz gurl you hot as fuck🥴
Keonho:- wanna go on date after this?
Hyeon:- yo i highkey like this mysterious stuff, yk my mom says when she match yor freak you gotta pursue her🫦
James stares at anything but at his friends while he acts like he doesn't know them and gives you an smile which screamed *helpmebeforetheygetmoreweird*
You looked at them with mortification.
After everything settles down they sit across you introduction exchanged you point aggressively at Martin and keonho
You both are going first so i can get you off my back!
Both of them choosing one card each you turned the card over your eyes went wide as you looked at the cards sitting on table while you were looking at the cards like it was personally offending you,,everyone eyes shaking between you and the cards
Martins card illustrated two hearts with rose thorns entwined both the hearts while keonho's card showed two hand one black and one white like yin and yang.
Tension grew as your silence kept them getting worked up
James:- hey yn you gotta stop that your expression are making me feel anxious through my bones!
Martin:- ntm on the huzz bro let her take as much as time she wants i can wait yknow
*A dreamy sign left her mouth.
looking at her like she hung the stars already planning the wedding venue the bells ringing and her walking towards him
Yn:- so the thing is i tried checking both of your friendship compatibility and I found hmm (the 'm' dragged dramatically) something interesting😏.
Hyeon:- your smile is beautiful an all but why does it get suspicious with each second passing by?
Juhoon lets out yeah as he nods agreeing with hyeon.
After hearing all of there impatient ass you sigh disappointingly
Yn:- god forbid a girl having fun 🙄!? but anyways you both were GAY in your previous life like SO in love omg!! yall were cute as fuck not even kidding!!
The silence sat heavily in the air.
Seonghyeon puts his hands over mouth trying(failing) to stop himself from laughing his shoulder hunched over shaking violently
James and juhoon turned to each other at same time snorting as fell over the chair while laughing like they were having the best of their life.
Martin stared at the cards for as long as he remembers as if he can spiritually change the cards Keonho having full cycle of emotions right then & there if you squint you could've seen literal tears ready to fall at any moment.
Juhoon:- ain't no way this is happening *elbows james* cmon what are the chances?
While still laughing
Hyeon:- nah i gotta tell this to keonho's mom bro🤣
Martin and keonho let out a painful sound when they made an eye contact.
Martin:- took the quote bros before hoes to extreme level huh!??
Keonho:- can't even look at homie like the way I did bruh *more to himself*
James:- I can imagine him writing about today in his precious little pinkish glittery diary bro,,
Keonho:- I don't even do that hyung...😦
The air buzzed with liveliness outside while these idiots laughed their ass off inside the tent well maybe going inside a mysterious tarot reading tent wasn't as bad as they think it is.
Who knew this incident could lead to make a new friend,,,?
YO FUCK THIS MAN LIKE CMON WHAT ABHOUT MY MENTAL PEACE HOW CAN SOMEONE LIKE HIM EXIST LIKE WTFFFFF I LIVING ON THE SAME EARTH AS HIM BRUH I CRASHING OUT😂 AND IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY🥰
It was just an accident or that's what you thought but they didn't
Welcome to the boys washroom here you can see literally every type of god made creatures.
Mamma's boy talking with his mother,
pee obsessed dude peeing like he's life depends on it competing who can pee faster,
Nerds studying thesis in literal cubicles??
self obsessed guy looking at his reflection like the world doesn't appreciate it enough.
So if i say you can see weirdest of the weirdest.
That's how the twins came in the scene both entering their school's washroom chatting like they usually do,, completely normal right?
Until the real problem comes
You see every thing was fine until they were done with their business
HNMM!??* keonho lets out a confused sound
What?* says sean looking at keonho after washing his hands
Uh...I think my zip is stuck?* letting out nervous laugh as he slowly lifts his head towards sean
Apparently they thought fixing the zip in the classroom was the goatest idea ever. So here they were in their empty classroom during lunch break while everyone was having lunch they were trying to fix the problem but suddenly the doors open then comes the two orbs looking at them like she caught herself watch something illegal.
Keonho : IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK
Seonghyeon : YEAH!! IT'S JUST BAD TIMING
Saying at same the time
Seonghyeon was on his knees keonho's zip between his fingers while keonho was leaning against his desk.
The silence stretches
You staring at them
Them staring back at you
So, The problem wasn't even about fixing the zip anymore it was the way they were still in that position which made the situation more suspicious then it was already.
Yn's pov*
You must be wondering how I got myself into this situation and I also wonder that too if someone had asked me about what i was seeing through my eyes right now few moments ago i would have laughed hard at their face.
Few hours before disaster,,, hey yn did you bring that school cafeteria card because I unfortunately forgot* says rinae looking at you apologetically
You sigh as shake your head laughing,, I'll be right back* you were bouncing up & down on way standing at the door grabbing the handle casually.
Which leads us here to the present
You close the door and opened it again as if gaslighting yourself that it was all your imagination playing tricks at you.
Realization hits you harder than you expected
Just as you were about shut the door both the twins ran towards your way putting the hand over the door looking like lunatics and laughing crazily as if hit by brick
Somehow you were forcefully made to sit in the chair bother of them explaining themselves
Seonghyeon : yeah you're just misunderstanding whole situation.....blah blah*
Both rambling faster than the NASA rocket while you looked at them slowly your lips stretches forming a mischievous smirk yeah you were definitely plotting their downfall
Seonghyeon : you are not gonna tell anyone right...? NO THAT CAME OUT WRONG!! I MEAN THAT ITS NOT LIKE WE WERE DOING ANYTHING WE ARE NOT LIKE THAT????! UGHH why am i even trying to justify myself for?! MAN god forbid a guy helping his homie!!*
At this point were broken literally laughing maniacal like your shoulder were shaking at this point the chair also shaking violently under your weight.
From that day on the stalking arc started by the famous twins started you would turn your head only to find them acting all non chalant and all the bull shii one trying to tie shoe lace one fixing non existing school bag.
At the cafeteria you will feel 2 pair of eyes drilling holes at your head.
Slamming your palm over table you drag your feets towards their table consisting with Martin, James, Juhoon, Seonghyeon, Keonho. Except the twins other three looked at you like you were some kind of madwoman. Your hands pinched their ears dragging them at secluded corner of school
Both on their knees looked at you innocently.
Yn : you guys are impossible instead of going on with your day on you waste it on stalking someone i mean I know you guys are like more homie but still that doe-*
Keonho : hey we homie for life don't make it weird??!
Cutting you off completely
While you looked at them and then came the growing grin on your face.
Few months had passed by since me and my mom had shifted to a new apartment it was pretty cozy type of studio apartment and near to your new school.
Still adjusting making few but reliable friends trough the process and you were for the 1st time somewhat happy.
And suddenly that was shattered,,the wall you had built with your mom slowly but strongly.
It was one of those evening where you feel soft chilly wind passing through you...
And youu were on your way back to home from your after school study library run you stumble upon very weird sound coming from the alleyway near your favourite convenient store you peeked just a little.
You saw
Your mother...
But she was with man ?
You felt sick to your stomach
They were so tangled together sharing passionate kiss with each other that they didn't even notice your head peeking at them that it broke something in you the perfect little family just you and your mom
your heart sank as your head starts throbing with sharp pain...
Your mother had always been defensive over your curious question about your father ever since your whole childhood as if it was almost somehow disgusting or disappointing so growing without a father always made you feel left out but you loved your mom too much so out of respect you never touched that topic.
But here you are feeling a lump stuck on your throat as if forgetting how to form any word and before you could realise you were walking fast your pace increased by that time you were practically running the cold wind hitting your cheeks.
Hot tears started dripping from your eyes when you closed your rooms door hard your body slumped over the door.
That night was very hard for you
Your eyes were burning ,,,your body went limp Begging for rest
You skipped dinner
A madeup excuse rolled off your tongue
*next morning*
A soft grunt left your mouth when harsh sunlight touched your face sudden memories from yesterday waking up instantly as much as you wanted to avoid your mother you couldn't After getting freshen up and putting on your uniform you move towards the kitchen spotting your mother preparing the breakfast
For a moment you looked at your mom and
For some reason
She looked..... happier?
At first you were angry but on second you thought that maybe
Just maybe
She too deserve happiness
But then you saw an mark on her neck
Something snapped
Before you could grasp the whole situation you threw you bag on your shoulder leaving without answering questions you heard behind your back
,, what is this behavior yn is this how I taught you basic mannerism!????,,
behind you, your mom was left dismissed and confused or annoyed as if you could care less.
You arrived school pretty early that day which left you friends with shock written all over their faces which leads to you absent-mindly brushing them off and their surprised question.
*RINGGGGG*
The lunch break bell rings thought the hallway speakers you were arranging your desk when the door of your classroom opened with a harsh slam every one being startled looking towards the door
Soft gasp left from the gossip girls
Whispers and murmuring sound filled the room
Every one looking at source of this chaos or ruckus.
Standing there was ....
KIM JUHOON
He was the model student of your school every teacher knew him girls swooning over him every time he passed by which was why the whole classroom was surprised at the site of him with an annoyed or more like angry which was too rare and sure he is cold with strangers but he was never the one who showed his emotions or react to anyone or anything.
,,Now Who the FUCK is yn?,, he says with calm but sharp tone
Every eyes suddenly turns towards you that was the moment you knew something worse was definitely about to happened
Juhoon approaches you
Before you could react your body went on freeze mode
Suddenly you were harshly grabbed by your wrist and dragged to an empty classroom.
You stumble over a desk when juhoon sharply lets go off your wrist harshly eyes looking up at juhoon sharply.
Juhoon scoffs angryly at your reaction
,,care to explain and respectfully what and why is your whore like mother latching onto my trashy like step-father?,, his expression was blank silence was too loud which somehow made you more vulnerable
Haa* you let out low breath
,,, do you think I knew!! Do you even know how hard it was for me to even look eye to eye towards my own mother do you have any idea how I felt to watch this with my own fucking eyes!??? And here you are accusing me like this is all fault??,,
,,I don't fucking wanna know or hear your sad victimizing act nor do I have the time or the energy to argue with you got it?
All i wish for right now is that you and your need to get fuck out of me and my family's life last but not the least you have exactly 24 hours i don't know how you're gonna do it but i don't wanna hear any excuses,,
,,,and now that i have made myself clear I'm out,,
And he just leaves
You were left with the biggest burden of your whole life as if knowing your mom was in secret relationship wasn't enough now you were hit with another information about your mother's alleged bf turns out to be a cheater.
It wasn't long ago when juhoon found out about his step dad having affair him caughting his step dad getting intimate with other women in their own house's parking lot after everything That shameless jerk acting innocent the guilt of hiding the truth that was the worst
After stalking the women for whole week led to you..?
In the heat of moment Juhoon started blaming you for everything but amidst of this whole fucked up chaos he started thinking about you too often he started to see your face in small object his eyes searching for glimpse of you he started to gaslight him self that he hates you well he atleast he tried.
He was frustrated
You were out late that day after coming from library you stopped when you saw that alleyway again how life turned out this the moonlight making you glow.
You were pressed on that alleyway's wall juhoon staring deep in your eyes as if you hold all the answer to his questions
He looked vulnerable, his eyes looked tired.
Then suddenly he dropped his head on your shoulder.
,,why do I keep coming to this conclusion?,,
,, which conclusion? ,, you said with confusion
After long silence he lifts his head his flickering between your eyes and lips his body moved before his mind could think he places his lips on yours making you freeze just when he thought he made the situation worse your hand grabbed his hoodie curling your finger over the fabric suddenly tilting your head pulling him closer for better angle juhoon's finger were tangled in your hair pulling you so close than before pressed against each other no space was left between you.
As if hit with sudden reality you break the kiss
,, we can't.....this is wrong ,,
you left without looking at him
The next day he heard his mother screaming at his step dad apparently his mother found out about him cheating on her that jerk giving the worst excuses he felt happy that his mother was no longer chained up to a relationship full of lies
but it lasted for short time when he went to school
Only to find out the news about you transfering to another school
He tried to find you but it all went in vain no sign of you
He cried himself to sleep every day
He sat on that same alleyway's ground leaning his head on the wall as another hot tear slips from his eyes
Every one went on with their life while he was still stuck with memories of how your hair felt when his finger slipped through them that day.
Summary:- what happens when your enemy does something out of context...?
JAMES (🦅)
It was just another frat house party which you had to attend by being forced out of the bed by your lovely roommate. Stayc has officially left you to chat with her BF which kinda suck maybe? But hey atleast you're not third wheeling. Just as you were about to ditch this ass like party you spotted a peculiar person hunched over the counter of open kitchen a mischievous smirk made its way on your face well fck the party but not the guest .
Slow Steps towards the kitchen
James back was facing you
You made your way just behind him
As if feeling tingling sensation behind him
He froze
Your hands made their way around his torso
And let me tell you the SILENCE WAS HEAVY . By this time you were hoping him to crash out or snap out just like he does at you usually but nothing LITERALLY NOTHING
Well that went well? I guess? Your hands starting to loose the grip bcuz this wa- HELL OF AN EXPERIENCE for ADay tbh.. "stop" grabbing your hands keeping it on place. Your face had IS HE FR? Expression written over your face.
JUHOON (🐢)
DISASTER that's what you would call that day your bestfriend had cancelled the school field trip at the last minute. Which is why you were strolling around the forest but not too far a babypink flower catching your attention you were just examining when a voice behind you echos
Children's should not be left unsupervised yknow?
And who exactly are you calling a child Juhoon?
Isn't it Obvious
You plucked the flower delicately between your fingers stepping towards the camp area but stopping just few centimetres away from him raising your hand toward his face brushing away few long strands of hair and putting the flower behind his left ear.
Looks more prettier now, saying this you leave him there.
A SIGH leaves from his lips he drops on his knees both palms being dragged over his face the tips of his ears matching the flowers 🌸 colour.
MARTIN (🐕🦺)
Another fight had broke between you guys like any other day INSULTS THROwn at each other
YEAH FREAK GO CRY ABOUT IT!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE AN DIPSHITTTT
ARGHH I HATE YOU
Martin goes dead silent his expression shifting to hurt then without any word he moves past you his shoulder bumping with yours A week goes by the school felt quite too quite Martin had avoided you for whole week your friend Maya was sitting on your desk scrolling through social media.
YK I had a fight last week with Martin..
So what it's not a new info for you to give me-
No like during last fight after I said I hate him he has been ignoring me
Well it means either he likes you?? or he's just done arguing with you?
On 20 March which was his birthday you somehow cornered him after school departure,, Are you gonna adress the elephant in the room? YK you've been ignoring me these past few days like do you wanna talk about it?? you say in a gentle tone ,,,As far As I know the last time you said that you hate me so just so you know I am just doing you a favor you wanted in the first place and now you have the audacity to ask me why am I ignoring or avoiding you like does it make sense to you or me!!,,,
You listened to him as he goes on and on huffing out a breath you softly grab his right hand putting something on his palm closing his fingers around the object you had put before dashing out toward the school gate you screamed an HAPPY BIRTHDAY over your shoulder. Martin watches you disappear he looks down unfolding his fingers revealing the object.
It was your NAMETAG the same name tag you wore everyday to school for a moment he just stared a series of giggles leaves from him putting the nametag in pocket he goes on his way already daydreaming.
SEONGHYEON (🦊)
NICE JUST WOW LIKE YEAH FCK you were having a full tantrum session because of your homeroom teacher teaming you up with your sworn enemy for cleaning the class that day after school. Last Period comes with you suffering a whole jet lag in your head.
Were you that DESPERATE to team up me?? or are you too happy to have me alone hmm?
Aren't you lik- being ahead of yourself Don't get too delusional with your imagination hyeon GOT IT?!
Yesma'am
Both of you become seriously focused while cleaning by time you guys realise you both were done with cleaning excitement rushed in your body and without realising you dap seonghyeon with palm slap shit acting NON CHALANT as you packed up your stuff swinging you bag over your shoulder.
You know we actually do make a great team
A grin makes its way on his face for a rebellious thought crosses your mind you put your hand forward initiating a handshake just when he put him palm over yours you pulled him your lips contacting with cheek.
Bye I guess,,, with a short laugh you were gone like LITERALLY GONE. While he was still there hand hung in the air cheeks flushed lips twitching.
KEONHO (🐕)
Every one in the swimming club or the whole school knew that you both hate each other pulling pranks at one another. It was on random Friday when everything changed you were going through the fridge for some ice cream but getting disappointed at your failure.
Mom have you seen my icecream? I can't find it
Oh Sweetie! your brother ate them the last time he visited home here take some money and buy some.
Letting out a huff you grab the money putting jacket moving forward to convenient store grabbing everything and paying at the counter by the time you left the store it started to rain and for the first time your luck came with you there was a last umbrella at the store which you bought quickly.
On your way back you see a guy drenched with rain water shaking he did not looked in good condition he flinched by the sound of thunder your feets moving on its own you stood over shading the umbrella over him the guy raised his head it was Keonho but something was his usually cocky face was not there his eyes which once held stars were swollen from crying. Without hesitation you hugged him regardless of him literally being drenched your palms rubbing softly on his back,, Keonho's clenched on your jacket.
ARE YOU HURT?? ARE YOU IN PAIN!??
He clenched harder on your jacket as if it was the only thing grounding him to control over his fear you were with him you never asked or teased him about that day you never brought that topic After that day the school was different more comfortable you started to treat keonho a bit more gentleness than others everybody felt it .
Like imagine sangwon showing off his outfit to you innocently asking 'how do I look?'
And I swear on my mumma ,I would have thrown my hand over those ( inner thoughts of reader) unzip his Chains and make his skin free from that tight outfit.
" Excuse me? But what do you think you're doing??"he asks raising his eyebrows at her trying hide himself with his hands.
" Just checking if the outfit fits you perfectly"
"Gurl! You're kinda creeping me out right now but thanks for your concern tho" says with a small laugh.
"So does it mean I can undress you?" You say with twinkling eyes.
summary; Taesan a quiet boy he is popular in school but he only have few friends. Y/N was one of his closest friend but inside he wanted you more then a best friend.
warnings; menti@ned dessert , kiss , bestfriend to lovers
It was weekend with you lazily laying on your couch scrolling through your social media. A knock was heard at your apartment door. That got you confused because you were not expecting any visitor today.
You Curiously approached the door slowly opening it carefully. To your relief it was your best friend with snacks in his hands. You smiled and gestured him to come inside he carefully put the snacks on the table near your couch.
' So what brings you hear at this time? ' you asked curiously " I was getting bored and your apartment is pretty big to mess around " he said as his eyes roamed around ' so what's your plan for today. ' "hmm.... Let's make some cream puffs " he said excitedly
You replied with 'oki' sigh. You were mixing ingredients for the outer layer while taesan was in charge for the cream to fill the center of cream puffs. You playfully put some flour on the tip of his nose as he glared at you joking-ly. While the outer layer was baking both of you we're munching on snacks that taesan bought on his way to your apartment.
After you were done with the filling both of you settle down on the couch y'all munching on cream puffs watching TV as peaceful silence took the room.
You were so focused on tv that you didn't noticed taesan staring at you lovingly. " Y/N " taesan called your name softly to grab your attention. You looked at him questioningly to which he came closer cupping your cheeks as he kissed at the corner of your lips licking off the cream near your lips.
At this moment you were still processing what happened. While taesan was looking down at his lap his cheeks flushed with crimson red. After thinking for few minutes you crawled beside him Basically towering over him grabbing him by nap of his neck pulling him for a kiss.
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