I will defend Jude Duarte with my life but what I will not defend is that she didn’t do a full snoop of all of Cardan’s books and margin annotations when she was spying.
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I will defend Jude Duarte with my life but what I will not defend is that she didn’t do a full snoop of all of Cardan’s books and margin annotations when she was spying.
Do you think Cardan stole Jude's ring because he had already planned to marry her or he stole the ring cause he liked it and then thought "I will marry Jude... oh look, I can give her her ring"?
I think about this a lot, actually, and in my world of endless daydreaming and headcanons, these are the reasons I've thought of as to why Cardan stole the ring.
1. He wanted to show off his new skills.
There's actually quite a few times Cardan does something to impress Jude. The most notable instances, off the top of my head:
"He did once raise an isle from the bottom of the sea. he wonders if he ought to remind her of that, wonders if she had been impressed"
Then he twists his fingers, and the divided throne grows anew.. "Do you like it?" he asks me... "impressive," I choke out. Seemingly satisfied...
When Jude notices her ring is gone, she even admits to "refusing to compliment him on his sleight of hand". It was impressive, and he knew she would notice it on his finger. But she refuses to acknowledge that he bested her. 2. He wanted to have a piece of her with him.
This might entirely be me being romantic and self indulgent, but it's kind of a parallel to Jude stealing Cardan's copy of Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, or taking his clothes when she was sneaking around Hollow Hall, or even the unspoken comfortability of the times she slept in his bed. You know what I'm saying? It's a token of someone he has pretty strong feelings for, and who he is pining for. Isn't Jude even trying to avoid being alone with him as much as she can help it at this point? "Nothing is sweeter, but that which is scarce," is what he says while kissing her hand and swiping it. She is what is scarce, so he takes a piece of her to have with him.
3. He wanted to see how she would respond to it.
Given that Cardan is prone to riddles, it almost feels like something he could have done to drop a hint - "hey, I like you, I think you like me?? Sometimes? Do you think we can makeout again, how do you feel about that???" Think about how he steals the ring and the lead up to it. Jude presents to him that Grimsen might make Cardan "a cup that never runs out of wine". This is how Cardan responds:
(He) gives me a look up through his lashes that I find hard to interpret...he takes my hand. "Nothing is sweeter," he says, kissing the back of it, "but that which is scarce".
So, breaking it down, Jude muses that Grimsen might gift Cardan with a cup that always has wine in it, and Cardan's internal monologue is most likely, "I don't want bottomless wine, I want you".
It's similar to him sleeping in the rooms delegated to the lovers of the High King, after he had made it pretty clear that he viewed Jude as the High King, and himself as a spy that worked for her. That was a huge hint on his part, that even the Roach tried to point out to Jude, but it went over her head.
I do think, though, that him having the ring was one of the things that inspired him to marry Jude. When TWK starts, marriage had already been presented to him as an expectation of being High King (the scene with the hag was a bit of foreshadowing), but when she was gone in the Undersea, it started to become more of a pressing issue because of the politics surrounding the relationship between land and sea. He had her ring with him when she was taken, and he had a lot of time to think about things. So I like to imagine that during one of his think-sessions, he stared at the ring and thought, "Well...what if I can get her to marry me?"
I don't think it was his original intention when he first swiped it off her, but I think it was a little seed that started to grow in his mind as the story progressed.
—The Cruel Prince, Chapter 7
—Chapter 16
—Chapter 26
“I recall that your hands were on her, but her eyes were on me.”
Is it just me or did Cardan really put in some effort on his part about knowing certain ways of the mortals like “exchanging rings” ehm, ehm—
Do you ever just think about how Cardan said, "above me is the same silvery moon that shines down on you. Looking at it makes me recall the glint of your blade pressed against my throat AND OTHER ROMANTIC MOMENTS." Of all their moments this was his highlight.
“Kiss me until I am sick of it”
Does anybody else interpret this, not as “kiss me until I’m tired/satiated of it” (thus, until I am cured of my need for it), but as “until I am SICK of it” as in, until my entire being is completely at the mercy of being consumed by your kisses?
“If you’re the sickness, you can’t also be the cure” suggests imagery that Cardan is already completely consumed by Jude, in much the same way she is “devoured” by the snake in her dream (QON) when she admits her feelings. She offers that letting herself love Cardan, giving into those feelings, would have made her “burn up like a match. Like the whole matchbook.”
Cardan is poetic in his word choices, so I do not believe it’s far fetched to think he’s poeticizing “sickness” to mean something which completely overtakes you, consumes you, devours you. He, unlike Jude, is comfortable with, and enjoys, surrendering himself completely. We see him constantly in various states of debauchery, passion, or drunkenness, whereas Jude fights to stay in control at every moment -- fights being in love, fights feeling vulnerable, fights being at the mercy of dancing or faerie fruit. But Cardan throws himself into those feelings and experiences.
Of course, "you can't also be the cure" also suggests him wanting a cure from his desires, thus disproving my entire theory...but I also think all of his major debaucheries at this point were a poorly attempted replacement for how badly he wanted to completely give himself to Jude. As though giving into wildness and debauchery were a placeholder for the drug he wanted, but couldn't have (Jude). In Cardan's deleted scene, he says:
He recalls lying on a bed in the old room and the sharp, hot pain of a crossbow bolt grazing his side, the smell of spilled wine all around him, a girl screaming. And then Jude.
As though, in his inebriation, he doesn't even remember that he was with that girl before he was shot (just that she was screaming), but he does remember Jude. To me, this suggests that it wasn't really only about the partying, but moreso the desire to give himself over to something.
Anyways, this somehow turned into a way longer post than I intended, but these are the thoughts that keep me up at night while I process my own Jurdan-induced sickness.
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May God give you all the strength and well- being you need in life and achieve all your aims. Love you loads, xoxoxoxox!!!!
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Word of the day :
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Happy happy birthday @biancamizuki 💗🥰😘🥳. My writing and drarry journey is incomplete without you and your support. You mean a lot to me. I will surely try to write up something centering your otp....👀😋but this time pls accept this. 😁
May God give you all the strength and well- being you need in life and achieve all your aims. Love you loads, xoxoxoxox!!!!
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ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod what am i seeing!??!? Awww thank u sooo sooo muchhhh🙈🙈🙈 it's such a lovely gift I LOVE IT. I READ IT TOO. IT'S TOO GOOD
how could your writing get better than how great it already was
Ahhhh u made my night, love u loadsss @boldlyinnocent317
petition to rename the usa ‘south canada’
what about alaska
are we then normal canada
canada a bit to the left
What about South America? Is that just America? Or South South Canada?
i cried my ass of laughing
WARM CANADA
i caN’T BREATHE OH MY GOD
I’m not even from Canada but I approve this change of names
M ILKY E H
IT HAS RETURNED
FOUND IT
IT IS AN HONOUR TO HAVE THIS GRACE MY DASH
reblogging from myself bc i found this when scrolling through my blog
Reblogging again because this is too god for not reblog
this is one of the few posts you have to reblog or else you’ll never see it in a million years besides screenshots
Adding the creative gem to my dash
I wish someone would ask me if I'm okay or not. Coz I'm not. It hurts to be not okay. I hate it soo much it makes me feel sick. I wish I could tell myself it'll all get better but this dread never goes and I never feel better. All my smiles feel fake, my reasons and values questioned. I've have had two full years of misery and failure. I can't endure more. I don't wanna go into the new year feeling this terrible. Knowing nothing is gonna change, knowing I'm no better..... I hate this so much. I wish someone would understand. I wish someone would pat me saying u're really brave, you're doing well....just a few more days, just a few more nights and your spring day will come. Hang in there
The Signs as Romance Anime
Aries: Fruits Basket
Taurus: Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
Gemini: Kaichou wa Meido-sama!
Cancer: Neto-juu no Susume
Leo: I’m the Villainess, So I’m Taming the Final Boss
Virgo: Toradora!
Libra: Wotaku ni Koi wa Muzukashii
Scorpio: Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun
Sagittarius: Ore Monogatari!!
Capricorn: Kimi ni Todoke
Aquarius: Ao Haru Ride
Pisces: Sukitte ii na yo
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“Sometimes you just have to be brave. You have to be strong. Sometimes you just can’t give in to weak thoughts. You have to beat down those devils that get inside your head and try to make you panic. You struggle along, putting one foot a little bit ahead of the other.”
— James Marsden
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What if I just get lost never to find my way out?
What if all that I see is just an illusion?
What if I'm not all that I think?
What if I can't do all that I want to?
What if I'm just an empty can with loud noises?
What if the mistakes I've made are not scars but amputations?
What if I can never be myself anymore?
What I just lose the reason I'm living for?
I wanna cry but tears won't come out. I wanna accept myself but the flaws I have are holding me back from the beast I want to be. I can't love myself like this. I can't do what I want to like this. I can't breathe like this. I can't live like this.
It hurts so much that I can't keep it inside anymore. In this race, it's all blurry. It's getting suffocating.
An old sketch inspired by one of the drarry classics - Eclipse by Mijan. Thought I'd post it since we just experienced a lunar eclipse in our country.....