Do You Ever Smile As If I Were There?

25 | aubrey | he/him | k1ll3r_k4rg0 on ao3 / k1ll3r-k4rg0 art blog | MINORS DNI 18+ BLOG | fandom blog | 🇷🇴🇺🇸

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About (18+ Blog)

🇵🇸 aubrey | he/him | 25 | dni if you support communism (or do. i cant stop you.) | dni if minor or no age / mention of 18+ listed. 🇺🇦

After the world, the pale; after the pale, the world again.

i draw amc terror art and write longass fanfics. current wips are a modern band au nedconte set in bucharest and a post-rescue fitzconte enemies to lovers

just reblogs here tho

all my art and ask games and writing and stuff here: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/k1ll3r-k4rg0

ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/k1ll3r_k4rg0

main: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/theymakemedreamyourdreams

ask box always open

terror tierlist below the cut

[rubysharkruby]

And that’s all I am, is it? A common horse thief.

[cinematicnomad]

THE TERROR ▸ 1.09 the c, the c, the open c

[dustdotorg]

sometimes you will see a joke circulate within a fandom and at first it's all fun and games but then the slow and terrible realization starts to seep in that this will become in fact a widely-accepted way to read a specific situation between characters that were subject of said joke and there is nothing you can do about it but to watch the horrors unfold in real time

[backshelfpoet]

“He says ‘I don’t get it, why are you still a virgin at 24?’ He says ‘I don’t believe you, I’ve seen you walk, virgins don’t walk like that’ He says, ‘That ain’t natural, people are supposed to fuck.’ He asks ‘Why though? No offence though.’ I ask ‘When was your first time?’ He says ‘I was 12’ He says ‘I know what you’re thinking, that’s too young.’ I look at his knuckles, he has two good hands. He says ‘She was older than me.’ I ask ‘How old?’ And he says ‘It’s better that the girl is older, that’s how I learnt all things I know’ He licks his lips. I ask again ‘How old?’ He says ‘I could use one finger to make you sob’ I think of my brother in prison and I can’t remember his face. I ask again ‘How old?’ He says ‘Boys become men in the laps of women, you know?’ I think of my mothers faced lined with her bad choices in men. He says ‘If you were mine you wouldn’t get away with this shit, I’d eat you for hours, I’d gut you like fruit.’ I think of my cousins circumcision, how she feels like a mermaid, not human from the waist down. He says ‘I’d look after you, you know?’ I laugh, I ask for the last time ‘How old?’ He says ’34.’ He says ‘She was beautiful though and I know what you’re thinking but it’s not like that, I’m a man, I’m a man, I’m a man. No one could ever hurt me’.”

— Punch in the Face Poetry: “crude conversations with boys who fake laughter often.,” Warsan Shire 

[crystal-john]

Commission for @rain-fall-down. I hope you like it!!

Commissions

[pmamtraveller]

Victorian-style clasping hands belt.

[bsideheart]

more characters with psychic powers who get migraines and seizures after they use them. i wanna see someone kill a bunch of ppl with their mind and then lay in a dark room vomiting for two days

[spiribia]

it doesn't matter to cats what kind of bad week you're going through, they'll come into your room and start doing repeated bulldozer attacks on you

[orteil42]

given the current climate this pride especially i feel i must mention that i love my trans friends, i stand with trans people in the fight against transphobic legislation and those who would enforce it, and this blog is not a good place for you to be if you do not vibe with that

[claypigeonpottery]

saw some white park cattle and fell in love with their aesthetic, so naturally…

[claypigeonpottery]

sold

the tiny cloak was woven by @subpar-lemon-bar

[ursiday]

Earth

[m4nsch]

happy pride! remember that being a transgender is everything but fiction. there are so many real historical figures from every century about whose transgenderism we aren't even aware of

on this picture i drew Alexandr Andreevich Alexandrov - cavalry officer of the russian imperial army that participated in napoleonic wars. people persistently keep on misgendering mispronounsing deadnaming and calling him a crossdresser although alexandrov clearly stated that he didn't want to be called by his deadname and being treated like anything but a man. that's an interesting historical figure and i wanted to draw attention to his person. i can't tell everything about him in only one post so i recomend you to read about alexandrov by yourself

also be proud of yourself and remember that you're valid! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

[saltoncity]

girl is that a knife in your hand or are you jerking off your sharp detachable penis in my stomach

[hannahlockillustration]

Commission of Velcro for Brianne, who keeps eating their plants.

[tigerballoons]

One thing about getting into polar exploration, it really puts your own struggles into perspective. Sitting here like "it's 12 degrees in the house maybe I should put the heating on?" but it was minus something obscene on Melville Island in the winter of 1819 so actually I should stfu

[autistic-rock]

they should invent a job for autistic people where you get paid for thinking about special interest. At the end of the day your boss comes in hands you a form that asks "did you think about special interest today" & you answer "yeah " & then they give you a million dollar. every day forever.