Regaining Focus

She/Her/Hers l 27 l Chronically ill l Single l

[bluejayqueen]

I was explaining my new symptoms I was experiencing to someone. They responded “You are unlocking new character achievements.” 💀💀💀

[null-and-void-and-gone]

me when my disabilities disable me:

[stellaltumi]

my chronically ill best friend just said "I feel like the side effects part of a medication commercial" SO FUCKING TRUE BABE

[nightshadewine]

finding the online chronic illness community is like discovering a secret criminal underworld teeming with life. we all need a secret knock. (preferably one that can be done seated)

[1anonyymous1]

you ever just get in bed and ur like yep this is where i’m meant to be

[bluejayqueen]

I don’t know about y’all but the October slide is October sliding a little early this year.

[titsay]

[this-teen-is-on-fireee]

Moment of silence for all the heat sensitive disabled ppl as the world actively tries to kill us this summer

[god-of-identity]

i’d care if the person i reblogged this from vanished

idc if you reblog this from me but reblog it every time you see one of your friends or mutuals have reblogged it

[twistedbeanbagchair]

is it normal to daydream about a 1 story house so you can get food easily

[flowercrowncrip]

They should invent a showering method that doesn’t cause pain

[tritiumblanket]

explaining what orthostatic intolerance feels like to someone who's never experienced it like "every second standing is -1hp"

[bluejayqueen]

If it’s not chest pain it’s dizziness, shortness of breath, headaches, feeling too cold, feeling too hot or palpitations…

It’s always something.

[fibro-memes]

[peachjugo]

have you joined the chronic pain club today? it's not too late!

[chronicpaingirlie]

being disabled is so fun because sometimes you can just be going about your day like normal and with zero warning your body will be like you have to lay down Right Now or you will pass out

[bluejayqueen]

This was me this entire week. 😮‍💨

[bluejayqueen]

After matching with a guy on a dating app, we had chatted for a little bit as we got to know each other. I finally decided to just tell him my chronic illness. Not going to details, but just tell him that I have a chronic illness just to rip the Band-Aid off. To my surprise being asked questions about my illness, which was fine. however, he asked the question “does it affect you every day life?“. And at this point I was already scared because I knew that once I answered this things were going to change so I said, “yes it does affect my everyday life.” he immediately unmatched me.Obviously I’m disappointed because my fears came true. I am learning to accept myself, I wonder will anyone else accept me? There has been a little piece of me in the back of my mind who is scared that no man will want me. I don’t need a man. I will be fine without one. But with all this isolation, I can’t help but fantasize about the idea of having someone who loves all of me. I don’t wanna be alone forever.