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                        hello!  are you interested in an  INDEPENDENT & PRIVATE MULTI-MUSE  blog featuring characters from  INFINITY TRAIN,  RESIDENT EVIL,  PERSONA,  DEAD BY DAYLIGHT,  AND SOUL EATER?  then  matrite  might be the place for you!  written by orpheus,  a goober with 7+ years of on-and-off tumblr rp experience.  you can find my  RULES AND MUSES  here!  just like or reblog this post and i’ll check you out!

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HIATUS UPDATE:

had my first really good mental health day in weeks today.  human verbal socialization on a regular basis has been doing wonders for me,  who knew.  ( it also helps that i had very good luck at walmart and six games i’ve been eyeing for months were all between $5 and $10. )  i’m more confident behind the wheel and i’m doing well in school.  i  THINK  i’m getting better;  which means i might be able to try and do some replies soon.  i’m not making any promises yet,  because today could always have been an outlier and i could feel bad again tomorrow,  but things are starting to look up and i might be well enough to rp within the next week or so.

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happy anniversary to my favorite game of all time

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                          rem ran out of time before she could finish writing l’s name in the death note.  he doesn’t completely understand what happened ...  but he knows that,  whatever it was,  he only survived by luck or chance.

                          he immediately stopped working with the task force,  knowing he got far too close.  spent time mourning watari,  visited wammy’s house,  and then pulled himself up and started working to catch kira  --  far more carefully this time,  taking fewer risks,  keeping a close eye on his suspects from hiding.

                            l isn’t ready to die  JUST YET  --  and he doesn’t want to rush into sending many more to their deaths anytime soon,  either.

                            even if it takes him a  HUNDRED YEARS,  he’ll catch kira.

[ultgmrgrl]

@blueveines wants to be summoned.

⟶ 「♡」 ⟵

                    she remembered something along the lines of this spiritual walkthrough, mainly from some skiffy game handed off from a yard sale. a stock dvd for the pc, including some horror tropes & additionally a segment that needed further investigation. hands steadied the sides of her laptop, having just ushered her mouse over the - EXTRAS - tab on the menu. the screen blanked before a conjugation of words appeared, the clashing colors enough to strain her eyes.

                     purples, green — black & white — everything stained her sight like some digital copy of a sanskrit scroll. tired from the late night she was pulling, nanami simply rolled knuckles under her eyelids & let her vision clear with a yawn. let’s see… it’s just some voice recognition feature, right? can’t be too bad. hairs stood up on the back of her neck, the hoodied figure sitting up on her bed, cross-legged lap keeping the screen aloft.

                               ❛ - some kind of latin name… definitely gives off those movie vibes. - ❜                     hands raise above herself to mimic a spell casting, fingers wiggling for emphasis.                                ❛ - though i know i should be wary, still i venture someplace scary! - ❜

                    her throat ran dry. hesitation rode on her spine like tar, brows furrowing with sudden anxiety. what if this was a parlor trick? something felt off about reading aloud these phrases — yet curiosity drove her on.                                ❛ - ghostly hauntings i turn loose… - ❜

                    now for the hard part; up until now the words had changed color when read. seeing the name await her input made chiaki mull her tongue around the backs of teeth. it was a dull sensation, having a lack of true spirit dig her deeper. eyes squint, pinks vibrant with danger as she tries the first word.                                ❛ - bee… tul — goose? - ❜                     no luck on the last half. maybe —                                ❛ - juice. - ❜                     bingo!

                               ❛ - beetlejuice. - ❜

                    one more to go. synapses were firing off like firecrackers, wonder spiraling in her head as wind blew down her back unbeknownst to her. the windows were shut.                                ❛ - bee - ❜                     almost there.                                ❛ - tul - ❜                     come on, just one more!                                ❛ - JUICE! - ❜

                    & suddenly, the lights cut.                    darkness crawled.                    chiaki nanami was forced into silence.

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                         beetlejuice’s days have mostly been spent in solitary boredom in the months since his last human went away to university.  she doesn’t have as much time for ghostly hijinks anymore,  so the  ghost with the most  has been lonely and without much to do.  the specific website page that his little poem was left on had been her doing;  “ maybe someone will summon you and give you something to do, ”  she said,  and in the last few months there had been no bites.  he’s had his end open on the opposite side of his room in the neitherworld as he lounges around or doodles.

                           when he hears a voice trying to recite the poem,  he leaps up like an excited puppy and rushes over to the computer - like device.  beetlejuice leans in close,  vibrating with excitement.  FINALLY!  something to  do!  someone to see him!  she bungles the pronunciation of his name a little bit at first,  but that’s fine,  most people do.  betelgeuse  isn’t the easiest word in the world to say,  that’s why he goes by the alternate spelling.

                             the ghost wrings his hands,  lips curling into a grin as she says it once,  twice.  his anticipation is probably messing with the atmosphere on the other side a bit,  but he’s not fully aware of it. 

                             he’s already moving by the time she says it a third time.

                            the  juice  is hardly out of her mouth as he bursts through the computer screen  ( not causing any damage,  luckily for him )  with a boisterous declaration of  “ IT’S  SHOWTIME! ”

                             he flies a lap around the room,  laughing maniacally just for the sake of being  EXTRA.  once he’s done being dramatic and spooky,  he sits on the edge of her desk,  a leg folded over the other and yellowed teeth still visible in a wide smile. 

                             “ HELLO,  HELLO!  i’m the bio - exorcist,  the ghost with the most,  and i am here to  SPICE THINGS UP! ”

                             he might be a  LITTLE  overflowing with energy.

                              “ whatcha need,  babe?  gotta get rid of someone?  just looking for some fun and mischief? ”

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fatechosen​:

                 { @blueveines​ - Tamaki asked for a starter! }

         “Sempai,” she calls, her tone rather tired. She’s not even going to try and understand why he’s upset now.

        “What are you doing?” Part of her isn’t too sure that she wants to know. She doesn’t really want his antics directed at her. It’s been a long day and all she really wants to do is finish her homework.

                         tamaki is currently dramatically draped over a couch,  staring at the ceiling and muttering to himself as he examines the ceiling.  occasionally,  he forms his fingers into a square and holds them up.

                            when haruhi acknowledges him,  though,  he almost seems to perk up.  “ i’m trying to plan out a mural to immortalize my devastation.  it’ll be like the  sistine chapel. ”

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                                                          @meliisonant  //  cont. from x

                         it’s nice to see ryuji confident.  he definitely seems happier,  and his boyfriend being happy makes goro happy.  ( or as close to happy as he could possibly get,  anyway,  that isn’t always the easiest thing in the world. )  

                           on a more selfish note,  he’s definitely more attractive when he feels good about himself,  and goro is kind of repressed and thirsty.  he’s free for once,  and the pictures sent to him have gotten him feeling ...  some kind of way.

                            any attempt to read a book or sort through his paperwork while waiting for ryuji to get to the apartment fell through.  he’s a little annoyed by how distracted he is,  but mostly he’s just impatient.  when his boyfriend arrives,  kisses him,  holds him,  goro can’t help but melt.  a faint groan escapes him,  and he squeezes the other’s ass.

                             “ touching me  --  touching you, ”  he responds distractedly,  nudging his face against the side of ryuji’s neck and leaving gentle bites.  he moves a bit further back into the apartment so he can kick the door closed, tugging the other along with him.  “ i’m not terribly picky today. ”

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                                         @cowardlycourier  //  starter call  ( valentine )

                   “ it’s not often we get people from the ncr around here. ”

                    even rarer that they end up in valentine’s office.  he may be one of the more well known private investigators in the commonwealth,  but that doesn’t necessarily mean he’s known outside of diamond city.

                    “ you lose something?  or someone? ”

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                         oops!  fran.ziska von kar.ma  has landed on my muses list!  how on earth did she get there?

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                                                     @demaskuer​  //  starter call  ( wakaba )

                         “ you know ...  i could probably talk sojiro into letting you sleep in the house if you wanted.  it’s probably so drafty up there ...  i can only imagine how bad it’ll get when the weather starts getting colder. ”

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                                            @empatheticxangel​  //  starter call  ( crowley )

                         crowley walks out of aziraphale’s bookshop after a few hours just lounging around,  a book tucked under his arm  --  an encyclopedia of plants that his husband thought might interest him  --  and looks up to find an angel there.

                           he tenses,  and his brows furrow as he leans against the doorway,  his free arm extended across as if he’s trying to protect the place.  “ oi,  your lot’s tried punishing him already and it didn’t end too well.  run along. ”

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                                    @mediioxumate  //  starter call  ( nanako,  for souji )

                         “ big bro? ”

                          nanako calls out,  knocking on her cousin’s bedroom door before lowering herself to peek through the crack under the door  ( there’s no way she could ever even hope to pull herself to the window. )  she’s a little lonely.

                           “ i made some sandwiches.  d’you want one? ”

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                                                      @prxtag​  //  starter call  ( yukiko )

                         “ oh,  i see you around the tea shop in the shopping district a lot, ”  yukiko says as she sees caleb in the hall,  slowing to a stop.  “ does your family run it?  it’s probably hard to get started in such a small town,  but ...  it’ll be worth it eventually.  my family runs the local inn,  so if you need any help or extra work,  we’d be happy to help. ”

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@mediioxumate​ inquired:  Akira hums as he all but sneaks up behind his girlfriend, wrapping arms around her waist from behind. Sumi looked spaced out, a bit of a worried furrow in her brow. He turns his head to place a gentle kiss on her cheek. "Everything okay?"

                                                                        💙 💙 💙

                          sumire tries pretty hard to hide whenever she’s struggling.  it’s not really a conscious thing anymore,  but struggling quietly is still her main method of going about things.  it’s not healthy,  and it’s led to her frequently just letting things bottle up until they explode,  but she doesn’t really know any other way.

                            she gasps softly when he holds her,  and leans her head against him with a little sigh.  “ yeah,  i’m ...  everything’s fine. ”  that’s not  TECHNICALLY  true,  but she’s sure she’ll be fine again before long.  the weight of thinking she should be the one who died  --  she was always the less talented twin,  she’s the one who could probably add the least to the world by staying in it.  but still ...  she’s the one who’s here.

                             and besides ...  she has friends now.  she has  akira  now.  her gymnastics are improving and her grades are good.  she should be happy about all that.  it’s just ...  hard.

                               “ sorry,  i didn’t mean to worry you. ”

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What Do You Wish You Could Say?

tagged by: @mediioxumate thanks jo!

tagging: anyone who wants to!

[ sadayo ]

"everyone else is more important than me."

you're deathly afraid of being selfish. you're also deathly afraid of being forgotten. all you want is to be somebody's favorite person, but that feels like a far off dream. you try and make yourself interesting so that people stick around you. it doesn't feel like that's working. you want to hang out more with your friends, but it seems like they're always busy or that they have better friends than you.

[ sumire ]

"i'm hurting and help is beyond me."

there's something going on with you mentally. you haven't told anyone because you don't want to drag them down with you. it kills you on the daily and you feel like you're falling apart, however, nobody's noticed. you feel like you should be thankful for that, but it just hurts more. you feel selfish and weak for wanting help, yet something deep and knotted beneath your diaphragm is screaming to let go of the pain and let someone else handle it for awhile.

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i’m back,  so how about a  STARTER CALL?  specify a muse or i’ll randomize one based on the interest check!