Body in Abyss @bodilyabyss - Tumblr Blog

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i’m printing this out and i’m putting it on the mirror so i can confront myself with it

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who up wasting their only shot at life through complete and utter inaction

heavensghost

Words from Clarice Lispector in The Hour of the Star

sillylittleshromp

what if we had a qpr together and had a relationship not romantic but more than a friendship. were our lives intertwined together in such beautiful ways and we lived happily together

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I'm yearning. Again.

I want you to hold me. In your couch for the night. We let the hours pass. Time doesn't exist, only you and me. We exist in each other. No responsibilities, no rushes.

I want to hold you. In my arms. I want to comfort you, tell you everything will be alright.

I want to run away with you. Share a lovely house. See you smiling for so long, after an exhausting existence.

I want to see your eyes shine and your lovely smile. I want to see you happy and succeeding.

I want to braid your beautiful curls. I want you to braid my hair too.

I want to be even closer to you. To be one with you. To have long nights together, talking about life, our worries and expectations.

I want to make you hot chocolate and give you rest. I want to take you to beautiful places. Don't worry. You don't have to reciprocate the gift. Your kindness is enough.

I want to look at the stars with you, on a lovely summer night.

I want to be an active part in your future. Please don't leave me.

watermelonbugs

Having an alterous crush is so weird cause like.

What do you mean I want to be friends but also I think it's adorable when I fluster you and I think I could spend the rest of my life doing that. And like I wanna be your boyfriend but not like THAT, I wanna hang out but I don't wanna go on dates, I wanna kiss you but never on the lips, like maybe your hands or your forehead or your cheek or anywhere less romantically charged. I wanna hold your hand but like only sometimes, and only if it's not a big deal. But also it can be romantic just not like THAT. But also kinda like that?

And like it's fine if it's entirely romantic to you, that's cool. It's not to me. It's this weird blend of both. But also??? Don't make it weird and hugely romantic. But I could buy you flowers and call you my valentine in February, but like as friends-but-also-not. I want to hold you in my arms and comfort you and be your rock. But like. Not as friends but also not romantically. I adore you but not like you want me to but also it's like halfway there.

And no I might not get butterflies, but I do get a huge stupid smile on my face when you text me. So that's something.

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Guys aromantic yearning shouldn't be possible what the fuck keyboard smash

dog-teeth

yall ever just yearn? ever get filled with the most profound sense of longing for something you cant understand? yall ever crave? ever have an unexplainable ache?