[nasnyys]

i don’t even have anything productive to say just know i’m sitting here totally consumed by niallruben. someone else said this a while ago but it really is a show about the unseen. we’re shown several pivotal points in their relationship but there’s so many years and moments we’re never privy to. niall calls ruben in the middle of the night after his first few days at college & ruben immediately knows what it’s about, doesn’t even have to ask. “just say the words.” so they’ve had a conversation about this? “i need you.” it’s crazy. can you imagine the months leading up to niall leaving for college? how tense and weird it probably was between them as they clung to each other without really talking about why. the distance and the closeness that constantly ebbs and flows through their relationship

[koiagain]

im going to fix my entire life

[fruitcakebro]

When?

[koiagain]

Like Um. later

[lazybakerart]

tap tap tap part 2

[wulfhalls]

he was in love with his brother here.................

[bambicest]

i just cant get over that show being in our lives for 2months and then disappearing forever lik how did it go so fast

im coping

[wulfhalls]

Ruben looking at Niall during the smoking scene is sooooooo "I did something to you that I think I might regret but now that I've seen you like that I also can't stop thinking about it and I expected you to be angry but you don't ever lash out but now you're next to me glowing in the sun and I know what you look like and feel like when you're having sex and I'm pretty sure I just sealed my fate to remember that for the rest of my life but right now you're asking to smoke with me like everything is going to be okay and maybe it actually is" (they were in love there)

most unguarded vulnerable moment we have of ruben. makes u thinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. (and they were in love here 😭😫😵‍💫)

[putrefae]

[unholyfeasting]

halfman (2026) / nosferatu (2024)

[wulfhalls]

to me.

[rubenniall]

these shots are so possessive and delicious

[rylandgracie]

i genuinely unironically wholeheartedly believe that if ruben and niall ever named the thing between them and kissed even once they’d have instantly moved in together and speed-ran the entire relationship to an insane point. it’d give everyone around them whiplash, they’d u-haul the shit out of it

[rylandgracie]

[danielsarmand]

type of shit niall kennedy would post

[name-of-the-radio]

ocd will have you feeling like Orpheus trying not to look back

[homeless-dionysus]

so where is the gadd/bell rpf . why isn't it just every third post on my dash 500 words of the most insane smut i have ever read in my life . where is it

[morganadelacour]

Regarding Niall's feelings for Ruben and whether he knew about them: I think the way Niall - in the barn scene - so readily tells Ruben all about his love for him when asked implies that he has known about it for a while, maybe even started to accept it. During the whole show Niall's feelings for Ruben were one of his most well-kept secrets. He shoved them deep down into his subconscious, repressing and denying them so much that at times he probably genuinely "forgot" about them. So between the prison scene and the wedding there must have been something going on inside of Niall that made him - at least a bit - more aware of his love for Ruben. I think when he told Lori before the weddig that "maybe a small part of me misses him" he was fully aware that he was lying. I don't think "a small part missed him", I think Niall was yearning for Ruben with his whole being, despite his best efforts not to. And in that way Ruben's appearance at his wedding must have filled him both with horror and with relief.

[martindykewood]

theres some stuff im rather abnormal about