My BPD diary

Thoughts and stuff, you know?

[borderlinergirl]

The worst feeling is when everything in your life is so good rn, but you still feel so fucking shitty and miserable...

How do you justify feeling like this while all the people around you give you so much just to see you smile.

Make me hate myself so much

[borderlinergirl]

Stumble upon an old conversation, and I AM DYING 😂😂😂

[bepeu-deactivated20171202]

pretty cool how everybody can fuck off

[emoglitter-deactivated20180731]

why has no one fallen in love w/ me yet i’m so bored

[siickangel]

my emotions are tearing me apart// from my journal

[borderlinergirl]

Why am I not enough?

[borderlinergirl]

I'm a hopeless case, can I just die?

[the-suicide-effect]

"Maybe he left because he saw me the way I see myself"

[real-demons]

Too many things are going on at the moment.

I can‘t handle anything anymore. I really can’t!

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[chasing-perfection26-deactivate]

I wish I felt the love that I needed my entire life

[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[leafsea]

insufficient // 3.10.2019

[borderlinergirl]

I think I need peace and quiet for at least a couple years before I can even get close to start functioning normally...

[brokenflicker]

“The worst part of having a mental illness is people expect you to behave as if you don’t.”

— Joker (2019)

[bloomflowersbloom]

[spawnofs8tan]

as someone with bpd why is it so hard to get over past relationships, especially ones with ex fp’s. i still have dreams about my ex’s and think about them all the time and it makes me wanna die