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Astronaut readjusts to life back on Earth
> Don’t give him a baby for a while.
HE GRABS THE CUP BUT THEN HE DROPS THE PEN 0.0003 SECONDS LATER
AND HE LOOKS UP AT THE CEILING INSTEAD OF AT THE GROUND WHEN HE CAN’T FIND THEM
I CAN’T STOP LAUGHING HE JUST DROPS IT
IT’S NOT FUNNY IT’S VERY LOGICAL THAT HE WOULD HAVE ADJUSTED TO LIVING LIFE WHILE HE WAS IN SPACE BECAUSE IT’S DIFFERENT FROM EARTH BUT I CAN’T FUCKING BREATHE
*THUNK*
YES IT’S BACK ON MY DASH THIS IS MY FAVORITE VIDEO
Today isn't just another other day.
I'm so confused.
I have some potentially big choices to make in the next few days and I don't know what to do and I have no one to talk to about it.
What do people normally do when they have no friends in their life and need to talk about stuff/ ask advice
I was hoping a run would help clear my head. It's usually really good at that, I think it's the endorphins.
This time however not so much. I was too in my head and it was a shit run!
Perhaps, somewhere, some day, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again.
Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita (via larmoyante)
The way you love is suffocating: ‘I miss you’ comes bleeding out like big hands wrapping around an already bruised neck. My skin is a wine-stained canvas from all the times you said you’d never leave.
Tina Tran, we came, we loved, we left (via absentions)
If I close my eyes, I can pretend to live in a world where memories of you don’t exist. In that utopia, maybe the flowers are blooming, maybe my rib cage will stop collapsing in itself, maybe this season of darkness will come to an end.
Tina Tran, winter (via absentions)
You know those moments you have where after having a conversation you think back on it and know exactly what you should have said and wish you did, well I’ve just had one of those. I’m not very good at putting things into words and most of the time when I do I unintentionally make things worse.
It’s obvious to anyone who has met me how much I love you and unfortunately some people use this against me and play on my fears and although you tell me how crazy I’m being and that it’ll never happen, the bad stuff always seems to sick around in the back of me head always there to make me feel awful with everyday events. Take today for instance instead of hearing what you said and thinking ‘oh, that’s ok he has family to see and he’ll come back soon to visit’ what I hear from that voice in the back of my head put there buy others playing on my fears is: 'yeah he has to see family (and that’s ok) but he won’t be back for a while. Why would he want to visit you?! He can do anything and you think he’s going to visit you? There’s a reason everyone’s left you. You’re nothing.
What I should have said was: I’m sorry that sometimes I come off as intense I don’t mean too and I wasn’t angry or upset I
thinking you where choosing seeing your family over spending time with me I just can’t help but have insecurities. Given my situation as you may understand I’ve been made to feel like I deserve all the pain I feel and I’m not worth anything.
I’m trying to work on it but as anyone who’s felt like this will know the bad stuff is hard to get rid of once it’s found a way into your mind.
________________________________________ Another draft. get out the drafts! It's dangerous!
You win!
I doubt you’re plagued with dreams, nightmares or a static state of living.
It’s not a competition but you win.
There’s a annoyingly accurate quote
“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.”
That’s me! People say I’m doing well but I think ive just refused to accept it like it’s not happened and soon we’ll be back together and pick up as it nothing happened.
I don’t know what you’re talking about? No my boyfriend if 5+ years didn’t just up and leave me! No I didn’t plan on living with him and eventually get married. I don’t know what you’re talking about. *nervous laughter*
So yeah now it’s kind of hit me that he’s not coming back, he’s not changing his mind and he’s not picking up the phone so now here I am.
And I can’t describe the feeling it’s the worst physical and emotional pain I’ve ever experienced.
I wish I knew how to love someone without killing myself. How to mend hearts without breaking my own. How to kiss and not create bruises.
Michelle K., Things I Wish I Knew How To Do (via cygnie)
I’ve spent a lot of my life being made to feel stupid & I’ve tried not to listen but today has made me feel like they were all right. Why can’t I do something so simple? If everyone else can do it why can’t I? And I think knowing that they’re right has got to me more than what actually happened today. However, I do have an amazing person in my life who won’t let me think that about myself & makes me laugh when I’m down (& boops me on the noose). He just has to hug me and I relax instantly, he’s the only person I feel truly safe around because I know he’ll never hurt me. Today he even took me to the zoo because he knew I was upset with how today went. I honestly don’t know what ill do without him when he goes away in January.
_____________________________________________ This was a fucking draft from before Valpo! "He's the only person I feel truly safe around because I know he'll never hurt me" What a stupid idiot I was. I'm in so much emotional and physical pain right now. And all I can do it try move on because it's obvious he's not coming back into my life.
i fell in love from the moment we kissed since then we've been history
Fuck your tumblr!
I wrote a really long post and the app closed on me!!!!!
I'll love you forever if I ever love at all
You know they're fast becoming my favourite band. How annoying is that?!
I know I've said it before but I honestly don't know how you're getting on? Are you ok? Have you moved on? Have you found someone else? Do you even think about me?
That's very neurotic isn't it? To assume you still think about me but I still think about you. I try not to, it hurts too much but I can't help it.
I found some more of your things and I don't know what to do. I don't know if I'm strong enough to see you again and not be flooded with emotion.
I don't know what to do and I would talk to my best friend but how cruel is it that that's you?!
Are you in a similar state? Are you hurting as much as me? Or at all?
What do I do? Please tell me what to do because I've never been more alone these past 49 days
i just had a musical orgasm
So this is what Superlock sounds like…
^ OH MY GOD
I stood by you and never stoped loving you not even for a second during your worst times.
I just wish you could have been there for me.
