im fucking lonely.

bpd w/schizophrenic tendencies. gad. ocd.taurus. bs in psych. choosing recovery.

[kipplekipple]

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.

[luxwing]

I think it is brave and also very sexy of me to continue living

[succulentbud]

shout out to all the brave and very sexy individuals who are still here with us despite life being tough. that’s extremely voluptuous and your meat is huge

[bordersline]

life with bpd is so damn hard bc ur out there wanting to advocate n raise awareness n reduce the stigma but even by saying the words ‘i have bpd’ u risk being told u must be abusive and manipulative and attention seeking. i fucking hate it

[bpd-taurusx]

update: i’m struggling so SO bad. i’m feeling impulsive and reckless. i’m feeling a ton of self hatred and loneliness. i’m feeling depressed af.

[state-of-nature-blog]

me to me: you stress me out

[behind-the-mental-illness]

Important Reminders said to me this past week:

Try not to be so hard on yourself; give yourself a break.

The things you used to be interested in like, writing and playing the guitar, are not going anywhere. Try not to put pressure on yourself or beat yourself up for not doing those things.

Don’t put pressure on yourself to decide right now. Take your time; it’s not all or nothing.

Basically, chill out dude.

[selflovewarrior]

[frevin]

very ridiculous that i am expected to graduate college and then do something else after that

[intensional]

FUCK emotionally stability!!!!! we having mental breakdowns every day in 2019

[tom-fuckery]

Some would say an everyday breakdown is a form of consistency, which is to say, stability

[intensional]

good news guys i’m emotionally stable

[mackenziesummertime]

That constant struggle between “I can’t show my symptoms or I’ll be a burden” and “why doesn’t anyone realize I’m suffering?”

[bpd-taurusx]

Update: Last night was super hard and even though I had horrible self harm urges I DIDNT DO ANYTHING. I am so proud of myself!! 😀 24 DAYS CLEAN OF SELF HARM!

[deathinfire-blog1]

[bpd-taurusx]

I’m about to fucking relapse. I can’t do this. 😖

[bpd-taurusx]

my mental health is deteriorating and i feel like no one understands :(

i can feel myself slipping back into depression

[oursaviorkellinquinn-deactivate]

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

[caringcactus22]

Things to do, when you just don’t know what to do! 🦋

Aka when you’re stressed out of your mind

* Get snuggled under lots of nice blankets

* Have a shower!

* Have a nap (omg the amount of times I’ve woken up feeling so much better. It’s a gamble though)

* Drink some water

* Have some food (Can be healthy or just something you love. Or both! You deserve to eat)

* Find a pet to hug

* Watch your favourite tv show or movie, something you know you’ll enjoy

* Listen to some happy upbeat music, move and dance around if you feel like it/make a playlist

* Draw something (on yourself can help with SH urges)

* Paint your nails

* Read a book

* Get out the house! Take a walk outside, breathe some fresh air

* Change your clothes if you need to

* Talk to someone, it can be about anything. In person, over the phone or texting

* Do some stretches

* Mindfulness

* Rearrange or tidy your room

* Breathe! You’ll get through this 💛

These may not be the best, but I really hope they help at least someone 💙

Feel free to add your own ideas! I’d love to give them a go too

Stay safe 🌵

[anniespositivity]

For everyone who is currently hitting rock bottom again; for everyone who feels the sadness slowly coming back; for everyone who feels broken inside but there is no one who really cares; for everyone who simply feels unbelievably down, no matter why; this one is for you: You will get through this, darling. You have been there a thousand times and you always made it through. You can do it again. I know, it seems so unfair and I know, it hurts. But you are strong enough to make it through. You didn’t fight this battle over and over again just to stop now. So many good things are on their way to you, please make sure to be here to experience them. This too shall pass, my love. Take care of yourself and hold on just a little longer. You are capable and I am rooting for you.