The BPD Feels Train

All aboard doot-doot

[bpdsoundsfakebutok]

"Living with BPD sounds so exhausting!"

There we have it folks that’s it there it is the official absolute Understatement of the Century™

[bpclrose]

having multiple contradicting mental disorders is such an inner battle bc u have ur bpd that’s like “we need attention!!” but ur social anxiety that’s like “pls don’t look at me…” and then u also have depression that’s like “let’s stay in bed all day bc u don’t have the emotional energy to do anything else” and ur anxiety is like “why are u staying in bed?!?!?!?!! we have so much stuff to do!!!!!!!!” and idk i just think ppl deserve a lot more recognition for doing the simple things bc sometimes with the war in our head that’s the best we can do

[bpdqt]

favorite person texted me!!!!!!!!

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my selｆ 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠＯOOＯOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

[bpdfeelstrain-blog]

Me: *is angry*

Me: *is suddenly sad and feeling guilty*

Me: ah there it is

[dirtcola-deactivated20250715]

“I should really get out more”, I say to myself as I spend another weekend refusing to leave my bedroom because I couldn’t muster up the emotional fortitude to go outside

[bpdfeelstrain-blog]

BPD: wait ten minutes then regret every irreversible decision you've ever made even though you were really excited about them before now

BPD: spend lots of money that you don't have on peacock painting even though you don't like peacocks and don't have need/room for anymore paintings right now.

BPD: lay on top of your significant other and tell them you love them more than anything

BPD: break up with your significant other. what were you thinking? You hate them.

BPD: no but wait I love you come back

BPD: u want to die. u are garbage. Nothing. U suck.

BPD: Oh. Sad. Here's two bags of chips, a pint of ice cream, 1/2 pound of chicken salad, ninety-two m&ms, and a gallon of strawberry mango smoothie

BPD: why am I so fat oh my god I'm never eating again

BPD: I AM SO FUCKING ECSTATIC ABOUT LIFE RN I BET I CAN CLEAN THIS ENTIRE HOUSE AND REUPHOLSTER THE FURNITURE IN FIFTEEN MINUTES

BPD: nope

[bpdfeelstrain-blog]

Me: [doesn't realize or recognize the severity of the situation I'm in]

Everyone: wow u are so chill about everything

Me, definitely dissociating: lol yeah I just roll with the punches I guess

[flukeman420-deactivated20160930]

brain: obsess over someone you barely know me: why brain: you gotta

[bpdfeelstrain-blog]

me: shows something i’m proud of to my favorite person

fp: doesn’t act like the proud parent of a prodigal child

me: oh haha it’s okay haha yeah not that good -crushes thing- -crushes soul-

me: haha

[canadad-deactivated20171111]

*favourite person to talk to goes to bed* brain: haha fucker its me and you now

[bpdfeelstrain-blog]

me: i'm very emotionally unstable, there's no telling when i'll act out

me: *stares at wall for 5 hours*

[bpdfeelstrain-blog]

me: *fucks up* ok but please don't hate me I'm so sorry

them: I could never hate you, you're important to me

me: ... ok but please stop lying to me, ok?

[bpdfeelstrain-blog]

favorite person: (constantly talks to me about how great all their other friends are)

me: nice. I'm So Happy For You. also if u want me dead just say it to my face :)

[hauntedmasc]

Me: * is clingy desperate and jealous* Me: *finally gets attention* Me: *is distant* Me: what the fuck

[lindy-leukos-deactivated2014110]

Helpful tip with BPD: People with borderline personality disorder can often read emotions more accurately than other people EXCEPT anger. People with borderline frequently mistake neutrality for anger. Please do not yell at us when we get defensive for no reason. Patiently explain instead.

[bpdfeelstrain-blog]

Me: *chilling minding my own business*

BPD: destroy every positive relationship in your life.

Me: why?

BPD: you gotta

[cavetelarum]

tfw ur mentally ill af and u know ur being ridiculous and overdramatic and ur just watching urself like :)))))))))))