Brief Summary: A hidden string of one night stands between yourself and Severus Snape quickly lead you both in a way neither of you wanted to go.
Warnings: SMUT, CURSING, ANGST, LUCIUS IS A SHIT, FRED AND GEORGE KNOW. LOTS MORE SEX. Yeah plus cursing.
Pairing: Severus Snape X Female!Reader
The gentle morning light caressed your face as you were sleeping off your latest hangover. Halloween had been last night and as the students were throwing their parties and what not so were the teachers.
You smiled slightly thinking back to some of the things that happened within Dumbledore’s office last night. McGonagall and you doing karaoke to muggle songs you both hardly knew. Various teachers wearing cute masks and Muggle candies being served just about everywhere. And let’s not forget the booze. Firewhisky, as much as everyone could drink. Albus really knew how to throw a party.
That’s when you heard a soft groan from beside you and glanced over to see none other than Severus Snape, the Potions teacher laying beside you, rather naked. A smile formed on your lips before glancing around his bedroom, you were quite accustomed to waking up here. However, neither of you would admit that you actually needed each other. With a soft sigh eyes traveling over him, you leaned over and placed a soft kiss to his cheek before getting out of the bed and collecting your robes. Slipping them on you gave him one last glance before making the trek from the dungeons to your room on the second floor.
It was early before 7 am for sure, a concealing spell made it look as if you were awake and well dressed as always. Humming softly to yourself as you rather danced down the halls in your own little world until you stumbled into Albus.
“Good Morning, Y/N. You look rather cheerful this morning.” He smiles, knowing all too well what happened. Every teacher knew about Severus’ and your little love affair. Though no one ever seemed to mention it around either of you, they wished the two of you would get together.
“I slept really well last night, Firewhisky will do that.” You smile at your own joke before offering Albus a warm smile. Every morning after drinking too much and spending the night with Severus you always felt so much better.
“As I’m sure a certain Potions Professor had nothing to do with it.” He teased before gesturing for her to follow him as they headed back towards her room. You blushed softly, knowing it was no secret that you and Severus spent the night together. You were all over him at the party last night, you always were when you were drunk and he never seemed to mind it.
/////Just thinking about last night gave you shivers. Severus and you laughing at the idea of Muggles actually dressing up so silly like and going door to door for candy. Leaning on him as the firewhisky started to make your legs like jello. His soft smile as he wraps an arm around your lower back. Your lips leaving a small hickey or two on his neck teasing him before you both headed back to his room laughing and smiling. Him pushing you against every darkened corner just to press his warm body against you and claim your lips with his own.//////
“Y/N?” Albus hummed before softly setting a hand on your shoulder pulling you out of your little trance. You offer a sheepish smile before glancing at him.
“Sorry Albus, I got distracted.” You whispered a soft pink tinting your cheeks as you looked down the hallway seeing a few students running about to have a little fun before breakfast.
“I’ve never known a Ravenclaw to get distracted unless it was with their nose in a book. Then again you have quite a reason to be distracted don’t you?” His soft smile let you know he was just being playful and didn’t mean to embarrass you.
“Albus you act as though it’s to be some,” You looked around before whispering “Scandal. It’s just a few moments of weakness between consenting adults.” Glancing around once more before you start on the changing staircase towards the second level of Hogwarts.
“It is, I haven’t seen one like this since my teaching days.” He chuckled tenderly before softly touching your arm once they were at the top of the changing staircase stopping you. “Severus, he isn’t like anyone you’ve ever met. He’s tough around the edges but is just afraid to be hurt again. He will attempt to push you away, don’t let him.” Albus’ blue eyes softening as he looking into your E/C eyes with concern.
“Albus, it’s just… sex.” You whisper before putting your hand over his while smiling. “A good night one in a while. It’s nothing serious, we aren’t the type to marry and settle down.” You squeezed his hand before heading off towards your room with a slight hop still in your step.
You knew you would never get a chance to be with Severus, not that you wanted a relationship anyway. Running your hand along the wall as you entered your classroom smiling to yourself. You didn’t mind having a good night once in a while and didn’t ever mind that it was with Severus. Looking over your desk you mumbled the counter concealing spell as you ran your fingers through your still disturbed sex hair. A smile on your lips as you headed into your adjoining studio dorm.
Once you saw yourself in the mirror you laughed softly running your hand over the hickeys on your neck that ran down your chest. Severus was always careful about hickeys and leaving them where you could hide them without a concealing spell. On very few, passionate occasions he let himself lose control. Last night was one of those nights.
////You two were making out in the school hallways after all. Being pushed up against the cold stone wall the chill easily slipping through your dress robes. Severus’ body heat and hands setting your body on fire as well. You pulled him closer hands tangling your fingers in his soft raven locks. His hands moving to your hips to pull you even closer into his dark robes. By now you could feel his erection forming through his tight trousers and it only spurred you on more to do naughty things in the hallways. A soft hiss left his lips as you slid a hand down his chest grazing your fingers slowly over the bulge in his pants. He moved his lips down to your neck biting you quite roughly making you whimper while you bit your lip. “Severus- Ah. Please.” You whispered as he quickly took your hand in his and nearly ran down the stairs to the dungeon./////
“Professor Lawson?” A small voice called from your office. You quickly redid the concealing spell and headed out to see one of your 2nd-year students looking nervously.
“What is it, Timothy?” You hum as you touch his head softly before gesturing for him to sit down in the comfy chairs you had in your office. It was well lit and full of soft colors that made it inviting and a happy space for anyone.
“I- I forgot to turn in my report last class because I had lost my notebook. I- well. Would you still accept it?” His voice got smaller as he sat in the big chair staring at his feet. You kneeled beside the chair and petting his head softly.
“Did Carter take your notebook again?” You whispered tenderly watching as the small boy nodded. A sad smile on your lips as you held out your hand. “Of course I’ll accept it, Timothy. But I will be having a talk with Carter about this foolishness, don’t worry I’ll leave you out.” You hum as the small boy looks up at you with big brown eyes a small smile on his mouth.
“Really? You would do that for me, Professor?” His eyes seemed to sparkle and you nodded before you stood setting the report on your desk before smiling to the young boy.
“Of course Timothy. If he bothers you again let me know. Now go on, you’re going to be late for breakfast.” You hold out your wand and open your office door for him as he adjusts his bag on his shoulder before nodding.
“Thank you, Professor!” He nearly cheers as he bounces up and heads out the door calling out to some passing friends no doubt. You turn to the report and glance over it, Timothy was a good student and the sweetest Ravenclaw. A house after your own heart being one when you attended Hogwarts all those years ago.
Walking back into your adjoining dorm you shut the door behind you and quickly bath so you wouldn’t smell of firewhiskey and potions at this morning’s breakfast. Everyone knew but you never wanted to be a dead give away. After your bath, you got out and dressed in dark blue robes before throwing your wet hair up into a bun before making your way to breakfast.
You weren’t the last to arrive, in fact, you had even arrived before Severus which was rare. Then again he was still sound asleep when you had left, last night clearly taking a toll on him. Taking your seat beside McGonagall, you shoot her a soft smile.
“Goodmorning, Minerva.” You hum as you look over all of the students filling into the great hall after all the parties and such last night. Quite a few students were still sleeping off last night no doubt.
“Morning Y/N, Sleep well?” She chimed as everyone starts to eat. She wasn’t trying to pry, she never was. She was one of your closest friends here. Minerva and Filius, they were always there for you.
“I did in fact, what about yourself?” You replied before starting on your toast. You didn’t have much of a hangover thankfully, then again it didn’t take much firewhiskey for you to admit your feelings for the potions professor.
“After making sure the rest of the professors made it to their quarters safely I did sleep rather peacefully.” She remarked before starting on her own breakfast. There was quite a bit of small talk between the two of you. Nothing really important was discussed, just about the upcoming Quidditch game and what you both would do over Christmas.
By the time breakfast was over Severus still hadn’t arrived, worried that he might be having a really bad hangover you went to the kitchen and fixed him a plate before stopping by the hospital wing and grabbed a bottle of Drought of Resaca, a little potion you had invented back in high school to cure headaches and nausea. Mainly as a way to ace your N.E.W.T.S after a night of drinking. With these items, you quickly made your way to the dungeons knowing Severus had a class this morning.
Once you entered his office you knocked on the door to his adjoining quarters with no answer you entered to see him hiding his face in a pillow groaning. Looking over him you let out a soft chuckle before setting the items on the table by his bed. Sitting on ‘your’ side of the bed you place your hand on his back before seeing the surprise on his face when he lifts his face enough to see you.
“Y/n…?” he hesitated before sitting up slightly, not caring about the blankets falling and pooling around his waist. “Why- what are you doing here?” His voice was rough and hoarse, his black eyes squinting in the slightly lite room, he even looked a bit green.
“Shush. I brought you some things you have class soon.” You whispered before popping the top off of the Drought of Resaca, holding the purple liquid up to his lips. “It’s not the best tasting but it works.” Without his consent, you poured the thick liquid into his mouth. He gagged slightly once he swallowed his eyes even started to water a bit. Gently you wiped a tear rolling down his cheek before putting the plate of food on his lap.
“Eat, it will limit the after effects of the potion.” you directed before moving to pull out new dressing robes from his clothes and pick the old ones off the floor. Setting the new ones on the bed as you lit the fireplace with your wand.
“Why are you doing this?” He puzzled, quite thankful for all of this but didn’t understand why you were doing this. Maybe Dumbledore had asked her too, or maybe she felt bad about being with him last night. Now a slight frown appeared on his lips. Of course, she regretted being with him last night, she always did. He shouldn’t let it continue but the way she always said his name stirred him on and he couldn’t stop once he kissed her.
“You weren’t at breakfast, and I figured you were still hungover. So,” eluded the question before offering a sheepish smile setting out undergarments for him as well. “Do I need a reason to care about one of my fellow co-workers?” Mumbling you knew the reason you were here. You knew it was because you were in love with the Professor most students hated. But here you were making sure he wouldn’t be late for class.
“You aren’t required to do this. Even if Albus asked,” He scoffed “I’m more than capable of taking care of myself.” Still, he finished the plate and set it to the side as he swung his legs over to the side of his bed and got up. You knew he was still naked and even though you wanted to look you knew you shouldn’t.
“Albus didn’t ask me, Severus. I just care about you.” Sighing you set the tiny bottle on the plate before turning your back to him so he could dress.
As soon as he said he was decent you turned around and helped him with the many buttons on his robes before running your fingers through his hair to straight it out. He just looked at you, even closing his eyes a moment to indulge in the feeling of your hands for just a bit.
“I will never understand why you care about me,” he muttered before opening his black eyes again to look down at you. You let a slight smile slip onto your lips before standing up a bit straighter.
“You don’t have to understand it, you just have to respect it.” You admitted before taking a deep breath and placing a soft kiss on his chapped lips. Your hands softly resting on his chest, you couldn’t help it. He looked so kissable right now. He was stunned, to say the least, but slowly he found his arms snaking around her waist slowly. Ever bad thought slipping from his mind as you two shared this embrace.
Smiling softly against his lips you opened your mouth slightly, pulling on his bottom lip softly with your teeth. A breathy laugh left your lips as you released his lip and he looked gorgeous as his dark eyes flickered open then raising one eyebrow in a challenge like a manner. All you did was place a slightly rougher kiss to his lips with had every nerve in his body coming alive.
Whatever you saw in him he would never know, but you kiss was just as intoxicating as firewhiskey and he couldn’t ever get enough. His hands pulled you closer hoping he wasn’t overstepping as he slid one down to your arse. But judging by the soft moan you let out against his lips you didn’t mind. That’s when you found yourself being thrown onto his bed for the millionth time it seemed, but it would never be enough.
The way he removed his outer robe and left on his button up shirt and vest before crawling onto the bed over you. Hunger very apparent in his eyes. His lips landing on your neck as you let out a soft sigh of pleasure. Your hand snaking its way through his hair and tugging slightly when he let his teeth sink into your skin. Tipping your head back you ran your other hand down his chest slowly, both of you know where it was going. Where you both wanted this to lead, but neither of you would admit it. That was until.
“Professor Snape?” Called a student in his office. Both of you slightly groaned before he kissed you once more.
“I forgot I have a class to teach.” He sighed in annoyance before removing himself from the bed and returning his robes to his body. But his arousal was still present in his pants. You got up and pulled him into a hug before slipping your hand to grab his cock through his pants.
“We will finish this later.” You smirked placing a kiss on his cheek before casting a concealing spell over the both of you. Severus took a moment to regain himself before entering his office with a book in his hand looking at the student.
“Why are you not in the classroom.” He hissed as he pushed the child out of his office and nearly tugged him down the hall with him to his potions classroom. Even though this act was a bit aggressive he was actually in a pretty good mood.
You waited a few minutes before you deemed it safe to exit his office and head towards your own classroom when you ran into Fred and George Weasley who were no doubt up to something.
“Fred, George whatever are you two doing heading to Potions. You don’t have it this period.” You inquired before crossing your arms over your chest.
“Well, Professor Lawson. We could ask you the same. We could also ask why you were exiting Snape’s office in a manner of not wanting to be caught.” Fred smirked before George followed up with a grin.
“Unless you were looking for a few potions for class today?”
You glared at the boys, they were two of your favorite students and they were bloody brilliant. “Boys, it’s not safe to meddle about in the dungeons. Come, I’ll escort you both to Transfiguration myself.” And with that, you and the boys were headed off to the classroom. The just whispering among themselves but all it took was a glare from you to quiet them.
Once you were outside the door, you opened it and lead the boys in. McGonagall gave you a questionable look as she was about to give the boys detention no doubt. “Professor, sorry for disturbing but the Weasley boys were helping me collect and care a few items from the hospital wing for class today. I’m sorry I kept them.” You nodded to her before the boys quickly took their seats.
“I’ll let them slide this time, but don’t make a habit of it boys.” McGonagall shot you a raised eyebrow before a sly wink as you left the room with a smile on your face. You were sure she would want details later and she would get them for sure.
While avoiding thoughts of a certain black-haired professor you headed off to your classroom smiling as you entered. None of your students would be arriving for another 20 minutes. It gave you time to reflect and decide what creature you wanted to teach them about today. Finally deciding on teaching them about Runespoors you quickly sent an owl to Hagrid to retrieve one for class.
You and Hagrid worked closely with magical beasts, breeding and collecting various potion ingredients from them. It was your profession before you were asked to take a teaching position at Hogwarts, replacing Hagrid. You still asked for his help while you had classes. Someone had to look after the creatures and he was the most willing. Sure you could have kept the creatures on the farm you had, but it was easier to make a new world for them in a small hut a few yards from Hagrid’s shack in the forbidden forest which only opened with a key made of Manticore fangs. Putting an undetectable extension charm on the small shack was easy. Setting it up in various living spaces for the creatures was a bit harder, then moving them was a task in its self. Thankfully extension charms worked on everything, including bags.
Collecting everything you would need for class outside you just waited for the arrival of your students. Once all 15 of them, including the famous Harry Potter and friends, were present and accounted for you all made the trek down to Hagrid’s shack.
You didn’t let anyone complain as you then asked everyone to gather around you while you started class.
“Does anyone know what a Runespoor is?” You questioned looking over the faces of your students.
“It’s a three-headed snake Professor!” Hermione, thank god for her, answered.
“That’s correct Ms. Granger. A Runespoor is a three-headed snake from Burkina Faso, a country in Africa. They are also the only creature, to our knowledge, that lays its eggs through its mouth.” You smiled as you saw Hagrid holding his arms close to his chest. The class started to whisper among each other before you glared their way.
“Thank you, Hagrid.” You hummed as you held out your hands making a soft hissing noise as the 2 foot curled up white snake popped on of his heads up before the other two. It then slivered it’s way over onto your hands curling up again but this time with his heads watching the students.
“I know he doesn’t look like much now, but he’s gonna grow to be 6 to 7 feet long.” You rub the snake’s body where it’s 3 heads join together.
“Professor I thought Runespoors were supposed to be orange and black?” Hermione questioned holding her notebook and wand to her chest.
“You would be correct Ms. Granger. Little Dimitri here is albino. It’s a very very rare case even in the magic world. His family tried to kill him by leaving him for dead. Runespoors are very weak and vulnerable when they are newborns. Their parent’s need to protect them until they are a few months old. I found this little guy on my last trip to Africa and I couldn’t just leave him.” You smiled and stroked one of his 3 heads, he seemed to look happy while you did so.
“Why is he so tiny?” Draco called out moving forward.
“Mr. Malfoy, he is still a child. Like many of you. He has a long way to grow.” You held out the snake to the white haired boy. “Don’t be afraid, he’s harmless and shy.”
“I’m not afraid!” Draco nearly shouted but you saw his shaking hands as he lifted them to the snake. After his last interaction with a slightly dangerous creature, he was scared. But this was a snake and he was in Slytherin for crying out loud. You slowly put the small snake into his hands watching them both closely.
“He’s not very scaley.” A young Slytherin girl, Dalia, stepped up to look at the snake.
“He is currently shedding, his scales will grow back. Unlike normal Runespoors, albino ones shed their full scales. The scales can be used in potions such as Drought of Resaca, almost every potion for mental agility, and the rarer Interna Cura.” You went on to tell how to take care of one and how to handle an adult one if you ever came across one. Even practicing a few harmless spells on the little one.
After about 2 hours you dismissed class, “I would like everyone to write a short report on which magical creature they would like to learn about next and why. Class dismissed.” You then headed back to the small shack with Hagrid.
“Thank you, again, Hagrid. I’m glad I can rely on you to watch these creatures when I’m not around.” You hum holding the small Runespoor up to your shoulder as he wraps around your neck resting against the heat there.
“Of course, Y/N. It’s my pleasure.” He smiled and looked down at you before unlocking the shack and entering after you did. You moved through the small collection and treating area you created before heading out into the vast area where the creatures were. You held out your arm to the ground near the other 3 Runespoors as the small albino one left your neck and made its way onto the ground.
Looking at the larger Runespoors you smiled and touched the spot between their eyes. They loved this spot petted or touched. “Taking good care of him like always huh? Good. Help him grow up strong like you two.” You hum before nodding to the snakes as if they could understand you. Leaving the desert-like area where the snakes were you saw the mooncalves dancing in their full moon area. Surely they would be breeding soon and that excited you. Heading back to the collection shack where Hagrid had informed you that the only Augurey was sick.
“He hasn’t even been eating recently. I’m worried.” Hagrid expressed while petting the greenish-black feathers of the medium sized bird.
“Hey there, Severo. You feeling under the weather huh?” You whispered touching his black beak as it was streaked with white from illness. “This isn’t good at all. Hagrid I think I will take him with me. He needs to Especially medicine and I require help to make it. I will let you know of his status by nightfall.” You held out your arm for the bird, he weakly climbed on before making his way to your shoulder, lodging yourself between your shoulder and neck.
“Make sure you feed the Bicorn’s, Yeva is pregnant and needs extra protein these last few weeks.” With a smile, you slip on a heavier over robe with a hood and pull it up to keep the small bird warm in the cold November breeze. Then you left the shack quickly making your way back to the school.
Your first stop was Pomona Sprout you needed a few ingredients from her before you could head to Severus. Mandrake Restorative Draught was one of the potions that were needed to help Severo heal. Quickly talking with her about getting matured Mandrake roots and insisting it was an emergency. She quickly supplied you with what you needed and you were running down the hall to Dumbledores office.
“Y/n? What is it?” Dumbledore asked, concern filling his face as you removed the hood and showed the sick bird on your shoulder.
“If it isn’t too much to ask, I need a feather and tear from your Phoenix. It’s one of the only things that can save him.” You petted the bird as it let out a pitiful chirp.
“Why yes of course.” He quickly moved over and collected a feather before holding up a vile to the bird’s eye asking for a tear which it supplied. Once you were handed these items you put them in your robe pockets before nodding to him.
“Y/n? You are going to Severus correct?” You had nearly run out of the office before nodding.
“Yes, I am. Even I need help sometimes Albus.” You smile softly before heading out and towards the dungeons, racing down the halls and stairs. You had pulled your hood back up to hide your creature from the students just in case.
Once reaching the Potion Masters classroom you burst in as he was talking to none other than Fred and George Weasley. Stopping mid-sentence Severus stared at you.
“I need your help, Severus.” Your sad voice made his eyes go wide as he gestured you over.
“Get out, you two have Detention for the rest of the week.” He hissed as you came over and removed your hood. The last thing the Weasley boys saw was Snape moving his hands towards your face and leaning in.
The Weasley boys then ran to the Gryffindor common room to tell the other students about the new romance between the two professors.
“He’s sick Severus. I need your help to make the potions to cure him.” You whisper as his hands cup the bird and remove him from your neck.
“It’s a bad case of Blood Malediction. Did you get the feather and tear yet?” He whispered holding the bird and stroking its feathers.
“I did.” You quickly emptied your pockets, setting everything on the desk then pulling a small container from around your neck.
“Salamander blood as well. To help him heal faster.” You were nearly in tears as Severus handed you the bird back before quickly getting to work making the two potions at once.
Two hours later, applying both potions one to the bird’s feathers and skin and the other into his mouth and he was healing at a fast rate. You cried tears of joy and wrapped your arms around Severus holding him tightly.
“Thank you, so much.” You sniffled as you still held onto him watching your bird now stretch his wings before chirp at you happily.
“Don’t thank me yet, he needs to be fed this potion every 3 hours to make sure he is fully healed.” Severus’ voice was calm as he watches the bird before looking to her. “How did you come by an Augurey? Aren’t they meant to tell death?”
“No, they aren’t. They can just foretell rain. Little Severo here found me. During one of my collections in the forbidden forest. His chirping alerted me that rain was coming and he liked the taste of Angel’s Trumpet. Phoneix’s are immune to their poison.” You hummed while you reached out and stroked Severo.
“Severo?” He asked raising an eyebrow to you. Blushing softly you glanced up at him before shrugging.
“I didn’t wanna be too cheesy and name him Severus.” You whispered before turning your attention back to the bird.
“Why would you want to name one of your creatures after me?” He watched her closely trying to read her, sure he could read her mind but he swore he would never do that to her.
“Because” You whispered before turning to him. “He’s strong and stunning and mysterious and beautiful and damage. Like a certain Potions Master, I know.” A heated blush spread on your cheeks before he just stared at you. Roughly he shoved you against the desk, blocking you from getting again, hand closed tightly around your arm.
“Do not play games with me Y/N.” He hissed out in warning before you smiled softly. You knew this was an act, you knew he was scared. Without saying a word you grabbed the opening of his robes and pulled him to you, pressing your lips against his with a smug smirk.
He wanted to resist, to tell her to stop toying with him. But in his moment of weakness, he melted into her. Their lips moving in sync with each other desperately to finish what had started this morning. His hands snaked under your thighs, lifting you up onto his desk as he stood between your thighs. Your legs went around his waist to pull his hips into your with a moan. His arousal already tenting his pants as he parted from the kiss.
“You are vexatious.” He cursed as you reached your hands to quickly undo his pants.
“Do explain Severus. How Vexatious am I? Do I exasperate you? Irritate you? Provoke?” You purred your voice like honey in his ear as you kissed at the tender skin of his neck. Your hands quickly snaking their way to pull out his cock, the only answer he gave was a groan. His head falling forward onto your shoulder. You smirked and stroked his cock torturously slow before his hips started thrusting into your hands weakly.
“Y/N.” He nearly whined but bit his lip to keep himself quiet but he couldn’t help the small “Please” roll off his lips. You almost didn’t believe you could bring this dark and terrifying man to beg. Need was filling you almost as fast as it was him. You quickly hiked up your teaching robes and removed your underwear as you pulled him closer. He clearly got the hint because as soon as you released his cock, he was pushing into you. One hand around your back the other on the desk for balance. Your hands were in his hair pulling his lips to yours once again.
HIs thrusts were slow and firm as if he wanted to live through his feeling for the rest of his life. You let out moan after moan against his lips as his pace picked up. Soon your hands were running down his back, nails scratching him through the layers of clothes he was wearing. It was more than enough to cause his hips to snap forward into you harder as the desk started to creak.
“Fuck. Severus. Baby. Yes.” You moan out totally forgetting where you were, all that mattered was Severus and how good you made each other feel right now. His moans soon matched yours as his hands gripped your hips tightly. From the sweat dripping down his forehead, causing a few locks of black hair to stick there as he pounded into you. To the way, his eyes stared right through your soul it seemed. You knew he was close, and do to the warm build up in your lower stomach and the aching desire in your lower regions, you knew you wouldn’t last much longer either.
You both were dancing on the edge of bliss, so close. A few more thrusts and you both would be crying out and clinging to each other as your bodies trembled through it. However, you wouldn’t get that.
Just as you both were about to finish, Lucius Malfoy walked through the door with a smirk on his face. “Severus, Y/n.” He greeted unphased.
You both paused and hurried to quickly fix yourselves. You making sure Severus’ cock was put away while he tugged down your teaching robes. Your face beat red, Severus’ tinted pink. Most likely from sex, but you knew it was from embarrassment.
“What are you doing here Lucius!” He roared with angry, his hand slightly moving you behind him as he approached his 'friend’.
“Now, now Severus that’s no way to introduce me.” Lucius moved around Severus and arrived in front of you holding out his hand. “Lucius Malfoy. Let me say it’s a pleasure to meet the women who did my job for me.” He chuckled.
“Lucius,” Severus warned as he moved towards his friend.
“Y-your job?” You questioned more to yourself.
“Yes. The fornication, well. Deflowering if you will.” He hums before dropping his hand to his side. “Severus, surely you told the poor girl.” But from the angry on the black haired man faces he knew he did not.
“Oh, I see,” Lucius started before chuckling softly “Well now that she has been informed. Y/N I look forward to meeting you again. Severus.” He nodded to his friend who looked like he wished to hex the white-haired man as he exited the classroom.
“Severus-.” You started taking a step forward and placing your hand on his shoulder. He turned away from you and quickly exited the room not saying a word and no doubt running to lock himself inside his office.
You didn’t know what to say, you didn’t know a lot about his past. Just a few things Dumbledore had warned you about. Lily and James Potter and his death eater past. But this by far was a shock. Shaking your head you look to your bird as he sat nearly sleeping on a desk. You quickly wrote a note and tied it to his leg.
“Severo, return to Hagrid. He needs this note and this bottle.” You held the bottle out to the bird as he took it in his mouth before stretching his wings and flying into the wall, disappearing before he would have hit it. Now that you didn’t have to worry about that you did have Severus to worry about.
Quickly exiting the classroom and heading down the hallway you stopped outside his office door knocking. “Severus, please talk to me.” You spoke clearly so he could hear you but there was no response.
“Severus, please. I just wish to talk.” You leaned your forehead against his door, one hand softly placed against it. “Just open the door, give me five minutes please.” But he never did open the door. You almost thought about camping out, outside his door all night. But that wasn’t doable, you had a midnight class to teach. Checking the time you sighed before whispering, “I need you to talk to me Severus, but when you’re ready. I’ll wait.” and with that you wiped the tear falling from your eye and headed out towards Hagrid’s shack.
The class knew to meet you outside by midnight for the class. It was 3rd years, you had made arrangements so this class would take place on a Friday night so no classes were on Saturday. You didn’t tell Hagrid you were hurting but he could tell, he was good about that. Pulling you into a tight hug letting you know he was there for you. Offering a smile before you two started preparing for class.
Soon you were teaching a bunch of wide-eyed 3rd years about Mooncalves and letting the creatures investigate the students. Even giving the students food to feed them. Talking and teaching all of them about the magic of their dung and how they dance to find a mate. How they were harmless since most of them were shy but they could run fast so don’t ever chase one. Soon enough you and the students, as well as Hagrid, were sitting on the ground watching the Mooncalves dance to try and find a mate. You explaining everything along the way. There was no lovemaking, they would require a nest for this. Just attracting a mate. It was quite a class and it got your mind off of a certain professor for a while.
But soon it was over and the students were following you back towards the school, making sure each of them headed straight to bed. Then you headed back down to help Hagrid feed the creatures for the night. Taking your time while looking at your beautiful creatures.
“You resemble intense thought.” A growl of a voice pulled you from your little world as you see your only Manticore approach a large rock and lay upon it.
“Eidos, you scared me.” You smile before looking to see Hagrid feeding the Puffskeins.
“Such signifies no explanation.” He gruffed before shaking his mane.
“Yes, Eidos. I am in deep thought. Are you trying to offer me advice?” You chuckled at the idea, Eidos wasn’t like most Manticore. He was soft and kind. Hence his name, the Greek meaning is kind. He was rather an outcast who prefer the company of the human who saved him than the manticores who would of let him die.
“Whenever thou require accordingly, yes.”
“May I sit then?” you gestured to a rock beside the one he was laying upon.
“It’s quite a silly story of human affection. The person of my desire, well, I found out he had not had another mate before me. Which, don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind. But when I tried to talk to him about it, he all but shut down and ran. I’m sure my curiosity might have ruined what little we did have.” You sighed and glanced to Hagrid now playing with Bicorns. Especially the little ones who were just growing their horns.
“It appears as though he yearned for the discovery to stay secret. Consequently during thou happened upon this realization, he serves no knowledge on whence to advance.”
“Eidos, how do you know all this?” You chuckled softly before reflecting on his words. Maybe Severus really didn’t know how to approach this. “What do you think I should do then?”
“I speculate thou ought to deliver time to comprehend if his essence prevails loyal throughout exertion.” His voice was soft and he turned to face you, “If his essence renounces thou perhaps this existed not for eternity.”
“Thank you, Eidos. You are wise beyond your years.” You hum before holding your hand out and stroking his cheek. Maybe he was right, maybe if Severus couldn’t open up to you about this there was no reason to pursue this. Eidos leans into your touch before you stand and thank him for his advice. Quickly you finish feeding the creatures and head out with Hagrid.
“Ya’ know you can talk t'me if yeh need too.” His deep voice was comforting as you walked him to the door of his shack.
“I know Hagrid. Thank you.” You smile and touch his arm before heading up the path towards the school. But Severus seemed to slip back into your mind. You wanted nothing more than to make sure he was okay, maybe he would think you were asleep by now.
This made you walk a bit faster nearly running into the school and right into Dumbledore. “Y/n? What are you doing dear?” He chuckles softly rather thrown off by the way you were rushing.
“Albus!” You smiled before looking around. “Okay so. I have a bit of a problem. I found out something about Severus he would have preferred to keep private. How do I go about telling him I don’t mind it?” You blurted out before looking at your friend hopefully.
“Well,” He raised an eyebrow before gesturing you to walk with him as he unnoticeably made his way towards the dungeons. “Severus is a good man, difficult to open up. I’ve tried and I’ve only made so much success. But if he truly means that much to you, show him. He won’t know what to do at first but just show him you are staying. He’s never had that from a woman.” He looked at you knowingly before you nodded as you realized where you two were.
“But how am I to talk to him. he’s locked me out.” You whisper seeing how close you were to his office.Dumbledore just offers a smile before using his wand to unlock the door and gesturing for you to enter. You look from the now open door to him and whisper thank you before slipping inside as the door closed softly.
Taking a deep breath you found what little courage you had and made your way into his personal quarters. What neither of you expected was to lock eyes with each other. Severus was sitting on the edge of his bed looking like he had been crying when you met his dark eyes. He didn’t have a chance to get angry or to yell because you were by his side pulling him into a hug. Nothing was said and his arms didn’t leave his lap as you clung to him.
You didn’t know what to say, you wanted to tell him it didn’t matter, that you still wanted him. That you loved him. Wait, did you love him? You pulled your head up to cup his cheek, his eyes were closed jerking his head away from you. It broke your heart, maybe you did love him.
“Severus.” You whispered as you turned his face towards yours, his eyes were still tightly closed. You placed soft kisses under his eyes were they were streaked with salty tears before pressing your forehead to his. “I don’t care.” You whispered opening your eyes to look at him.
His eyes opened slowly as he pulled away from you slightly. “You. Don’t care!?” He nearly shouted as he stood and paced the room. “What do you mean you don’t care! This isn’t just something you can brush off! I used you! Why do you even care about me? Why are you even here!?” His voice was hoarse and harsh, the words falling off his tongue like venom.
“Because” You stood and grabbed his shoulders making him look at you “Because I care about you.” You wanted to tell him you loved him but that probably wouldn’t go over well right now.
“Why! Out of everyone here. Why do you care about me? Because poor pathetic Snivellus couldn’t get a girl? Because he’s so disgusting he couldn’t even find someone who wanted him sexual let alone otherwise? Because he’s so damaged that it’s a fucking joke? Is that what I am to you? A joke? Do you laugh at me with Minvera and Remus, fucking Remus? You’re shagging him, aren’t you? Took pity on me and decided to play along. Is this just a god damn joke?” He shouted, angry boiling up in him. He wanted nothing more than to hex you, obliviate you so you didn’t even know him. He didn’t want to play these stupid games.
You just waited till he was finished before raising an eyebrow at him. “Severus you know damn well-”
“What?!” He cut you off trying to appear bigger than you. “What do I know Y/N? Huh? That you actually would want to be with me? That’s funny, who put you up to this? Save it. This game has gone on long enough. Get out.” He glared at you as tears streamed from his eyes. “GET OUT!”
You didn’t move from your stop, your hands cupped his cheeks and wiped the tears from his eyes. “This was never a game. no one put me up to this. I want you, Severus. If you don’t feel the same, I’ll leave and never come back. We won’t even be friends if that is what you want.” You turned to look at the door. “But I want you, Severus. So much. I would never be with Remus. I only have eyes for you.” You whisper stroking his cheeks softly.
“How dare you lie to-” He started but you pulled him to your lips, your eyes closed tightly as a tear slipped down your cheek. Trying to get him to understand you weren’t lying. That you wanted him and everything he was and wasn’t.
He pulled away from the kiss searching your face for something, anything. Any sign you were lying any sign of you being given a love potion. Anything. You stared up at him hands sliding from his cheeks to rest on his shoulders. “If you want me to leave still, I will.” You whispered even though it broke your heart.
“No” It was small barely a whisper but it had you gazing up into softening black eyes. You watched each other for what seemed like hours. You didn’t say a word when he closed his eyes and pressed his forehead to yours. Your hands just pulled him a little closer wanting, no needing to mold into him. You did pull away from him and take his hand leading him to the bed. Slowly you pulled out your wand quickly casting a spell to remove both of your teaching robes leaving you only in your under clothes. You accio’d a shirt of his and put it on before gesturing for him to lay down.
He didn’t complain or mutter a word as he laid down, you laid beside him and pulled him into an embrace his head on your chest as your stroked his hair. You wanted to tell him everything that was going through your head, but there would be a time and place for that and it wasn’t now. You just held each other until you both fell into a restful sleep.
The next morning neither of you wanted to get up and thankfully you didn’t have to on a Saturday morning. You had woken up first and just smiled slightly. Last night was stressful but you knew today would be a better day for sure. Looking down at the beautiful man still laying on your chest you couldn’t help feeling your heart swell. How beautiful would it be to wake up every morning like this?
Leaning down slightly you placed a soft kiss on the top of his head which caused him to stir awake and pull you closer. A soft chuckle escapes your lips as you run your hand down his bare back slowly. “Severus.” You whispered waiting for him to look up at you. His hair was a mess his eyes opening slightly but still mostly closed as he looked up at you. He looked content and happy and you almost hated to ask him to move. “Why did you let me be your first?” The question had been on your mind for a while now but the awkward groan he made before hiding his face in your chest was beyond cute.
“Cmon Severus. Just tell me.” You played with his hair softly as he groaned again into your chest not wanting to talk about this at all but clearly not wanting to fight either. So you did the only thing that came to your mind and rolled over on top of him pinning him down with a grin. Your hands finding his, interlocking your fingers and pinning them beside his head. He blew a few strands of hair out of his face looked up at you annoyingly before you straddled his lap. A grin playing on your lips when you felt a familiar hardness, he just huffed and rolled his eyes.
“Tell me, Severus.” You whispered as your lips caressed over his jaw softly before placing soft kisses against his bare neck. He wanted to tell you to fuck off, wanted to tell you to stop. But his head tipped back giving you more room to work. “Tell” You whispered before dragging your tongue down his neck to his collar bone and softly nibbling “Me.”
He panted slightly, his teeth sinking into his lip as he swallowed hard. He could surely resist your teasing. You pulled back and looked at him with a raised eyebrow knowing he wouldn’t admit anything. “You know it’s so hot.” You whispered trying to take a difference approach to this. He glanced at you curiously but only with one eye, the other one was still closed.
“It’s so hot that I’m the only one who has seen you like this, touched you like this.” You wiggled your hips against him to emphasize what you mean. A small moan got caught in his throat as he tipped his head back farther. “It gets me so bothered that you only moan like this for me. It’s so hot Severus.” You purred as you nibbled his ear pressing your body against his. Another groan left his lips as he squeezed your hands. You slipped one free and ran it over his chest as you kissed his neck, sucking soft hickeys into his flesh. “You’re mine, mine to explore and pleasure. Mine forever more.” You looked up at him as you slowly crawled down his body placed kisses and hickeys against his body. Only when you got to the rim of his boxers you did pause and looked up at him.
His eyes seemed to darken as he watched you, leaning up on his elbows to watch you. He didn’t have the willpower to stop you even if he wanted to. But the slight nod he gave you was enough for you to pull down his boxers and run your fingers over his hardening shaft before looking up, locking eyes with him and taking his head into your mouth. He wanted nothing more than to watch you but his head found itself falling back against the pillows as he let out a moan. You were quite pleased as you took him into your mouth as far as you dared your hand coming up to stroke the part not surrounded by your lips. Bobbing your head in time with your hand to create a vacuum you even hollow your cheeks and sucked, letting your tongue wiggle against the underside of his shaft.
He was physically falling apart and squirming under you, his hips weakly thrusting up as his chest heaved heavily, his head tossing from side to side to look at you before falling back again. His hands gripping the sheets on either side on him before relaxing. He let out a whimper as you pulled off and kissed back up his body. Slowly removing his shirt from you as you straddled his lap again. Pushing his boxers off his legs fully before slipping your bra off one strap at a time as he watched you hungrily.
“Stop teasing me.” He nearly growled but made no move to stop you as his hands ran over your hips.
“I’m not teasing you. I’m showing you how it would have been if I knew I was your first. I would have made it so special Severus.” You whispered running your hands up his chest before leaning down and kissing him softly. He quickly flipped you both over pinning you under him.
“It was special, always is with you.” He whispered against your neck clearly afraid of reject. But his lips caressed your neck so tenderly, drunk Severus was always rough, this was interesting. You ran your hand through his hair whimpering softly as his lips danced down to swirl around your breast clearly avoiding your nipples.
“Severus..” You whine arching your back to slightly press your chest up as he chuckled softly before taking your nipple into his mouth rolling his tongue over it. You bit down on your lip roughly before tugging at his hair softly. He smiled against your skin before continuing his path downwards, worshiping your body as if you were a goddess. Praising and kissing ever inch of you.
“Severus, Please.” You whispered hand still in his hair as he looked up at you, hair messy and eyes dark as he softly bit the edge of your panties and pulled them down before his fingers helped them off your legs. That sight alone had a shiver running down your spine as your heart raced.
You were still stunned to find he was a virgin until not so recently, he was one of the best lovers you’ve ever had. Then again being with the one, everything felt so right. Wait, was Severus the one? You felt your eyes swell with tears as you closed them trying to prevent them from falling. Not wanting him to get the wrong idea but that’s what he did.
“Merlin. Y/N are you okay? I’m so sorry.” He whispered crawling up and laying beside you to look over you as his hand caressed your cheek. “I’m so stupid, I should have asked. I didn’t,” He started before stopping himself. Maybe she was regretting even being with him in the first place. He glanced towards where his clothes were shifting to leave the bed.
You quickly grabbed onto him and pulled him into a passionate kiss full of everything you were feeling. “Severus, stop. Just stop for a second.” You whispered as he looked at you softly brushing your hair behind your ear.
“We don’t have to Y/N” He whispered looking down.
“Shut up,” You whisper half laughing before wiping your eyes. “I’m not sad, I’m quite happy and there’s no one else I’d rather be with. Ever.” You whisper hoping he got what you meant as you looked at him softly, full of hope.
“Y/n I- wait what?” He looked up alarmed and scared and let his face fall into that blank cold expression he normally wore. “I can’t. I’m not. You deserve..” He mumbled before sitting up on the edge of the bed.
“Severus Snape.” You said matter-of-factly before pulling him back down to the bed and straddling him so he couldn’t leave. “You are amazing, and I know what I’m signing up for. I want to be there for you, I do care Severus. Trust me I won’t turn into her, ever.” You whisper before kissing him softly, his hands clung to your waist as he pulled you closer. He didn’t know he had been waiting for so long for someone just like you, but now he’d be damned if he let you go.
Once you broke the kiss you looked at him a second before dragging your hand dow his chest slowly asking if this was still okay. He gasped and gave a soft nod as your hand curled around his cock, quickly you aligned yourself and let him slip slowly inside of you.
The way he fit perfectly between your silky thighs, the way his hips harmonized yours perfectly, his hands fitting right in the division of your waist and your lips melting and molding against his as if you two were made for each other.
Slowly you let your hips grind against his, making delicate movements to test the waters but as before everything always felt so right. Severus didn’t want to be impatient but his hips moved up to meet yours every time you lifted yourself off of him and took him again. Soft moans filling the room as he pulled you down to meet his chest, his arms wrapping around you in a loving embrace. The world seemed to fade from around you two, his hips still meeting your slow movements, mouths open but not speaking a word. Kisses heated and shared with hearts full of need.
Bodies moving against each other to the beat of your racing hearts, before Severus buries his face into your neck letting out a soft moan of your name that has your stomach doing flips. You bit down on your lip, whimpering as your forehead falls onto his shoulder. Your body was heating up rapidly now, every thrust pushing you closer and closer to the edge, but no you had to hold out. Hold out for Severus, hold out to make this last. But despite you wanting to a few more thrusts and you were orgasming. Body tensing, trembling, your mouth opens wordlessly as you manage to whisper his name throughout the most sensual orgasm you’ve ever had.
He was soon to follow after hearing his name fall from your beautiful lips, a few thrusts and he was over the edge, his body pushing up into yours wanting you two to melt together. His seed spilled deep inside mixing with your orgasm. Soft thrusts and touches to ride it out as you both panted roughly. He nudged your jaw until he could capture your lips with his even though his lungs burned with need of air. You were his everything and he couldn’t believe you thought he was yours.
You parted the kiss and laid there with him, holding him close as you let yourself slip off to the side of him. You laid your head on his chest, listening to his raging heart beat slow. Your hand finding his and holding it to your chest as you closed your eyes and let the afterglow just wash over your body like a new wave. His other arm enclosed around your body protecting you from anything and everything. And you couldn’t have asked for a more perfect moment with the man you loved.
“Severus.” you whisper after some time waiting for his eyes to meet yours before you smile, “Be mine. Whatever it means. I want to wake up every morning beside you and lay with you every evening. Nothing public, not if you don’t want it. I just want you.” You whisper before nuzzling your nose under his jaw, closing your eyes and taking a deep breath. His smell was intoxicating even though he would be taking a shower soon.
“Only if you will return the favor for me, and be mine.” He whispered and pulled you closer as the two of you laid there in bliss.
You and Severus had missed breakfast nearly missed lunch as well but you had paused outside the great hall and gestured for him to enter first. You knew he wouldn’t want to show off this, and you were fine with it. Though you would tell all your friends. “Go on, I’ll wait out here a few minutes so we don’t look like we arrived together.” You whispered getting close to him before smiling.
He looked over you a second before kissing you softly and grabbing your hand in his and walking in, capes flowing behind him like always. No one set of eyes weren’t on the two of you as he held your seat out for you and took the stop beside you. You blushed before glancing to him as he raised a brow to you, clearly embarrassed as well before you look down at your plate.
“Let’s avoid doing that again Severus.” You whisper before you set your hand on his thigh under the table. His fingers slowly intertwining with yours.
“I just wanted to show you I will for you."He whispered before picking up his fork and starting to eat.
"I know, but maybe in the privacy of not the whole school next time.” You whispered before smiling softly at him as he nodded.
Fred and George held out their hands to Ron and Harry who had bet you and Snape would never get together. “I told you. She digs the vampire thing.” Hermione chimed in as she read her book.
“Does that mean he’s going to be nicer?” Ron asked before looking back to Snape who was now glaring at their table.
“Don’t bet on it,” Harry muttered as he handed Fred a few coins.
