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hey everyone!! for anyone that still follows me here, i just moved aria to a new blog over to @liesbest!

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#me while deep in my reread of eclipse: time to write a few things on aria

i know aria's birthday is july 22nd in canon but it's not, it's january 22nd so that she can be an aquarius

#shes an aquarius bye #also aria was definitely a winter baby... not summer #the whole aesthetic just makes way more sense

reminder that i'm exclusive with @breedsmisery

* ` ─ ♡ ─ ‘ * ELENA GILBERT.

❛ 𝐖𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐎 . i get it , just know that [ i a m h e r e ] if you need it . ━ ━ ━ did you want some coffee ? i promise it won’t give you the jitters . . . or did you want tea ? i only have peppermint or chamomile though so . ❜

❛ THANKS, EL -------- ❜ still, she summons a soft smile that reaches her eyes with effort. he has taken so much from her, consumed her soul and spit back out in the aftermath of a betrayal she never could’ve predicted. but he will not take her friends, the rage of a fire within her she refuses to lose. PERHAPS IT MAY HAVE FLICKERED, DWINDLED, BUT SHE WOULD BOUNCE BACK. HE WOULD REGRET IT. she wouldn’t give him the satisfaction. ❛ chamomile would be great, actually. not sure what i’d be capable of right now ----- milking a caffeine craze. ❜

#griefphd #i'm so sorry this took so long!! i hope it's ok i still kept it <3

❛ you take the truth, and you twist it to fit your story --------------- i don’t wanna hear it, ali. ❜

❥ @battleincarnate

#battleincarnate #idk what timeline this is... when she first came back??? you decide lmao

littlelovelymemes

( * & . — GREY’S ANATOMY SENTENCE STARTERS .

‘ what was i to you ? the girl you screwed to get over being screwed ? ’

‘ you were like coming up for fresh air . it’s like i was drowning and you saved me . that’s all i know . ’

‘ am i ? … dead ? ’

‘ i’m glad you’re being strong about this . i know how hard this is , i know how bad you feel . ’

‘ not everybody has to be happy all the time . that’s not mental health , that’s crap . ’

‘ it’s not a screw up , it’s a miracle . ’

‘ please don’t cry on my ass . ’

‘ what do you need , an “ i love you ” or something ? i love you . call me when you get there . ’

‘ oh , yay ! someone’s hurt . ’

‘ pick me . choose me . love me . ’

‘ i’m just not ready to forgive you yet . ’

‘ go on , just get it all out . all the tears . ’

‘ i intend to fight like a girl . i’ll let them kill each other and then i’ll be the last one standing . ’

‘ well , isn’t this cozy ? can i join or are you not into threesomes ? ’

‘ if i went missing , would anyone notice i was gone ? ’

‘ that is rude and unkind and completely true . ’

‘ so , i’m bisexual . so what ? it’s called lgbtq for a reason . there’s a b in there and it doesn’t mean badass . okay , it does , but it also means bi . ’

‘ can you go have sex with him and make him be nicer ? ’

‘ i don’t know what i am , but i know that i am not happy . ’

‘ it’s okay … to be tired , right ? ’

‘ i don’t know who i am anymore . not someone i ever thought i’d be . ’

‘ i believe , if you were dead , the world would be a better place . ’

‘ don’t let what they want eclipse what you need . ’

‘ he is not the sun . you are . ’

‘ he can go suck it ! i am the sun . ’

‘ did he visit “ ladytown ” ? because i find if they don’t go down to “ ladytown ” the first time … there should be no next time . ’

‘ i need more liquor , i’m not ready . ’

‘ uh , this bottle is empty , are there more ? bottles ? ’

‘ i’m all alone and i have nothing and no one wants me . ’

‘ let’s do it . let’s make a baby , right now . ’

‘ is it true ? did you punch a homophobe ? ooh , unexpected . high five ! ’

‘ we’re adults . when did this happen ? and how do we make it stop ? ’

‘ you think i’m broken ? fix me . cause i’m no quitter . ’

‘ i’m not happy and bubbly . i’m dark and cloudy . ’

‘ you never think the last time’s going to be the last time . you think there will be more . you think you have forever , but you don’t . ’

‘ no one is leaving and no one is dying . ’

‘ everyone is leaving and everyone is dying . ’

‘ the words that you said were “ lets take this bitch down . ” ’

‘ that was the tequila talking . ’

‘ the only way to fail is not to fight so you fight until you can’t fight anymore . ’

‘ from now on , you can expect that i’m gonna show up . even if i yell , even if you yell . i’m always gonna show up , okay ? ’

‘ it’s not true … it’s not true . he takes the truth but he twists it and changes it to fit his own story . ’

‘ you’re my person . if i murdered someone , you’re the person i’d call to help me drag the corpse across the living room floor . ’

‘ you are my favorite person on the planet and if we are meant to be more in this lifetime it can’t start with you cheating . ’

‘ are you plotting a murder ? a nuclear attack ? it’s fine , i’ll get on board , i’m sure you have a good reason . but just , let me know . ’

‘ you’ve said that word so many times today it doesn’t even sound like a word anymore . ’

‘ who here feels like they have no idea what they’re doing ? ’

‘ too many people have seen me naked already . i’d like to keep whatever dignity i have left . ’

‘ we screw boys like whores on tequila . ’

‘ i want another chance . i’m so in love with you . ’

‘ i know you have a boyfriend . i’m saying you could have a husband . ’

‘ your boobs are perfect , your hair is down to there . if i were you , i’d walk around naked all the time . ’

‘ i believe that in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary , we’ll all be okay . ’

‘ your choice , it’s simple : them or me ? i’m sure they’re really great , but i love you . ’

‘ i get it , okay ? i get it ! you’ll be okay , you’ll be fine , but what about me ? so don’t do it for yourself , do it for me ! ’

‘ i’ll never be able to forgive you for making me love you . ’

‘ when your life is sucking you get drunk and sleep with inappropriate men . it’s your thing or whatever . i find it charming . ’

#i might turn some of these into starters for those too #i might just alter them a bit

on that note, like for a canon dialogue or poetry starter!

#* ` ❥ / ooc .

log on.... and i’m reminded that there’s really straight people out there who think heterophobia is a thing... whew

#* ` ❥ / ooc .#@liz i'm so sorry this is what you have to deal with rn lmao

awesomegaydar-a

take a seat & get a glass of water.

are you all comfortable? did you remember to fold your laundry? have some dinner if you haven’t. now that i have your attention, let me finally write my own personal input on the subject aforementioned in this blog, because while i am probably a shade master, this is not a joking matter, i can’t just sit back & watch it happen without saying anything.

i. on how lesbophobia in the rpc is very real:

believe it or not, i’ve been in the role play community for a very long time. before small text, before icons, when people used huge 500x300 gifs on their paras (when people still called them paras), when glee was at its prime, when the L world was still airing, when lost girl was THE show to watch at the time and you know what? this has always, always happened. the rpc is so proficient in demeaning & erasing lesbians from their interpretation to favor their ships, to favor what they’re comfortable with, and who they’re comfortable portraying.

you know how i know this?

because i play a canonically lesbian character who’s identity has been erased in the role play community for YEARS ! even as early as season 2, santana lopez already identified as a lesbian & i watched, before i took on her mantle, people shipping her with finn, & puck, & sam, & even SEBASTIAN (a canonically gay man), to get their rocks off on their precious heterosexual ships, and i got fucking tired of watching it. AS A LESBIAN, all of you have no idea how it made my stomach turn. its discouraging, & downright disgusting how that feeling of invalidation can really eat you up form the inside out. because you have that rep (and a rep that destroyed every stereotype tv at the time just loved to fish with), but people discard it so easily, so nonchalantly, like its nothing. like it means nothing. & you know what? it means everything.

which leads me to

ii. i still can’t believe its 2018 & i’m making a fucking post explaining why cheryl blossom identifying as a lesbian is important (not the title of a fall out boy song):

compulsory heterosexuality, in any way, shape, or form, is real, & common among lesbians. i experienced it myself, through the simple process of forcing myself to believe i was heterosexual, then forcing myself to believe that maybe i was just bi, and then finally, after years of soul searching & self repression, discovering that i am a lesbian. & you know what? that’s probably exactly what cheryl blossom went through. by making her anything other than a homosexual woman, you are destroying the representation of so many young girls (& older women), who went through this process & had the same struggles.

you know what it is? its homophobic.

you don’t feel comfortable playing a lesbian & want to make her bi instead? don’t fucking play that character. you don’t feel comfortable with f/f ships? don’t fucking play lesbian muses. you want to see more f/m ships? maybe turn around & look at the hundreds upon hundreds of heterosexual couples on television.

bi muses are valid ! pansexual muses are valid ! straight characters you interpret as bi/pan/gay are valid too! but don’t come here, and pretend that making a canonically lesbian character bisexual is not about your m/f ships because i’m too old for this shit & i already know how this goes.

quite frankly, you can all kiss my mexican ass. goodnight.

#let me know if it's not okay to reblog this but !!!!

self - knowledge questionnaire !! repost, do not reblog.

LOYALTY.

you are good at sticking with people, even when things get awkward and tricky. you give people a second and third chance, because fundamentally, you are good at recognizing people’s good sides (even when there’s quite a lot about them that is not so attractive). partisanship is actually your strength: you stay on someone’s side for more than intellectual reasons – because they feel like a part of who you are.

RATIONALITY.

you like clarity and intelligent simplicity and you get frustrated at messy thinking. this can make you seem unreasonably pushy to some, but it is actually a virtue: you are motivated by a horror at pointless effort and a longing for precision and insight into how things and people work. your ability to synthesise and bring order is essential in producing thinking which is truly helpful.

SENSITIVITY.

you have delicate, sensitive perceptions; you can be deeply moved by appearances – the right light in a room, or good food, or the texture of a piece of clothing. expressive, intelligent language has a powerful hold on you; your mind works better when it is inspired and provoked by vivid imagery. it can be sad to live in a world which is often so ugly and not properly looked after. But you know that things can be otherwise, and you have the ability to appreciate the world at its best.

tagged by : stolen :) tagging : @breedsmisery @resurectio

#* ` ❥ / when i was young i fell in love with a story / with the blaze of glory .#this is so Go0d

lvnnsi

01/29/17

#* ` ❥ / aes .

* ` ─ ♡ ─ ‘ * SPENCER HASTINGS.

❛ any idea where this is all coming from? ❜ brown eyes meet green , attempting to stay as light , as cautious as possible. romance , spencer has claimed to be all for it. SHE’S THE QUEEN OF FORBIDDEN ROMANCES! it is somehow fun when it’s riskier —— , adrenline coarsing through her veins as heart’s worn out on her sleeve. feelings have stayed buried ( where they should stay. especially considering their circumstance. ) longer than aria could possibly know. long , long before alison even had gone missing. ( oh , even alison knew. with cat-like stare of suspicion at lingering looks each time pink streaks left them in her wake. ) how much easier it’d be to keep deep harboured feelings locked away , pretend said feelings don’t exist. this is why i dance in the rain, soak up the sun and let my hair down when the wind blows.

❛ just with everything that’s happened ----------- i think about how much harder everything would be . . . ❜ she’s not sure she wouldn’t have made it through the whole ezra chapter of her life without spencer, at least not in one piece. in other aspects of her life, she’s the impulsive one --------- small, but bravery of an army and now she’s all choked up and teetering, her crippling doubt battling with her temptation. maybe it’s because it isn’t the right time, or maybe there’s just NEVER been a right time throughout the course of their entire friendship. does her recent disentanglement from ezra make her feelings now worse? WRONG? without knowing if it will ruin everything, flashbacks reel through her mind of every time spencer has been a constant rock, beautiful and so deserving of the time aria wasted. there’s an invisible barrier she dares to cross, intricate hand reaching out to brush delicate fingers through spencer’s hair, eyes wide, vulnerable and unsure. if she pulls away it’s all over but if there’s one thing she’s learned, THIS HAS BEEN THERE TOO LONG TO BACK OUT NOW. what was once a faint hum, now roaring and splitting her heart open at the seams. she leans forward with a slow determination rivaling that of a romance in one of her favorite french films, rosy lips touch warm, welcoming ones like the softest pink petals, her heart in her throat.

#breedsmisery #aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAh #THIS JUST HAPPENED