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So I am Anon, please don't ask about my age or gender.EVERYTHING about me is fucked up, but I want to help others to help myself. I'm kind, funning, and smart. Feel free to message me for support or advice etc. Vents, self love, self hate, its all here on this blog! Enjoy kids!

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Find a reason to live

On this app called Talk life, someone reached out to me about their problems, and even though I couldn’t do much for them, at the end of our conversation, they told me that they felt a lot better, that they had  someone to talk to, and I always thought it would be a matter of time before the reason that I lived wouldn’t matter anymore, but it turns out the reason I live, is to that I can help people that really  need someone to talk to to make them feel better

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Insecurities~

Insecurities are the absolute worst. Everyone has them, but some people have more dominating insecurities, such as looking and dressing a certain way in fear of others judging them etc. So just keep in mind, that everyone has them, and sometimes what you say, can really affect the way someone acts and thinks

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Insomnia in the Making

Me: I'm going to go to bed early, and then start my day with a good start!

Me at 3am: Well that's okay, I can just go to sleep now!

Me at 9am: Ugh I hate everyone and everything, why can't I just sleep like a normal person!

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{VENT POST}I’ve been doing a deep dive on different types of sexuality, and lately I’ve been seeing a lot of hate being directed towards a certain sexuality, but the people saying things like that claim, to still support a certain part of the lgbtq+ community. The truth is, if you don’t except, or you discriminate a certain sexuality in this case, then I don’t feel like you really are. There is no superior sexuality, love is love, and sexuality shouldn’t define love. When you post a negative or hateful comment directed towards a certain sexuality, and someone of that sexuality reads it, what you say could really affect them. Imagine someone saying a hateful thing about your sexuality, you wouldn’t like it, you would feel as if you sexuality/ sexual preference doesn’t matter. That can really hurt someone. Hateful comments like that lead people to depression, and anxiety, something like this is avoidable. I get it, everyone is entitled to their own opinion, but when that opinion is hurtful towards a certain sexuality because you feel one is more superior than another, or that a certain sexuality isn’t a thing because it shadows a “more popular” sexuality, you she could things like that to yourself, because it is toxic and wrong. There should be more positivity in the lgbtq+ community, because there are so many people who are in it, that really just need support and should feel put down just because of someone’s negative comment on social media.

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Ask account??

should I make an ask account to promote mental health awareness? idk maybe I will?{Hey I’m Anon the Blogger}

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This is basically what mu stress headaches looks like when I have them. I stress almost all the time, and I get at least 2 headaches a day, and it hurts like HELL. I hate how it feels, and I can barely even stand.  Tylenol helps, but I’m running out of pills to make the stop :( {Hi! I’m Anon the blogger, welcome to my safe space :)} 

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Anorexia- Space Life

Here’s a little insight into anorexia from an average person who probably has it but won’t even admit it

+ “I just wanna be skinny” + “I’m fat.”

+ exercising too much and eats to little 

+Hates their body

+low key a hypocrite when it comes to anorexia 

+ skips out eating, as much as possible

The list goes on and one. I got these examples from a personal point of view, just so you can see inside a mind of someone who is anorexic, mind you, this isn’t  every anorexic person, and this isn’t meat to disrespect, just to inform.{Hi I’m Anon, the Blogger! :)}

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Tired-Space Life

I’m always tired even though I get about 5- 6 hours of sleep. Its so weird though, like at times I fine then when I get to a point when I don’t have to move around, I find myself getting tired. I’m always complaining to the few friends I have about how tired I am, now that I look back on it, I’m such a burden to them. I wonder why they keep me around, maybe perhaps they like and accept me for me, and maybe that’s enough to keep me awake throughout the day...{Hey! I’m Anon, the blogger, welcome to my safe space! :)}

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Like this astronaut, I feel as if I am falling into the inevitable, and I won’t be able to get out. I fear that it is to late for me, but maybe by starting this blog I can save someone and make them feel less alone, maybe even get them to feel better about themselves, or maybe not... {Hi, I’m anon the Blogger}