4+ years ago I remember I couldn't wait to get out of this place that was my home, but did not feel like home at all at that time...
I was in so much pain & was constantly hurting & I just felt that no one is understanding me or even trying to understand me... & I could not bare it any more...
4+ years ago the night before my flight to the UK, to my "brand" new life, my mom approached me with a piece of paper in her hands & tears in her eyes. It was a signed 'agreement' with my therapist (in which I agreed to ask for help in urgent situations rather than using the 'solution' of ending my life).
I could see that my mom did not only want explanation but she also wanted the whole "story". But only one paragraph could left my mouth. I said: "If we go into this conversation we will create more hurt & pain for the both of us. I don't want that. I need to go awav & find myself. One day when we are mentally & emotionally in the right place we will think back on this moment, maybe laugh a little & understand why it had to happen this way."
Today, after 4+ years of Adventure, Self-Discovery + taking the road to Self-Mastery, Inner + Shadow Work,Love + Hate, More Hurt & Joy I could finally comeback Home, hug, talk, laugh & sit down with my Mom & my Dad knowing that I have created a better place within me where I can come from Love & Understanding.
I have realised that I have manifested the most amazing & loving relationship with my parents by not only coming Home to Them, but to also allowing myself to Come Home to My True Self first 4+ years ago ago.
The Power of Inner Work & Choosing Yourself over everyone else.
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