Summer Briz

Up until now, I still wonder ..

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New morning, another day.

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He only sees the mad look on my face but not the pain in my eyes

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Thank you tumblr for being one of my outlets whenever I wanna say something but no one's there, whenever I feel like this world throws too much at me but no one to turn to. Thank you for letting me say whatever it is that I feel inside and for somewhat making me feel better.

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Is the churned in our stomach and the pinch-like pain in our heart normal, whenever we're in the situation where in, we don't know what to say or do to the words and actions we received that hurt us? We just .. feel something .. and remained silent.

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Would you keep me company when I'm by myself?

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I asked, "Could you could tell it to the world that you love me? All flaws and insecurities."

You said yes.

But no one knows.

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Throbbing, I didn't know it would turn out this way

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Caught between ambiguity and certainty

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E1

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I'm walking barefoot through the grass of memories,

With all these fallen leaves, all I can do is reminisce;

All these feelings that can't be emptied;

All these scars that can't be buried;

All these painful memories that I have stored within me;

I am finally letting go of it all so I could be free;

I'm letting go of the memories that made me upset;

I'm letting go of the people I haven't been able to forget;

After how many nights of how many years, now finally;

I'm raising my white flag to just let them be.

-SCB. 🖤

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Emotions I wish I never felt

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It's not even a closed space but why is it suffocating?

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What to do when you don't know what to do?