Letters I Will Never Send

not meant to be found here // late night journal

[alliekills]

thighjob where we’re snuggling real close in bed and your cock is sliding back and forth but it’s passing over my clit each time and i’m digging my nails into you and hiding my face in your chest and one of your hands is on my ass pulling me forward and back in perfect rhythm with you like a stupid little whining sex toy made to get you off and you warn me between low groans not to wiggle my hips otherwise it’ll end up inside me and i’m fucking whining that it’s not fair and you’re saying i know baby i know baby but doesn’t it feel so good and i’m nodding reluctantly because god fucking yes it’s so wet and warm and the way it sounds— is messing with my thoughts and i can’t fucking think but it’s— it sounds fucking perverse and you’re asking me if i like how it sounds dirty like that because i’m just as filthy as you are and you can feel me getting more wet and you can feel my clit getting more swollen against your shaft and you bet i like how i can feel every single fucking vein moving back and forth over my soft wet pussy and oh you bet it feels even better because we’re so close like this right baby? so close together aww you’re such a romantic baby, do you like it when i make my dick feel good with your pretty body? and i’m nodding again but this time can’t even say it and

[broad-rippleis-burning]

Ok but to be so real what if I just crawled in a hole and stayed there

[maxxie-or-smth]

i know exactly who i am i dont eat i dont sleep im an angel im a public danger im losing my goddamn mind

[mimistatic]

I hate how much obsessive falling in love is romanticized , losing yourself in the pursuit of romance will consume you until there’s nothing left of you but the idea of love.

[nikish-as]

[000l]

[shrewreadings]

like to charge, reblog to cast.

[broad-rippleis-burning]

Holy fucking please

[closet-keys]

sometimes I hear people talk about the supposedly universal reality that everyone on social media is using it to showcase their best moments and engage in wealth signaling and competitive purchasing, and I have to be like oh, you’re on a different side of the internet than I am, on my side everyone is crowdfunding for survival and posting about disability flare ups and processing scary interactions with cops/psychiatrists/bosses and eroticizing suicidal ideation

[broad-rippleis-burning]

actually I changed my mind. the new version is that none of this ever happened.

[marvelous7]

Booty rubs that slowly turn into my fingers inside you.

[seaphine]

"you didn't deserve that". actually, yeah i did. i stayed in places i had no place being. i had 0 self respect and love for myself. i let people treat me so badly. i knew better.

[mileenaxyz]

🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

[broad-rippleis-burning]

There's a lot happening in life

I'm usually really good under pressure

there's been so many Things in such a small amount of time

everyone keeps saying they are proud or they know I have got this or I will get through it, at best.

Or they don't notice the pressure that keeps piling up and making it exceedingly laborous for my lungs to take in air,

and they congratulate me,

tell me I'm everything they look up to, t

hat I'm wonderful and capable.

they don't ask at all about how

I'm handling it before they

tell me I'm doing so well.

I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired

every piece of praise for

things I keep slapping together

in a state of detachment

is another pile of dirt,

shoveled gleefully

into a grave that I lay in

still breathing

and I'm watching the dirt fall on top of a glass coffin

and nobody knows it's my body they're burying-

in their eyes, to their ears

I am standing six feet above,

With everyone else

In their ears,

To their eyes

I take the shovel next

I'm the only one who can hear me screaming

I'm the only one who can hear me screaming

[broad-rippleis-burning]

Honestly just kinda feels like I'm screaming really loud but I'm also trapped in a glass box where no one can hear me so that's fun :)

[important-animal-images]

[broad-rippleis-burning]

Me @ u

[broad-rippleis-burning]

A room is bathed in a golden orange light; my  my face warms as I step in from the cool night. Your face spreads open with joy and you are the moon standing in a sunbeam and

my face spreads open and I am the deep blue ache of the night sky

As we move to greet each other's arms

Stars erupt in the closing space between us

We embrace and the night shines

so brightly with moonlight

that it becomes the sacred version of the day.

[anexperimentallife]

[labelleizzy]

Everyone reblog this. Mandatory.

[broad-rippleis-burning]

I painted what my brain does when I kiss you