a collection of fics i’ve read and thoroughly enjoyed all in one spot! read each warning before diving in and please give writers some appreciation for all their hard work by reblogging and/or commenting! ꨄ
deadlines & (super) secrets I @spideystevie I F I clark’s repeatedly absent at work and you’re too inquisitive for your own good or three times you were suspicious of clark kent and the one time you got it right
one minute left to live I @bodhiscurls I A I the world is ending and superman has done all he can, but there's one thing left for clark kent to do and that's to stay by your side as the earth burns itself whole.
you didn’t kiss me goodbye I @/bodhiscurls I A + F I after an arguement with your boyfriend, clark kent does the unthinkable. he doesn't come home, doesn't kiss you goodbye and doesn't return until its midnight and you've fallen asleep on your sofa. good job, clark still has the goodnight kiss to redeem himself.
now that we don’t talk I @/bodhiscurls I A I clark kent has to prove himself that he's loyal, that despite his consistent wandering absences and emergency leave, he can be trusted to be chief editor at the daily planet. and that means having to ask the one person in the world who hates him more than anything to play pretend as his date (his wife) at the next gala. to show the world clark kent is loyal, the picture of stability and did not ruin his only serious relationship he's ever had.
eight legs too many I deactivated I F I you panic over a bug and knock on your neighbor’s door for help. good thing your neighbor is clark kent. and he's stupidly hot.
foolish hearts I @tw1sters I H/C I Loving Clark Kent is easy, but he seems to find letting you go even easier. At least, until Clark is forced to fully reckon with what it means to really lose you.
teacher!clark - single!mom hc I @plumisa I F
the version of you i’ll never know I @zziggerang I H/C I You knew Clark had a past. Everyone does. But sometimes, in the quiet of your shared bed, the ghost of a woman you’ve never met lingers in your thoughts, Lois. You’re not jealous of her now. You’re jealous of the version of Clark she got to love before you. The one unscarred by loss. As your quiet insecurities rise to the surface, Clark holds you through your fears… while quietly wrestling with his own.
hanging up without saying ‘i love you’ prank I @/zziggerang I F I You decide to prank Clark by hanging up on him without saying “I love you.” It’s just a harmless TikTok trend, right?
reporter gets interviewed I @08luvmailz I F
drabble I @marvelimaginesyesplease I F + ~S
must be a secret admirer I @francixoxoxo I F I Clark is even worse at hiding your workplace relationship than he was at hiding his massive crush on you. A recounting of three times where Clark nearly gives the two of you away, just because his loverboy self can’t help it.
don’t be late I @katsu28 I F + A I if one thing is true about clark kent, it’s that he likes his coffee. he also likes the barista who makes it for him, but you don’t know that. all you know is that you like the really cute guy who comes in at the same time every morning and orders the same thing.
just a scratch I @octraiin I F I Your boyfriend shows up at your window late at night injured.
outfield I @familyvideostevie I F I You and Clark go to a baseball game.
megaphone to my chest pt2 I @alwritey-aphrodite I C
melt with you I @moonlight-prose I F + S I clark kent was a man of many talents. being the chef - the man who could whip up enough food to keep you sated and full for till the sun crested over the horizon and peeked through his windows - was one of them. but you were...a mess in the kitchen. so he decides to help.
dripping like honey I @/moonlight-prose I S I clark kent absolutely gets drunk eat pussy.
ice cream I @sunflowersteves I F + S I It was a particuarly hot day in Metropolis, why not treat yourself to some ice cream?
request I @/sunflowersteves I F
beach day confessions and first kisses I deactivated I F
clark kent thinks you’re avoiding him…you are I @raven-dor I A + F
state of grace I @auroralwriting I F I when another metahuman decides to relocate to metropolis, how is it that clark always gets swept up in situations like these? aka, how does clark kent end up falling head over heels for the invisible woman?
mastermind pt2 I @/auroralwriting I F I as one of the daily planet's most popular gossip column writers, clark is surprised to learn you're a genius when it comes to superman. he's also surprised to learn you aren't all heels and makeup
terminally ill!reader I @vaamppiraa I A
angst request I @/vaamppiraa I A
you light up the skies above me ao3 I @cremedelabrulee I F I You felt like a floosy, making heart eyes at Clark when he wasn't paying attention and sighing over Superman in your private moments. In an effort to feel not as awful, you would say to yourself that Supernova was the one who liked Superman. But you? You liked Clark.
cause i’m a punk rocker I @bippiti I F + A + S I you moved to smallville because you had to save your family's farm. it was a place you never wanted to stay at but also couldn't escape. then you met him: quiet, steady, and the one person who saw through your walls. slowly, without warning he became the part of you you didn't even know you were missing
the necklace I @404superman I S I You get Clark a silly little gift, a necklace with his ‘superman’ logo on it. He loves it when you bite it while he’s fucking you.
same old love pt2 I @supermanthisho I A + C I Clark’s meeting your parents for the first time and yet you’re the one on the verge of panic. Aka, reader has a strained relationship with her family and doesn’t want Clark to see how she fits into the dynamic.
shattered vows pt2 I @k-a-n65 I A I When Lex Luthor traps Superman in a kryptonite-laced prison, he exploits a hidden connection—an ordinary woman who once helped him to his feet. She becomes the perfect bait. But when she falls, everything Clark Kent thought he could endure shatters.
fangirl!reader I @dollfacefantasy I F
they call it puppy love pt2 I @vitoriadior I F I you used to have a dog with Lex. Now Lex uses "joint custody" of the dog as an excuse to stay in your life. When you start dating Clark, Lex holds the dog hostage. Luckily for you, Superman is always there for you.
out of harms way I @maikorian I A + F I there's no such thing as a 'normal' day in metropolis. monster attacks happen at least once a week and barely anyone is phased anymore. everyone's golden rule is that if something bad has already happened earlier in the day, then you would be safe for the rest of the day. unfortunately, this rule fails you when you decide to bring your daughter to the park and get caught up in a monster attack. its a good thing your husband just so happens to be superman and has a sharp ear.
superdaddy I @goldsainz I F I your five year old daughter does not understand why clark owns a superman suit in his closet.
kissing booth I @mcumorningstar I F I In an attempt to get closer to his crush, Clark offers to help with the school carnival… until he is assigned the kissing booth.
what happens in vegas, doesn’t stay in vegas? I @14thgalerie I F + A
blind boxes and xray visions I @/14thgalerie I F
lovestruck & looking out the window pt2 I @tangledinlove I A + F I you see your friend clark without his glasses for the first time. he looks… oddly familiar
smallville nights I @springtyme I C I After the explosion, Clark brings you and your daughter back to his parent's farm to catch your breath. The house is quiet now, but inside, fear and guilt still echo louder than any blast.
the truth in blue I @happy74827 I F I Through a temporary life-threatening situation, you realize the quiet, awkward man you've honestly fallen for has been catching you in more ways than one
understandably so I @eulogiez I A + F I clark kent is overwhelmed by his affection for you, and your relentless lack of will to see it. a gift mishap in the planet office gives you the false pretense that clark’s just not that into you, leading to a dramatic turn of events between you two.
bimbo!reader I @missmookie I F + ~S
heartbeat I @athenalvss I A + F I Your greatest wish with Clark was to start a family, but life wasn't on your side.
save the cat, get the girl I @oldesigns I F I when your cat went missing, there was a man willing to search for your fur baby to the ends of the earth to make you happy.
little white lie I @munsster I F I You think of the perfect excuse to get the attention of Metropolis’ finest firefighter.
camgirl!reader I deactivated I S I In which Clark Kent has a dirty secret. And it just so happens to be you.
different kind of kiss I @luveline I S I You realise nobody’s ever gone down on Clark before and aim to change that.
request I @/luveline I F
giving in I @/luveline I F I Clark is so completely oblivious to your flirting that you start to wonder if he even understands what flirting is. (He does, and he can prove it.)
shy!reader I @/luveline I F
accidentally hurting you I @/luvline I A + C
two places at once I @cherrysinner I F I clark has to figure out a way to be at two places at once when half of metropolis is having an emergency on the night he's going to tell you his biggest secret. and also that he's superman.
just a taste I @certifiedskywalker I F I Clark has developed a habit of bringing you one of your favorite drinks when you’re working late at night at The Daily Planet. It’s a sweet gesture, but, considering that you’re falling in love with him, it’s also a torturous. Luckily, fate intervenes through the whims of a horny barista.
what he comes home to I @mattsmadness I F I When Clark Kent invites his coworkers over for supper, all he wants is for them to love his sweet, small-town wife; he just hopes they overlook the Superman decor she forgot to take down.
love, all night long I @barnesonfilm I S I clark makes pulling an all-nighter at the office worth it
the love list pt2 I @stevebabey I A + F I You’ve been in love before, okay? And it’s… alright, you guess. You’re sensitive. And you miss jokes, and you’re stuck wondering if it’s you who’s just not getting it. Love. Enter Clark Kent — mutual friend recently turned boyfriend, sweetheart, and small-town farm boy. Also the man who’s making you question everything you know about love. Which isn’t a lot. Better make a list.
missed calls and make-ups I @redrebecca I A + F I Clark stands you up on your first date. It turns out he has a pretty decent explanation.
thought i lost you pt2 I @abbottsdarling I A + C I Ever since a photo of you and Superman kissing was leaked and went viral, you have tried to keep a low profile. Never going public about your meta-human abilities or telling anyone besides Clark. While he uses his abilities to be Superman, your abilities come in handy at the end of the fight to heal him. When you get taken by Luthor, you start to understand the consequences of that picture.
stress relief I @pyronovas I S I Clark needs a moment out of his head and your hands, fortunately, worked like magic.
learning the ropes I @deakyjoe I S I Whilst writing an article on spicing up the bedroom, you’re surprised when your close friend volunteers to help you experiment and investigate.
the space where you forgot me I @danitcx I H/C I Clark Kent had never raised his voice. His love was gentle, his presence steady. But when he began to slip away—through silence, missed dates, and unanswered texts—the quiet hurt more than any argument ever could. Until she decided to leave… and he realized the only way to save her was to show her who was truly behind the mask.
only you I @/danitcx I H/C I Clark Kent never knew jealousy—until the past knocked on your door. When your ex from London unexpectedly shows up at the Daily Planet, Clark is forced to confront the very insecurities you once had.
only you look good in glasses I @/danitcx I A + F I Clark never cared much about his appearance—until you arrived. When you say you don’t like men with glasses, he realizes it might not be the disguise that hides him anymore… but the one thing standing in his way. A cappuccino, a misunderstood comment, and one quiet confession later, he realizes maybe glasses aren’t the problem after all.
SYNOPSIS — Helping the quiet TA, who shrinks himself down to avoid taking too much space, come out of his shell. You’re slowly understanding why he thrives in an environment where he’s told what to do — and he shows you why he’s hesitant to be in charge.
TAGS — MDNI (18 + only) nsfw. work contains explicit sexual themes and content. piv. Gentle Giant!Choso, Dork!choso, overly freaked out!reader. Nerd!choso, SIZE KINK, sub to top(M), Switchy. rough. making out. couch sex. lifting. mutual masturbation. Changing positions. Missiònary. excessive use of sexual innuendos, dacryphilla, inconsistent writing (?). Choso will do anything you ask. PWP. Teasing, Degradation (both). pet names. crack.fluff. reader is nice to him obv. but freaked out.
WC: 14k — art by k4eny on twt
a/n: Hello blog, IM VERY HAPPY W THIS ONE and i promise to not leave u high and dry! this is highly inspired by an augustinthewinter audio (im a #freak) — Also what if I release my drabbles HEH
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The score read on your last mock test for your Historiography class. Your worst subject for the semester by far. Next week was going to be your midterm. Now, since your professor, Mr. Gojo, knows his students a little too well, he facilitated a surprise mock text to see how much you all understood the lessons.
A chorus of curses and groans start filling up the classroom with each student receiving their results as they’re handed out.
“…Now I can assure you, if you guys are worried about scoring higher than each other, it won’t matter because theoretically almost all of you failed.”
Another set of groans and a little bit of laughter comes from the class. You’re back to looking down on your paper, flipping through the pages to check every question and each correction out of habit, noting down what you have to improve on. Then you stumble upon the last page with the words;
Feel free to ask for help :) You smile, knowing exactly who wrote this without them being in the room. You look up to double check and you’re right, it was just your prof still going on about Khaldun or something — you tune him out to make way for the giddy feeling rushing through your stomach.
Usually you’d hate for people to offer help when you’re forced to do something you were unprepared for, taking the sentiment as a passive aggressive version of getting called incompetent but this time, you ponder while rereading the sweet little note in green ink— of course he used green ink to avoid students from being discouraged — and it's one of those times your stupidity has done you some good.
It’s an hour and a half later when class ends, people filing up to leave the doors of the lecture hall when a voice calls out to you.
You smile at your professor, a little strained, but it’s okay, you tell yourself, you expected it. You walk up to him, bag on your shoulder, unzipped because you rushed down. You’re still smiling when you’re there, already preparing for what he has to say.
The smile falls and you sigh, “I know that look.”
He’s standing with his arms crossed, dark shades balanced on his straight nose, looking down at you with nothing short of paternal disappointment. “Yes, and you shouldn’t be too familiar with it either. Seventy-five? really? I thought we were talking recommendation letters last week, turns out you’re barely passing my class?”
You swallow back, not really knowing what to do so you kinda just stand there awkwardly, waiting for him to air out his worries. “I know it's like, a little weird to put this much pressure on you but c’mon kid, you’re looking at being the next assistant after Choso to help your resumé right?”
You nod, still not saying anything, but you can’t deny how you perk up when you heard his name.
Your professor pauses briefly mid rant after spotting how you only met his eyes when he mentioned his current TA’s name, a light bulb flickers on in his head.
He squints, “You’ve been familiar with each other, correct?”
“Yes, sir.” You’re quick to reply, stopping yourself from physically gulping out of nervousness.
“He been showing you the ropes bit by bit?” he mutters, uncrossing his arms and leaning over the desk.
“Bit by bit, yes.” You echo, unable to reply without being scared of saying the wrong thing to tick him off.
“And…” He feigned thinking about it, fidgeting with he pen in his hand and tapping the butt end of it on a thick stack of paper. “…He’s also helping with lessons to keep your grades up?”
You say nothing, keeping your mouth flat and shut. You peer up at him, and shake your head slowly, “No sir.”
He tsks, standing up to his full height. “It’s not necessary but you’re aware there’s an average for you to keep up just to become a TA right? We wouldn’t want students biting off more than they could chew.”
You nod once more, though this time, a lot more fervently. “I—yes, sorry. I’ll-“
“Get to it, yeah.” He finished for you, tucking his hands in the pockets of his slacks. He waits for you to move, watching how you’re still standing there and waiting for him to also tell you to move. You’re so alike, he thinks.
He nods upwards, dismissing you. You thank him while you’re already turned your back, eagerly making your way to your next mission.
Gojo watches the door swing inwards from the impact of your departure, a smile in his tone when he mutters to no one, “That’ll give her some motivation.”
You’re rushing to your next class now, given the fifteen minute grace period you were granted had now been shaved down to ten, no thanks to your professor, forcing you to take two steps at a time when making your way to the other side of the building.
You’re looking down at your phone, deleting and retyping a message in your instagram dms. It’s when you pass the stairway that an unexpected force uncontrollably comes on to you. You thud against it, breath caught, hand tightly clutching at your phone. You stumble on your steps, holding onto the closest thing you feel for. You don’t fall, you don’t even come close to the ground, but your knees certainly felt like they couldn’t carry you.
Because here you stood against a very worried, very tightly holding you, Choso Kamo. Your mind blanks, your class just a few doors away, forgotten. Unintentionally, a small smile spreads on your face.
“Hey, I was—“ He laughs nervously, “I was looking for you.” His hands wrap around your nearly limp arms, almost covering the expanse of it, yet held at a respectable position.
“You okay?” He tilts his head down to meet your eyes, a look of concern etching back on his terribly handsome face, he swallows thickly and you watch his adam’s apple bob decorating his thick neck.
He takes a second to peer back at the stairs, then back to you before he realizes how his grip still clutched on you. “I’m sorry.” He pulls his hands down at his sides, unsure of what to do with them. “I was about to-“
“-Me too actually.” Cutting him off, you couldn’t help but smile even wider, uncaring if you looked too excited. You raised your phone, “Was about to send a dm but I got class in like,” You flip the screen to face you, “two minutes.” A pinch of apprehension makes its way to you but you push it back.
His eyes widen behind his rectangular frames, lenses making them appear bigger than they actually are.
“Really? Shit, “ He cursed, regretful, “I don’t have class anymore so I could just wait out—”
“Sit in with me?” It comes out of you before you could stop it. “—or not.” You quickly add, retreating. “I could just go and email you.”
“No—I mean, Of course. Yes. Me, I’ll go.” He smiled with a toothy grin, ignoring how you said email instead of your socials in hopes you won’t bring up how he stuttered over his words. You’re caught off guard and before you know it, he’s already making his way to the door without even being sure which class it was.
He’s reaching for the handle when you stop him, “Oh, next door, please.” He nods bashfully, adjusting the strap of his comically small backpack on himself and apologizes under his breath. He follows you inside, you push, prying the door open. His palm flat against the wood, effortlessly holding it for you both.
Luckily your professor hadn’t been in class yet, so you weren’t spotted as the only late comer (technically no, with company, you weren’t.) The class was sparsely filled as it was only part of your minor and this schedule wasn’t as popular, so you could basically sit anywhere. You scan over the room, and you spot some seats at the very front. You’re about to take a step forward when you realize you’re being a little rude.
“Where d’ya wanna sit?” You ask, head tilted up with a smile. You try to ignore the gleefulness that comes with the idea you’re gonna be seated next to him. Again, you push this feeling down, knowing it’s completely unprofessional and straight up childish. Though conversely, what you feel for him is not in the slightest, childish.
“Back, definitely.” He answers a little too fast, blinking to check with you. “If you want.” He adds.
He’s so polite, you could just die.
You find comfortable seating by the right side of the class, second to last row and close to the back per request. This classroom was a little smaller, so distance from the whiteboard wasn’t really an issue.
You’re listening to your elderly professor repeat instructions about a future assignment and knowing he’s just going to be posting the guidelines, you just tune him out again, distracted. You have to learn to stop doing that.
But you’re shamelessly peeking at the side, Choso’s writing something down, you watch his face as he continues without a care in the world, back hunched down to get closer to the papers maybe, tongue poking the inside of his cheek in focus. You look down at what he’s writing when he flips the sheet over, the sound of the paper is quiet amongst the loud hum of the air conditioner.
He’s checking something, a test again? You wonder if yours is there. Something catches your eye, he’s even writing down notes in the side for each correction. Maybe he’s also writing notes of encouragement for others. You don’t wanna wanna act all sensitive but something in your chest dampens. A lick of disappointment knowing you weren’t just given a little extra effort.
You shift in your seat, suddenly aware that you completely distracted yourself again and let your overactive imagination take over. You bite your cheek, brushing off the disappointment and sit properly on your seat. It moves the entire table though, you moved a little too roughly. Choso backs up in his chair, the commotion throwing off your professor in his fruitless discussion.
You gasp before immediately turning to check on your hard of hearing professor. He mumbles some incoherent complaint but you don’t wait to think and just apologize, “Sorry,” and it’s hopefully enough to divert the attention from you both.
Choso grunts, “No—sorry, my chair was too loud.” He pulls the long, shared desk back with one pull of his hand, before hunching to go back to work. There’s already a furrow in your brows at the apology, and you’re staring at the side of his face, his hand behind his full, overgrown hair, expression mirroring your own except towards his papers.
You adjust back, only this time you’re a bit farther, scared he’ll probably sense you’re being a little invasive. So you keep your eyes up at the projected screen and let the silence pass, the light sound of the ballpoint scratching paper on the smooth surface of the table and your teacher murmuring mix behind the stupid thoughts interfering and prodding at your composure.
You made this unnecessarily awkward, eyes looking back down on the paper without trying. You’re still kinda curious what he’s writing down. He’s writing down notes to the side, red pen and all— red pen and all?
You do a double take, your uncontrollable, imposing, borderline deluded thoughts returning back to their place in your hopeless brain. Did he use a red pen for everyone or green? He used green earlier, definitely. What the hell? Why does it matter?
“Can I help you?” The inner monologue in your head ceases at the question. You glance up at him, a crooked smile on his face, dimple gracing his features. He waits for you to say something, you process how it's a little close to a tease. You’re unable to say something and end up nodding.
He smiles, achingly sweet and sincere, still waiting for a response. You blank out, unable to think of a proper fake answer in time.
A last flick of your gaze at the paper outs your thoughts, he looks down at them. “If you’re looking for any of your own, this isn’t your section’s.” He assures, trying to fill in the silence you were so talented in bringing out in your conversations.
You giggle out of pure giddiness, unable to hold it in as you act like a school girl and not a college student. It’s probably so strange to him that you’re acting this way — internally reprimanding yourself is your only avenue for self control at these moments. You hope he doesn’t think the same way. “No um, you’re so focused on writing nice notes for everyone and marking every point.“
He smiles wider, eyes turning into pretty crescents. He shakes his head once, sitting back on his chair, and finally not slouching. Your stomach flips noting how he occupies more than half the seat. He scratches his neck, eyes flicking back at the papers for a moment before meeting yours, then averting again.
“I don’t think…” He leaned over to read the name on the paper, “…Inumaki, T. thinks my detailed corrections, or rather critiques are very nice, nor the rest of section Z26.” he mumbled the last part, adjusting the collar of his pull over.
“critiques?” You inquire, unconsciously leaning to his side of the desk, closer so you could read them too. Choso hopes you can’t feel the warmth on his cheeks radiating right now.
He nods his head a little too quickly, despite not being able to see him from where you were. He’s dizzy with the scent of your floral shampoo under his nose, heady and pulling. “Yes, just to help with,” he falters again, your bare arm brushing against his own, clothed one when you point at a certain part of the paper while reading, knees hitting under the table when you’re closely looking down on the sheet. “With the, the uh, future tests yeah-”
Choso watches your lips move but he doesn’t hear what comes out. Right now, he’s pushing away such un-utterable, uncalled for thoughts when his view is your head over what would be is his lap, only being separated by this rickety table. It only gets worse when you shift your eyes at him, wide and up at his tired onyx ones, only now his are a little wider too, something past friendly reflecting in your before averting back down the white sheet.
You’re still reading the paper, taking in the info for each question. “Oh,”
He snaps out of his daze, immediately taking notice of your blank tone. “What’s wrong?”
You’re processing the words on the essay type test he’s checking and you realize you’ve never seen this kind of test before. “Y’know, now that I’m reading this, I don’t think we’ve answered this activity yet.” A beat, and Choso flips the paper down.
“Right, that’s probably not good,“ He places a spread out hand over the papers, sheets mix on top of each other, disheveled and disorganized, one nearly falling off the narrow table.
You’re already laughing, “You’re so clumsy,” your hand stopping one of them from flying out of place.
“No, you probably shouldn’t look at that too-“
“Relax, I don’t have the photographic memory to copy each answer. As much as I wish I did.” You mumble the last part, tucking the papers into an organized pile, facing outwards. “See? No cheating for me.”
Choso fights the smirk that inches his way under the skin of his cheeks, nodding to you. “I appreciate your integrity.” You return the look on his face except with the stack in your grasp right now, it reflects its white canvas like a soft light on your skin, a sweet warmth overcomes him. “I never told you why I was looking for you.”
You place the sheets separate from his pile of unfinished work. Pursing your lips, you make a noise of acknowledgment. “Oh, I was thinking the same thing. I didn’t know how to approach you ‘cause it was kinda embarrassing.”
“Embarrassing how?”
For a while, you contemplate how to make yourself sound less pathetic, trying to amp up how to sound flirtier without breaching whatever boundary of the title you held to him. You wanted to play safe, for now.
“Like to ask for help, I bet it's as funny as someone asking a stupid question since you probably didn’t have to do any of that when you were in my year.” You don’t have to confirm with him whether or not it’s true, Choso’s going straight to a master’s after graduating this year. You’ve been hyping yourself up to ask him out for a while, knowing that he’ll most likely drift from you as a friend with the work that comes with finishing one.
You truly weren’t looking for any kind of college relationship or even a fling, knowing such places bring unnatural levels of attraction to people who lack self identity, and if you’re being honest, college made you question that part of yourself when you first began.
Ergo, you focused on yourself for your first year to second. Now, you’re in your third year’s second semester and people are thinking about their thesis and fellowships. And here you were only starting to make career moves for your future in your third year.
But you digress, circling back to how all that led you to meet Choso. Someone you’ve made acquaintances with last year during an exhibit at the school’s anthropology museum. Yes, you had an anthropology museum — Jjk technical college was not cheap.
His hair was a tad shorter back then, guiding a bunch of first years through the new exhibit, excitedly discussing some bones and energy. The glint in his eyes was bright and he was wholly unfiltered, charmingly gauche. You had tried to pose a question at the time, wanting to entertain him out of definitely just pure curiosity for Bioarcheology, but second guessed yourself and never approached him again.
Until, it was that same year you found out he had been the TA for the professor you were aiming for next year (as a second year college student), and you found out he was resigning as the teacher’s assistant from a friend of a friend, and how Gojo had been already looking for a new one early on because Choso was that competent.
You want to say that maybe you joined just because professor Gojo was someone you highly look up to in the field of history research and will grant you a killer recommendation for a future career — which you know he will— there’s an underlying feeling where you also can’t deny that the idea of how it brings you closer to Choso made the position all the more appealing.
So this year, when Gojo read your CV and decided to accept you out of the many (3 applicants, one was an irregular student, the other a nepo baby), and encouraged Choso to start training you by now, it was like fate realigned itself to bring you closer to him.
Sort of.
Now he was in front of you- beside you, and casually replying with, “ I don’t mind spending my free time with you—tutoring and stuff.” He offers, completely unaware how he gets your stomachs in knots and your heart feels like it's trying to rip out of your ribcage.
“Really?” You ask too eagerly, he nods for extra reassurance. “It’s just, Historiography just isn’t something I’m good at but I’m also I find it interesting but it’s also really hard but— I also want this.” You size him up, towards his side of the table. “Y’know, this.”
He‘s about to point at himself, before looking at the papers and something clicks in place. “Checking papers on top of your thesis, dropping them off at Gojo’s office at 8 am, and getting death stares when I come across his students?”
You nod, almost even more eager, “Absolutely.”
“You’re perfect then.” He says, no hesitation whatsoever. You were eating it up and he was completely unaware. You giggle, heat rushing to your face.
You almost forgot how talking came easy with Choso. It was refreshing to meet someone you could hold a conversation with without feeling like you had to perform all the time, or wonder what to amp up or tone down. He had his intimidating moments at first, like being overqualified for a TA and the unmistakable height, or when you’re overthinking how to impress him and you don’t truly act yourself — but those impressions crumble effortlessly when you recognize him for his sincerity and obsession with the academe.
Choso can’t help but let a chuckle bubble in his throat, smooth and rich like a creamy cup of strong coffee. He’s analyzing your face, the apples of your cheeks are out with how wide you smile, he made you smile like that. The fact sits comfortably in his chest. He’s staring at your lips, maybe he can get away with it as him just looking down to your height, the few times he feels his own acted as an advantage for him.
“…any reason you use green?… Choso?” He blinks, and he’s back in the classroom and you’re now holding your own head with your palm, waiting for him to answer.
The back of his neck is hot with the thought you could probably notice him zoning out. “I like,” he searches your eyes, hesitating, and then, “I like green, so.” He nods, trying to rationalize his plain answer to himself.
You’re squinting, “Cool,” nothing behind your tone, just the air that still manages to sit awkwardly between you two, suddenly the old scribbles in the storage part of the desk was so interesting—
“And it's good for not like…” He swallows back his nerves, heart pounding in his ears. “I didn’t wanna discourage students.”
The admittance runs like oil down your back and you feel like you’ve hit him dead center in what you wanted to hear. “Right,” You look around, a false pretense of thinking in your expression, “So… why the red?” You ask curiously, pen in your hand scratching off the old paint under the desk in anticipation.
He paused like a deer caught in headlights, licking the dryness of his lips. Staring down the sheet of paper, yes it’s red indeed, he thinks. His lips part, you watch the smooth, glossy sheen of it move against the light. “I guess I have a favorite class.” He coughs, feigning the ease he was currently lacking with each word he carefully chose to speak.
Despite the urge to egg him on, you leave it at that, your bravery for the day already expended. You know if you continued you might say something a little irrational, and you’re also afraid to jump his bones too quickly. Though you’re pretty sure he could still hold you up if you tried.
Class ends anti-climactically, your professor waving your class off with a less than interested parting. You’re out of the classroom, Choso following behind when, “So, when do you wanna start? I’m free after class tomorrow and it’s the weekend. I don’t mind staying longer.”
You’re following his pace as you walk through the hallways of your building, aiming for the exit but you’re thinking about what happens after. You’re not fully sure where you’ll end up once you part. Do you just go? He stayed with you the entire boring class, (obviously the only reason why you want to stay longer and none other in particular) surely there must be something you have to do in return.
You’re nearing the exit and you can’t help but feel like you’re letting something slip if you go past the doors without making your thoughts known, “I have this thing with my best friend tomorrow, this is not a very good look for me— I promised I’d do this qualitative interview and—“
He’s quick to reply, “Oh yeah, I totally understand—“
Shit, okay you were not seizing the moment correctly. “You should come with me.” You turn over to him, unable to stop yourself.
Choso all but freezes, “What?”
Okay, no going back now, smacking your lips together before going for the kill. “—With me. Yeah, we could hang out and,” Could you still back out? No.
“Just, maybe study after? like we could study like… for the,” So much for not wanting to jump his bones, “…whole night.” You can’t look at him any longer, eyes scanning back the outside that now surrounds you. The noises of campus and the lamp posts are bright, projecting a warm white over you. But all this is not enough to comfort you from the trepidation finally shaking your brain.
You watch as Choso’s pale cheeks start to tinge into a flushy pink, eyebrows raising behind his glasses.
“Oh, okay, yes. Okay!” He nods taughtly, though willing.
You pause, “Okay?” trying to check if he’s serious.
“Sure.” You’re both standing opposite his body, shocked with what you’re hearing from the other as much as you were shocked from the words leaving yourselves.
A beat passes, leaves rustle, and amidst that you’re silently hoping it won't matter how you didn’t think this through fully. “Five o’clock sound good?”
***
It was a steady, calm-ish afternoon, your best friend Miwa was sat in front of you, laptops laid out on the table. She’s writing down notes and closing up her recording software and you’ve been fixing up your hair, clothes, and picking lint off it. You find a loose thread on your shirt when, “Hey,” You look up, alert. Miwa’s squinting at you, blue hair cast in a warm yellow from the mid-afternoon sun. “You good?”
You’re finger quits picking at yourself, “What? Yeah,” eyes flitting back to the pesky string sticking out of the hem of your top.
There’s a hum coming from in front of you, “You sure? You’ve been so fidgety this entire time.”
“I am not fidgety.” You say, fidgeting. A sigh comes out of you, and you lean back on your chair, hands coming on top of the arm rests. “You really okay with me bringing Choso?”
At this, Miwa’s lips curl into a smirk. “I knew it.”
Your eyes flick over to the side in thought, then back at her sly expression. “What do you know?”
She’s sitting up from her hunched posture over her laptop, and drinking from her cup of her almost lukewarm coffee, shrugging with her eyes still locked on yours.
Your thumbs come up from the arm rests, “What is it?”
She clears her throat, placing the mug on a coaster. She looks back up, a smirk still planted on her face. “Just that I didn’t know that he was your crush,” she expects you to reply, but you’re still waiting for her to elaborate. “Y’know, Choso.”
“I don’t have a crush on him!”
She squints, “Okay so we’re lying today.”
“It’s merely admiration— and some attraction at most.”
“That’s literally what a crush is based on.”
You’re blinking at her, feeling caught. You bite your tongue, knowing that your best friend out of anyone should be able to catch you in a lie. Or even a truth you lie to yourself about. You speak up, “Well?”
“Y’know I love you.” She starts.
“Oh no.” Dread seeps into your stomach, and you know if she starts somewhere along the lines of sugar coating, the following was about to be some bland truth coated around maybe an even bitter core inside.
“I like Choso! He’s been your friend for a while and I’ve never talked to him but he sounds really devoted to his work, maybe goodlooking, he’s smart, and he’s nice—“
“What would Muta think…?”
She chuckles, softening at the thought of her own boyfriend. “No, I just wanted to keep an eye out for you too when I say this.” She pauses, trying to find a way to word this as pleasantly as possible. “Cause you know how girls talk…”
You latch onto that last part, stomach churning in suspense. “Not really, I don’t.”
She stops herself from cackling at your nervous expression, “I just heard he’s always…nice.”
“What’s wrong with that?”
“Like too nice? I guess…it’s really hard to explain babe,“ She cuts herself off, sensing your growing apprehension. She observed how your hands are rubbing on the expanse of your cup, and bringing it to your lips to avoid saying something. She quiets down her tone, now kinda shy about mentioning it. She leans a bit towards you, “Like… in bed, y’know?”
You sputter in your mug, feeling unwelcome liquid scratch your throat. Miwa’s eyes widen when she watches you cough, eyes turning watery. “Ooh gag reflex, that’s not coming in handy.“
“Fucking shut up-“ You’re coughing still and she’s laughing uncontrollably now. “—I did not expect that.”
She’s wiping the corner of her corneas with a finger, “I—I’m sorry I just had to bring it up.”
You’re more composed now, eyes looking up at the clock, it’s ten minutes to five, and you’re trying to relax.
You don’t exchange looks with Miwa until a short moment passes for you to think.
“So have you thought about what it would be like?” You’re back to meeting her eyes, a silent exchange between you both. Miwa smiles at you, lowering her voice and putting a finger up to her ear like an agent, “Then I’m glad to relay information.” She’s giggling when you throw a tissue at her.
You’re already standing out of your seat and making your way to sit beside her. She motions her hand for you to come nearer, both turning your heads when the door chime rings and someone enters, calming down when it’s just some delivery person. You relax, side eyeing her.
Miwa inches closer, “Okay so I’m friends with this senior from my org and she had a friend who was seeing Choso, sort of? Anyways I mentioned once that you were replacing him and that you’re a little into him, sorry.” You’re beckoning her to continue, not caring much for the last part and nodding along.
“Anyways, it was like a one night stand thing and — don’t get me wrong I’m not trying to spread rumors or judge,” Another pause, and you’re already on the edge of your seat.
“Well? Go on,” You pull her in, arms tangled and clutching her, knee jittering.
“I heard he was kinda scared in bed? Like maybe he has a phobia or something.” Your knee stops, and you’re now confused, “It’s just kinda odd ‘cause the guys like a unit, right?” a crease forms between your brows. “Maybe he’s like… a power bottom?” she whispered, tone serious.
You’re nodding, taking in the information with actual consideration. “Possibly,” You’re fully facing her now, “Y’know…he is a TA.”
It’s Miwa’s turn to be confused, struggling to find the correlation. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
You fight the expression trying to pull on your lips, you nibble on the skin then let go, “I’d say he’s good at being told what to do.”
Miwa’s eyes widened, before adding, “Tell me when you find out.” A second where you’re both quiet and then you’re being shook by the shoulders, both of you squealing and chortling in your corner. It would be no surprise if you’ve caught the attention of other customers with your commotion.
She quits with the shaking, now smoothing over the fabric over your shoulders for messing up your top. “So what are you gonna do about it?”
You can’t help but entertain your imagination, “I mean I think I’m too conscious to be playing around too much.” Your friend nods along, supportive. Past these exciting thoughts, it was all a front for the feelings you struggled to word out, “I really like him, Miwa.”
She parts her lips but as if on cue, another chime from the door rings once more. He stood by the entrance for a brief moment, barely scanning the vicinity when he locked eyes on you, a cheeky grin lighting up his face.
***
“—I think they never made any real contact.”
“No, that’s definitely up for debate.”
Miwa watches your back and forth, pen in hand. Choso decided to be part of her research sample as well, given that he’s already here, he should make use of his time. And he didn’t mind, he liked helping out.
If only he could actually speak and answer the questions without you guys debating every time one of you made an opinion on something vaguely related to Miwa’s research topic. At first it was good, your opinions can be added too but now she’s running out of space in her storage with how long this unintentional joint interview was going.
“Okay guys, the interview questions are about historical revisionism. While I do see the correlation, how did we end up in Egypt and…?”
“Ancient Mesopotamia.” Both of you say, completing her sentence.
“I can elaborate.” Choso suggests, clearly unable to read between the lines of Miwa’s inquiry.
She stretches in her seat, her legs feeling cramped up with the lack of movement all this time. “Y’know what, I’ll hold you two to that. But first, let’s take a break!” It’s not even a minute until she’s out of both your and Choso’s sights, on the way to the restroom, pen and recorder left on the table.
“Y’know, I don’t think she likes me that much. I also think she’s too nice to tell me that.” You’re in the middle of cracking your neck until you’re moving your attention to him.
“Don’t worry too much about it, I think she just isn’t up for hearing any more strong opinions on exported textiles.”
“That’s if they were truly exported—“ You shove his arm, and he’s laughing at your face, not even moved from the push. He’s pretending to rubbing his bicep in feigned hurt, lifting his arm in the process, almost flexing. You try to ignore how they felt so hard under your fingertips. You check him out unintentionally, taking notice of how the hem of his layered shirt hangs enough to show the lower part of his stomach. Out of respect, you look the other way.
You swallow thickly, ears hot. “I think I’ll get another snack. Want anything to eat?” You’re already standing up and off the chair, limbs wobbly from the long period of time you spent sitting on the deep arm chair.
There’s a sudden burst of noise coming from the entrance of the café, very loud and boisterous. You can’t help but let your jittery self get distracted, there stood an entire group of men, looking like they just got off practice. You’re wondering why one of them looks vaguely familiar, but there’s a body blocking your view out of nowhere with what you realize is Choso’s chest.
There’s an odd, slightly frantic look in his eyes you haven’t seen on someone as easygoing as him. “Um, how about I go with you?”
You’re looking up at him, a little skeptical on why the sudden change of tone, but agree anyways.
You’re in the short line along the display and point out pastries that you could try when a voice calls out to the person beside you. “Cho!”
It’s easier for you to check where it’s coming from as Choso was in front of said voice. You recognize the pink hair from the group coming in earlier. He’s about 2 inches away from being as tall as Choso, hair damp like he just came from a shower, and a sports bag was strapped across him.
A pat on his shoulder signals your dark haired companion to turn, seeing a sight he’d been trying to avoid earlier. Of course he had to be the one ordering for his group.
“Hey man,” Choso greets, strained, a guard visibly coming up around him.
“What’s up, you don’t say hi to family anymore?” The sentiment, although on paper sounded sweet, in reality was like a taunt. Something you don’t wanna dissect to avoid reading into it too much. “Who’s this?”
You peer over at both of them, their attention now on you. Still unable to read the room, you focus on Choso to see how he wants this to play out. He steps in for you, “You know her, I mentioned the TA thing like a while back. She’s a friend, though she is replacing me.”
He gestures to the pinkette’s side, introducing him.
“My brother by the way. Same year though.”
Sukuna nods at that and smiles, canines showing. He reaches out with his hand, and you meet it halfway. “Ryomen Sukuna.” Huh, he’s not a Kamo.
“Pleasure,” You’re squinting your eyes, there’s something a little unsettling about him that you can’t place, but you’re not trying to jump into that.
“I didn’t know Choso had any siblings — ones on campus, no less.”
You let go of his large, callous hands, moving an inch closer to the cashier when the customer before you has their turn to order. “Have 2 terms to catch up with and I don’t really see this one around either ‘cause I did training camp in Barcelona last semester.”
You nod in acknowledgement. Silently, you’re comparing them, unknowingly looking back and forth between him and Choso a little too obviously.
“We don’t look related do we?”
Before you could defend yourself, a dry chuckle beats you to it. “We get that a lot.” He squeezed where his hand was planted on Choso, who visibly tenses. “Different mom, same dad. He doesn’t take after him though, if you’re worried—“
“Alright, I don’t think she wants to know about that.”
“Speak for yourself,” You laugh nervously, trying to ease the tension you could feel multiplying tenfold. He pats Choso’s shoulder before bringing his hand down to the side, not before looking at the side of his brother's face as he semi-whispered, “At least one of you doesn't have their panties in a twist.”
“I would if I were wearing mine.” A very long, awkward silence overcomes all three of you. That is until a nearly genuine smile breaks out of Sukuna’s angular features.
“Ha, what the fuck,” He mutters in amusement, “You’re both weird, that’s cute.” A dry chuckle eases the anxiousness you were struggling to place the source of. Though at the cost of your own dignity.
The line to the cashier moves, it’s yours and Choso’s turn now. He’s first to leave his brother’s side, not even bidding him a glance as he moves past you. “Nice meeting you,” you voice out, still on edge, Sukuna just nods in acknowledgement.
***
It’s around 6:40pm when Choso walks you to your apartment outside of campus. There’s a slight tension in the air that you’re struggling to bring up, it’s been there for the remainder of your meet up, not having said a word since you’ve left the café. You’ve been trying to make a move and talk to him but he’s had his eyes on the ground this entire time, rarely up, and definitely never on you.
He was about to walk in the pedestrian lane when you tug on his backpack. He’s caught in the pull, looking up to the red walking signal reflecting on the road. He walks back to stand next to you, still not saying a word. “What’re you thinking so hard on?”
For a moment he turned his head to you, a little too quick to not look like he wasn’t anticipating you to bring it up yourself. He looks ahead once more when you’re walking now. “I’m sorry about earlier.”
You start to feel a little guilty for not clarifying sooner, wondering if this entire time he thought he should’ve apologized for something he couldn’t control.
“It’s alright, it wasn’t unpleasant for me.”
He almost laughs at that, “Right, and I was jumping for joy.”
The air shifts, it’s not so tense anymore, just between that and uncertainty directed at something else entirely. “I felt really dumb earlier.” He adds, looking back down on the pavement. “I couldn’t say anything to make him leave us alone.”
You’re a few blocks nearby to your place, walking a little ahead of him so he could follow you now.
“Again, it wasn’t that bad. You don’t have to apologize.” Once more, silence fills the space between you both and it feels like you’re unable to remove this weight you feel affecting your interaction.
Now you’re both looking at your feet as you wait for cars to pass the street you’re crossing and for the timer to finally get to zero. Your foot is stepping over a dry leaf to fill in the lack of communication, the sound crunching in the quiet in a loud, distant manner.
“I just kinda get made fun of for acting like this—weak.” You crane your neck up to meet his eyes, and you’re right to think he’s still looking down. “It’s just annoying how even until now it’s expected of me to bite back on others ‘cause I look like I should.”
There’s a furrow in his brows, and he’s tightly clutching on the strap of his bag. “Like I’ve accepted that, sort of. I’m already conscious of it— but maybe people like to pick on me when it's obvious I’m not gonna do anything.”
You’re making another turn together, he’s leading with the path he’s familiar with and you follow, his words don’t falter. “Maybe ‘cause it makes them feel less small or some shit — I don’t know.”
After processing the words that left him, it brought you back to your conversation with Miwa. How you laughed about his past history with women and how you basically gossiped about his insecurities. Guilt swirls in your stomach, realizing this might just be a little worse than you treated it to be. You keep quiet, deep in your own thoughts, letting him say what he needs to.
“And of course my own brother is like that too.” He rants, tracing back to the behavior he displayed earlier. “He’s my brother and I love him, yes. But frat guys could be such dicks, y’know? I was like his first practice hazing dummy lite…in a way.”
You nod, acknowledging him. “Right, right.” You’re turning to the street ahead of yours, just about a block away now.
“It’s hard to not let those insecurities take over.” He groans, “I spent so much of my life trying to make my best first impressions, and I feel like it backfires on me with the wrong people—I hate that.” He’s scratching the back of his head. “Sometimes I just wish I looked normal. That way I wouldn’t literally feel like the elephant in the room.”
At that, you turn almost as if you’d heard the worst take in your life, brows scrunching. “Normal?”
He shakes his head, “Yes, normal. Like I can wear normal shoes and sit on couches normally.”
“I like that you’re not.” You say, insensitively. “I mean you’re not not normal. But I like…it.” You slow down, trying to backtrack on what you just let slip.
He’s blinking down on you, a look of surprise etched on his slowly flushing face. “…Why?”
Your breath is caught in your throat, not knowing how else to explain it. No going back. Remember?
“I feel safe, even if you don’t…bite back. And on top of that you’re kind. I think that matters a lot.”
Choso stares at you like you just grew a tree on your head, but in truth, he’s just trying to tone down his elation. “Really?” He asks dumbly, already cursing himself in his head for looking like he wants to hear you call him that again. Safe.
You dip your head, agreeing once more. “I’m a girl so I may be a little biased but if I were also a little taller, I wouldn’t have to deal with some idiot guys trying something on me, and I could also defend myself easier.”
“Oh yeah—Yes, that's totally different from my problems.” He clarified, trying to catch himself from sounding ungrateful. You watch the way his expressions shifts from blank to stressed and bite back a smile. “There’s obviously people with worse problems than being bigger than a doorway.” He’s looking down and pushing his glasses up, almost ashamed.
You turn to the road leading up to your street, your apartment just at the end of it. “Is that like 6’3 or…”
“Huh?” He meets your inquisitive eyes, “Uh, just a little more.” He replied, shying away from your stare. You’re thinking about all the objects that could possibly match up to Choso’s figure.
“Those chillers they got in 7’11?”
“Hm, nope. Like 2 inches more, maybe.”
Your stomach does a flip you had to ignore, “You’re lying. Six foot six?”
“Without shoes, yes.” He nodded, met with you side-eyeing him. “Well you’re free to go with me to my annual checkups and see.” He defends, a smile finally appearing on his face at your skepticism.
You squint, stopping yourself from looking too excited with the many, unbecoming thoughts storming your brain. “I’ll hold onto that.”
Shortly after, you find yourself standing in front of the building to your apartment. “I’m sorry about dumping all that on you, It was a lot.” He looks around before letting out a barely there sigh, “I’ll get going now—“
“Are you forgetting?” You look back and Choso’s standing stiffly, feet planted on the ground. “We’re…studying, remember?”
Choso’s throat bobs at your sly tone, convincing himself there is nothing behind it. “You did a lot today I just thought we were tired—“
“We don’t have to study then.” You’re looking around and thinking to yourself before landing back on his face, “I mean you came all the way here, you could come up and have some tea?”
The notion has his chest puffing out to regulate the way his heart started beating like its pounding from behind his sternum. He doesn’t say anything, his eyebrows raise behind his glasses, his usually sleepy eyes now wide. He nodded and let out a strained, “Okay.”
***
The door to your apartment swings open with a loud creak. The lights switch on, a warm white cascades from the ceilings.
Your keys make a clinking noise against the ceramic jewelry tray you leave on the dresser by the entrance. The door is wide open, you feel Choso trailing behind a couple steps away.
He’s standing kinda stiffly, “Do I take my shoes off or—“
You’re shaking your head, stepping aside to let him in. “My neighbors are kinda sticklers for people who leave their shoes outside in the halls.” He walks past the doorway, head craned down. It’s supposed to look like he was trying to avoid getting hit by the frame of it, though he’s only finding a way to hide his face naturally.
He picked his head up when he heard clanking from the kitchen which meant that you were inside. “I hope you’re not allergic to pollen? I like to put honey in mine.” You ask, your voice still clear as the space isn’t big at all, but in his head it’s distant. He’s trying to calm himself down, taking in your apartment.
It’s small, kitchen tight and you’ve no space for a table. You use the counter as one, your bed, desk, and sofa all in the same space. However, the lack of furniture made it wide, the “living room” taking the least space with just a little coffee table and the tv on the floor as the only decor.
“You didn’t say anything so I didn’t add any honey.” He finds himself turning on his feet when he’s met by your figure, coming from the kitchen with two— red and yellow —mugs. You hand him the yellow one, he takes it with a ‘thanks’. You make a move to sit on the couch, trying to get cozy. Choso’s still standing, sipping on his cup awkwardly.
“You can sit if you want.” Choso’s eyes flick over to you. You realize he had shed his bag on the entrance, still it looks like something is weighing on him.
“I’m okay, I might launch you out of it—“
“Sit with me.” You pat the spot beside you on the couch, your fawn-like eyes up at him.
It turns his legs into jelly. Thoroughly convinced, he sits beside you, trying to be as careful as he can so the side of the couch doesn’t sink to his weight too much.
He winced at the audible sound of the springs under the cushions, “Sorry.”
Quietly, you assess him. How stiffly he sat, how much of the seat he took up despite keeping himself at the edge of it. If he sat back, would his knee brush against yours? Though you feel a little bad for taking advantage of his reactiveness towards you. However, something deep inside you is undeniably excited with the thought.
On the other hand, Choso feels like he’s watching himself act in third person, deliberating what part of his body he should move next to not look too obnoxious or stiff. He doesn’t know if he should just let the silence pass till he runs out of tea, or maybe till it turns lukewarm. You shift in your seat, he feels your gaze heavy on him. You don’t say anything, you just stare at the side of his face. His throat bobs.
He looks over to you for a split second and meets your eyes, you raise your brows at him, a smirk growing on your sweet face.
An anxious laugh bubbles from his throat, the tips of his ears tinging red. “I think you’re aware of how you’re making me nervous.”
You couldn’t stop the way the smirk spreads into a wide smile. “I was thinking of how to get you to talk, is all.” You tilt your head to the side, checking out how the light from your room lamp makes his jaw seem sharper. His hair nearly fell on his shoulders, built and perched with his elbows on his knees, posture a little hunched, but he still sat taller than you. Nothing short of tempting in your eyes.
He follows your gaze, “What?”
“You’re also thinking of something.”
His brows pinch, he hates how good you are at prodding at him when he clearly doesn’t know what to say. “I’m always thinking.”
You nod, “And still, you haven’t said anything since we went up.”
Choso pauses his already stiff self. You place your mug down, crossing your legs on the couch. He brings his attention back to you but you’re already intently looking at him. He flinches back.
Sighing, “What do you think I’m thinking about?” You purse your lips, shrugging at his question. He shakes his head, a smile fighting its way on his face.
“Then I’m happy you only brought me here to drink some tea.” A roll of his eyes comes out of sarcasm, reaching for his own mug on the table, stretching his arm out.
He’s about to pull his hand back when your smaller one lands on top of his. The contact would have made him drop the glass into little pieces if it weren’t for the coffee table underneath. He lets down the cup, missing the coaster you laid out.
“That’s my mug….” You point at the red cup in his grasp, yours. You let the words linger like the pads of your fingers on the back of his hand, “Hm, you’re really warm.”
He blinks, unable to ground himself back to reality because maybe, maybe you’re trying to make a move on him. He’s unable to look into your eyes,
“Uh,” He falters, the warmth on his cheeks multiply and spread out when you inch closer, the warmth of your own body makes him feel like he’s overheating.
“How else could I get you to go up with me?” You say, goading another reaction out of him.
“I-I mean you could just ask and…I wouldn’t say no,“ You’re closer to his face now—too close. But you’re still not looking at eye level — not close enough.
“I think I’ve done a lot just to be around you, Cho.” He almost melts at how the stupid nickname his brother calls him sounded so good coming from your honeyed lips. Choso gulps, audible and embarrassing in the silence of your apartment.
He started off this conversation on the edge of the couch, somehow it feels like you’ve backed him into it.
“Y’know, the TA stuff, asking to study—do we look like we’re studying now?” Your arm skates over his hand, up his arm, the touch leaving goosebumps in their wake.
You watch how his jaw all but clenches at the feeling, a newfound confidence makes you unbelievably giddy, driving you to push more. “But what I wanna know is,”
He feels like he’s running out of breath before he could utter a word when your palm lands up on his hard chest, feeling for the erratic thumping of his heartbeat underneath the fabric of his shirt.
Your head is craned up, lashes bat at him, “What are you willing to do…?”
He’s looking deeply into your eyes, searching for the answer to your question, not realizing how his neck is craning down at your height in return. Several beats pass — he feels a tug on his shirt and then he’s closing the distance between your lips.
He whines on the soft, wet skin, sucking gently, eyes falling shut. His hand finds your cheek, the other reaching for your side when you tangle your arms around his neck. The pace is hungry yet fervent, tugging and melting against the other. You pull away slowly, lips parting from each other wetly. You’re smacking your own lips before smiling up at Choso, giggling.
His eyes are hazy, glasses crooked out of place. His hands are covering your back and smoothing over your clothes, “I can do anything— whatever you want.”
If you weren’t already grinning wide enough, now you’re fully Cheshire-like. Pushing yourself closer towards him, “Anything?” He nods eagerly, you’re pulling him in, hungry.
His hand is on the back of your neck now, holding. There’s something about his touch that feels like it’s keeping you together without feeling too possessive. Caring with a dash of hesitance. One you’re looking to break through tonight.
Your lips travel down his neck, leaving hot, lingering kisses along his throat. “Oh, mmh-“ He bites his lip immediately after nearly letting out the low noise from chest, eyes shutting when you find the particularly sensitive spot on his neck. You feel his fingers dig rougher on your hips, you’re on your knees now, determined to cover every inch of him in your touch. Your weight falls on him when he tugs you, the hands planted on his shoulders squeeze out of instinct.
“You good? I-I didn’t mean to, ah—“ He tried to move his head away from your persistent lips, but a shiver that runs through him stops his actions. You’re sucking on his skin, humming proudly, undettered from your little slip. His hands brush down your sides, they plant themselves lower on your waist.
You plant kisses all the way back to his chin then meet his lips again. You’re eye level, a sinister glint in your eyes. You stick your tongue out, half lidded gaze and staring right at him — brushing the wet, pink muscle along Choso’s bottom lip, teasing. Heat rushes on his face, blood rushes on his crotch. You’re killing him.
You suck on the pink flesh, tugging then letting go, he’s pulling you in closer by the back of your neck. He wants you on him, mind unable to decide how — just everywhere is fine. You drop your palm down between your bodies and on the garter of Choso’s sweats, feeling for the hardness underneath.
He hissed as your fingers brushed what would be his shaft, “Um, sorry, can we make out a little I think…” He holds your head closer to his face, breaths mingling as you catch them. “I’ll get less hard— nervous, I think. Sorry,” You hummed in agreement before landing back on the flushed skin of his mouth, quieting him down with your lips.
You giggle against him, chasing as he squirms, palms settling on his shoulders. You pull off him with a peck, feet planting back on the carpeted floors. Choso now sat far into the couch, slacked with legs spread. His mouth parts as you start undressing, stripping off into your underwear.
He sizes you up and down, taking in your soft, bare skin, your strapless bra and cotton panties under the warm lights of your apartment. It elicits a heavy throb under his pants. Choso’s breathing feels uneven and the air grows thinner when you settle back on the couch, only now between his spread out legs.
You’re steadying yourself, his hands find a place on your warm, now bare skin. You smooth over the wide expanse of his chest, then land on his neck, even warmer than you. “This okay?” You ask, to which he only replies with a nod.
You’re about to lean into him when he reaches for his glasses, but you stop him before he tries to pry the piece of metal off. “They stay on.”
His breath catches in his throat, stomach dipping. A part of him he’s not quite sure whether he wanted to acknowledge, liked when you tell him what to do.
He lets his hand fall, you adjust the rims on the bridge of his nose. “You’re so pretty.” You’re holding his face with both hands, tilting it upwards to you. A lopsided grin appears on his face at the comment, eyes shying away and down from your face and to the body on him.
“Thanks- Thank you,” He replied poorly. His palm skated from your waist and to your back, laying above the clip of your bra. His lips are caught between his teeth as he takes in the feel of your skin against him, he looks up. “You’re awfully pretty as well.”
He was never good at expressing himself,only with what he was sure of. But this was new, you pushing, him taking, it was all new. But he meant every word he said to you. He leaned in to catch your lips against his. Fuck, if only you could tell how much he meant it.
He’s slotting his tongue in between your parted mouth, leaning further in and you’re falling back, but he’s catching you — keeping you to him. You work together smoothly, as smooth as silks rubbing against each other. You clutch on to him tightly as if he’ll slip if you don’t. You taste like jasmine tea and he’s wondering if the sweet taste is from the honey or just you. He’s holding you by the neck and pushing your back into him.
You finally move to settle on his lap, the kiss unwavering so you’re first to pull away, “Choso—“ He catches the sound of his name in your mouth, chasing, taking, and taking. There isn’t any place on your body that isn’t covered by him, your arms, your back, your legs in between his that caged you. You moan at the thought against his greedy tongue, entirely consumed. But you’re impatient and already wet, the fabric of your panties has been riding up for the last 10 minutes. So you squeeze his arms weakly, but it’s enough for him to let air flow between you.
“Shit, Sorry—” He’s frantic and searching your eyes, but he’s met with your hazed out ones and your swollen, drooly lips. He wiped the corner of it, chest heaving. “I need to— you’re driving me insane,” He chuckles, deep and uncertain with how true the fact felt. He’s brushing your hair back gently, “I’m sorry,” he lets go of you as you’re pulling away.
You’re upright now, letting your feet back down. You’re bending over to his lap, palms resting on his spread out limbs, “You need to make it up to me,” You’re once again reaching for his sweats, the imprint of his shaft taking form at the side. He gently lays his hand on your wrist.
“Are you sure?” His eyes are wide, pupils dilated, the frames of his glasses are now on the tip of his nose bridge. But there’s a wave of genuine uncertainty blanketing his expression.
You’re blinking up at him, “Why wouldn’t I be?”
It’s a tangled knot in his chest, one bundled in embarrassing moments and unsuccessful hook-ups. He stuttered over his words,
“Just that before I’ve-“ he pondered if he should risk you laughing at him, but you’re expectantly looking into his eyes, and your hands are already on his lap, a little more and you’d be right where he’s aching for you. “I’m scared of making it…unpleasant?”
His hand rubs up and down your arms, you’re tuning him out and thinking of how you should go about sitting on him. He continued to ramble on, “Um, like I’ve been told it was…“
“Too big?” You ask, attention now on him. Externally you’re collected, stating it like a remark. But internally you know it’s a fact. You feel a little bad thinking about it but now you’re piecing together your earlier conversation on what Miwa’s friend’s friend might’ve been complaining about.
Choso all but nods, eyes scanning your room as if that would keep yours away from him. “I could just help you, y’know. We don’t have to—“
You’re turning over and maneuvering his hand out of his lap, sitting on his thigh. For a moment, you’re a little hesitant, hovering. “I mean I’d like it if we did, but I’m also…” His words trail off, holding your hip and securing you on his lap, unbothered as your weight settles on one thigh. He clears his throat, “I’m okay with, um, anything.”
You’re leaning into him, on your side, hand trailing underneath the hem of his shirt, grazing his clenched abdomen. He jolts, causing you to jump in your seat. Your eyes widen for a moment before relaxing, hand skating lower under the garter of his sweats with a simpering grin on your face. You’re kissing his cheek, gentle and slow as your hand palms over his hard, covered cock.
He’s watching your move under the fabric of his gray sweats, feeling your smaller fingers squeezing and rubbing the base of it. It hurts, he thinks. In a way that something stings and feels good at the same time. You’re squeezing at his tip when he throws his head back on the couch, groaning loudly. You take the opportunity to mouth on his neck again.
“Can you please— Can I please take it off?” He asks politely, but the grip on your hip feels anything but. You hum, still licking at the expanse of his neck.
You’re pulling his pants down with his help—mostly him just taking it off himself, desperate and aching. He’s bare from the waist down now when you settle back on his thigh, sweats and boxers discarded on the floor.
You’re now shamelessly gawking at his erection bouncing against stomach, slapping against it. The warmth of your hand catches him off guard, finally making contact skin to skin. You tug on the shaft, immediately taking notice of how your fingers struggle to close around it and were squeezing on accident.
“F—oh, god. ” He rests his head on your shoulder, sweat building on his forehead. You start moving your hand up and down, already slippery from how he’d been oozing in his boxers the entire time. He’s quiet behind you, save for the heavy breathing on your skin. You go faster. “Your hand’s so tight,” it comes out in a whimper. A wet, mouthing sensation can be felt on your shoulder, he’s biting your skin to muffle himself. But It doesn’t work, his throat lets loose with each reaction.
His eyes roll up from your shoulder when he feels you lean forwards and away from his chest, cock twitching when a wet glob of spit drips on him from your tongue.
You’re both watching your hand work up and down, bringing both onto the shaft, he’s cursing as you go faster.
You’re throwing your other leg over his thigh, straddling him in reverse, before resting back on him. Choso's hands come up to hold you under your knees, keeping your legs apart. He watched as the movement stretched the fabric, pussy still clad in underwear, drenched and barely covering it. But he can’t help but peek lower, your hands exclusively paying attention to his erection.
You joke, “It’s like I'm jerking myself off.”
A deep chuckle rumbles from his chest, the vibrations thrum against your back and you turn them into moans as you suddenly go faster. “Sucks though, I can’t feel it.”
You’re unable to see his expression behind you, but you can hear how his moans are muffled between his teeth, “You’re s-so eager.”
You reveled at how shaky he’d sounded. “One of us has to be.”
And then a strange noise akin to the tearing of fibers can be heard from below. You gasp as it happens in front of you, hands slowing its ministrations. You realize you’re watching him rip your underwear, exposing your wet, shiny pussy. “Hey—“
He’s adjusting himself from under you, bringing his other hand under your thigh, your legs tugged higher as he starts rubbing right on your clit.
He’s rough and accurate on where he wants to touch you, deliberate in his movements. He’s quick but he isn’t rushing either, his only motive was to get you to falter in his stead as you were doing just the same.
Your voice shrinks into breathy pants, the slick sound from your poor clit syncing in with each, “Ah, ah, Cho—“
“You’re making me so, so hard, baby—” You’re both an obscene sight to behold, playing with each other, spread out, grunting or whimpering. Both sloppily still trying to let your lips tangle with each other despite the inconvenient position. Both a mess, your tits spilling out of your bra, and his glasses all fogged up.
You grind into him, “Feels so good,” rubbing your juices on the cock you’re jerking with now one hand, coating his chubby length. Your body felt like it was on overdrive, moving your hips up and down as you clenched on nothing, gushing freely.
You’re biting your lip as your hips grow erratic, brows pinching and your abdomen clenches on itself. “I-I’m close.”
Choso lets a groan escape,“Fuck, really?” realizing he’s making you come first. It’s a miracle he’s held off this long, he wonders if he’ll hold up if you let him inside. The thought makes him move your hips on his cock, assisting you as you use him to get yourself off.
He doesn’t know if he’s breathing so hard because he’s getting tired or because he knows getting your clit rubbed nudges you a little closer to the edge when you start to get louder. He breathes against your ear, “Come on me, please.” He’s mumbling now, less at you and more to himself. “I wanna see you cum on me, please, please—”
Your legs begin to shake in his hold, fighting to shut close but the grip under your knees forces you to come with your legs spread wide, pussy making a show of spasming against Choso’s cock, voice breaking as you whimper. “That’s it baby, that’s it,”
Choso is completely enamored, the sounds of your high pitched whines in the air was like music to him, the way you writhe against his body was this entrapping dance. He couldn’t keep his eyes off you.
He notes how you were still in your bra, he whispers something about it, but you’re just nodding your head with your eyes shut, riding it out. Then he’s unclipping the strap with one hand, the fabric falling off and releasing your perfect tits.
You then relax your back to him, twitching still. But then he’s thrusting his erect cock up between your folds, the stimulation starting to make you wetter again, your breath can only catch up so fast. You’re attempting to lift your hips with a squirm.”Gi-give me a sec—”
Choso quickly lets your legs fall to the side and pauses, sitting up and moving your head to face him. “Shit- we can stop here,” he assured, breathy and worried. “I didn’t mean to, I was just looking at you. You looked-” So fucked out, “I’m sorry.“
“Sh-shut up,” You look away and Choso stiffens under you. Was he too rough? Before he could even utter another apology, you spoke, “I’m fine, I just need to— breathe.“
He watches you quiet down from underneath you, he’s rubbing your thighs comfortingly. “I am sorry,” The silence lingers, only getting tenser with each beat that passes.
And then you start chuckling — at nothing in particular. Your breathing slows down, and you look back to check on him. He looked so worried, brows pinched and his lip jutted out. A lazy smile breaks into your features, leaning down to catch him in a chaste kiss so he wouldn't see the expression on your face. “I liked it, okay?”
His breath hitched in his throat when you spoke against his lips, “Yeah?”
You’re nodding, smile now exposed. You kiss him again, powerless against his sweet lips. He relaxes, hand coming up to the back of your head. “I wanna-“ A kiss, “Fuck you now,” A slower kiss, “Please.”
He’s backing up to read your face, reassessing. Within the silence, something passes between you two. Amidst the air that smells of sex and vaguely of tea, there’s this mix of warmth and uncertainty—and whether or not to dive in it — that lingers in between.
He’s nervous under your gaze, once again, looking for a way out of your eyes that traps him so effectively like no other. He’s looking down at his still, very much, erect self. “I don’t have a condom.”
You’re thinking to yourself before you reach for the side table of your couch, scrambling for a box you kept there in case.
Choso’s scrambling to rip the plastic off before fishing for one packet. “I’m not really sure if it would fit so, maybe just try it,” You remark as you’re being maneuvered out of his lap and on the side of the couch. He fumbled with the rubber a couple times, pulling it down before it snapped a little too tightly on his girth. He tugs it down on him until a tear starts spreading on the side of the translucent material.
“I’m sor—“ He hissed as it snapped against his skin, “See I can’t even fucking…I don’t think this is quite right—” He’s cursing to himself, obviously a little sexually frustrated. For someone his size he still managed to look somewhat like a defeated puppy.
You’re tugging the broken thing off, relief blooming in his chest but it’s short lived as he’s reminded of how he might not even have sex with you anymore. “But no, we really don’t have to.” He says, discouraged.
“You can fuck me raw, I’m on the pill.” He internally groaned, pulled back out of his head. You just had a way with your words.
He does a complete 180, eyes widening, shifting from beaten to optimistic. He reminds himself to curb his excitement though, slowing down. “You can be on top—set the pace?” You’re already moving to sit on his lap.
He’s nodding his head at you, and finally rips his shirt off himself, now completely naked. You’re staring down at him, licking your lips at the sight of his milky skin and toned chest. He pulls you out of your thoughts, voice small and distant.
“I’ll pull out, yeah?” He’s swallowed back thickly, more of reminding himself to do that. “Just be slow okay? I didn’t prepare you that wel—um,"
His voice trails off when you’re already lining yourself up with his reddened tip. “A little at a time—Oh,” You’re already sinking down, unrepressed.
The stretch is long and constant, to the point it feels like you’re rethinking how fast you jumped on this, except you remember you’re already lowering yourself very carefully.
Your jaw hangs open in a silent scream when you get past the head, sinking lower, your walls throb against his member. You’re bracing yourself with a palm, Choso’s chest is covered in sweat and heaving. “You’re so—‘s really tight, oh fuck you’re so warm,” He whined out, unable to complete a sentence.
He’s leaving a trail of hot, open mouthed kisses on your neck and then back on your lips to keep your mewls at bay. You’re kissing back, he’s only half way in when you start moving. Choso’s breaths turn ragged against yours, pulling you closer to him. You catch your breath, “It’s stretching me out so much, Choo-” You whine, slowly rolling your hips.
He’s squeezing your waist before trailing his hands down your ass, “You’re doing good, you’re doing really good.”
He’s looking down at your progress, struggling to tell where you ended and he begun, now nearer to the base of his cock. He throbs inside you. “Fuck, a-are you okay?” He’s looking back up at your face, taking in your lips, bitten and swollen under your teeth.
He lets out a shaky whimper, “You’re taking so much.” His eyes finding their way back to your hole swallowing him. “So good, baby.”
You tuck your feet over his thighs for leverage, pulling off his cock slowly then sinking back down, and back up. You repeat the motions, torturously slow, your slick creating this lewd noise from each rock of your hips as you go deeper. Choso’s hands are on your thighs, weighing you down but he’s really holding back from actively pushing — still you’re sinking, taking more.
You start to bounce, struggling to hold yourself up with your palm on his chest, the slight sting of the stretch dulling out to a deep pressure. It’s a lot easier now, you go even faster with the help of your growing arousal slicking up his cock. Every touch you leave on each other now feels highly sensitive, your tits pressed against Choso’s hard chest, his hands squeezing on your ass for dear life. You’re left unable to keep up conversations or teases to each other now, heads completely in a different space. You're left babbling incoherencies as your tingling nerves derail your focus, the only thing clear was to go after what felt good.
But you falter, your knees slowing as they start to ache but you push yourself further, desperate, taking even more of Choso’s length. You find yourself losing balance and lean over, panting. You lift your hips, then let your ass fall back into his lap, a strained mewl leaving your throat, “I-I need help. I need you, Cho—need you t’a fuck my pussy,”
He groans out at how high your voice got, fresh from its suppressed whines. “Okay I’ll help,” He’s quick with his hands, holding you by the globes of your ass, and pulls you up. He bites back a noise, hearing and feeling your tight pussy gush and clamp on him as he lifts until it’s just the tip. “s’ okay if I thrust a little?” He whispers against your ear, growing desperate as his cock pulses in anticipation. You nod fervently in his neck, arms circled around him. “Okay baby, I’m gonna. I’m gonna help this pussy- fuckkk”
It’s noisier now, from your skin, sticky and slapping against each other, to your gasps turning into moans against each other’s open mouths. Choso’s now taking all the work, lifting your ass and bringing it down to meet his aching cock even faster than you could have. He starts meeting your pussy half way, thrusting up wards and it knocks the wind out of you.
Moans spill out of you with each thrust up, breaking and then bursting out of you. You’re clinging to him, bodies impossibly close, skin rubbed up against skin. “You’re so fucking loud, honey—do you like it?” His groans turn into grunts with how he’s physically exerting his body, on a mission to see you break apart on top of him.
You reply with a noise of acknowledgment, barely audible amongst the slapping and heavy breathing. You’re body feels hot all over, from inside and out. He’s deep enough inside you in places you didn’t even know was possible to go that far in, and the best worst part is you haven’t even reached the base of him yet. A new objective makes itself known in the part of your brain that still functioned, a dimly flickering idea.
“Ch-choso can you, ngh—“ You’re bringing your face out of his neck to face him, but he’s still busying himself with his thrusts, “I want you deeper, c-could you do that f’me?”
He’s letting out a high pitched whine he when lets you down, about to throw his head back when you catch his lips in yours, tugging on his hair and pulling roughly. “You’re stronger than me Cho, c’mon. Make me cum on your big cock—“
He groans, planting his feet on the ground, before you know it you’re up in the air, now standing. You cut yourself off with a moan, both of you do —sighing out when he lifts your ass up before dropping you on his painfully hard cock. “You’re so filthy when you talk, y’know that?”
It feels like he's all the way to your lungs when he finally bottoms out in you, which would make sense since it feels like you aren’t breathing anymore. You cry out once more, wiling your eyes and muffling the noises in his neck, biting down. “Are you crying?” He asks, concern prodding between his excitement, but the thought manages to make it’s way to his cock, fucking you on him rhytmically slow and deep. You let out a choked sob, “Fuck you’re crying—not even going that fast.”
“Then g-go faster,” You managed to voice out between moans, your hips wiggling in his grasp. He groans in response, kneading your ass to stop you from getting ahead of him.
“You tell me if it’s too much- just, you have to tell me a-alright?” You’re clenching on him, still trying to bounce. “Shit, Okay.”
The slower sounds of your skin slapping each other turn into rapid, sharp sounds. Choso grunting from each thrust, now fully unrepressed. In seconds, the image you’ve crafted of him as this shy, hesitant boy, crumbles. You’re fully moaning out now, his cock nudging deeper and repeatedly in that spot that triggers your insides. “I’m so full, fuck-“
He’s hiccuping his moans out, turning into whimpers as he pumps you up and down even faster, his nails digging into the meat of your ass. “You’re taking me so good baby,” He’s thrusting up when he lets you fall on his cock midway, his muscles forgetting to strain. “Fuck, take it, take it—“
He dives in against your lips, tongue invading your whimpering mouth. You try your best to kiss back, eyes nearly closing while he’s drowning you in him. You’re clenching on his cock a lot tighter now, his balls drenched in your arousal, slapping against your other hole from the impact of his motions.
“I think I—I’m gonna cum-“ You pull away from Choso who lets out a breathy moan, licking your lips to chase yours. You’re falling limp against him, hips rendered useless when he’s already fucking you on a pace outside of your own stamina.
Your insides are pulsing around his member, your moans growing even louder. Choso’s deep enough into you when he feels his cock twitch, “I need to pull out—“ You’re immediately protesting, letting out noises of disapproval. “No, no baby I’m gonna cum if you—“
“I don’t care.“ Fuck. Choso holds himself back, his pre-cum oozing out makes your sopping hole even more slippery at the thought of filling you up to the brim. He’s thinking of ways to keep himself from cumming right this very second when you’re already so fucked out and desperate, high up in your own head.
His dick twitches again and he’s biting his lip, slowing his carry on your body til you’re stopping altogether. Before you could say anything else, he’s pulling out and placing you on the couch, lying down. You’re complaining, spreading your legs as much as the cushions on your side could let you.
Choso’s holding his cock, squeezing at the base to calm himself down but he opens his eyes to your gaping, hungry hole, presented to him like an offer, “C-cum inside me, Cho,”
His resolve breaks within a blink of an eye, already laying above you and wrapping your legs around his waist. You feel like crying out of joy when he finally makes his way inside, thrusting slowly and hissing from how tight you still are. “I need to be on top of you, I need to—“ He mumbled, eyes already hazed out and clambering for satiation.
He topples over you as he finds his balance, now setting a newer pace from earlier, caging you with his body while his thrusts grow even faster.
The sensation is much more different now, a stretch added with the forces of his thrusts now fully landing on you.
He’s watching every twist of your face and moan spill out. Scanning your body downwards while he lays a palm on your lower abdomen, “If I cum inside you’re gonna bulge right h-here, d’ ya want that?”
You’re squealing against him when he presses down, his cock nudging where he’s digging his fingers from the outside. Your walls flutter against his member, sucking him in and pulsing wetly. Choso’s grunting against you, hips growing faster as he watches your eyes get even more hazy and your face twisted.
Your eyes are rolling back when he starts rubbing on your clit, already impatient with wanting to feel your pussy tighten impossibly around him.
He’s whispering incoherencies to you, face on your neck when he pulls back his hips and pushes back in deeply as he continues rubbing you.
You cry out, shuddering against Choso as the coil in you snaps, holding onto his wrist as your legs secured against his ribs.
He lets out a shaky moan, pumping faster when he chases his orgasm while you ride yours out on him, bodies grinding up against each other intimately.
A curse lets you know that he’s finally reached his climax, thrusts growing slow and deep while pumping you full of his sticky cum. Your eyes are glossed over, your throat sore from your own voice when he’s riding out his high, panting and leaving kisses all over your face.
Your chests are pumping against each other, both catching your breaths. Your hand finds its way to his face, turning it so he could look back at you. His cheeks are red and his glasses were no longer on him, probably losing them from how much you’d been switching positions.
You’re brushing his hair from his face, tucking a long strand onto his ear. Your body still feels like it’s on fire but it doesn’t compare to how even after all that, his stare on you still makes your heart skip a beat. You let out a breath, gathering yourself.
“What do you think?” His eyes scans over your face, “Better than coming up to study?”
Choso shifts on his elbows as he’s laying on top of you.“Yeah that was…” He takes a moment to think of a better way to describe it, a smile spreading on his face. “Really good.” He settles with honesty instead.
He’s thumbing over your shoulder, a hundred thoughts trying to materialize themselves in his still mushed up brain. “I’ve never done it like that, before I mean.“
He’s looking up to meet your eyes, and you’ve got a glow emitting from you, drawing him in. He hesitates for a moment but then, “And you? How’d you feel?”
You huff out a soft chuckle, realizing how ironic this all was. How you’ve still managed to not destroy the awkwardness that came with affections even when you’ve skipped over to, well sex. Choso waits for your answer, something swirls tight in his chest, uneasy but still patient.
You’re brushing back the hair on his scalp, taking in how much less guarded he looks without glasses. “Yeah, I feel…safe.”
He smiles, that knot in his chest untangling. To no surprise, he finds the thread it’s bundled from may be connected to you. “Yeah?”
➴ childhood bsf trueform!sukuna x f!reader
[heian era canon adjacent au] - ongoing series
❝ the world is an unjust beast. it claws and tears until nothing remains but those cursed with the greatest gift of all; power. in another world, ryomen sukuna is the strongest sorcerer in history, capable of an evil no one can dream. but he was once a boy, and you were once a girl. now a devil with docked horns and an angel with tattered wings, you walk this world together, your curse to navigate side by side. ❞
➴ cw ; mdni, 18+ only. dark themes surrounding my interpretation of sukuna's upbringing and how it affects you both. graphic depictions of blood, gore, death, dismemberment, mutilation, and hunted animals. character death. themes surrounding poor mental health. poor coping mechanisms. arguments. best friends to lovers. toxic codependency. child abuse & neglect. self-hatred. attempted self-mutilation. bigotry & period-accurate misogyny. eventual smut after both characters are over 18. angst. hurt/no comfort. eventual hurt/comfort. tragic lovers with a happy ending. dddne.
➴ wc ; estimated 100k.
➴ a/n ; huge shoutout to the artist i commissioned for the gorgeous art for this series, zb relic! please do not repost :)
i'll be trying out some shorter chapters with this series so rather than long chapters like my previous series, i'm hoping to get out more frequent shorter chapters!
ao3 || wattpad || main masterlist
1 / there is a hell, believe i've seen it
2 / true friends
3 / diamonds aren't forever
4 / teardrops
5 / sleep with one eye open
6 / follow you
7 / run
8 / it never ends
9 / seen it all before
10 / and the snakes start to sing
11 / throne
12 / kingslayer
13 / there is a heaven, let's keep it a secret
SUMMARY: Suguru loses his cursed technique, his cult, his influence. Everything. He turns into a total loser who comes to you, no other than his ex girlfriend, to help him found a new way of living. So now, in your tiny apartment, is not only living you and your cat, but your stupid, depressed and lazy ex boyfriend.
content warnings: mostly crack, 'villain that loses his powers and now he just sticks around' kinda trope, suguru is probably ooc and a little shit, fluff, reconnecting, talks about depression. more tags to be added, each chapter has its own warnings
CHAPTER ONE: Welcome back, Suguru Geto!
Suguru appears in your doorway with a huge suitcase and a proposal
CHAPTER TWO: Looking for a job!
You help Suguru write a resume and go job hunting
CHAPTER THREE: Bored again!
You left Suguru bored at your apartment and he just found where you keep your scissors
CHAPTER FOUR: Reunion gone wrong!
You try to tell your colleagues that Suguru is back and organize a nice dinner, but it goes terribly wrong
CHAPTER FIVE: Never give up!
Suguru joins you for a mission and finally gets used to his new and normal lifestyle
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a/n: HIIII this was a silly little idea i had while working heehee
tags | softdom König, bottom reader, forest sex, p in v, König’s a MUNCH, long hair König, Austrian König, praise kink, overstimulation, hyperspermia, f!reader, older König (40s), König gives big grizzly bear, andd chubby reader cs I said so
a/n: watch me start a whole König series omgg. this ones gonna be longer too, sorry but I love this too much. also my personal face claim for König is Walter Marshall/ Henry Cavill in Night Hunter with a few headcanon scars and his long messy hair and that damn beard ouuuweee
wc | 2.2k
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The air around you seems still as you stand before König, his hands squeezed tight at your sides, kneading your plush skin, which he loved dearly. It’s getting later in the afternoon, and the sun casts a beautiful glow on the green canopies of leaves above you both, cascading a nature-made pattern across König’s face. He looks so flustered.
You smile, placing a hand on his buff chest and raising it to pull and play with his few dog tags. “I didn't think this would get you so hot,” you purr, looking up at him through your lashes.
König lolls his head to the side, lifting a hand to rub the salt and pepper beard on his chin while simultaneously hiding the deep blush on his cheeks. He mumbles something inaudible, yet you just know what he said counters your last words.
“Oh, c’mon,” you chuckle, pulling his hand from his face. His mask falls down his jaw, covering those dusty pink lips that you love kissing. You lift the cloth back up and press a firm yet delicate kiss on his lips, having to stand on your tiptoes just to reach him.
“It’s not just the weather,” he sighs, his voice gravelly and low.
“Oh, I know,” you nod matter-of-factly. König acknowledged your tone; his hands grew tighter on your hips. But then again, he’s the one who asked you to partake in this particular activity. König chuckled as he thought of his next words.
He lifted his mask and shoved it deep in his pocket before speaking, “Are you going to help me cool down?”
Now you were the one cornered, not only that, but you were hot and bothered too. The summer heat, which was beating down on you like a scalding blanket, was not helping in the slightest bit.
König looks down at you with those big blues, his eyes practically beckoning you closer until he gets his fill. His hands pulled at your hips, thumbs pressing into the soft pudge of your stomach as he brought your body flush against his chest.
He’d grunt, low and hungry as his lips fly to yours. In surprise, you clasp his scarred cheek in your palm, stroking it lightly as you kiss him back. König runs his right hand down your back, nails scratching you lightly before he lifts your thigh on his hip.
His left hand snakes up your nape, his head twisting to dig his tongue in your mouth. Gosh, he’s moving so fast…maybe this primal play stuff really is turning him on. You place a grounding hand on his chest, stroking the exposed skin there.
He pulls away slowly, a string of saliva connecting your mouths as he does. “Sorry,” he said, easing his left hand in your hair. “You look so beautiful,” König added, tilting his head as he stared down at you. He couldn't get enough of his girl.
You shake your head with a sheepish smile, cheeks flushing, eyes shimmering with affection. "Don't apologize," you say softly. König nods sheepishly, his eyes exploring your face before dipping to your cleavage, your breasts exposed in the low-zipped define jacket you wore, the zipper splitting slowly before his eyes. “You wanna take it off?” you purr, bringing your hand to his flushed face. He nods again, eagerly this time.
You push out your chest, letting his fingers graze the metallic pendant hanging over the swell of your breast before he pulls it down. Your boobs spilling out, sitting upright in your tight sports bra.
König tugged on his lip, grabbing you by the shoulders to eat your face again. He dips his tongue in your mouth, swirling his tongue and tying it with yours. You moan low, tilting your head to take him deeper in your mouth. You feel him run his hands down your back, reaching your hips and eventually cupping your plump ass. He groans with sheer pleasure, the sound almost like a moan.
Then suddenly, you feel him tug your pants down. You yelp and crouch, covering yourself, looking past your shoulder behind you.
“König! We’re in…” the words die on your tongue once you realize...you’re completely alone.
It's just you, König, and a few small critters in the forest's solitude. His laugh is full of energy as he brings you to stand completely.
“Don't worry, Mauz,” König says, a playful glint in his eyes. You narrow yours, still skeptical of you and his privacy. He sinks to one knee, looking up at you like he wanted a bite. “Come here,” he beckoned, his finger curling at you. You walk closer, stepping out of your leggings.
You split your legs with his knee as you come closer, your crotch right at his chin. König wets his lips, his hands digging into the soft skin of your thighs. “Sei nicht schüchtern…”, he mumbles.
He kisses the inside of your thighs as he spreads them with his knee. You hold onto his broad shoulders with clammy hands as he pushes the soaked fabric of your panties to the side. “Comfortable?” he says, looking up at you through his thick lashes.
You nod, tense and eager as you look down at him. He takes note and swipes his thumb on your clit, your pussy drooling on his thumb in sticky rivulets. You whimper, your thighs jumping at the sudden contact. You clutch his shoulder as he applies subtle pressure to your sensitive bud, your body bowing over his. "Scheiße, you're so wet. Is this all for me?" he hums with approval.
Before you could reply, König latches onto your hips with both hands and brings you flush against his face. His tongue lapping happily at your swollen clit.
"Agh! König!" you yelp, grabbing a handful of his dark locks. He hums low, flicking and swirling his tongue like a man starved, his beard tickling and nagging at you in a strange yet pleasurable sensation. He'd suckle on your clit with his lips, dip his tongue deep in your hole, then lick a long stripe up to draw a messy figure eight on the pulsing bud of nerves.
This whole technique had you seeing stars. You felt like a damn zombie the way your brain lagged and stuttered, not grasping any information other than pleasure, pleasure, pleasure.
"G-gah, I'm so close," you choke out, twisting his hair in your hands. "Pl-please, oh my god..."
König smirks, the coil of arousal in his core only tightening at your words. He drags his hand from your thigh then reaches under you, wetting his thick fingers with your slick before pressing them at your entrance.
"I want you on my fingers," he grumbles to himself, dipping one finger and another coming behind it. Your walls suck him in, convulsing around his digits with spasms he could feel yet cease to explain as he drags them in and out in painstakingly slow strokes. You moan out, lifting your head and leaning on your arm on the tree König sat up against.
His calloused fingers curl and prod until they find that gummy spot within. Once they do, König scissors his fingers, hitting your G-spot perfectly every time. In addition to that, he sucks you up again, his tongue flicking against your clit in a mean assault.
Your body twitches as waves of heat travel and burst deep in your chest. Your moans are louder, uncontrolled, and straight up pornographic as he brings you closer to your peak. "Nghh...fuck!" you exclaim, your nails digging into his shoulders, creating little red crescents in his tanned skin.
König lets out a breathy laugh as he watches you crumble, his fingers now curling right against your spot. "You need me here? War's das, hm?" he teases, tilting his head as he pulls it away. You whine, feeling your legs begin to shake and your senses dull.
One last push and the cord snaps, you're wailing, your body bowing forward like the weak stem of a flower as you cum all over Konig's fingers. He marvels at the sight; you'd swear his eyes were twinkling. Euphoria washes over your body as your orgasm rakes through you. Once it's over, you wipe the sweat from your forehead with a princessly sigh.
König lets his fingers seep out your entrance, your frothy slick following after it as he does. “Look at that…,” he’d coo, eyes flickering between yours and your pussy that was glistening before him. “Such a pretty pussy,” He sighed, bringing his hand to his mouth, spitting his fingers with his tongue as he sipped your juices.
“You’ve got me all worked up now,” König chuckled, wiping his face and rising to his full height with newfound confidence after just making you cum. He kissed your lips slowly but briefly before turning you gently towards the tree. He pressed up behind you, caging you in with his hand placed against the tree.
“R-Really?” you reply, your back arching wildly, making your ass poke out and rub against his incredible bulge. König nods, his lips by your ear. “You’ll help me fix it, won’t you?”
Swallowing hard, you blink.
A shiver runs down your spine as you hear the jingle of his and the heavy sound of his combat pants falling to the ground.
You feel the heat emitting from his skin as he tugs his boxers down, letting his length slap against his stomach before landing right between your ass cheeks. His pre-cum leaks from his tip and coats your skin. “Been waiting for this…,” he growled.
König aligns himself with your entrance, prodding gently before sinking in with one thrust. You press your forehead to the tree, teeth gritting as you take him deeper, his cock nuzzling itself inside you. “Dammit…,” you sigh, the burning stretch ironically making you wetter.
König hunches his back forward, adjusting himself before thrusting his hips forward, his tip kissing your spot already. He fought to keep his eyes from crossing as he picked up the pace, maintaining a steady rhythm with his momentum.
Your gummy walls hugged around him like a warm jacket, clenching and spasming as your pussy gushed with every push of his hips. His lips parted open, letting only groans and shaky breaths leave them as he watched himself disappear and reappear from inside you.
“f-fuck thas s’good,” he slurred, his forehead resting against the back of your head as he began to pound in and out of you, your cunt gushing—making the nastiest squelches, cream bunching up around his thick, veiny base.
“Uhhn, König! Oh my…agh!” you yelp, bracing yourself on the tree as he fucks you into its thick bark. He was splitting you apart, digging deep inside you like he wasn’t six inches soft.
“Bitte…t-tell me if it’s too much,” he groaned, tugging on his lip so hard he drew blood.
You wanted to tell him, you wanted to tell him how your legs were almost giving out, how your senses were dulling by the second. Vision blurring as tears brimmed in your eyes.
Yet, you loved it.
You only moaned in response, locking your knees to keep yourself standing as you took his mean strokes. His bulbous tip punches against your G-spot—kissing against your cervix.
König drags his hand down the rugged tree, his calloused palm covering yours completely, engulfing your smaller hand. He interlocks them, dipping his head down to the crook of your shoulder and jaw. “You’re doing so well…I’m s-so proud of you, s’proud,” he moans, slick lips brushing your ear.
Your heart pulses, and so does your clit, walls growing tight around him as you come closer to your orgasm. König feels it, letting your name slip past his lips like a prayer at the sensation.
“König…” you alert, your voice coming out as a broken whimper. He slows his movements, giving it to you deep as he twitches within your walls. “Y-yes, my love?” he hummed, bringing a hand down to your bundle of nerves, pressing and circling gently.
“I-” you gasp, lolling your head and letting it hang low as the pressure built up in your stomach. Your heart is beating twice as fast as before. Eyes are rolling back as saliva hangs from your lips. "I know...I know, i'll g-get you there," he promised.
With a sneer, König presses a loving kiss to your cheek before drilling his dick inside you. Your body jolting forward with every mean push. “Fuckfuckfuckk!” you scream, eyes squeezing shut. König panted like a dog behind you as his peak was also approaching, severely.
“Cum with…nggh..me,” he grunted, hiding his head in the crook of your neck, biting down gently as he let the pleasure rake through him. His hips stuttered as he pounded you, his pace slowing as he came closer.
Your walls hugged him one last time before you came, a choked sob leaving your lips as you did. König let out a pitched moan, tears welling in his eyes as he came deep inside you. His cock jumping and twitching as he let out long ropes of semen.
He huffs, still pushing and pulling his hips, pumping you full of his cum. Your legs shake lightly when he pulls out, his load spilling from your tight hole as you clench around air. Your body already missing him. He smacks your ass, gripping your skin with a wide grin.
“So full, aren’t you, pretty girl?” he teases, watching his seed drip from you in thick globs. Completely spent, you give him a nod. “Push it out,” he demands, his hands spreading your ass just to see you clench. You do as told, clamping down on nothing and letting the fluid ooze from inside you.
“Fuck yes, just like that, so beautiful,” he cheers on. You start to slide down the tree with wobbly legs, losing your balance because of how badly he wrecked you.
König just laughed, catching you by the hip and helping you stand. “Let’s get you to the cabin, ja?”
tags | primal play, slightly suggestive but nothing crazy, no use of y/n, softy König :]
wc | 361
a/n: this is so lazy but it was stuck in my mind for hours i had to get it out lol
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you huff soundly, leaning against a stocky tree triple your height and size. you hide behind it, the eerie feeling of being watched creeping up your neck. he’s around here somewhere…
at first, the sound of primal play didn’t bother you. könig made it sound like a fun, kinky activity that’d get your heart rate up. you happily agreed with a bright, fearless smile on your face.
the second, and i mean the second you stepped outside and into the forest. könig was on your ass. he ran towards you like you just shot his teammate in the fucking mouth.
you hear the familiar crunch of his boots in the distance, his breath low and steady. you creep around the tree, clinging to it like a lifeline. in a split second, you hear his voice in a low, chilling hum.
“mmph,” he grumbled, pushing through the tall grasses to get closer to you. he knew you were there; the only question was whether you would stay or run. you chose the most radical option, so you took off, running as if your life depended on it.
könig’s laugh traveled in waves as you scurried away. his footsteps were heavy against the ground as he chased you through the forest. “fuck…fuck!” you pant as you sprint, blades of grass scratching and nipping at your exposed legs.
abruptly, you feel a heavy hand wrap around your wrist and suddenly you’re yanked back into a firm chest. könig breathes heavily as he holds you in place, his eyes wide and wild.
“I found you,” he sighed, you could hear the smirk in his voice. you chuckle breathlessly, pulling your wrist away as he yields his grip.
“you did,” you smile. könig lifts his mask, revealing messy tousled hair and a flushed face. he wraps his hands around your waist to lift you, his lips immediately landing on your neck. breathing in your scent.
“ah, stop it, I’m sweaty!” you giggle, his stubble tickling your skin. he grumbles something intelligible, his breath heavy as he kisses you. “I don’t care,” he says between hungry smooches.
you tilt his head up and lean down to kiss his lips, labored and tired huffs of air leaving both of your nostrils as you swap spit. “you’re fucking scary, y’know?” you say as you pull away. könig chuckles.
“yes, schatzi, i’m aware.” he smiles, setting you down softly with his hands resting on your hip. completely spent and achingly hard at the same time.
synopsis | After working at the Daily Planet for a few months, you've slowly but surely developed a special relationship with one of your colleagues, Clark Kent. You think he's attractive, of course you do, but are you willing to take this relationship outside of the office?
tags | reader gives soft office siren vibe , a bit of angst, CRAZY yearning, smut, age gap (older clark, younger reader), no use of y/n, romcom vibe, poc reader, nerdy clark, switch reader AND switch clark WOOO
wc | 940
a/n: sorry if this is horrible lol, i haven’t wrote a fic in so long. Best way you can support my page is reblog, likes, and comments!
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"Thank you, Steve," you say as you walk through the golden three-way doors. Your heels click against the marble floors as you walk, it seems like everyone in the lobby has their eyes on you—it's become normal by now. Before, you'd shrivel up when more than two people stared, but a promotion and a massive wardrobe update definitely fixed that problem.
You step into the elevator, nudging the button for the basement where you worked. It became second nature how you did your daily routine. With sheer confidence, you tugged on your blouse to flatten a wrinkle, before stepping out into the busy bullpen.
First, you're greeted by Lois who's coincidentally wearing the same blouse as you. The simple fact makes you even more eager to go about the day. "Hi, Lois!" you chirp, face crinkled up in a smile. She returns the expression with a wave.
Once you land at your desk, she's already heading in your direction: coffee cup and a few files in hand. "Here, take these before I forget," she chuckles softly.
"Are these for the article? Awesomee~" You hum, taking the heavy booklets from her hands. She nods with a small click of her tongue before she struts away with a small smile.
You take your seat, pushing soft, silk-pressed hair behind your ear as you log into your Mac. The screen brightens up once you wake it, a pink backdrop with the daily planet sigil you photoshopped yourself making its appearance, because why not? You've always been for the softer things.
As you're typing up a draft for the newest article, you hear the elevator doors chime open and heavy footsteps against the floor with a familiar ruffle of a news bag. "Hey, loser," you hear Steve say in a joking tone, he could only be talking to a certain person.
"Hey, Steve," Clark replies with a bored tone. Perry and some others continue to chat to him about things you couldn't concern yourself with, you just know he'd won big on something. Good for him.
He rounds the corner to his desk and it's like he's a magnet, little hoots and hollers about his front page. You feel genuine excitement for him, given that he's only been on the planet for such a time. You spin in your swivel chair, extending a leg to nudge him with the point of your Louboutins. He spins around with that signature goofy and boyish smile.
"Great job, Clark." You smile, rising from your chair. He brushes you off with a kind motion. "Oh, it's really no big deal, b-but thank you," he says back to you, a faint blush crowding his cheeks.
He wasn't blushing just from the sheer amount of praise he was getting this morning, even though praise usually gets him hot. It was how beautiful you looked; he noticed that you wore your hair in a different style and his heart basically exploded.
Whichever way you choose to wear your hair makes him flustered but this, this was different. The way the flattened strands framed your face made your features pop even more. He was grateful to be in the same district as you.
“No big deal? Bro, you made the cover!”Jimmy said, slapping his knee with a newspaper. Clark inched away from him with a nervous laugh, his blush getting progressively darker. “Stop it,” he chuckled.
“Such children,” Lois hummed behind the rim of her coffee mug. You silently agreed with a nod before sitting back down and getting back to work.
From the moment you walked through the door, you knew today was going to be one of those days that set the example for a good day. A day where nothing went wrong and everyone was doing their part yet coordinating with each other, just the way you liked it.
Your acrylics scratched across your keyboard with impressive speed and precision as you typed up the introduction to your article. After reading the files Lois gave you, you know to write about Superman.
Or, Big Blue as they call him. You’re not calling him that though. You silently chuckle to yourself at the name before settling your focus and continuing to work on the article.
The sun shone through the roof-to-floor windows, casting a glowy orange hue over the bullpen and its occupants. Silent clicks of various keyboards could be heard alongside occasional sips of coffee and low chatter. It’s moments like this where you enjoy work the most.
Meanwhile, a few seats beside you, Clark gives you a few glances. His eyes linger on you and run down your frame before locking back onto his computer screen. He was almost done with his review, he just needed the conclusion and for some strange reason, he couldn’t focus.
He could hear someone’s ascending heartbeat as they ran, it wasn’t frantic but it was clear that they were running a mile or so. Golly, how irritating.
Was he always this dissociated? Or was it just the clarity from his success that dwindled his work drive? No, definitely not. This was something plainly personal that only he could fix.
And the solution was less than five feet away. It was you. It’s always been you. From the moment he saw you, he knew you were going to drive him crazy.
It wasn’t initially. Of course, he thought: wow! This woman is beautiful and she’s smart and talented and absolutely perfect. But that’s what everyone was thinking, right?
Clark let out a sharp exhale, running a hand through his slicked hair as he tried to process his thoughts. He couldn’t think of anyone or anything else, what a blessing and a curse.
It’s late in the afternoon and he’s just coming back in from a horse ride, you’ve just finished dishes and you’re about to lay down, until you hear his heavy footsteps round the corner of the kitchen.
You pause, noticing how sweaty and worn he looks. His olive henley shirt is unbuttoned by one, his cuffs are rolled up and showing off his buff sun-kissed forearms that gleam with sweat as he walks in the low light of the sun. “c’mere,” he’d say, curling a finger at you.
You obliged, of course. Your hips swaying beneath your flowy skirt as you walked towards him. He’d catch your hips in his hands, his palms connecting to your body like a magnet. He’d squeeze the plush of your waist as he brought you closer, hugging you. Your head in his chest, you can smell the southern breeze mixed with his sweaty musk.
“what’s this about?” you chuckle, confused on why he’s being so touchy. He’d smile and kiss the crown of your head as he strokes your lower back, backing you up against the wooden counters that’d creak if you leaned too hard.
“I just missed my girl,” he sighed, his voice gravelly and rough like he inhaled too much air. You clench your thighs at the tone. He slides his hands underneath your blouse, his calloused hands engulfing your waist as he pulled at your soft skin.
“need you…,” he murmured, kissing the fat of your cheek before dragging his lips to yours. Giving you a firm and passionate kiss as he kneaded your skin.
You groan into his mouth, eyes flickering shut with surprise at the sheer hunger this kiss held. You throw your arms around his shoulders, your hands dangling as you lean up to meet his lips.
Joel slips his hands from underneath your shirt and pulls them down your body to cup the underside of your thighs, he lifts you up with ease and places you on the counter. You yelp into his mouth, “jeez, Joel,” you chuckle.
He smiles against your lips as he continues to feverishly kiss you. He slips his tongue in your mouth and caresses your thighs, massaging them like he was releasing tension.
You run your hand down his body, fingers rippling against his abs as you do. You lift up his shirt, scratching at his hot skin right above his belt, then you cup him through his jeans, a smirk painting your lips.
Joel groans softly and kisses down your neck, his hot lips leaving steamy trails on your skin. You stifle your whimpers, despite knowing he likes to hear them. “don’t be shy,” he says softly, peering down at you with dark eyes, his yearning gaze making you blush.
You nod, puffy lips parted as he continues his attack, his tongue and teeth pairing with his lips as he bites you on you gently. Like he could take a piece of you and ingest it.
You start to squirm, you body growing in temperature as you breathe slowly. Your pupils blown as he continues down your neck, nearing your collar bone . “Joel…” you moan, stilling his movements.
“hm?” he replies, his hand sneakily unbuttoning your shirt. You gulp, your mind set on nothing but lust. “talk to me, sweet girl,” he smiles as he tilts his head.
“let’s go upstairs,” you say with passionate urgency rather than a sexy tone.
Joel chuckles scooping you up and holding you as he takes off for the stairs, his lips still on you as he walks through the hall. Ready to please you in every way possible.
a/n: hey hi hello yo what’s uppp, enjoy this while I work on the clark fic 🧘🏾♀️
synopsis | After working at the Daily Planet for a few months, you've slowly but surely developed a special relationship with one of your colleagues, Clark Kent. You think he's attractive, of course you do, but are you willing to take this relationship outside of the office?
tags | office siren reader, a bit of angst, CRAZY yearning, smut, age gap (older clark, younger reader), no use of y/n, romcom vibe, poc reader, nerdy clark
wc: tbc
Lipstick stains, coffee cup - Seeing each other each day makes his day better, the simple fact doesn't go unnoticed by the others but you on the other hand, completely oblivious. He stammers on his words around you, yet you just think he's naturally shy...
Crisp and clean - After a few says, you start to notice him too. Nice suits, great performance, plus a handsome face. His presence is much more noticeable when you walk in, whiffs of his cologne making your stomach turn.
Not new News - Finally, true feelings are uncovered and confessions start leaking through the cracks of being professional.
Unwind - Clark decides to invite you to dinner after confessing his feelings for you, so nervously might I add. You accept nonetheless, but...are you even ready for dating again?
Paper cuts - Things go unsaid, secrets get revealed, and feelings get hurt. Clark takes a step back to give you space, but all you can think about is him.
Bandages - After some thinking, you decide to call him up, and to your surprise, he was still waiting for you. He takes you back with a enthusiastic yes and shows you more than you could ever imagine.
workhusband!clark who’d always make sure to place a jitters iced vanilla cream chai by your desk every morning, no matter how late or early you were.
workhusband!clark who’s hand would be sat at the small of your back while you both rode the elevator. “you look nice today.” he’d lowly speak as he rubs his palm against the fabric of your cardigan.
workhusband!clark who’d glare at his co-worker who tried to flirt with you. he’d stand adjacent to your cubicle with a mug to his lips,
workhusband!clark who discarded his insecurities once you began to show no interest in the guy, a mischievous and somewhat victorious smirk on his face as he walked away.
workhusband!clark who irons and steams his suits every morning, making sure he has the crispest jacket and slacks in the bullpen. Just for you.
workhusband!clark who stuttered ONLY when he talked to you. In any other conversation, he was completely normal.
workhusband!clark who’d pick up your article drafts right before the paper was due the next day. No matter how much you told him ‘no, it’s fine!’—he’d still do it and have it done before your shift.
workhusband!clark who’d kiss you when no one was looking. Hands, cheeks, and forehead were his favorite spots to lay his lips on your velvet skin.
workhusband!clark who’d perform his best when you were there.
workhusband!clark who’s such a giver. He'd bring youfresh flowers every week to replace the ones he'd bought you last; it was becoming a prolonged tradition of you and his growing relationship.
workhusband!clark who finally asked you on a date after months of crushing on you. he’d take you out to a small local restaurant and babble on about how much he loved the place and how it reminded him of you.
workhusband!clark who was realizing very inevitably that he was falling for you—hard.
workhusband!clark who, that night, made you realize he’s a giver in many different ways then one.
a/n - work husband clark for brain nourishment am i right???
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soft, sweet and sensual - Clark Kent { Corenswet }
this content includes: smut, p in v sex, oral, thumb in mouth, pet names, praise, breeding kink??, Clark’s powers are slightly used, poc reader!!
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a/n: bring back putting thumbs in mouths pls
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it’s around 11pm, you’re wrapped in white satin sheets that clung to the salty sheen of your skin as you rode Clark with haste, skin to skin contact created a soft slap, slap, slap in the muggy air.
the super below you groans low as he ruts into you, his thick and veiny base sliding against puffy, pink walls. “g-gosh, you’re doing so good,” he mumbles, hands running all over your waist like you’d disappear.
you moan and moan, your throat’s becoming sore at how much you’ve chanted his name.
Clark takes ahold of your hip and shoulder, pulling you to his chest as he lifts his hips up and down swiftly, his mouth falling open at how tight you’re squeezing him. His tip kisses your gummy cervix with every thrust, its mind numbing how deep he is inside you.
you cling onto his shoulder, nails digging into his olive skin, “clark..fuck i’m gonna c-cum,” you pant, a whine in your voice as you speak. he hears the rush of your blood, the pace of your heart beating. he knew you were close moments beforehand, in response, Clark just holds you tighter and whispers softly in your ear.
“I know baby, I know..” he chanted, squeezing his eyes shut as he tried to focus on speaking “,hold it for me…please, it’ll feel so good,” he plead, the hand that was on your shoulder running down your back to squeeze the plush of your ass.
Clark focuses solely on you, grinding into your tight creamy walls as he holds you tight. strong and thick forearms wrapped around your waist and back as his abs flex with every push and pull of his hips.
you whimper softly at the pulse of your clit, the churn of your stomach, and the ache of your legs. though the edging made you slightly irritable, you knew it’d be worth it in the end, so you held out, rolling your hips lightly to create friction—your pussy squelching with every move.
“I wanna see you…,” Clark declares, even though he could, you knew what he meant though. he bit his lip, pulling you off of his cock in one swift motion and pinning you to the mattress. once you’re on your back, he breathes heavily as he admires your figure, fingertips tracing your silhouette as he peers over you.
“beautiful…such a pretty girl, yeah?” he whispers as he bends down to kiss your brown skin, the shine in his eyes matching the soft glow of it. calloused palms rubbed across your body, smearing the sweat the beaded up in your pores.
in the heat of the moment, you’re in a daze. Infatuated with how he made you feel and how he pleased you, how he knew where your spots were, how he knew just to get you hot and needy for him. he didn’t take anything you gave him for granted either—he worshiped your willingness to trust him with a body he seen as precious, sacred even.
Clark lowered himself down the mattress, drifting lower and lower down your body, leaving hot kisses in his wake. “pretty…stunning…amazing,” he said, his words slurred in hot kisses as he trailed your figure.
finally, his lips reached your slick inner thighs. he kissed the frothy cream you left behind, his chin already coated with you. “mmm..” he hummed as he buried his face between your thighs, his tongue settling flat against your swollen clit, your body jerking up at the sensation as a hand flew to his tousled curls.
“oh my god…!” you gasped, your legs spreading wider as he devoured you like a man starved, cleaning you up just so he could get you messy again. “s’good baby..it’s so..mm!” you yelped helplessly, words getting lost in your throat.
Clark’s skills were unmatched. he switched from spitting to licking to sucking like it was his second nature, eating on your pussy with passion he only held in battles and fights. your back arched like a violin bow as you felt your stomach cry for a release, legs trembling by his ears.
“come on, sweet girl, you’ve got it,” he murmured as he rose his head, two fingers replacing his tongue as he sat up. he loved watching you cum, he analyzed your face and body language like a dance instructor the way he stared, eyes wide with bliss as his lip was tucked between perfect teeth.
you grabbed ahold of his wrist, scratching and squeezing as you came around his digits. his name came out your mouth in a squeak, eyes scrunched shut as your lips quivered. sopping wet walls holding him in like a suction cup.
“that’s it..there you go, good girl,” he purred with a smirk, curling his fingers one last time and pulling them out gently. he brung them to your mouth, pushing them in softly past your lips as watching as you sucked gently, a groan slipping past his own.
then, Clark took his length in his hands, rubbing the pre-cum that accumulated while he was eating you out around and over his flushed mushroom tip. he pushed your legs back by your head with one hand as the other stroked himself, gently, he pressed the tip right at your entrance.
“please, I need you inside me so bad,” you spoke, voice wrecked. you ran a shaking hand from his chest to his cock, pushing him in yourself. Clark clenched his jaw, your walls sucking him in, he didn’t even have to push in the way your pussy let him slide right in.
“yeah? you need me?” he panted, pushing in further with his thumb as a shaky breath followed. you nodded with wide and sparkling doe eyes as you stared up at him. with a groan, Clark settled in with one soft push, filling you to the brim.
you caught a glimpse of his eyes rolling back once he settled in, the sight shooting straight down to you core, making you impossibly wetter. he started with slow, steady thrusts. hands by your head as he hunched over.
“s’tight..all f’me, hm?” he groaned, a hand reaching for the headboard as the other held sheer amounts of slippery fabric, his hips picking up the pace with need. you nodded, mouth hung open and letting out soft gasps twisted with needy whines.
a thick, creamy rim built up at the base of his cock, every time he pushed in and out—more and more just kept spreading. you felt him all the way in your throat the way he prodded deep inside you, his girth stretching you out like a rubber band.
you pressed a hand at his pelvis once he started a rougher rhythm, his breaths became heavier, blocking out the sound of your whines—he was about to cum, and you were too.
Clark let the headboard go and put that hand on your cheek, looking you dead in the eyes as he pounded into you, hard yet so gentle. he stroked your soft skin before dipping his thumb in your mouth, you groaned around it, clutching his hand with your own palm.
“suck it baby, suck my thumb…,” he huffed, eyes narrowing with pleasure as he came closer to his peak. you obliged and moaned as you sucked on his thumb, messy strings of drool dripping down your lips and chin.
Clark’s brows knitted, his moans and pleas becoming pitched as his hips snapped into yours. With every squeeze of your plush walls, he jolted, clutching the sheets tighter and tighter.
so tight, that he ripped them. a big gap in the pretty satin sheets you’d just bought yesterday.
his breath hitched, eyes wide as he looked at it. “Oh baby, I’m sorry, i’ll b-buy you new ones,” he breathed out, you shook your head, dismissing his apology.
you let his thumb go with a pop! “I-It’s okay, keep going,” you giggled. he nodded, a small smile creeping on his lips.
Clark listed to you and kept his pace going, soon, his body stiffened, he gripped the headboard for purchase, leaving an indent in the wood as the waves of his orgasm ripped through him. your name leaving his lips in a deep, guttural moan.
his thick load filled you perfectly, so perfectly that it triggered your own arrival. you clung onto his shoulders for sustainability as your climax hit you like a tidal wave—white hot clouding your mind as you came.
Clark panted heavily as he held himself up above you, chest rising up and falling down gradually. he let his thumb fall from your mouth, dragging the saliva down your cheek. he brought it to his own mouth to lick your dna off of his skin, leaving his digit wetter than it was before.
he pulled out slow and steady, being careful not to hurt you as he did. he watched the mix of white fluids drool from your pussy, his cock twitching at the sight. he pressed in his thumb, trying to cap you and keep all of him deep inside.
“let’s go get cleaned up, princess,” he rasped, bending down to kiss your sweaty forehead. you nodded with a content smile and sigh, you thighs shaking slightly as you closed them.
a/n: this is edited!! also ty sm for the likes hello??
Synopsis: in which popular girl!reader is done with shitty players and wants to try the newest delicacy: virgin nerds. It’s game on to seduce the physics student, who seems more than ready to abandon his life of celibacy.
But their arrangement only works if they’re both on the same page. What happens when one expects a little more than sex?
Is it game over?
Warnings: eventual smut, plot with porn, fake dating trope, college au, no curses au, mean girl!reader, fem dom!reader, nerd!jo, subby!gojo, virgin!gojo, masochist!gojo, some angst but with a happy ending, very early 2000s romcoms, reader grows a lot (hate towards her will not be tolerated), reader gets humbled quite often here lol, chapter specific warnings will be listed on the chapter, some allusions to toxic/unhealthy relationships and coping, not proofread
Word Count: 41k
Gojo art by @/Leimiruu on X
Chapter ONE - Game start
Chapter TWO - Different levels
Chapter THREE - Boss fight
Chapter FOUR - Perfect victory
Disclaimers:
♤ COMPLETED
♤ Available on AO3.
♤ This is a mix of fluff, smut and angst, so minors/ageless blogs do not interact.
♤ Any comments hating on the reader in this story will be deleted and the user will be blocked. The story plays on the mean girl trope so you will see mean girl behaviour. Just know this is all intentional. If you are sensitive to a flawed female character, do not read. I know what some of you are like. I have played these games before.
♤ This is a college au separate from my EdenU au. Different Gojo and university setting altogether. Any semblance is coincidental.
♤ Every part of this is of my own work. No AI or external inspiration was used. Please do not repost this on Tumblr or on any other platform without credits. I do not give permission for this to be translated. And please do not feed my work into AI.
