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Trial & Error | Chapter 16
Main Pairing: (jimin): student/idol x (main): foreign studentÂ
Side Pairs: main x (nct) jaehyun
PART 15
You were woken up in the morning to the feeling of Jaehyunâs arm slung over your hip, gently squeezing you into a back hug. You ignored it, assuming he was just repositioning himself in the midst of his sleep right before he nuzzled his chin into the back of your head and placed small kisses on you, causing you to realize he was wide awake. You then turned around to face him.
âItâs too early for this, Jae,â you groaned, wanting to go back to sleep.
He chuckled. âWell, good morning to you too,â he remarked, sarcastically. âAre you always this grumpy when you wake up?â
You jokingly rolled your eyes before getting closer to him, closing the small gap between you two. âYou okay?â You were wondering why he was awake so early when the sun was barely up.
âNo,â he answered. Your eyes were halfway shut but you could still see that a pout was formed on his lips. âIâm sad because I have to go.â
âThis early?â you cried, sad at the news. âI knew you had to leave soon but not this soon. You didnât have to spend the night if it meant you had to get up this early.â
âAnd miss out on being able to cuddle you for a few hours?â He giggled quietly as he began to run his fingers through your messy hair. âI wouldnât miss it for the world.â
You grinned at his cuteness, squeezing him harder. Snuggling with Jaehyun was cozy and comfortable and you wished you could do it for years on end.
Just then, he let go of you, taking a moment to stretch and yawn. âI have to go,â he whispered before planting a kiss on your forehead and and gently beginning to stand up, not to wake the others. But just as he was about to stand, he couldnât find himself to do it. Pulling you close, yet again, he whined. âItâs so hard to say goodbye to you.â
âThen donât. âOnly in the agony of parting do we lookââ
âââinto the depths of love,â Jaehyun finished the quote, both of you shocking each other.
You giggled. âMy past best friend used to say it all the time,â you explained.
âMy ex used to say it also,â he replied. âWhat a wise best friend.â
âYeah, she was wise. Main reason Iâm even good in school, she taught me so much. Taught me a bunch of Korean too when we were younger and we were practically sisters... but then she moved.â
âAw, why?â
You shrugged. âHer dad got a job offer in marketing somewhere. Havenât really spoken to her since.â
He gave you a reassuring squeeze âWould love for you to tell me more about her... but thatâs for another time. I really have to go now.â
You both let out a chuckle as he finally stood. You sat up, ready to walk him to the door when he looked down at you and raised his hand, stopping you. âDonât, itâs okay you donât need to escort me. I just want you to get some sleep. Rest up so we can meet again later, ok?â
You momentarily closed your eyes, beginning to smile to yourself. With a swift nod, you let him know you understood. He then grabbed his keys and quietly exited your apartment, successfully not waking anyone up.
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Later that day, 3pm hit and you and the girls were at the karaoke lounge as planned. Jimin and the other boys had plans and couldnât come but you didnât mind. You guys decided that today would just be a girls night. And you girls were having fun, honestly.
That was until you all had an unexpected guest crash. A very annoying and unexpected guest.
âI donât mean to intrude but whereâs your little boyfriend?â
You rolled your eyes at Mingyuâs question, wondering why he was at the karaoke lounge with you and the girls to begin with. He randomly showed up and was buying food without asking, picking all of the songs to sing and talking entirely way too much. Not only were you annoyed, but everyone in the room was visibly feeling mutual.
âWho even told you to come here, Mingyu?â
âNo one,â Jinsoul replied, rolling her eyes. âHe saw my Insta and decided to crash the partyâ
âIâll remind you to hide ur stories from him next time,â Eunah remarked , earning an offended glare from Mingyu.
âMaybe if you guys invited me places, I wouldnât have to crash.â
âWhat are you talking about, we invite you everywhere ,â Jinsoul defended.
âI wasnât invited to y/nâs sleepover last night.â
âShe doesnât know you like that, you canât be mad.â
Mingyu gasped, turning back to you. âAre we not friends y/n?â he dramatized. You almost couldnât even take him seriously with his tone.
âHalf of the people there werenât even invited,â you answered.
âYeah, me included,â Eunah stated.
âDoesnât make me feel any better about the situation. Still wasnât invited by any of you.â
Heejin sighed deeply before finally speaking up. âI think you just need a girlfriend.â
âYou think?â Eunah scoffed, making Mingyu roll his eyes as he jokingly shoved her head.
âAs much as I hate to admit it, I agree,â he spoke. âThe girls just arenât throwing themselves at me like they used to.â
Jinsoul bit down on the Twizzler in hand, proceeding to call him a âconcieted bastard.â She then got up and selected a new song, choosing Ikonâs âLove Scenarioâ.
Just then, your phone that laid in your lap buzzed. You picked it up, finding a text message from Jaehyun.
Jae â€ïž : when r u guys wrapping up?
You: soon, call me when ur done too so i can come over
âThatâs Jaehyun?â
You simply shook your head, confirming with Mingyu that it, indeed, was. He paused for a moment then looked back at you, seeming to remember something.
âHey. You guys,â he spoke to the other girls, gaining their attention once again.
The girls grunted, turning to him. âThis is the best part , what do you want now?â Heejin whined.
âDid you guys hear about Aisha? Sheâs back, I ran into her at the Tom n Tomâs near JYP yesterday. Whatâs that about?â
Jinsoul took a deep sigh, walking over from the T.V screen to take a seat next to you. âApparently,â she began, âher stepdad pulled some strings and got her a slot at our school for this last semester because, you know, people like her can get anything they want. Her mother quit her job in China and decided to move back in with her stepdad and sheâll be finishing up the school year here.â
âAs long as I donât have class with her, Iâm fine,â Eunah mumbled.
âWhy?â Heejin questioned, causing all three of the others heads to look at her immediately.
âShe doesnât know,â Mingyu stated in her defense. âShe doesnât go to SOPA, sheâs never met her.â
âThat is true,â Heejin confirmed. âBut I still donât get whatâs so special about her.â
You wondered the same. With the way your friends refused to answer your question about her the night prior, you knew something was up. You had an idea but there seemed to be more to it aside from what you were thinking.
âIt could be the fact that her father is on the board of SOPA. Itâs the only reason she was able to get accepted back in this late.â
Heejin slightly frowned. âThink he could pull some strings for me?â
Eunah sarcastically laughed, along with the others before shaking her head. âSilly girl.â
âI was joking...â With a face full of disappointment, Heejin plopped her back against the sofa, her mind now clearly full of thoughts.
You looked around at your friends, debating on asking more about her when you caught Jinsoul looking at you. For a moment, she stared. Then she stood up, walking towards the door. âIâm going to the bathroom,â she spoke. âY/n, come with me?â
Without question, you stood up, following her out of the lounge and into the nearby bathroom.
âWhatâs up?â you asked. âWhyâd you have to pull me out?â
Jinsoul sighed as she crossed her arms and leaned against the sink counter. âI just... as your friend, I can read your mind. I know you want to know more about her.â
âAisha?â
She nodded her head. âGirl to girl, I feel like you should know that she and Jaehyun used to be an item.â
The mentioning of this automatically made you roll your eyes. You werenât shocked though, this is what you were assuming the second everyone dodged your questions about her. âThatâs a given,â you replied. âAnyway, why are you telling me this?â
She instantly cocked her head at you, a sly grin appearing on her face. âCut the bullshit, y/n, I know youâre seeing him,â she laughed.
You paused, not expecting her to be so upfront. I mean, you knew she was going to start interrogating you at some point but you didnât know she would be so straight-to-the-point.
âYou do?â
âI wasnât born yesterday. Newsflash, none of us really were. But if it makes you feel better, everyone else is just speculating right now so donât worry, your secrets safe with me.â
She smiled at you reassuringly but all you could do was sigh, slightly bothered with the newfound information just given to you.
Was this girl going to ruin things for you and Jaehyun? Does she still like him? Does he still like her? You had no choice but to assume he did since he had yet to tell you about her, even with him knowing that she was back again. Or maybe that meant that heâs just completely over her so therefore he didnât care enough to explain? Or maybeâ
âYou really like him, donât you?â
You looked at the girl that just interrupted your train of thought as she studied your stressed out appearance.
Nodding slowly in response, you gulped. âIâm scared to admit it because now Iâm worried he might do something to embarrass me.â
âLike what?â
âLike get back with her, Jinsoul!â
âHey, Jaehyun may be messy but heâs a good guy when it really comes down to it, despite whatever Jimin told ya.â
âYeah, whatever happened between them anyway?â
Shrugging her shoulders, she began to fold her arms. âAs much as I hate to keep it a mystery, Iâm not one to get between messy situations like this. Thereâs three sides to that story and Iâm not sure which one is true so I wouldnât want to tell you a lie. Why donât you just ask one of them? Jimin will probably tell you more than anyone else.â
You rolled your eyes, slowly growing annoyed with the entire situation. âWhatever. Iâm so over it, I canât even think about them right now.â
She laughed lightly then you both went back to join your friends.
Later that day, you sat up on Jaehyunâs rooftop, alone with him. The early night was chilly so Jaehyun gave you his jacket to stay warm. You accepted but that still didnât break the awkward silence occurring at that moment.
Defeated, he sighed, looking you in the eyes. âSo youâre really not gonna tell me what I did?â
Overlooking the city scenery, you ignored his gaze. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âCome on, y/n, youâve been acting weird since earlier.â
âIâm not the one acting weird, thatâs youââ
âHow so?â
You turned your head, giving him a glare. âNot sure, maybe Aisha will have the answer.â
He closed his eyes momentarily. âMingyu told you?â
âIt doesnât matter who told me, the fact is that you didnât. Dodging my questions about her and not offering to tell me yourself? Who does that?â
He sighed deeply, clasping his hands together. âI just didnât want you to worry, y/n...â
âAnd what exactly would I be worried about? I wasnât worried but now, knowing what I do, I feel like thereâs a bigger reason behind you not wanting to tell me. If youâre not over her then just say so.â
âBaby, Iâm completely over her.â He pulled you close, resting a hand on your hip. âI havenât seen her in months, weâre done. I genuinely just didnât want you to feel weird or awkward. Especially considering that youâre most likely going to be around her a lot.â
Be around her a lot? What the hell did he mean by that?
âIs there a reason Iâd be around her a lot? You guys still friends or something?â You looked at him skeptically. You donât know what it was, you werenât exactly the jealous type but just the thought of him, Jaehyun specifically, still being friends with his ex bothered the hell out of you.
Answering your question, he shook his head no in response. âNo, Iâm not. But Jinsoul was. They havenât talked in a while but Iâm sure theyâll bounce back to the way they were before.â
âThatâs... wow. Thatâs so annoying.â
He grinned at you, pushing your hair behind your ears. âAishaâs not that bad actually, youâll probably like her. She can be nice when she wants.â
You lightly slapped him on the chest. âDonât compliment her, dummy.â
Giggling, he pulled you into a tight hug. âYouâre the only one Iâm interested in, y/n. I want you to know how much I care about you. Please donât forget that.â He pulled away, looking you in the eyes. âI was gonna tell you. I just didnât want to do it in front of everybody and I wanted to wait until the right time. Trust me when I say youâre the only one Iâm looking at, okay?â
Beginning to feel reassured, you slowly nodded your head and Jaehyun went to plant a kiss on your forehead. When he pulled away, he looked at you lovingly, making all the drama in your mind disappear.
âOur manager left for the night. As weâve been getting closer to graduation, the company has been less strict. Do you want to come in my room?â
A/N: oh my god. i have no words for my negligence towards this fic đđđ. like uhm what. little life update: i moved out of my parents house.. again. and moved into an apartment with a friend and got a new job thatâs full time and my hours are crazy i havenât been able to find time for ANYTHING đ i know i said this chapter would be longer but what a liar i am this shit is only like 5 minutes??? lmaooooo i hate it here. sorry iâll dead ass try next time :( this was so rushed pls forgive me uwuwuwu ily
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Trial & Error | chapter 15
Main Pairing: (jimin): student/idol x (main): foreign student Â
Side Pairs: main x (nct) jaehyun
PART 14
âYou should be lucky that Iâm gracing you with my presence.â
âYouâre an asshole, Jimin.â
âAnd youâre jealous that my stories are better thanââ
You quickly picked up a watermelon slice from the bowl near you and shoved it into his mouth, cutting him off, making everyone laugh. âJust chew, sweetie, chew.â
Jimin quickly obeyedânot because he wanted to but because he was tipsy and watermelon was his favorite snack when drinking, for some odd reason.
âThat sure shut him up,â Mark chuckled from your couch.
You guys were a week into Winter break and your parents were finally out of the country so you were able to hold your sleepover. Initially, you had only invited Taehyung, Jimin, Jinsoul and Jaehyun but they all brought along some extra people. Jinsoul ended up bringing Heejin and Eunah, Jimin and Tae brought Jungkook and Jaehyun invited Mark, Johnny, Doyoung and Taeyong, though Mark and Taeyong made it known that they could only stay for a few hours.
Currently, Mark, Jaehyun and Doyoung sat comfortably on your couch, watching you and Jimin, whom were on the floor, Jiminâs head resting on your lap, bickering over ghost stories for the past twenty minutes. Taehyung, Jungkook, Johnny and Taeyong were standing up, playing a game of Darts that Jungkook brought over, and the girls were also sitting on the floor, smoking out of a dab pen that belonged to Eunah as music videos played on your hanging flatscreen.
âYou guys wanna go to a karaoke lounge tomorrow?â Heejin asked, scrolling through her phone.
âCanât, Iâm broke as fuck,â Eunah spoke.
Heejin looked at her. âWell, Iâll pay, I was just asking if you all wanted to come.â
âI mean, Iâll go,â Jinsoul answered with a shrug.
âDitto,â you followed.
âWhereâs it at?â Johnny asked, still focused on the game. You were shocked they even heard you guys with all the noise they were making.
âIn Gangnam, itâs called Cherry Split.â
âSounds like the name of a strip club,â you chuckled out. Everyone laughed, agreeing with you.
âWell, are we all going to this âstrip clubâ?â Heejin pressed, wanting an answer.
âWe all kind of have a schedule tomorrow,â Johnny answered, referring to him and his members. âBut weâll probably be able to make it.â
âYeah, itâd be dope,â Mark added, nodding his head.
âI really hope we can,â Doyoung chimed in, looking doubtful that theyâd be able to.
âBangtan?â you jokingly called the other boys, asking where they stood with this.
You felt Jimin giggle in your lap. âDonât call us that.â
âHell yeah, weâre going,â Jungkook said surely before Tae cut him off.
âWe canât, Jungkook.â
Jimin sighed, regretfully. âYeah, we canât. We have meetings and practice.â
You slightly pouted. Sometimes you hated having idol friends.
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Trial & Error | chapter 14
Main Pairing: (jimin): student/idol x (main): foreign student Side Pairs: main x (nct) jaehyun
PART 13
âWait, so you mean to tell me you actually believe in spies?â
You nodded your head, positively. âDude, theyâre totally real, Iâve done my research.â
âYouâve done your research.â
âYes, thereâs plenty of articles and documentaries on it.â
âWhat, on the dark web?â Jaehyun teased you. âThereâs no way itâd be that easy to find.â
You rolled your eyes. Yes, it took you some digging to find, but you werenât lying!
He laughed at your semi serious appearance and tapped you lightly. âCome on, Iâm just joking y/n.â He looked at you for a second before deciding to pour you both another glass of wine.
When you had first arrived, he took you to the rooftop of his building and had a whole set up for you two laid out. A few candles and more than enough layers of blankets laid upon the ground, which was quickly dried up from the rain earlier, to your surprise. He didnât fail to have some snacks and a small meal prepared.
To be quite frank, you werenât expecting anything more than chilling inside with him, maybe watching some T.V but no, he actually arranged a real date with you. You couldnât help but get butterflies upon the idea of his thoughtfulness.
You chuckled at the silly conversation as you picked up the glass, thanking him. He picked his up too and looked at you. âCheers?â
âCheers.â
After clunking the glasses, you both took a sip of the bitter yet smooth wine. It was pretty strong so you were getting a good buzz from it, allowing you to be more relaxed with him.
âYouâre the type to believe in aliens too, I guess,â Jaehyun spoke, taking another sip.
âSweetie, I believe in those more than I believe in spies.â
He almost choked from laughing too hard and you couldnât help but to join him.
âOur next date should be at the movies. We should see a sci-fy together.â He laid his back on the ground, the pillows supporting his neck.
You smiled at the idea as you decided to get cozy and lay next to him. âWe should,â you agreed. âWhatâs your favorite genre?â
Looking you in the eyes and smiling brightly, he took an arm and wrapped it over your waist. âYou canât laugh,â he told you.
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Trial & Error | chapter 13
Main Pairing: (jimin): student/idol x (main): foreign studentÂ
Side Pairs: main x (nct) jaehyun
PART 12
âWould it hurt you to stop checking your phone for five seconds?â
You looked up at your mother whom was at her wits with you. After seeing a play that sheâs been wanting to see since moving to Korea, she took you out for some shopping in Myeongdong, only for you to be paying hardly any attention.
With Jimin and Heejin constantly texting you, it was hard for you to not at least look to see what they were saying.
Jimin was apologizing and Heejin looked to be stressing over a test? Or something along those lines. You werenât able to fully read what she said before your mom interrupted you.
âSorry.â You threw a quick smirk her way before turning around to look at the jeans section behind you.
âYou know, Iâve been trying to give you as much freedom as I can now that youâre 18 but last night was just unacceptable. You didnât come home until the late morning, we heard you.â
You turned back around to face her, not feeling in the mood for this conversation. âI told you I was spending the night at Kaylaâs place.â
âNo, you said you were going to Kaylaâs, nothing else.â
âOops.â
Your mom closed her eyes momentarily as she placed her cell phone that was in hand into her purse. She then looked at you, taking a moment to try and read your mind. âYou do it again, youâre grounded.â
Now you were annoyed. She hadnât threatened to ground you since you were sixteen, what made her so uptight all of a sudden? âYou canât ground me, Iâm an adult.â
âWhose living under my roofââ
âDadâs roof.â
It was the deafening silence from your mother that made you realize off the bat that maybe you shouldnât have said that.
âIâm sorry,â you started.
âA week.â Your mom raised her chin, eyes fixed on yours. You could tell she didnât want to ground you but did it to assure her authority. âNo friends over and no going out.â
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