• I'll always be by your side • (Jikook au)
Omegas have always been delicate.
Omega Jimin struggles due to some hate comments, thankfully alpha Jungkook and his members are there for him.
Jimin’s POV
I’ve always struggled with people’s comments, that’s why when I posted on Twitter a pic I was a little insecure of, I soon checked the post searching for the comments which were too many. Even if I posted that just a hour ago, my post had already more than one million likes and I was too happy about it because ARMY was my reason to be what I was, but then I looked to the comments and even if there was too much love, my eyes just got stuck only on a particular part of them, the hate comments. As I finished to read them all, tears began to fill my eyes but I couldn’t cry in a place where anyone else could hear me, even if they were my friends. So, I tried to calm down and get back to the reality.
Author’s POV
Meanwhile, Jin had just finished to prepare breakfast and called the members to inform them that the food was ready. Then one by one they came down in the kitchen, just smiling brightly once they saw the delicious dishes they had in front of them but Jimin was only staring at his plate with a sad gaze.
Jin asked “Hey Jimin, you haven’t touched your plate, are you okay? Is something boring you?”
Jin’s POV
Jimin looked at me and I saw how his expression immediately changed once he understood that everyone’s attention was on him and then answered “I’m fine hyung, I just have a little stomach ache, don’t worry”. But I wasn’t convinced by his words, something definitely happened yet I just answered “Mhm, I see, then try to eat something and I’ll give a pill for your stomach”. I didn’t want to constrict him to confess his problems, but I’ll surely show my support.
Time skip
I could see that everyone was worried for him, concern etched on their faces but I couldn’t blame them, Jimin was becoming pale and didn’t smile like before. The most touched among the members was Jungkook, he continued to send Jimin worry gazes and even if they were pretty close, he never left his side, maybe he knew something which is unbeknownst to us.
Author’s POV
In fact, after that breakfast Jungkook spoke to Jimin “Jimin, something is bothering you, am I right?”, Jimin left a soft sigh “Yes Kook, but don’t worry, I can deal with it, it isn’t something big” “But you know that you can always ask for help if you need it? I don’t want you to suffer alone for any reason” “Yes, I do. Thank you Kookie for everything”.
Days after, Jimin continued to avoid eating with everyone and stayed too much time in the practice room never getting breaks even if he was tired.
Jimin’s POV
It’s been two weeks since I started my diet, but I’ve never checked my weight since that day, so I decided to check it but in that moment I was in the practice room and it was 2 am. I started to return home and during the walk I started to feel the chill in my body but I continued my path and in 20 minutes I was there. I expected that everyone was sleeping so I went immediately in my room trying to be as quiet as possible, not seeing Suga-hyung on the couch.
I entered the bathroom and did a quick shower, then I checked my weight afraid of seeing the result and it was 52 kg, the last time it was 58 kg, but it wasn’t enough for me, I needed to lose more. I changed my clothes and went to bed, I didn’t sleep because I watched some videos searching for those comments which brought me in that situation, I know that everyone told me to not see them, but I couldn’t because I was loosing weight and gradually reaching my goal.
My alarm rang and only then I noticed it was 6 o’clock, I panicked because I knew my eyes would have been red for my lack of sleep so I washed my face trying to resolve that problem. Then I came downstairs because we had a photoshoot at 7 am so I knew that the others would have been awake and I was right but when they saw me concern appeared on their face.
Jungkook’s POV
I was in the kitchen with Taehyung-hyung and Suga-hyung, who was telling me and V-hyung how he saw Jimin-hyung coming back home at 2 am even if he told us he would have come back earlier, and I was worried about this because I’ve ended up seeing him only at work and I really missed him. While I was listening to the conversation, Jimin-hyung entered the kitchen and the first thing I saw were his red eyes, did he cry? I suddenly got up and immediately went to him “Jimin-hyung, are you ok? Why are your eyes so red?”
He seemed surprised but then answered “I’m fine Kookie, I didn’t sleep well last night”, I thought he wasn’t sayingg everything but I still decided to give him a small nod and a little smile. He seemed relieved that I didn’t ask more questions, I hope he’ll be okay.
Author’s POV
All the members were reunited in the kitchen, each one was eating toasts except from Jimin who was only drinking his coffee. “Jimin, will you be okay with only that coffee? We have a lot to do today” Suga said but Jimin brush off his concern and answered “Yes, don’t worry, I’ll eat something during the day”, but everyone knew that it wasn’t true.
Days after, the members finally had a day off and decided to go to the beach.
RM’s POV
Finally we’ll have a day off, I was very tired from the practice, I love music but I also love resting a bit.
I was talking to the members and we all wanted to go to the beach but Jimin, who has been quiet all the day said “I’m going to stay here, I don’t feel like going to the beach”, everyone was shocked by that phrase because Jimin loved going to the beach but I immediately said “If you don’t want to go there, we can do something else, I want to spend my day off with you all” and everyone nodded.
“Namjoon-hyung, don’t worry I’ll go with you all to the beach” “You don’t have to-“ “Don’t worry Namjoon-hyung”
I could see the panic in Jimin’s eyes I couldn’t say a word because suddenly Jimin got up and said “I’m going to the bathroom”.
Jimin’s POV
When the members mentioned the beach I panicked, my mind was full of thoughts and doubts but at the end of the conversation I felt I couldn’t breath so I went to the bathroom. I knew I was having a panic attack but I couldn’t search for help, I was crying so hard but I didn’t noticed it until my shirt was wet due to my tears.
I couldn’t breath, help, help, please help me, I was too scared and suddenly without I could even figure out how, my omega called for his alpha “Jungkook-ah, Alpha!”
But I was understanding less and less than before.
Author’s POV
“Jungkook-ah, Alpha!” Suddenly a heartbreaking scream rang out in the dorm and Jungkook’s alpha came out totally for the first time, his scent grew stronger, his eyes became red, sign that his wolf had taken the control. Immediately he ran towards the bathroom, the need to comfort his omega was becoming stronger with every second.
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