Angry Autistic

Hi I'm Chris, I have Bipolar 2 with anxious distress, Autism, and ADHD. I am believed to have Selective Mutism and dyslexia. I love Spongebob, cute things, and my future dream is to dominate the world.

[thursday]

DAY 15

GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

[thursday]

DAY 15

GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

[bumblebabbyuwu]

“Ok it sounds like your lying because that just doesn’t happen in real life and you don’t have proof it happened 😢”

[bumblebabbyuwu]

Why is it a neurotypicals first instinct when they see someone do something out of the norm to use autistic as a slur?

DON’T DEHUMANIZE PEOPLE OF NEUROLOGICAL DIFFERENCES BECAUSE YOU CAN’T ADAPT TO CHANGE

[thursday]

DAY 15

GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

[abcsofadhd]

The more I deal with my ADHD, the more I realize how a lot of the big issues are related. 

Below I’ve listed three difficulties caused by ADHD (1, 2 and 3) and issues that are caused by the difficulties (a to h). 

These are quite simplified for the sake of explanation but the information is all correct.  

(I’ve also linked my coping tips for the issues making it a kind of an ADHD masterpost, I guess).

1) ADHDers aren’t deficit in attention, but rather have a hard time controlling the subject of our attention. I call the tendency to get distracted ‘distractable energy’.

2) ADHD makes it hard for us to do thing cause the brain doesn’t find it worth it.

3) ADHD makes it hard for us to understand and deal with our emotions and also makes us hypersensitive.

a) Distractability: Issues 1 and 2. Unless things are interesting, they lose our interest and our attention easily drifts away.

b) “Driven by a motor”: Issue 1. Everyone’s brains get random impulses to do things but our minds can’t shift attention away from it so we act on them.

c) Full of energy: Issues 1 and 2. See (b). We don’t actually have more energy, rather its the ‘distractable energy’. Doing things is just just less boring than not doing things.

d) Hyperfixations/ hyperfocus: Issue 1. We can’t shift our attention away from these things.

e) Inattention: Issue 1 and 2. We have hard time keeping our attention on things that our brain doesn’t find interesting.

f) Fidgeting: Issue 1. See ©. Doing something physical uses up the ‘distractable energy’ and allows us to work on what we want to do.

g) RSD: Issue 3. Our tendency to misunderstand emotions and hypersensitivity makes us feel rejected when not and feel it harder.

h) Sleep: Issue 1. Our mind is easily distracted cause of the distractable energy so has hard time switching off.

[bumblebabbyuwu]

Men have the AUDACITY to call girls who are mentally ill (or having any fun) “quirky UwU” but think having the opposite “opinion” of the masses makes them special and therefore right.

[bumblebabbyuwu]

Idk if this has been posted on here yet but this girl need some justice

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She need 10k more signatures for her goal

Sign the Petition

Expel Little Miami Student For False Rape Allegations

[casliyn]

If you find a Go Fund Me or ANY donation fund set up for Oluwatoyin Salau, DO NOT DONATE!

Toyin herself confirmed that she was seeking refuge ELSEWHWRE! Do NOT give your money to the people she was trying to protecting herself from!!

[bumblebabbyuwu]

“IM kaREn anD I’m GonnA teLl pEoPLe to JuSt FollOw tHE lAw bUT im GoNnA IllEgAlLY pArk IN a HandICappED ParKiNg SpOt aNd ThreAtEn To KiLl PeOPle WhO DoNt AgReE wiTh My HitLer aSs BelieFs”

[thursday]

DAY 15

GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

[benkyogo-deactivated20190412]

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[rinsstims]

Found this one on Instagram and !!!

[megan-renee]

Your vibe is oddly bitter and reeks of insecurity

sounds like someone needs to go in the water

[feijoaaas]

IM SORRY BUT UNMUTE

[bumblebabbyuwu]

When you put lotion on and you can feel everything again:

[thatocdfeel]

I’d like to ask a bit about hOCD? I know I have contamination OCD, but recently I’ve been wondering if I might have hOCD. Do you have any links or explanations you could provide! Thank you and have a nice day!

I don’t have many links, since I wanted to avoid things that seemed a bit outdated, but here’s one:

https://www.madeofmillions.com/ocd/sexual-orientation-ocd

Common Sexual Orientation OCD obsessions:

Fear that you’re gay when you’re actually straight or vice versa.

Constantly questioning your sexuality.

Fear of sending out signals that make you seem gay or straight, depending on sexual preference.

Common Sexual Orientation OCD compulsions:

Avoidance: You stop dating, attending events or going out into social settings.

Checking: Looking at someone or a picture of someone of the same sex and determining whether you have a sexual or emotional response.

Questioning: Becoming confused when you see someone of the same sex and thinking they’re attractive.

Reassurance: Looking at photos of the opposite sex to confirm that your sexual desires are aligned with what you know to be true.

I’m sure some followers can relate as well, so if anyone has any resources or tips for anon, please feel free to reply to this!

[thatocdfeel]

Someone mentioned op might be talking about health ocd. Gimme some time and I'll get back to you about health ocd too!

[bumblebabbyuwu]

Me on the verge of having a mental breakdown because of my ocd but I know it’s illogical so I have to ignore it but if I ignore it we’ll all die