BustyBarnes

Random musings. Wife, fangirl, writer. I’m a multi-fandom blog that changes on a whim. Honestly, the overall theme changes more than I blink.  But I'm ALWAYS 18+ so keep that in mind.

[une-femme-de-lettres]

Visit Original Link

Ghost's voice, no context needed

@charnelhouse sorry for spaming, thought you might like this...

[charnelhouse]

Jesus Christ

[bustybarnes]

[bustybarnes]

It’s been a while...

Ok so since it's been a while since I was on this hellsite wonderful blog, allow me to reintroduce myself!

Hi...I'm Desi.  I'm, well, I'm all over the place.  

The last time I was on here for any length of time I was a BTS/k-pop stan and, well, I still am to an extent but I'm branching back out into the multiverse since ALL OF MY FREAKING FAVES ARE ENLISTING AND I'M NOT OK.

*ahem* So sorry about that.  Anywho...yeah I'm generally a fandom ho.  Some may remember that I was absolute Stucky trash and boy am I still.  Falcon and Winter Solider reminded me how much of an absolute WHORE I still am and always will be for one James Buchanan Barnes.  And I'm fine with that.  Just like every time I see Chris Evans, I honest to Gods whimper.

Soooo currently I'm down bad (and I DO MEAN BAD) for a couple of fandoms...House of the Dragon and, well, Call of Duty.  Yup you read that right.  Call of Duty.  What can I say...TikTok got me caught up in the daddy that is Simon 'Ghost' Riley.  I mean gawd almighty break my back like a glowstick!

*ahem* Dammit I swear I'm not normally this...oh who the hell am I kidding yes I am!  I mean I've thirsted with the best of them over Loki/Tom Hiddleston, various roles Benedict Cumberbatch has done, Michael Fassbender in general, the aforementioned Chris Evans and Sebastian Stan, too many kpop idols to list...

OH!  And I'm FINALLY on the Stranger Things bandwagon!

But yeah that's about it...other than I've been with my husband for 20 years next year and married to him for 15 this past May.  My 44th birthday is tomorrow, 11/24.  I have 2 four-legged children.  I work from home and love to travel.  My best friends in the whole of creation live at least 6 to 16 hours from me and I HATE IT!  My oldest and dearest and bestest friend I met here and she's my sister and I adore her and I miss her TERRIBLY!

[bustybarnes]

So we're coming back over here now that Twitter is imploding?

Cool.

Hi!!

[witchaj]

Welcome back to the hellsite (affectionate)

[bustybarnes]

Hellsite...so appropriate!!

[bustybarnes]

So we're coming back over here now that Twitter is imploding?

Cool.

Hi!!

[tchalia]

[doctorenterprise]

steve: [does something illegal]

steve: [gets called out for it]

steve: ok but TECHNICALLY..,

[phdna]

Steve is shameless and definitely not Lawful Good

Pass it on

The truth will set you free

[solarcat]

People who don’t know Captain America think he’s Lawful Good. People who know Captain America think he’s Neutral Good. People who know Steve Rogers know he’s absolutely Chaotic Good.

[laporcupina]

Steve in the comics is too often presented as Lawful Good; it’s why he’s “boring.” Better writers make him neutral good – devoted to helping others, willing to play by the rules but also to call bullshit on them. He quits being Cap on occasion, but he doesn’t try to set fire to the institution.

MCU Steve’s respect for authority is flexible depending on his needs, which is not inconsistent with neutral good. But he doesn’t explicitly say “eff it” until 2014 (CA:tWS) and he doesn’t make it absolutely clear that he means it irrevocably until 2016 (CA:CW). Steve is not pure chaotic good until he puts Bucky ahead of the Avengers.

But Steve’s in-universe public perception, both in comics and the MCU, is as lawful good. He is not a moral man willing to align himself with the Allies to fight evil he wanted to fight anyway – he’s an American Winter Soldier who was built to do the bidding of his masters. Seventy years of legend has amplified and ossified what WW2 propaganda created. So when he doesn’t do this post-2016, he’s malfunctioning and not being his true self.

It’s how you can wind up with John Walker being handed the shield: the government wanted the Cap they thought they’d had and the one they think they deserve.

[tigerliliesandcherryblossoms]

steve rogers was a moral man willing to sign with the Allies against evil, steve rogers as the embodiment of chaotic good did exactly that, steve rogers ditched the Allies the second they left morality behind,

[tfatwsdaily]

#same

[theblackfalcon]

bucky has a flip phone and a metal arm. exactly what dating app was he on and what did he expect to happen

[dailycelebs]

SEBASTIAN STAN as JAMES “BUCKY” BARNES THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER • S01E01 “New World Order”

[bustybarnes]

I’ve made some amazing friends here and in case you don’t know, I love you all very, very much. Thank you all for letting me into your lives and being a part of mine.

[bustybarnes]

Depression is a thief and a liar. It steals joy & happiness, leaving you feeling like there’s nothing good anymore and the things you used to find solace in are pointless and ordinary. It steals your energy and time with friends and family. It lies and tells you that you’re worthless and that nobody cares about you...that you’re a burden...that you’re all alone in your sadness.

Even knowing these things, and I do, it’s like fighting to keep my head above water, struggling to breathe when the waves keep crashing over me repeatedly.

I’m not ok.

Yes I’m taking my meds. No I’m not thinking of hurting myself. I’m still in therapy but I haven’t been able to see my new therapist yet so it’s been 2 months since I’ve talked to a therapist.

I just needed to get this out there. I’m feeling lost and alone but logically I know I’m not. It’s just my depression lying to me.

[qvestchen]

Taeyong: I AM SO CONFIDENT I CAN DO IT

Also, Taeyong:

[bustybarnes]

After almost 3 years of working from home, I FINALLY have my own office where I can close my door and just be by myself. I can have my music or I can have complete silence. I can also have a space in the house where I can come and have alone time when things are just Too Much.

Also, I can decorate it with all of my geekery...which is a BONUS!

[shutupmerlin]

A series of events:

1. I put in an Annual Leave request form almost 3 weeks ago and my boss has not approved it yet

2. I went into my office today and replaced every single writing utensil with crayons in preparation for April Fools Day on Monday

3. Whilst searching for pens to remove, I found my unsigned Annual Leave form in my boss’s drawer

4. I placed my unsigned Annual Leave form in a photo frame and put in on his desk

5. The frame I used was from a photo of his kids that I deemed less important than my Leave form

6. My boss sometimes goes into the office on Saturdays to work

7.

[kaetien]

@bustybarnes Obviously not to Mombie, but we know there are some bosses we so wish we could do this to!

[bustybarnes]

LMAOOOOOO OH YES I CAN NAME A COUPLE.

[bustybarnes]

Had an amazing vacation in Austin. Met 2 new friends and a friend I’ve wanted to meet for YEARS. All three have become family to me now. Austin is such a fantastic town with such a good energy that is unlike any I’ve ever experienced. It’s a city that feels like a town and I love it.

I told Jason that there were only 3 reasons I was coming back: him and the dogs. I did not want to come back here. I’ve gotten to where I loathe this city and state and house and everything. I didn’t realize how much until I spent time somewhere else.

Like I don’t have anything to show here. The house? Mom’s. My job? I work from home. I have no in real life friends here. Well, the one I have I never see because of her work schedule and kids. I don’t begrudge her that but it’s why I never see her. We’ve grown apart. My dad’s here but I never see him because he’s basically a recluse now.

I have Jason and my dogs. That’s literally all that’s tying me here. But I can’t leave because I have no where else to go.

[bangtan]

© Real V | Do not edit.

[aurjeon]

cute :(

[bustybarnes]

KIM NAMJOON I DID NOT SEND FOR YOU. WHY ARE YOU COMING FOR ME?!