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It's distressing to realize how much you identify with robot characters, and then realize how little people like them, how little personhood, or empathy they are willing to give to them. It makes it feel like they aren't willing to give any of that to you. And it feels like you already knew that.

#random #tw depressing thoughts

I burn with rage so hot it hurts

It hurts me because there is no where else to put it

To forsake it would to be allowing injustice to escape

To keep it is to forsake myself

It burns

I am shaking

Strands so hot I hear the flesh sizzle, melt, and evaporate

I can do nothing

I cannot exact it on them

For despite the power of my emotions I must keep the peace

No one else will

I am not ready to live in a burned world

So instead I will be a burned person

Don't I look happy?

#poetry #emotions #emotional dysregulation #suppressing emotion #emotional suppression #rage #anger

midnights-dragon

Why I want top surgery:

so i can wake up and not immediately feel disgusted by myself

so i can go to sleep comfortable

so i cannot be constricted every day by binders and still feel like it isn’t enough

so i can wear clothes and feel like me in them

so i can shower and be able to look down

so i can not feel weighted down whenever i’m not binding (or even double binding on bad days)

so i can feel like me

so i can know what freedom is

so i can run and swim and bang on my chest like a goddamn gorilla because i’ll be free

so i can be happy without always having to feel like there’s two humongous weights hanging from my chest

so i can be happy

and, most importantly: so i can have sick ass scars and walk around without a shirt on

a list i made because my mom keeps trying to gaslight me into thinking i’ll be making a mistake when i turn 18 and immediately get surgery asap

theropoda

love leopard seals. they are so dragon coded. that is an entire mammalian marine wyrm

theropoda

Look at this fucking. beast. Medieval painting animal that eats princesses

What if I'm mimicking them?

What if I'm mimicking her?

What if I'm mimicking him?

What if none of the things I've decided to be are me? What If I'm just copying them because that's what my brain tells me I'm supposed to do?

I can not tell what I am.

But at least I know what I am not.

#poetry #imposter syndrome #gender dysphoria #masking

bluestonewings

ACES!!! Look at this Scientific American article!!! It makes me genuinely so happy to read. We’re making it!!!!

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/asexuality-is-finally-breaking-free-from-medical-stigma/

New research on asexuality shows why it’s so important for doctors and therapists to distinguish between episodes of low libido and a consis

softandwigglybones

I am requesting all aspec people and others to converge upon this post like a swarm of locusts so that we may show the world our might (and maybe make some friends along the way)

play-now-my-lord

No one wants to work anymore. All kids these days want is to physically transform into animals. Bones cracking, breaking, splintering apart, stitching together into exhilaratingly new shapes. Hair, all kinds hair, various fluids and oils and whatnot. Monstrous musk, hideous scents foreign to civilization. Ragged-lip maws dripping with alien teeth, crowning in teething agony like the birth of an infant god. Gore-streaked visages howling in pagan delight by the pale light of the moon, etc. No work ethic. He who makes a beast of himself takes away the pain of clocking in tomorrow

Such a strange place to be dwelling externally in the in-between

Between genders

Between the understandings of loves

Looking in the mirror long enough to say no I'm not a woman, and no I don't want to be a man

Looking at your friend long enough to think I should kiss them so they won't abandon me for something more traditional

But you don't.

You wouldn't do that to them, and you can't do it yourself.

You have never left the in-between no matter how long you look.

And you can't.

Not really.

Because no matter what you can make it look like, you are something else entirely.

#poetry #lgbtqia #asexual #aromantic #aroace #arospec #genderqueer #androgynous #gender dysphoria

arowitharrows

The duality of "If you even imply that being aro or ace condemns someone to a sad and lonely life I will fucking fight you"

and

"being aro and ace is the most isolating thing I will ever experience"

theprideful-deactivated20251201

i think the tags are important

ladyofthebookcase

OH SHIT ITS ACE AWARENESS WEEK!!

(meme made by @7-crows-in-a-trench-coat)

lopa124

Pliny the elder gives birds great credit for being able to call people out by name. I call bitches out by name all the time and no one gives me credit for it!!

#raven #crow #bird #pliny the elder #humor