butterflies

elle. 23. krp indie.

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bada had bent over backwards and practically demolished her router and modem just so her wifi could start working. it sounded pathetic, but she truly could not live without the internet. she had to work on a project and that sadly required to to research... online. as an aspiring computer engineer she felt pathetic that she couldn’t figure out what was wrong. so out of desperation, she called customer service and waited patiently while on hold. the repeating background music was starting to irritate her, but she had to other choice. finally a real voice reached her ears but a permanent scowl was on her face. “hello. i hope you can save me cause i’m desperate.” @itssungiies​

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and i’m back! it’s been awhile since i’ve been on this account and wrote in general. i would love to get things started again by writing some starters! give this a like if you would like a random starter based off your wishlist!

[cvndypaint]

plots based on actual encounters i’ve experienced

my internet isn’t working so i called customer service and you answered and instead of sitting in awkward silence while things load you strike up a really funny conversation with me and now i don’t want to hang up?

you came into the store i work at looking for something and i had no idea where it was so we bonded over this impromptu scavenger hunt and now you’re always out shopping for something just to see me

while waiting outside our classroom i asked what the homework was to which you replied “we had homework!?” and now we always wait outside the classroom together… also you always copy my homework

we volunteered to sell sandwiches to raise money for the school and i know we literally just met but you’re the most adorable dork i’ve ever met that laughs at all my stupid jokes and i could probably stare at your smile forever i think i’m in love with you??

you’re the funniest (and cutest) guy in class so one day i strike up a conversation with you in the corridor only to realize you’re actually very sweet and sensitive and you write poetry??? roses are red, violets are blue, i think i may be in love you

you’re this really cool, hot chick in class who’s also super smart and artistic and i’ve been pining over you for weeks and now we’re partnered for a project and you’re actually super fucking funny??? but you have a boyfriend so instead we just become best friends and now i’m honestly so glad i was stupidly gay for you that one time

you’re this really funny blog i follow that’s super fucking popular and i made a post about you and you actually responded??? i’m deceased??? now we’re best friends that talk every single day and we might even be a little gay for each other and i can’t even believe i was merely a follower of yours once

you’re this fairly popular viner/youtuber and i ran into you while on vacation and when i offered you a handshake you gave me a hug and followed my twitter so now we dm each other and every time i visit your live streams you always excitedly greet me and i feel so special!!!!

we were in a really long, slow line and i see you reading a book so i peek over your shoulder and ask you what book it is and you whip around just to excitedly tell me all about it and now we’re talking about our favorite books, movies, music and both our groups of friends are tired of us but we don’t care also did i mention you’re ridiculously cute???

[fiercecomets-archive]

I want baby plots;

I want a woman who’s wanted to have a child for so long and she’s yet to find the right man and she has herself artificially inseminated

I want friends who are desperate to have children that they decide to have one together

 I want a couple who have been together for years and are now beginning to want children and can have them

 I want couples who have been together for years and can’t have children

I want one night stands ending in pregnancy

 I want people starting their lives and careers only to find out their pregnant

 I want exes finding out they’re having children together

I want parents raising their children at all ages

I want same sex couples wanting children and finding surrogates and looking after them

 I want adoptions and surrogacy and everything you could imagine.

 I want baby plots!!!!!

[bscenez]

yooa – nonstop 🍒

[lexxnova]

Girls be tryna “🥺” their way outta everything

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© for morning sex !!

© for morning sex 

he’ll never get used to it—waking up to someone, being tangling in close with joori and kissing her soft without even a moment to miss her. he remembers grasping her hips, mindlessly grinding before nuzzling in closer. the inbetween was a little bit fuzzy—the exact moment when easing turning into certainty was lost to jaeho. already blushing and desperate, jae’s eyes still half closed as they scooted closer under blankets. underwear pushed to the side, he’s hiding his face in the crook of her neck, sheepishly shielding just how BADLY he wanted her. he moans soft, licking lips before pressing a soft kiss under her jawline, ❝ baby, i love you ….  ❞

NSFW / INTIMACY MEME

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                      ❝ no-no, it’s … it’s still better than not seeing you at all. ❞  it was almost like the life and color was being drained from his apartment   .   like his favorite thing about himself was joori   ,   but feeling that be slowly stripped away was difficult     .   jaeho almost always put joori before himself   ,   and he was aware it wasn’t the best thing   ,   but saw her as .. far superior   ,   so it was appropriate   ,   right     ?   he sucks in a fast breathe   ,   holding back tears   .   before he can think   ,     he’s wrapping arms around her in a tight hug   .  ❝ i’m sorry .. ❞  even this small action is selfish   ,   jaeho knows that   .   the reality of the situation      -   the logical justifications   ,   jae could come to terms with   ,   but the feeling of it   ?   their spark had faded   ,   yet still he was convinced NOTHING could beat the intensity that was once there   .   apparently   ,   he was wrong   .   he curls in closer   ,   buries face in the crook of her neck like he always does   .   voice is muffled   ,   pitiful and hurting   ,   but he doesn’t let go   .  ❝  i feel like this is all my fault.   ❞

“you will still see me.” she was quick to correct him. this was suffocating for her with all the weight settling onto her chest. joori was guilty. how dare she commit such a selfish act by separating what they have? jaeho was her world and the best thing in her life. she reasons that this is what they need but it didn’t make her feel any better about it. the moment she is surrounded by his warm embrace, joori instinctively wrapped her arms around his torso and held his tight. “don’t say that.” the love was very much still there and wasn’t going anywhere, but the strength in how they showed that love had died over time. “this is not your fault. i’m so sorry for all this.” the tears she had held back trickle down her cheeks. brushing her against his shoulder to wipe away her tears, she gently kissed his shoulder. “my fault.. this is my f-f-ault.” her voice falters and she finds herself holding onto him tighter. 

[badbov]

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dirtyflcwers‌:

                      the sheer amount of memories that jaeho saw in joori’s eyes   …   he remembers the first time they’d said ‘i love you’s   ,   how completely overwhelming it’d been to care about someone so much   ,   holding her and kissing her   .   and graduating   ,   both of them with parents by there sides   ,   though all jae could really express was gratitude   ,   and just how proud he was of the both of them   .   it’d been a struggle   ,   but he’d managed to stay on track despite life changes BECAUSE of joori   ,   along with joori   .   seeing her in cap and gown     ,   she looked like … hope   .   glittering and sparkling with diploma in hand   ,   and jaeho couldn’t help but think about how lucky the world was to have someone as talented and beautiful and smart as joori   .   then and asking her to move in together   .   hands shaky   ,   the man jaeho would become still not yet fully formed—it felt like an ADULT thing to ask   ,   but ultimately   ,   jaeho didn’t want to imagine a life without his girlfriend close by   .   but he’s never felt like he deserved her   .   always felt like he was putting on a show   ,   trying to be his best self   ,   but when you’re around someone all of the time   ,   it’s inevitable that the ugly bits will show   .   he was anxious and unsure and       - depended on the woman far too much   .   their lives were intertwined   ,   nearly all of his good memories from the past few years laced with joori   .   and now   ,   packing her up to leave   .     what is wrong with me?     he asks himself   ,   though he knows that even THAT question is part of the problem   .   ❝  s’not a worry, i just want to .. don’t want to see you go so soon …❞   he wants to love her—love her the right way   .   knows he can’t give himself wholly when he was not whole   .   brown hues glassy when he looks at the shirt   ,   stomach sinking as he whispered to himself   ,   i hate this   .   every piece of him was stained with joori   ,   he’s forgotten himself   ,   or maybe he doesn’t WANT to remember   .  ❝ ca-can you keep it, please? ❞    because he didn’t want those memories   .   of seeing her wear it   ,   nor of right now   .    ❝   it’s practically yours anyways and i don’t want to think about   …   ❞    a sigh.

all of joori’s best and happiest moments were with jaeho. she can’t imagine her life without him by her side and would rather die if they didn’t have a future together. but behind all the incredible moments they shared together, there was plenty of growth pains along the way. she has always been selfish - in how she chooses to live her life and what she wanted. joori had practically chased after jaeho because she saw something in him that she didn’t see in anyone else. he was dedicated in everything he set himself towards and his gentle heart calmed even the roughest of waves that were her emotions. jaeho was there to peer-review her papers and give her encouragement to write more. he was her biggest supporter. but she had gotten comfortable with him being her personal cheerleader and she took him for granted. it wasn’t fair for him that she was absent in their relationship and jaeho deserves to love himself. she needed to know how to be herself once again and figure out a way to truly love him. “i still got a lot to pack... but this almost feels like torture for you and i the longer i take.” her gaze never shifted away from him as she held onto the shirt with a tight grip. she didn’t want to let go of everything they had. he would always be a part of her. “i want to keep it.” her words came out so fast indicating that was she was hoping for. “i-i don’t want to think about it either... i’ll take care of it.” carefully folding the shirt and putting into the box, joori turns back to him with a sad frown. “i know that this hurts... cause it’s killing me too.”

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dirtyflcwers‌:

starter for @hecrtsign​ ♥

he’s   hovering   ,   he   knows   he   is   ,   leaning   against   the   door   frame   as   he   watched   joori   pack   .   despite   nearly   an   hour   passing   ,   his   eyes   were   still   red   ,   lips   nearly   as   vibrant   from   nervous   biting   .   he’d   cried   in   the   bathroom   ,   almost   hiding   from   joori   .   the   mature     part   of   him   knew   that   she   was   RIGHT   ,   that   while   they   loved   each   other   ,   they   weren’t   ready   to   be   together—   but   the   other   part   of   him   was   just   hurting   .   he   can’t   help   but   wonder   what   he   could’ve   done   better   ,   because   even   though   she   says   it’s   just   a   break   ,   it   feels   like   it’ll   be   forever   .   a   blink   and   a   breath   ,   any   more   seconds   of   standing   still   and   he’d   turn   into   a   statue   .   ‘   here     ,   let   me   help   you   .   ’   voice   groggy   and   tired   ,   his   heart   aches   at   the   thought   of   not   waking   up   to   joori   ,   almost   doesn’t   want   to     look   at   her   ,   but   he   knows   if   he   doesn’t   relish   in   this   ,   he’ll   regret   it   .   gently   ,   he   takes   the   blouse   from   her   hands   .   it’s   a   bad   excuse   to   touch   her—   why   did   it   feel   like   he   couldn’t   touch   her   right   now   ?   he   sniffles   ,   folding   as   a   distraction   .   ‘ …   is   your   mom   still   picking   you   up   ?   or   do   you   want   me   to   drop   you   off     ?    ’

joori can feel his gaze as she moves across the apartment. it used to be their apartment, but with her leaving it now was jaeho’s place. how strange it was to no longer call their home theirs after two years living together. she didn’t want the break, but she knew they needed it. she can’t give her focus on the relationship at the moment and it was unfair to jae for her to continue to hurt him. they had grown so much together that it felt as if each one of them forgot to be their own person - at least that was what joori told him. this was for the best but why did it hurt so bad? aimlessly folding her clothes and placing them into the box, she was staring off into space. it was his voice that snapped her back into reality and she stares at him. his soft touch sent shivers down her whole body as if that small action was forbidden. they’ve barely touched since she told him that she was going to move out - not even as much of a hug. “thank you…” she knows him well enough that he’s holding back and had been crying for some time. it kills her that she’s the reason for his pain. “i don’t want you worrying about dropping me off… i’m going to text my mom when i’ve packed everything and she’ll be on her way.” picking up another shirt, joori rubs the fabric between her fingers and realizes that this isn’t her shirt. “um, i think this is yours…” it’s a simple t-shirt that she stole from him to wear as pajamas but it felt odd to not at least give it back.

[idolsgeneration]

[kyungsoosus]

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lcvewhispxr‌:

【 ♡ — DATING SOMEONE like hanbi was probably not made for someone like him. this was the understanding of the year because it should be obvious to everyone around them that they didn’t belong to the same universe. their stars weren’t aligned no matter how much they made it work and how much easy their relationship actually was. and the latter was the reason why he wanted more of them and why he was where he was right now – by her side. nonetheless, sometimes he couldn’t stop himself from wondering how everyone didn’t question what they had and who he was. maybe it was because how good he was at hiding and acting, but this was still interesting to him. listening to what she was saying, dohyun was being reminded of this. they couldn’t be more different but she was undeniably changing some things about who he was. the first and the most obvious one to him was that he cared for her. and this was something that never happened before. an eyebrow was raised at her actions, clearly implying that he didn’t expect this ‘ move ’ from her, but he didn’t show any surprise through his features. “ only for tonight ? ” he asked, wanting her to clarify again. pulling her closer by the hands that stayed on her lips, he stole another kiss from her since he didn’t honestly didn’t give a damn about the people around them. “ maybe you will be lucky. i might consider that, but what about you giving me a hint of what we can do later ? seems like a fair trade to me ”

at the surface level, hanbi and dohyun appeared like a visual-appealing couple. and, yes, while they were both compatible to each other the floor was cracking beneath them and it was constant work to keep things from falling apart. she wanted to this to work. hanbi wanted more than fake dating with dohyun but the way they started things off was the worst jumping off point. she made an effort to to hide his background from her world, knowing that he would get into deep trouble if the truth got out. dohyun was someone she wanted to protect and the more she spent time with him the more she wished to know him better. it was all far too complicated. he was challenging her world for better and for worse. he didn’t have to show any expression but she knew that her actions did surprise him a bit. “tonight. tomorrow. every night. whatever you would like... just stay by my side.” hanbi whispered softly as she played with dohyun’s tie between her fingers kissing him back happily. her cheeks warmed up slightly and she couldn’t help but smile at him. “do you really need a hint?” she tilted her head. “we’ve been together before... though i guess this time around i wouldn’t mind you actually getting me naked then just pushing up my dress.” she spoke softly so no one can hear her. last time they had sex they both had gotten tipsy and were in such a rush that they barely had time to strip down. “this time... let’s take our time. but only if you promise me to hold back. please?” she wrapped her hands aroud his neck with pouty lips and big eyes. 

[naughtyandnicerpmemes]

Could you please reblog this if it is okay to ask you straight up if you want to ship?

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summcrkiss‌:

“no worries, i will be back here.” changmin wondered if this little crush on her was noticeable. knowing him, she probably could read him like a book. the male’s gaze remained on her and a little with a smirk on his face beginning his lips that he tried to fight. how was bada always so attractive even when she was doing the least. “i think i’ll be alright.” the male finally responds back. he leans back into his chair, a free hand runs through his hair. “plans? probably going to hit up all the other fast food restaurants in the area.” he joked shaking his head. “but nah, i’ll probably quickly head home for a bit. i don’t live too far from here. how about you? i hope you just do cashier stuff, i can’t imagine you preparing food for some reason – i guess they do leave the prettiest in the front.”

“good. you better not blow me off.” bada joked but she was very serious. she was a confident women and never held back when it came to people she liked but she wasn’t one to mess with. despite her confidence with changmin, he still bad her a bit flustered. she would say something bold but then immediately look away to not see his reaction. the dude was too handsome to look at sometimes. “are you cheating on me with other fast food places?!” she pretended to be offended pressing her hand against her heart. “i’m hurt.” she then busted out laughing and shook her head. “they leave me up at the front or walking around picking up the trays. guess you’re not the only one that wants to see my pretty face.” bada teased with a smirk on her face and she was about to speak more before she heard her name coming from the kitchen. “i better get going. i think i’ve stalled enough.” she frowned at the idea of going back to work. “see you at 10 then?” bada got up from the seat and turned back with a smile.