Who Do You Wish Me To Be ?

I am but a hallucination of what could've been

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

⚠︎ WARNING !! READ ALL ⚠︎

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user is explosive and not safe to itself

user identifies as a lifestyle landmine

user identifies as a hikkikomori

users posts may trigger derealization / depersonalication episodes on occasion

user identifies with Poe from Bungo Stray Dogs written by Kafka Asagiri

user identifies with Mello from Death Note written by Tsugumi Ohba

user admires the poet Shuji Terayama

user is unable to be pursued romantically . user loves it's love interests

user enjoys making friends . user does not have many friends in it's inventory .

user may forget to respond to things , or self isolate and not respond . please be patient , it doesn't mean to ignore you .

user does not agree with fascists . user is punk and goth .

user enjoys being called a freak . /nsx

user does not agree with mysandry , misogyny , or racism .

user lives off of suger

user enjoys video games

user is perverted

user enjoys giving and receiving gifts

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[c4nnibal-stat1c]

And I'm not sure what I wish to post here anymore...

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

system isn't system-ing

[spagetdomain]

heck yeah i love projecting onto my ocs

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

MY FUCKING NECK AHDDCCE

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

TW: pain, vent, irresponsible adults, painkillers and OD-ing, if you read this that's on you. I don't want to distress anyone with worry, I just need to fucking vent, bro

*Walks out of my room* "my neck hurts. And my ears. A lot. I physically can't lay down." My brother: "uhhh ok... you might be a bit sick or somethin." Me: "no this has happened the past couple nights, but this is the worst it's been. also ear problems are what we took me to urgent care about, which I'd expect you to remember."

My brother: "uh... ok. whaddaya wanna do?"

Me: "Well- I don't know, you're the adult"

My brother: *walks away and straight up fucking ignores me*

Me: *storms into my room and slams the door, and proceeds to sob in anger and pain.*

*after a bit, I leave my room again.*

"My neck and ears hurt. a lot. I'm coming to you because YOU are the adult. I can't physically lay down."

My brother: "uhhh did you take painkillers?"

Me: "Well, yeah, a bit ago, didn't do anything. They tasted awful"

My brother: "You're not supposed to taste painkillers."

Me: "all I did is swallow them with water, it's not like i held them in my mouth long enough to taste them." (its because ive tried overdosing on them. which he's aware of. and does NOT care.)

My brother: "uhh.. well, i dunno."

DID WE SKIP THE PART WHERE I SAID I COULDNT PHYSICALLY LAY DOWN???? I CANNOT SLEEP. AND IF YOU GET MAD AT ME FOR CATCHING ME ON MY COMPUTER, ITS BECAUSE I CANT LAY DOWN AND ITS YOUR FAULT FOR NOT TRYING TO HELP ME.

WHY CANT ADULTS BE ADULTS I WANT TO DIE

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

I feel like I'm suffocating

I'm sorry

I won't ever say a word to anybody ever again

[losergirl5u-deactivated20251220]

if youre a @losergirl4u @sssolomon-sssolomon @deerbit3 or @fractiires OP DNI ! ! ! ! i will strike you down .

[cultxxweb]

FUCK BRO BANNED AGAIN??THREE ACCOUNTS IN TWO DAYS IM GONNA CRY I NEED TO STOP POSTING MY SELFHARM 🫩

[suicidalmedeea]

I becamed obsessed with serial experiments Lain

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

maybe next year i'll try musical theatre... musical theatre and painting.

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

i miss my love... he's so sleepy... i bet she's very lovely when he's asleep. in a non-creepy way.

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

How'd you come up with your username??? I'm very curious!!

I like cannibalism... and my brain feels like static sometimes... but also static is connected to TVs... and TVs are connected to wire(literally), and we like wires.

and then I added the numbers because they looked nice. but not for all of the vowls.

though usually when i think of usernames, i make them up on the spot.

thank you for the ask, anon <2

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

Your blog is so cute I love it! Btw do you have any ideas for copying mechanisms I can have?

-💽💊 anon

coping mechanisms you can have...? i'm not sure... i usually cope with special interests i have... i just got out of a homestuck hyperfixation, and whenever i was feeling awful i would think about the broadway homestuck songs. and it made me feel a bit better.

a bit weird, but it's what i do.

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

anyways!!! WHATS UR FAVOURITE COLOUR

(＾▽＾) !

my favorite color... it changes sometimes. right now, i think... i think magenta. and light yellow.

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

sorry everybody for being inactive... I'm alive again

[c4nnibal-stat1c]

" veryyyyy cutely stares at your blog . Closes my eyes and sleeps inside your inbox . "

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pets you very nicely as you sleep