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@cab246
Sometimes I wonder if this will all stop, or will it continue dragging me down.
I want to remember what it's like to have endless joy.
I want to feel normal again.
I want to feel like how I did back then.
Back when there were people who'd listen to me, like how I listened to them.
If only.
I keep climbing anyway.
Sometimes you just stay up past your bedtime, open an app you haven't downloaded in years and make a post about how miserable your life can be yet how you've never felt more alive...
Ya know?
I cannot believe how beautiful my own province is. Seriously. It brings me great joy to be able to see something like this. At the same time I am plagued with thoughts of change and what that really entails. I have been questioning myself and my actions now more than ever and it's really taking a toll on me. Change is inevitable and I have to learn to be able to choose when a change is needed or necessary vs when a change can but put to the side for the time being. I just want to feel happy and yesterday was the happiest I've felt and it was all for reasons I morally feel should not have made me happy.
Wish me luck on being able to make the appropriate changes.
Life
Sometimes you just need to sit back and enjoy life. I don't really know what that means anymore. I just want to be happy but no Matter what i try and do i just can't stay happy. I need a career, I need to drive, I need to move out. Whatever happened to needing myself to be happy and to not feel anxious or confused about who you are? I feel like I miss myself and who I was, what I felt. How I used to feel about life and how my naiive outlook on the world was also what protected me from all this shit I'm facing now as I have just turned 21. I guess what in trying to say is
Life sucks.
This might be the end
I don't know what else to say other than this might be the end of me and my life as I know it. I made a terrible mistake and now it's going to cost me everything.
With so many things in my life spinning around me and going too fast for me to comprehend, this song helps to convey how I feel somehow. I have so much I want to say to so many different people. There's so much I want to say to myself and to motivate me to be a better person. I'm trying, I really am. The worst part is there's nobody I can really talk to about this stuff. I don't want to bother anyone and also nobody I feel understands where I'm coming from. Girlfriend, friends, family, they are all there for me but I just can't explain to them how i feel. This song really helps me to connect with my thoughts and brings out at least some form of motivation that could be even be referred to as "positive".
And I hope this goes without saying, anyone who happens to read this, thank you for letting me vent out my personal frustrations with life.
Until next time.
Hey so my Tumblr is really just super depressing lately so here's a meme I stole and never ceases to make me giggle. LOL
Happy Days
I remember those happy days seemingly never ending.
Days that gave birth to the person who I identify as.
However those days have started to become harder to find.
There's always another bump in the road, another road closed which halts me as my mood follows suit.
I want to see those happy days again and feel their warmth, the feeling of the love and freedom that I have had go without for so long.
What can I do?
Why am I so hopeless?
They always tell you love is a beautiful thing. Love is the single most amazing part of being alive and it's my greatest pleasures, however it can be as addictive as heroin and as destructive as an earthquake. Battles may be won and lost over territory or power; but love isnt just a battle it is a lifelong war. Sometimes the one you love may be the one who is the one you should hate the most.
Love is like looking at sand glass. Rough and weathered down by the elements, yet if you're lucky in your lifetime you will find that piece of glass laying in the sand where you'll look and see a perfect mirror.
I thought I found that one. I Still believe I did, but...
Did I?
These Lonely Nights
Waking up everyday feeling refreshed Ready for a new day, a fresh start Bright and sunny, the sun is shining
Time stops
The sound of rain, the sound of thunder Crashing in with no sign of stopping Where have you gone my friends? Where have I gone? My mind begins to swell with more questions than answers What am I to do?
My lungs fill with words never spoken
Its okay, it’s alright, I’m sorry. But am I really sorry? Am I really okay?
and Is everything really “alright”?
The endless night fades as the new day begins.
cont.
Honestly, I've never been good at lying. I crack up whenever someone even challenges my lies. However, there's something I have been able to hide from myself for a long time. Ive been telling myself that things are okay, that I'm okay. I'm not. Recent events have made me realize. On the flipside, it's made me realize that I have more support than I ever thought possible. I could never have asked for a better set of friends. I know I haven't been the perfect friend but you all make me feel like I belong.
I promise things will get better, I just need to sort out what it means to be happy, hold onto that and never let it go.
Also I have like a million pics of anime tiddies/feet/vids to jerk off to so you know priorities LOL
Be the compass that guides your ship across the seven seas, to the treasure that your heart so desperately craves.
What am I doing with my life?
Seriously like all i do is the same shit day in and day out. I want more out of life. I want to do something and be who i truly am. I just want to figure out what to do with school so i can work and do something i love. What is it I love? Who the fuck knows. All i know is I’m talking to nobody when I say this because I know nobody follows me but I still write my thoughts cause part of me hopes someone will reach out and offer advice.
or you know, I’ll actually figure out how to apply tags so my posts get noticed LOL whichever comes first.
Sic Parvis Magna
Only if
Sometimes things can feel bad, like real bad as if the world will never be happy again. When it comes to the things you love, you should always ensure those things are always there when you need them. It's these things that will be there for you when you are down or if the world is an unending void where your dreams are cast into, never to be seen again. Only if you can follow this advice and adhere to the things in life that you love the most that you will find a true light within.
Only if.
To do
What do I do?
What do i do when you're upset?
What do I do when I don't know whats right?
What do I do knowing everything i do is wrong?
What do I do with this feeling inside?
What do I do when I'm completely lost?
What do I do when it feels like I've died?
I apologize.
I beg.
I plead.
All I can do is hope you please don't leave me.
What do i do when I'm afraid of the future?
What do i do?
What do i do?
I sit and pretend everything is okay.
Will do.
i LOVE pictures of fat seals especially that one
here it is in hd
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I sometimes wonder who would miss me if I died. I get visions of me jumping into traffic or downing a bottle of pills in an effort to escape the daily pain I face. I wouldn't ever do it for real but who would miss me. Who would feel regret. I just want to be happy and stop arguing and I don't want us to end. I want my life to stop being a minefield waiting to be set off and my heart shattering every single time you say "you don't care". Im stressed about everything and I just want to live and not worry every time i open my eyes that it will be the last time I feel happiness.
Blame
I think I know why I’m the way I am. I don’t want to be that guy but yeah I blame my ex for a lot of it. I was so fucking good at being a boyfriend. Now I am completely garbage. Having someone you trusted completely make false accusations and then go onto slander me for it, yeah that fucks you up and makes you just act differently towards life i’m general. Still i tried my best to be who i was. It always fucks me up. I’m a mess. Help me.
