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i think being proud of where you come from is one of those things that becomes fun the more specific you get. like "proud to be english" bad rancid vibes. makes you sound like the kind of person who rants about immigrants. "proud to be from yorkshire" better vibes. i cannot deny the yorkshire cultural heritage. "proud to be from pocklington" absolutely fucking hilarious please never let anybody kill your pocklington pride.

redstonedust

i love the USA: weird vibes. dont trust that.

i love muskegon michigan: you are experiencing a kind of personal joy that i can and will not take from you

official-michigan-posts

official michigan post

#proud to be irish: politcally loaded potentially very racist but has precedent as a movement #proud to be from dingle: gorgeous beautiful wish i was from dingle #proud to be frpm tallaght: why?

bludraws094

i love fake plot holes

little inconsistencies that at first you assume "oh, the author must have fucked up", but then later on you realize that no, it was on purpose, they wanted you to think they fucked up but they hadnt

masterboa

related: when you think "this has Implications the author didn't think about" and then it turns out the author was thinking about them the whole time

bludraws094

you get me

#PREV REAL #like i was thinking “hey a propaganda god would be sock as hell”#and then val shows up that first scene and i was just like. wow #i meant to say sick not sock #oops

perl-in-my-head

"Ultimately, it's about bodies. Everything comes down to bodies, in the end."

First episode, how are we feeling??

#i loved the first ep so much #gonna start listening to the rest on my walks to school #but the bodies thing is so so similar to tsv #the violation of bodies for industry #whether your using their death as fuel or their bodies as workers #the big man? whats uo with that?#<also this #i was hoping we'd get more religious horror #tsv #the silt verses #owhe #our wars have ended #havent even mentioned how FIRE this art is

parkayquarts

i want butch lesbians and studs and masc/gnc gay and bi women of all sorts in my movies and shows I do! but regardless of gay representation I also just want to see women who arent very glamorous like all they wear are nasty sweatpants and oversized hoodies and NO MAKEUP and its not in a Sexily Dessheveled way they just look like shit. for the love of god i just wish women were allowed to look like shit on camera to the same extent as men are. i really mean it #LetWomenLookLikeShit

frankencain

the silt verses, chapter 13: so let me dwell eternal

smarties-03

ITSY. ITSY BITSY. SPIDER. THE ITSY BITSY SPIDER. ITSY

bumblebeetle

enjoy these rabbits

bumblebeetle

the best part of this post

uncannyannieg

moon joy !!!

bitchfitch

writing advice for characters with a missing eye: dear God does losing an eyes function fuck up your neck. Ever since mine crapped out I've been slowly and unconsciously shifting towards holding my head at an angle to put the good eye closer to the center. and human necks. are not meant to accommodate that sorta thing.

#oh damn interesting #i find that the same but its pretty subtle bc i still have peripheral vision in my left #i just realised im holding my phone at an angle towards my 100% good eye to type this

inkskinned

you know what? fuck it, man. the world is held in the fists of people who like to break things. at this point i’m saying who gives a shit. wear that victorian dress you don’t have an excuse for. dress up like a witch, pointed hat and all. who cares anymore. why worry about it when there’s bigger stuff to worry on. i’m saying. yeah, this lipstick is too dark, wanna share? i’m saying go talk to her, tell her that you like her hair. i’m saying she’s out of my league but i’m still swinging, i’m saying yeah i’m in a ballgown and it’s a pta meeting. what about it. eat the extra brownie, tell her your feelings. i’m saying if nothing matters than we might as well give nothing meaning.

inkskinned

#i’m saying if existence is a void at least i’m going down screaming.

it’s been 9 years since i wrote this. i was experiencing 24/7 anxiety so badly that i needed serious medication. these days in the back of my car is an “emergency party box.” when people admit they no longer really celebrate their birthday; i tell them to put the sash on and queue up kesha, we’re going bowling or something. these days i can’t spin around without finding something i am enamored with. these days i list 3 things i’m grateful for before i fall asleep. you’re probably one of them, just by virtue of you existing.

at the time i wrote this, i was suffering through a severe panic attack literally every night. i tortured my brother with constant 2 AM calls just to hear someone else breathing, because i couldn’t be alone in the silence.

i rarely wish i was still 23 even though ironically i had more hope back then. what i can tell you is this: i love the same way, but bigger now. i’ve worn the velvet cape to several business meetings. i spent thursday in a crop top without caring what my stomach looked like.

i told her i like her; i often dress as a witch. i still got glass in my foot this morning. i’ve kissed maybe a thousand people since then and met a million more than that; passing like the shadow of a hammerhead in trains and planes and buses.

i saw you, beloved, there, maybe, on platform in south station. you didn’t speak, but you said: i struggle to give the nothing meaning. the nothing fills up everything. it is just loud and yellowed panicked silence. i can’t stop shaking.

on the roof, birds curl together against the chilled spring wind. the sky outside of the craft store was an iridescent pink. the nothing already had meaning; you are giving it meaning by witnessing.

the act of living, beloved: it’s just decoding how to translate it.

twilightofthesandwiches

Congratulations! You are now a Magic-User!!

Spin the wheel to find out in which way your Magic begins to gradually transform your body?

How do you feel about this?

HELL YEAH THIS IS PERFECT FOR ME

This is very cool!

This is neat, I guess…

I mean, it could definitely be worse….

I feel utterly indifferent about this change

Honestly, I don’t think I’d even notice anything is different

This transformation has both strong upsides and downsides, I feel conflicted

This is perfect for me (Deragetory)

This isn’t the worst, but I still feel disappointed…

This feels pretty sucky tbh…

This is a very lousy side-effect, but at least I still have magic, right?

THIS IS SO SO BAD MAGIC ISN'T WORTH IT FOR THIS SIDE EFFECT

Voting ended onApr 12

#i slowly start turning blue....#i mean i might learn to like it?#but dont really feel like being a smurf

vegaaastarz

Asfos redraw cover something

sorry I lowkey just copy n pasted the logo on to it thats why it looks temu quality

this is winter btw bc im sick of the same 3 characters appearing on covers and no cadaver doesnt count as a different person theyre both skeletons

and yes im still mad about no melancholia on the book 6 cover

(No matter how cool that cover actually looks)

#oh my god this is so fire #also yes why do they not put melancholia or winter on any covers #skulduggery pleasant #valkyrie cain

aro-geo-turtle

I finally did it. I finally finished the Silt Verses. Yup. That was—yeah. 🥲🥲🥲

#hope ur ok babs #when i listened to it for the first time i just slowly slid down onto the floor in my kitchen #the silt verses

roadhogsbigbelly

the thing that's dumb about the whole "can you be a fan of a video game if you're watching gameplay on youtube rather than playing the game yourself" discourse, is that people keep comparing that to "reading the wikipedia summary", when to me it's more comparable to "listening to an audiobook" because listening to a story being read is a fundamentally different experience from reading the book yourself, But i think it would be strange if people argued that listening to an audiobook means you're not experiencing the story at all. just because it's not the way you're generally suppose to engage with books as medium.

#im a massive fan of both audiobooks and lets plays #they are just more accessible ways of intereacting with something you love #is the experience different? absolutely #but it is just easier to watch a youtuber play a game than have to buy everything you meed to play the game #or listen to an audiobook every day on your commute than sit down and focus on a book for a few hours that you might not have #the love is the same.