cain

he him fagboy hopelessly in love with straight men https://allpoetry.com/Caintessential

[caintessential]

i couldn't sleep last night because i was thinking of him

[stuckinapril]

I feel like it would help people move on so much faster if they looked at something a person they once considered close did and just went “a friend probably wouldn’t do this to me” . Like actually. A friend would not do this to you .

[caintessential]

the dread of being in love is real because what do you mean someone kind of likes me and it's just making me scared

[magicnewand]

When they romanticising yearning but they've never been sat on their bed at four am with a wet face and their chest hurting while they wished and begged and prayed something was still there

[caintessential]

boy who is vaguely nice to me save me... kind boy save me...

[godspreciousdaughter]

The amount of times I say ‘I know baby’ to myself in a day whenever I feel sad or disappointed like I don’t know what to make of this

[caintessential]

sometimes i feel like i never know what to say and that's why people ignore me

[puppylovies]

being too clingy is a curse

i don't wanna annoy him but i also love talking to him

[caintessential]

falling in love with someone because they're the first person in a long time to actually give a fuck about you is so fucking annoying, yes your basic human decency has me at your beck and call

[caintessential]

growing up is realising the reason i hyperfixate and rotate through guys so often is because i really just want the stability and comfort of being in a consistent relationship with someone who loves me

[caintessential]

overthinking sucks bc yeah my best friend isn't responding so i just assumed they hate me now

[stonathantruther]

deactivated post archive #5

"I often talk about reality checking and going along with it when helping someone deal with delusions, but I felt as if I didn’t really make it clear to what I meant when I said it.

Recently I saw a post similar to “how to sneakily give your delusional friend a reality check when they told you not to” and honestly, that’ll just make us lose trust for you. Because we can tell when you do that."

[Reupload of a deactivated account, these are not my images nor words]

[daddystinygirll]

You learn to apologize for existing when you grow up around people who only loved you when you were quiet.

[lullxbyblue]

Trauma hasn’t made me strong I am just broken and scared

[blownawayy]

i’m so sorry for being me

[becherdireinen]

My flag is not green or red, it's white. I give up, leave me alone.

[h3lloyou]

I know im a shit friend but oh god am i fucking trying