[calfandcow]

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welcome to the trials and tribulations of tris. i have a daily problem of constantly changing my aesthetic.

i am twenty-six. he/him. aries. gay. horror/slasher movie buff. demon slayer, stranger things, percy jackson, oliver stark, david corenswet, chris evans, and many many more. this is a multi fandom blog, i apologize, i just have too many obsessions. (clearly as displayed above. geez i have a problem). this is a safe space for poc, trans, lgbtqia. i love you all, you all matter <33

all my work is unedited/not proofread. i don’t want any comments talking about my grammar this is for fun not for a grade. also new to the poetry scene so be kind or just don't interact. :)

messages from tris ;

i. request are OPEN

i am primarily a m!reader only blog. VERY rarely do i write f!reader. please refer to the rules if you are going to request!

ii. cw ; my account is 18+ only because its basically all smut and suggestive content. viewer discretion is advised, proceed at your own risk.

please read warnings before you read and for the love of all things good, MDNI.

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tris's current hyper fixation: off campus

[buckslasagna]

curse of the white stripped button down

[nctinmotion]

Source: This

[brindlefern-deactivated20210619]

[xcziel]

[cellophanes-princess]

I really needed the last one

[monainneverland]

Love or not the guilt is still eating at me. But I WILL write it all at some point!

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[yourlocalchronicdaydreamer]

Tommy: I think you’re in love with Eddie, the former owner of this house

Buck: okay first of all Eddie did NOT own this house, he rented it. Second of all, he’s straight

Sheriff: I think you murdered your husband, Evan Buckley

Eddie: okay, first of all he likes to be called Buck. Second of all, I would NEVER murder him

[hrgifs]

I would like to relax with you. For once.

[kosmogrl]

[sedicciardo]

everyone in the league calling ilya an asshole meanwhile he’s apologizing to the bartender for his rowdy teammates, smiling politely at the nurse, playing mermaids with the kids, painting hayden’s kid’s nails and then his own nails to show them that boys can paint their nails too, getting excited over the team puppy, and then spoiling his dog rotten when he finally gets one. sorry but idgaf that he’s mean to grown ass men, they deserve it 😭😭

[firstprinced]

I would like to relax with you. For once.

[shnehollander]

Shane & Ilya Heated Rivalry S01E06

[strangebyers]

clear favoritism…

[sadmates]

I am not meant for casual love. I was born for soul consuming love and obsession.

[starboye]

it's not love it's just lust

"oh my ngh fucking god" you cry out feeling remmick slam himself harder into your hole, his mouth clamped onto your neck nipping and sucking at the drops of blood that trickle down your collar bone "god can't help you baby" he grumbles hungrily biting you harder.

he had you layed on your back, legs splayed over his thighs while fucking you deeper into the already fragile bed (the frame was just one hungry horny night away from being through the floor at this point) your moans filling the empty house while he fed on you.

he loves to bite you, watching the tears trickle down your face as his fangs press into your soft skin, he could stare at the beautiful sight for hours of you would let him but according to you biting is only for special occasions since it leaves bruises that get way to much attention from your friends.

he doesn't know what he did today to deserve this but he wasn't gonna let it go to waste now that he had you under him "so damn pretty baby" he licks up the blood that runs down your neck, pulling back to admire the sight below him, running his hands down to your waist to keep you steady as he pistons his cock into you.

the headboard banging on the wall again and again while you moan out how much you love him "oh my fucking god rem-" you whimper but are quickly cut off by remmick switching the position, putting you into a full on mating press, watching you face turn into one of pure ecstasy was he pounds into you.

your hands gripping onto his shoulders, nails digging into his skin, blood slightly showing making him let out a deep chuckle "you like the way im fucking you darlin' huh" he gives you a snarky smirk. "i love it so much remmick" you struggle to even get out the words when he's fucking you so deep.

"want me t' cum" remmick asks leaning forward to give you a kiss, nipping at your bottom lip "mhm please i want it" you whine licking the blood from your lips making remmick's dick pulse with excitement even more, fucking you harder before he finally cums in you, letting out a low growl as he does, his fingers tightening around your thighs and fangs poking out a little.

"i fucking love you" you slur a bit from exhaustion "mhm im sure you do baby" he chuckles knowing your only saying that because he just gave you the fuck of your life.

taglist: @mailmango @boypied @ghostking4m @gayaristocrat @addictedtomalepits @staarb0y @crispysoup318 @its-ares @gargoylesworld09 @znerac @r0mcom-8ngel @bbibbiiu @tqrgaryenfilms

[calfandcow]

lights go up around town—soft, warm, too bright—and every one of them feels like it’s pretending the world isn’t missing you. i still talk to you sometimes, low and quiet, like the sky might carry it to wherever you ended up.

and maybe december will always hurt like this. but i hold onto the sound of your laugh, the ghost of it lingering in all the spaces you loved. it’s not enough. but it’s what i have left.

— a poem for my mother // huggedbyhim

[thebellekeys]

leave him alone that's my emotional support grumpy middle aged white man with a layered past and zero bitches who's also really good at his job

[demonslayerlaughs]

-🍃

[stricatul]

maybe intimacy isn't taking off your clothes. maybe it's taking off your "i'm fine". maybe it's being naked in ways that have nothing to do with skin.