My Place

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Dinner was good

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For me, it was the dreams that broke through the corrupted me file. I accidentally became the groups 'seer' because I could help them work through the patchwork and see the whole

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Yes. Moving right along. Ugh. The good thing is I'm not even halfway through what is actually happening so if I can find some way to express what's happening, at least I'll maybe win this year. #nanowrimo2020 #nanowrimo #writing #writer #pullingteeth #wordcount https://www.instagram.com/p/CHcCjv9pR4xpnRGFuPKoJ04X35AVTpGAeCunLw0/?igshid=g179sgzftevs

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If I make my personal goal today, I think I might switch over to work on my cover. #nanowrimo2020 #nanowrimo #writing #writer #wordcount https://www.instagram.com/p/CHI4tZOpiAZhaF3QXxg0-ZgSZ3hocQIfb5EVqM0/?igshid=102d35lgqih2t

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Not getting very far because I can't stand to fuck with things for more than about 10 or 15 minutes. Ugh. Blegh. #digitalart #bored #learningkrita https://www.instagram.com/p/CGllZW5JWWbWjF3GhiEfpai5Xr0vQIMDNZQd5g0/?igshid=hlhnc56yhig7

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#Vote

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I did the thing! #rockthevote #IVoted #pleasevote #buyingtime #thefuturedependsonus #ballot #dropoffballot #rightandprivilege https://www.instagram.com/p/CGiEkg7p21MiY9DaTpEn3o_WXNIfYks6CORgY00/?igshid=1a82xayycgi3f

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Aw yeah, Fall is here #autumn #fall #fallincolorado #chillymorning https://www.instagram.com/p/CFpUNtLpT6R/?igshid=1ps978sbft3sm

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Somepuppy is in grooming heaven #chihuahua #chihuahuas #fatdoggo #eog #doggo #chihuahuamix #probablyapomchi #mutt #hismomwasachihuahua #furbaby #furbabies #fuzzybutt https://www.instagram.com/p/CFLQrJ4JSo-/?igshid=1ujxgo5219hdk

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Inadvertently made glitter polish during the spray paint process. But! Just have to let it dry and my jewelry rack and hat racks are ready to be installed! #diy #organizationprojects https://www.instagram.com/p/CFDRb1Ipi1x/?igshid=1p12d7rbq0hsd

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#weather #coloradoweather #colorado #endofsummer https://www.instagram.com/p/CE5V5_fJpaH/?igshid=7q0d6twmizoz

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Playing with #guache #painting https://www.instagram.com/p/CEz44l_pMOq/?igshid=psu2bck3q4qh

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My ridiculously bad concept art for my #Nanowrimo2020 project cover. I'm still looking forward to trying to write a book this year! #writing #digitalart #digitalphotomanipulation #pexels #gimp Add me as a buddy. I'm CandiiJ! https://www.instagram.com/p/CExqkhkJ3Xz/?igshid=20mqrxh6qb8t

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It's like they KNEW I was gonna be there today 😂😂😂 #thriftstorecows #arcthrift #thrifting #bovinophobia #taurophobia (at ARC Thrift Stores) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEsbGaBJM_n/?igshid=cxbglhqyk6qs

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Using my terrible sewing skills to try a new mask pattern. I totally sewed the bird pattern fabric upside-down 🙄🙄 wear your mask, save a life 😷😷, Wash your hands, save your own 🧼🧼 #wearamask #washyourhands #sewing #crafting #prettyfabric (pattern by Jennifer Maker on YouTube) @jennifer.maker https://www.instagram.com/p/CEjtL6TJYba/?igshid=1hithlug7695

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Double triggered, was waiting for it. Self-fulfilling? Maybe. Fear of success, sure. Not negative, just realistic. It always happens so just expect it. Just gotta be numb, gotta learn how to shut it all away, shut it all off. I'll never get what I want so it just. doesn't. matter. And who fucking cares anyway? I'm too fucking broken and I'm out of time to be healed. I dont want the bittersweet, it doesnt make it more special #bpd #rejection #fakefriends #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #loop #numb #tired #depression #exhaustion #insomnia #alcoholism https://www.instagram.com/p/B7o0YDIggpb/?igshid=mu8hudb33ff2

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Wish my brain would just STOP #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #trigger #anxiety #depression #bpdloop #stuckthoughts #thoughtloop #roundandroundwego #rage #selfhate #loneliness #adhd #paranoia #struggling #felloffthewagon #cuttingisanaddiction #selfdestructivebehavior https://www.instagram.com/p/BzSFU2PA1FT/?igshid=rctjzhz1tc09