seventh heaven

wide awake all night thinking about you

[4gyo]

I still haven't finished S4 yet, but I had to draw something...for myself...

[lavosse]

they would NOT fucking have communication skills that good

[mikopikopon]

#technically they know and understand each other better than anyone else alive#but they communicate that in the most fucked up insane unnecessarily complicated way and think thats normal

[carmrich]

I’m not saying I’m gonna need that camboy au but I will say if I don’t get it we’re gonna have a problem (I kid, write whatever makes you happy, and if writing a camboy au makes you happy then so be it 🤞🤞🤞)

LMAOOO if i’m being honest i have some of it written out (and by that i mean very tiny passages from random parts throughout the fic thrown together in the google doc) but it’s very much not … a serious fic like if anything i think it’s a silly self indulgent cracky au that’s basically just another pwp but with some extra steps. i have the general plot in my head but i have some other fics i want to work on more atm!!! >_< so those are taking priority for me

[carmrich]

Could you tell us more about the camboy au? Would Carmy ever find out that Richie watches his streams?

lol yeah i haven’t really put too much thought into the “how” part but richie blows his cover and carmy finds out he’s been the guy religiously attending every single one of carmy’s streams and funding a portion of his rent for months and richie also finds out about the fat long term crush carmy’s been harboring on him… and then they get together (read: fuck it out)

[was-mossy-fae]

a brief inquiry into modern art

[carmrich]

not to be me (deranged) because this is a bit ooc but i’ve had this au in the back of my head forever where carmy’s in his mid 20s camboying to pay his way through culinary school and whatever and richie just broke off his engagement and is decidedly rebounding/nursing his heartache by experimenting with gay porn (because obviously. also it hurts for him to look at women right now so) and he ends up incidentally stumbling across carmy’s camboy acc and he’s definitely not gay and he’s definitely not into it but it keeps plaguing him day and night and he ends up checking on carmy/attending his streams so frequently that he just so happens to (anonymously) become carmy’s top viewer. and he doesn’t mean to donate it just kind of happens by accident one day but carmy’s reaction is so genuine he kind of gets sucked into doing it more and more to make him happy and then he just so happens to become carmy’s top donor too. and all throughout this they interact (more or less) like normal and richie has to pretend he doesn’t know carmy camboys on the side and hasn’t jacked off to the thought of him like almost every day for the past 6 months every time he sees him

[sydrichie]

herstory was made

[nestito702]

🥵🔥

[carmrich]

to the comment i just got on my fic basically saying “actually i don’t know anything about the bear or carmy and richie at all i just wanted to read carmy getting his brains fucked out” you’re so real for that

[carmrich]

fully agree with bottom carmy however i believe being dicked down would make him worse especially if it involves someone he deeply cares for

no i also fully believe he’d be a mess when it comes to any sort of sexual intimacy like tears in his eyes shaking all over pliant and malleable and content to let the other person take the reins … the degree of trust and vulnerability required for sex is a big deal for him even if he doesn’t outwardly show it and that level of intimacy is definitely foreign especially coupled with his inexperience it’s why when i write carmy and richie fucking i still go out of my way to include a degree of tenderness to it too because aside from me being sappy and softhearted carmy needs that :/ he needs someone to be slow and patient and baby him and pay attention to what he actually needs rather than what he thinks he wants. like of course i think if someone were to be mean to him or treat him badly in bed he would just as easily comply and take it because he’s just Like That but it’s like.. i think it takes a lot for him to fall into bed with someone and even though in a lot of carmrich fics their sexual relationship starts out very impulsively/casually/whatever it just makes sense because there’s already so much history between them and despite everything carmy trusts him. he’s NOT actually cut out for casual “emotionally detached” sex even if he agreed to it on a verbal level i think the practice would exponentially fuck him up. i am mean to carmy on a daily basis but i physically cannot bring myself to add onto his trauma by giving him bad sex experiences like okay stupid little gayboy i’ll let you have this one thing

[bigsoftbison]

yeah i’m not looking respectfully. i wanna get you pregnant

[carmrich]

i need him i want nothing to do with him he’s so criminally ugly i would fuck him into the mattress he’s a thirty year old virgin loser i want to hear him moan like a girl he’s suffered more than jesus he hasn’t suffered enough he’s an active detriment to society he’s just some guy and a product of his environment i want him to heal i want to run him over in my car he’s done nothing wrong he’s the root of every problem i could fix him i’m choosing to make him worse

[carmrich]

my deepest apologies to that one anon who asked me on main once if i would ever write carmy topping but after some careful consideration (my last 5 reblogs) i’ve decided he deserves to be fucked and filled forever actually

[grantaere]

JEREMY ALLEN WHITE by Ben Sklar

[experienceandobservation]

Jeremy Allen White | In Los Angeles | July 21, 2023

[farewell-itoshisoup]

it's actually so funny how challenging it is to write bona fide graphic, horny smut. like people don't give smut writers enough credit. you are constantly running out of words to describe the same 2-4 body parts and same 4-6 motions. you are constantly attempting to do interesting and dynamic things in the prose with this extremely limited set of words. you are looking at your prose for the nastier bits and wondering if it actually sounds hot or if it just sounds goofy. you are then toning down your prose and then wondering if it now sounds tasteful or if it's just boring. you do ctrl+F for the word "cock" and there are 37 instances of it in the doc but you hate the 1-2 acceptable synonyms so there's nothing much you can do about it

[grantaere]

THE BEAR 1.08