[caslez]

25. she/he. suffering from supernatural poisoning for 10+ years. PLEASE send my asks ab supernatural, reblogs, dms i luv to chat and i have so much to say.

discussion of csa, incest, and general child abuse. proceed w caution

[dean-ness]

[litteraeignotae]

if you die and go to hell and an angel brings you back and remakes you a virgin are you still raped

[cor-ardens-archive]

supernatural | lucie brock-broido | anne sexton

[cumdumpstiel]

trying to explain the spn writers situation like ok so u know the infamous buckleming that everybody bitches about? that is actually TWO people the buck and the leming are separate persons yes. no his name isn't buck it's brad buckNER. yeah and so the leming is married to. no not to the buckner. to the ROBERT SINGER. yes the. yeah the exec producer slash cryptoshowrunner. i see you making certain connections in your mind, and i encourage you to explore them. now on to how mark pellegrino fits in here

[demontisms]

idk if non-rowenagirls recognize this so i felt the need to make a post ab it but rowena and dean have some of the same issues fr. like rowena is also hypersexualizing and hypergendering herself to boost her self esteem and prevent abandonment after a traumatic life. idk where u missed that in the narrative bc its THERE. it's all a performance, for the both of them!! its a performance where if you fail you die!! thats both of their lives!!!

[dean-interrupted]

are there any other dissociative dean believers in this fandom?

[herbulum]

I dreamt of this moment.

[dean-interrupted]

i think dean would call having DID "compartmentalizing". he’d be like: yeah most of the time i don’t remember what they did to me and i can’t think about it because i can’t hold it all within my mind except when something happens to remind me of it and then i know everything and i’m not really in my body anymore but it’s fine because i’m so well-trained i’ll automatically keep answering or fighting. dude that’s not "traumatic amnesia" or "switching" or "dissociation" it’s called being practical. what am i supposed to do, remember 30 years of torture all the time? keep thinking about it? cry about my childhood when i gotta save the world? always remember what it’s like to carve into someone? you gotta put it away until it’s needed or you just won’t get anything done

[alaynestone]

DEAN + SELECTIVE MUTISM

[dean-interrupted]

supernatural 4.08 // the reproduction of evil, sue grand

[dean-interrupted]

the body in pain: the making and unmaking of the world, elaine scarry

[empire-of-light]

SUPERNATURAL 4.16 ⛥ On the Head of a Pin

[jiguurten]

Dark eyes meet under the sky The stars are out, we're alive in the night

Absolutely nothing to see here. Just a dad waiting for his kids to show up so they can go on a little hunt together.

[dean-interrupted]

supernatural 4.08 & 4.11 // the reproduction of evil, sue grand

[dean-interrupted]

supernatural 5.14 // the alchemy of wolves and sheep: a relational approach to internalized perpetration in complex trauma survivors, harvey l. schwartz

[draculagerard]

literally cannot make this shit up

[draculagerard]

#they just don’t trap actors in a room with 60000 bees like they used to#because of woke

[caslez]

maybe it's the trauma in me but dean was no doubt sexually abused. there's not a single doubt in my mind.

[caslez]

& here's the deal. like i get it. his hypersexuality. buddy. i'm here with you

[caslez]

myself a year and a half ago, buddy you have no clue what you're gonna unlock